chapter 61

It's one of those days when there is no occasion at all, but my parents didn't go to work today.My mom, to be specific.And what does she do when she gets a normal day of starting at home?Go to my room and talk to me." Hey mom!" I said, laying down from my bed. She closes the door and sits besides me as she always does. It's great to see her like this. No glasses and without her usual white coat. It feels like I'm actually talking to my mother, and not to a doctor." Hey honey!" She smiles, patting my thigh firmly as she breathes out. " Are you sure about celebrating your birthday at your school retreat?"Ah, my birthday!Just another day of me saying thankyou to everyone who pretends to care about my existence.Spending it at the retreat tomorrow with Yoongi and Yuri would be not as bad as my past birthdays were, where I always tried to pretend that I was grateful to get a game of consoles. It's like giving someone coffee without a cup." Yes, I'm actually excited." I say, smiling at her.She half smiles," Well, we have something to talk about."Oh no.What does she want to talk about?Does she know that I didn't take the test? Does she know that I wrote my boyfriend's name on my test paper and handed it in? Or does she even know I already have a boyfriend? Does she know I worked part time and almost got raped?Does she know?"Wh-what do we need to talk about?" I stutter, sitting up from my bed, my knees curling up close to me." Well..." She says looking at the window and then looking towards me. " Have you figured out what your dad's gift might have been?"Oh.My dad's gift.That piece of paper.The gift I never expected- him paying for Yoongi's hospital bills." Y-yes." I said. " How'd you know that he was my... friend?"" We saw you at the hospital that night. You were so distressed, so sad and your were crying like there was no tomorrow." He voice calm and soft as she continues. " And when his parents refused to pay for the bills and asked your friend to pay for it himself, we knew we should do something."" Mom..." I said as I quickly grap her into my arms, my tears prickling down her hair. "You have no idea how much you helped him. Thankyou so much."She pulls back as she nods slowly, " I know, but we didn't do it for him. We did it for you. I knew that your tests are coming up and if you couldn't figure because of him, you might have a low mark."My heart sank into the deepest pit. I couldn't help and feel nothing but disgust towards her. " So this is still about my stupid grades and university?" I muttered crawling out of my bed. I can feel my blood boiling inside me, my nostrils flaring as my breathing quickens." It's not stupid. Why aren't you being grateful at all?"" I am grateful." I turned around, growling at her. " But I thought that for once, you did it because you were actually trying to be a nice person. But everything is still about my school and how... How could I hurt your ego that your daughter did not-" I stopped. I was furious that I almost slipped out of words that I shouldn't dare say. I can't let her know that her only daughter did not take the test? That's worse than me telling her that I killed an innocent human being." Did not what?" She asks as she stood up slowly, her eyes staring right into my soul." Nothing." I lied, gulping in nervousness as I pinch my fingers behind my back to try and calm myself down. " We give you everything you want." She comes closer, her calming gentle voice becoming deep and stern, " A house, food, clothes, and everything you ask for. If I find out that you've been doing something nasty behind my and your dad's back, you will not like the consequences."" I'm not doing anything." I lied again, trying to keep my calm as I tiptoed from the floor, feeling my mother's forefinger in my chest, poking me."Good." She says withdrawing her finger. " We just want what's best for you."" Is it really for me or you?" I whispered." You will be a doctor whether you like it or not." She shoves her finger into my chest again, making me bump my back into the wall. " End of discussion."She walks out of the room and slams the door close. I sighed as my eyes finally let go of the tears I was holding back. What if she finds out everything I've been hiding from them? The screws up from having a boyfriend behind their backs to not taking a god damn test?It was the first time that my mom has laid a finger on me. Who knows what will happen if she figures out everything? What if she grounds me? What if she takes me away from Yoongi?I can't let that happen. I'm so happy with Yoongi right now and I don't want to think of any negative thoughts. I want to enjoy the time I have with him right now. And forever.I want to be with him forever.My eyes continue to swell with tears as I reach for my backpack and start to pack my stuff for the retreat. I need to get away from here.Even if the retreat is just for two days, that will help me a lot. Especially when I'll be with Yoongi. I want to spend as much time with him as possible. I promise myself that I won't think about any of these things when tomorrow comes. No negativity, no problems .Just enjoying with Yoongi and nothing else.A/n :- You gotta tell him about that test paper too!Shit.★★★A/n :- A really long chapter for you guys cuz I don't think I'd able to publish before this upcoming Monday. How was this chap?Do rate , review and support.Instagram —› @n_x.23