chapter 72

" I - I... I tried to kill myself."I felt a pit form inside of my heart. A deep dark out that made my heart stop functioning. I he's held my breath for a moment , my mind still trying to process what I just heard." Why- why would you do that?" I stuttered. " What were you thinking?"" My brother. He was a...mess. My parents are a mess. I was a mess." He tried to explain. " But I had no-one to talk to about what I'm going through and all of them already had so much in their own plates that I didn't wanted to add up."" Yoongi..."" I felt like a nuisance. Like I'm just making their lives worse than it already is." He closes his eyes and shakes his head. " I thought that maybe if I was gone, it would be better for all of them."" Don't say that!" I shouted, launching my arms around him. " Don't you ever date to think of that again."" It was a rough time and I am happy that I failed." He hugs me back for a second and then pulls back, his palms reading on my shoulders. " Because I have you now."" Is that why you wanted to move out?"He nodded. " I've had planned this way before I met you. You added a different colour to my life. I'm not sure if I even want to move away anymore. I'm very fine till I'm with you."Tears started to fall down my warm, flushed cheeks, but Yoongi brushed them away with his fingers." I... really love you, Dara." He silently says as his hands slowly fall back onto his sides. " It might not seem like that at times, but I really do."" I love you." I begin to kneel on the couch, pulling his face closer to me by his chin. I lift his chin up as I begin to kiss him passionately, warmth building up on the both of our bodies."D-Dara..." He whispers but I kiss him more, making him shut up. He continues to kiss me back, and this time, he finally gives in. His lips fight back, making our lips mould into each other.After a few minutes, we both pulled away and breathe in as we pant, not being able to look at each other in the eyes. But when we did, laughter filled the whole room." Stupid." He mutters as he shakes his head.But then it hit me again. He wants to move away. Away from his family. Away from his abusive and overly strict father.But I'm a hindrance.Because of me, he is not able to focus on getting his freedom." If you were to move away, where would you go?" I ask him, the smile on my face fading gradually." Dara..." He whispers with worried eyes, his lips forming a thin line. " Seoul. It's the best place to start as a composer."" That's too far away from here..." I whisper to myself , but it was loud enough for him to hear me. " But hey! I'm not thinking of that anymore." He pauses. " Not now, anyways."He pulls me into a hug until a ray of light passes through a window. With terror in my eyes, I stood up and peaked, and I didn't knew that this night could get any worse. Because it was a parked car right inside our garrage, the doors slamming shut one after another as two people hop out of the car.My mom and dad.•••A/n:-Thankyou for 3.5k reads.Do reviews and rates, thankyou bye!!😭😭❤️