chapter 50

The school was empty.Not even a single light was on besides the one on the main entrance. The darkness from around the place gave it a bit of creepy vibe, and I don't know if I am imagining it but the air sure is chilly.I walked down the hallway until I reach the stairs, using the moonlight as a guide through the windows. I looked at my phone to check the time.11:16p.m.Was I late? Is that why there's no one around here?Maybe if I hurry, I'll still be able to make it if someone decides to stick around.I hurried as I take two steps from the stairs at a time until I reach the door that opens at the rooftop. I pushed the door open with a hand, but a single hand wasn't enough for me to open it due to strong winds blowing in my direction. I leaned against the door and pushed it with my torso together with both my hands. Where's everyone?It's empty, it's quiet...it's peaceful.A single lamp post was on, the lamp post in the middle of the whole rooftop. It gives off some light, but if the build up of snow was removed from it, it would have given off a better lighting .I wasn't expecting the rooftop to be like this. Not like this when it's a covered with a thin white layer of snow. It wasn't as heavy like a couple days ago, it's just right. I looked up at the sky only to see a full moon beaming brightly at me. It appeared big and dark, but still very beautiful on its own. A tiny snowflake lands on my cheek, making me close my eyes. It felt cold and stingy, but it wasn't bad at all. In fact, it felt relaxing.I looked ahead and walked towards the end of the rooftop, just a step away from the railing made of cement that goes upto my stomach.I leaned both of my arms onto the railings and looked at the city below me. It looked like a real snow globe. A snow globe where everything is happy. It looked like a paradise where people can actually enjoy going to. It looked magical.I sighed as I looked back down into my phone again. It's already been fifteen minutes ever since I got here. I guess when you're enjoying your time, you are unable to recognise it passing by so quickly. In fact, you'd wish you had more timeBut it's time for me to go home. I was late and everyone had left already. Maybe, I'll just ask Yuri what the meeting was about tomorrow morning. I take one last look at the magical snow globe of Daegu and proceed to run away from it, but as soon as I faced towards the other direction, someone was already standing five feets away from me.A person wearing a black sweater , a white jogger pants, a grey knitted hat and a wine red scarf that wrapped his whole neck. The clothing alone was enough to tell me who it might be. I take two steps closer to him, just to make sure if it was really him. Jet black hair, with pale skin and fluffy, flushed cheeks, squishy nose, small adorable eyes, thin pink lips.It's him." What are you doing here!?" We both asked at the same time. We both looked away from each other for a moment, hearing nothing but the air whooshing past our ears." Yuri texted-" We said again at the same time, until I realised that we both said the same word- Yuri. I look at him, confusion prominent all over his face." Yuri told you to come here?" I asked him, looking at his eyes, that won't look back at me. He looked at the floor dusted with snow instead." Yeah." He started sliding his foot, making an oval shape on the ground with snow. " She said there was a basketball meeting."" She told me there was a class meeting." I whispered, feeling myself not being able to breathe properly. Why am I feeling this way again? It's like there's a blockage in my lungs that wouldn't allow any air in my body to circulate.Damn you, Yuri. Now I understand why you wouldn't reply me at all. This was all planned by her. She knows grades are important to me, she knows basketball is important to him. Damn her, she's making it easy for me to hate her sometimes."Oh." He nodded as he continued to play with the snow on the ground with his foot. Silence continued to surround us, with me not knowing what to do next. Should I play with snow as well?OrShould I try and talk to him?But after what everything I said the last time we saw each other... After I confessed what I felt for him, I don't think he'll be able to look at me the same anymore.I appreciate it, Yuri. But this is useless now." I'm... I'm going." I said as I walk past him until a voice stops me." I didn't open your gift." He muttered behind me.I stopped walking but didn't turn around to face him. " I told you that you could do anything you want with it. But just...don't let me know.."" Stupid." He muttered again, kicking the snow that he had build up from the ground. " I didn't open it because I know what it is. Why would you get that for me?"As if my lungs tightning wasn't enough, my heart started to feel like something was pressing on it repeatedly. I could feel it knocking against my chest, and if it wasn't for the wind's gentle noise, he would've heard my own heartbeat." B-b-because you wanted it."" Why would you give me something that I wanted?" He asked again, his voice louder and much clearer this time. I pinched my thumb in attempt to calm myself down butnit did not work. I can now feel his warmth from here. Is he coming closer?" Because I'm a nice person." I answered flatly, a little sarcasm in my tone. " Why are you nice to me?" "Because...""  Because?" His much clearer and audible voice asked me." Because I like you, okay? Stop playing with my fee-" I turned around as I growled in annoyance only to see Min Yoongi staring me fondly. His eyes had finally met mine. It felt like I would melt right there but the cold winds blowing were maybe preventing that to happen. I gulped as I looked back into his eyes, breathing out through my mouth." Do you remember that day at the aquarium?" He asks taking a step closer than he already is. We're about just a feet apart now. And now, I could see his eyes more clearly. " About how'd you know if you like someone or something?"" Y-yes." I stuttered until I realised that I should try to act cool. " Wh-why are you bringing that up now?"" Can you feel your heart beating faster now that I am here?" He says, inching closer towards me. And as soon as I heard his words, my body seemed to have heard him because it made my heart thump louder than ever. Why would you do this to me now?" You have got to sto-" as soon as I was about to finish my sentence, a fast swooshing noise made us break our eye contact. Soon enough, a burst of different colours and lights were dancing on the dark sky. That's right.It's new years eve.It's a beginning of a new year." Wow..." I mouthed as the fireworks continue to spark into the sky, one after another. It's like it wouldn't stop. It was like someone was spraying colours colours into the sky as a canvas, painting the sky with a temporary ink that disappears only to be replaced by a different colour.I didn't even realise that I was already back at the edge of the railings until it touched my hands which felt cold but it couldn't be bothered. Because I just realised that Yoongi was standing right next to me, his eyes beaming with the colourful sparks from the sky. " It's beautiful." He whispered, his eyes not leaving the sky. " It's really beautiful."He thought that the fireworks were beautiful, but I thought he was a better sight himself.I would rather watch him do nothing for hours than watch anything else. It feels great to have him by my side again like before, to feel his warmth that I've never felt with anyone else. He feels like home.But I shouldn't get used to it. Because I know that after the fireworks are gone, he'd be gone too." What are you thinking?" He asks with a worried face, moving closer to me. He bends his knees so that he could examine me more, squinting his eyes at me. " Why are you crying?"Shit. Why am I so emotional these days!?" Nothing." I said right away with a forced laugh." I'm just happy that you're here, that's all."He blinked a few times as he starts blowing air from his mouth when he breathes out. He then stands right back up, straightening his posture and looks at me in the eyes, with seriousness written all over his face. " Dara..." He whispers, his voice calm and gentle. " You never fail to annoy me, or to make me mad and irritated, but...um, I -I kinda m-missed you."I couldn't believe what I just heard. Was I hallucinating? Is there something wrong with me? Do I like him too much for me to have my own delusions?Did he really just say that he misses me?" Yoon-"" Don't talk." He cuts me up abruptly and breathes before speaking again. " I-I... I'm not good with these things but I think there's something wrong with me..."He adjusts the scarf from his neck, tilting his head to his sides. His cheeks were bright pink compared to his skin tone. Maybe he's feeling really cold..." What's wrong?" I ask him, feeling his aura drawing me in. " I can feel my heart beating faster."♡♡♡[A/n:-]Anneyongaseo!!!Just an unexpected shit happened in this chapter, lol. Wasn't this what you peeps were waiting for. Thank me later, haha. A long chapter anyways cuz i did not updated from a past few days. I had a very busy week and the coming week is supposed to be exhausting af! Whatever, did you guys see suga's vlive? Aigoo, he's so cuteu!!Thank you for reading and giving your reviews on this part. I need long reviews on this one!! 😌Borahae,Nini🦋💜.