93. Finally
Fractured Crowns
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Aaryansh and Adviti settled in a small café, both leaning back in their chairs as they caught up.
The atmosphere was relaxed, the background hum of the bustling city creating the perfect soundtrack to their reunion.
âSo, stop calling me âbig sisâ already,â Adviti said with a playful frown. âWeâre the same age, or maybe even younger.â She waved a hand dismissively.
Aaryansh laughed, shaking his head. âNo way, Advi. Youâve always been like a big sis to us. You were the one who took charge, made sure we all stayed out of trouble. Even Rudra bhai listened to you!â He smirked at the thought of the usually hot-headed Rudraksh following her advice without question.
Adviti rolled her eyes. âRudra listened, but only because I had the best bribes in school. Don't think I didnât know that.â She leaned back, a nostalgic smile crossing her face as memories flooded her.
âSo, what happened after school? You disappeared, and no one heard from you for years. We thought you were gone for good!â Aaryanshâs voice was laced with curiosity.
Adviti took a deep breath, her expression growing serious for a moment. âI went back to my village. I stayed there for a while. I finished my studiesâactually, I went on to complete my medical degree. Iâm a doctor now.â She said it so matter-of-factly, as if it had been a natural progression.
Aaryansh stared at her, his eyes widening. âA doctor? Thatâs amazing! I canât believe it. But... why didnât you tell us?â
Adviti shrugged. âI was focused on my studies. And I had lost all your numbers so that left me with no way to reconnect with everyone.â
Aaryansh nodded, but something in his mind was still swirling. The mention of her being a doctor brought up a strange sense of unease.
His thoughts shifted to Mahiraâthe girl he had been so worried about lately. The girl he barely knew but already felt a protective instinct toward.
âWaitâ¦â Aaryanshâs voice trailed off as he processed his thoughts. âThereâs something I need to talk to you about. Itâs about someone. Her name is Mahira. I donât know what happened to her, but Iâm really worried. I think she's been through so much, and now, with everything thatâs been happening around her, I feel like Iâm losing track of whatâs really going on.â His tone was tight, the anxiety palpable.
Advitiâs expression softened as she leaned forward. âWhat happened to her?â
Aaryansh hesitated, the weight of the situation sinking in deeper with every second. âI donât know all the details, but somethingâs not right. And I think whatever happened, itâs affecting her in ways I canât understand. I just... I need to know what happened to her, and I need to help.â
Advitiâs eyes narrowed, concern flickering across her face. âMahira?â
She repeated the name, her voice thoughtful. âIâve heard of her. In fact, Iâll be joining her hospital soon as the chief surgeon.â
Aaryansh froze, his heart beating a little faster. âWait, what? Youâll be working at her hospital?â
âYeah,â Adviti replied. âIâll be heading there soon. I was just finalizing a few things, but Iâll be joining as the chief surgeon. I actually heard a lot about Mahira, and everything seems to be tied around her... how sheâs been running the hospital, her vision. Itâs a big thing.â
She paused, studying Aaryansh closely. âBut whatâs going on with her? Why does it sound like youâre so worried?â
Aaryanshâs mind raced. He wasnât sure if he could explain everythingâbut he needed answers. He just had to know what had happened to her.
âCan you try talking to her?â he asked, his voice slightly desperate. âMaybe get some answers? I donât know whatâs happening with her, but I feel like somethingâs wrong. I see her as a little sister now. Even though I don't know her much, I canât just stand by and let things get worse for her.â
Advitiâs gaze softened, and she placed a hand gently on his. âI will, Aaryan. Iâll talk to her. If sheâs in trouble, weâll figure it out. Youâre not alone in this. Youâve got me.â
Aaryansh felt a sense of relief wash over him, even though the worry for Mahira still gnawed at him. âIâm counting on you, Advi.â
Adviti nodded firmly, her expression full of resolve. âIâll get to the bottom of this. Donât worry.â
Aaryansh let out a breath he didnât realize heâd been holding. For the first time in days, a flicker of hope ignited within him.
Maybe, Adviti could help him uncover the truth and get Mahira the help she needed.
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Mahiraâs eyelids fluttered open slowly, the harsh light from outside gently filtering through the curtains.
She blinked a few times, trying to clear the grogginess from her mind.
The hospital room felt eerily quiet, the sterile smell of antiseptic filling the air.
Her body ached, but there was a warmth, a comfort that she hadnât felt in a while.
As she turned her head, her eyes instinctively sought out the space around her.
Thatâs when she froze, her heart lurching in her chest.
Aarush.
He was sitting beside her bed, slouched with his head resting on the edge of the mattress.
His arms were loosely crossed over his head as if protecting his face from the faint light.
He wasnât lying on the bed, but the way he positioned himself, so close, yet at a careful distance, made her feel a strange comfortâlike a silent promise of protection.
She flinched instinctively, panic rising in her throat. His presence startled her, and for a moment, her body tensed as though ready to flee.
But then, something softened inside her. His vulnerability, the gentle way he seemed to protect the space between them, disarmed her.
He wasnât intruding, he wasnât imposingâhe was just there, quietly watching over her as though he understood the boundaries she had drawn around herself.
Her breath slowed, and a small, faint smile tugged at the corner of her lips.
There was something in his gentleness that reached her heart, despite all the walls she had built around herself.
For a moment, Mahira just stared at him, the small movements of his chest as he breathed quietly in his sleep.
She had never expected to find him here, not after everything that had happened.
He had every reason to be angry, to stay far away, but here he wasâlike an unspoken promise that no matter the distance, there was still love and care.
His body remained still, the distance between them intentional, as if he wanted to make sure she felt safe, not trapped.
Mahiraâs heart ached at the thought. Despite everything that had happened, Aarush had been here, sitting quietly, waiting.
His silent presence felt almost like an apologyâa promise that whatever had gone wrong before, he was still willing to stay, even in silence.
She closed her eyes for a brief moment, letting the warmth of the moment linger.
Despite the pain she was in, despite the confusion, a sense of peace settled over her.
Aarushâs gentleness was enough for now, enough to let her breathe.
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His mere presence, the protective distance he maintained, somehow reassured her.
In this chaotic world where she had always been alone, Aarush had become someone she could rely onâwithout asking, without demanding.
She couldnât tear her eyes away from him, her gaze softening as she watched him sleep.
A faint smile tugged at the corners of her lips, a fleeting moment of peace, something she hadnât felt in a long time.
The gentleness in his actions, the way he respected her boundaries, touched her deeply.
But that moment of calm shattered when the door to the room creaked open.
Mahiraâs breath hitched, her body instinctively tensing as she whipped her head toward the door.
A male staff member stepped inside, holding a tray of fruits in his hands. He didnât see her initial reaction, but Mahiraâs heart skipped a beat.
She froze, her chest tightening with an all-too-familiar panic.
Her body was paralyzed with fear, her breathing quickening as she tried to calm herself.
Her eyes flitted between the man and Aarush, who was still unaware of the situation.
The man stepped into the room, completely oblivious to her distress, and Mahira could feel the sweat beginning to gather on her forehead, trickling down the sides of her face.
Her pulse raced, her body shaking beneath the covers and instinctively recoiling.
Her mind screamed at her to run, to hide, to escape. But she couldnât move. She couldnât even speak.
The overwhelming fear had locked her in place. All she could do was stare at the man, her vision narrowing as she fought against the tide of panic rising in her chest.
Her thoughts scrambled, remembering the times she had been cornered and harassed by people who took advantage of her vulnerability.
The nightmares of her past rushed forward, drowning her in a sea of fear.
The staff member looked up, his eyes falling on Mahira as she lay there, her face pale, her body trembling with fear.
His expression softened for a brief moment, but the silence in the room felt deafening.
Mahira could feel the weight of his gaze, could sense his confusion, but it didnât matter. Her fear was consuming her.
It was then that Aarush stirred, his eyes slowly fluttering open. He looked around the room, his gaze shifting to the man standing by the door.
As his eyes met the staff memberâs, his voice cut through the tension in the room, calm and commanding. âWhatâs going on here?â
The staff member froze, eyes widening in surprise. He quickly turned to Aarush, fumbling for words. âIâIâm here to deliver some fruits, sir,â he stammered, holding the tray out awkwardly.
Mahiraâs heart skipped a beat at Aarushâs presence. His voice was like a lifeline, something real and tangible amidst the whirlwind of her fear.
But it was his next actions that truly caught her attention. He didnât hesitate.
Without a word, he rose from his chair and walked toward the staff member, his gaze never leaving the manâs face.
âThatâs enough,â Aarush said, his tone icy, his words firm. âMake sure that only female staff comes in here from now on.â
The staff member stammered an apology and nodded rapidly. âYes, sir. Of course.â He quickly turned and left the room, leaving Mahira alone with Aarush once again.
Aarush stood by the door, his back to Mahira, his posture rigid. He didnât speak right away, but Mahira could sense the tension in his body.
Slowly, he glanced over his shoulder at her, his eyes flicking to the sweat on her forehead.
His expression softened, a mixture of concern and guilt crossing his features. He stepped out of the room for a moment, his voice trailing behind him as he called out into the hallway.
âDaisy!â His voice echoed faintly through the door.
Mahira watched as Daisy quickly appeared, her face etched with worry.
Without a word, she entered the room, her gaze shifting from Mahira to Aarush, who stood by the door, his hands clenched into fists at his sides. He avoided looking at Mahira, his gaze fixed on the floor.
Daisy didnât say anything either. She simply moved toward Mahira, her hands gentle as she took a soft cloth and began to wipe the sweat from her forehead.
Aarush stayed where he was, his eyes still averted, unwilling to meet Mahiraâs gaze. He kept his distance, as though respecting some unspoken boundary.
Mahiraâs eyes, however, remained locked on him. She could feel the weight of his silence, the space between them thick with unspoken words.
Her heart pounded in her chest, but she couldnât tear her eyes away from him. It was as though, for a moment, everything else disappeared.
His actions had reassured her, but now, there was something unspoken, something heavy in the air.
Daisy worked quickly, wiping the sweat from Mahiraâs face with careful precision.
She seemed to sense the tension, but said nothing, merely offering a small, comforting smile before she stepped back, giving Mahira space.
With that, she nodded toward Aarush, who remained silent by the door, still looking at the floor.
âEverything okay now?â Daisy asked quietly.
Mahira nodded, her lips parting slightly to speak, but no words came out. She couldnât find the right words.
The emotions were too overwhelming, too tangled up inside her. She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath, trying to calm her racing heart.
She could still feel Aarushâs presence, even though he wasnât looking at her.
Daisy smiled softly, turning to leave. Aarush remained in the doorway, his back still to Mahira, as if he didnât know what to do.
He wasnât the type to show vulnerability, to expose himself, but in that moment, Mahira knew there was more to him than the cold exterior he put up.
As Daisy closed the door behind her, Mahira let out a long, shaky breath. The room was still now, but the silence felt deafening.
She didnât know what to make of the confusion swirling inside herâof the fear and the gratitude, the pain and the strange sense of safety that Aarush had brought into her life.
For the first time in a long while, she didnât feel entirely alone. And it scared her.
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Days passed, and Aaryansh had told everyone in the house about Adviti's arrival, though the familyâs reaction wasnât exactly warm.
He had failed to get her address or phone number, which earned him a round of scoldings from everyone.
The daughter-in-laws were particularly confused about this new addition to their lives, constantly questioning Aaryansh about her, but he remained tight-lipped, not wanting to give too much away.
Meanwhile, Mahimaâs days grew heavier.
She forced herself to go to the hospital every day, but each time she tried to approach her so-called sister, the words stuck in her throat.
She would stand there, ready to speak, but somethingâfear, guilt, or perhaps something elseâkept her from saying anything.
It was as if an invisible barrier stood between them, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldnât cross it.
The weight of their past, the confusion over Mahiraâs sudden appearance, and the strain of everything going wrong left Mahima feeling helpless and lost.
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Mahira blinked as her eyes adjusted to the dim morning light streaming through the hospital window.
The familiar beeping of the monitors and the faint scent of antiseptic filled the air.
She shifted slightly, her body still aching, but her eyes landed on the man across her bedâAarush.
A soft, involuntary smile curled on her lips at the sight of him.
He looked peaceful in his sleep, his breathing steady, his face relaxed for the first time in days.
She sighed softly, feeling something warm settle in her chest. But just as she was about to close her eyes again, she saw movement.
Aarush stirred, his brows furrowing slightly before he pushed himself up into a sitting position.
Mahira watched curiously, but the next moment, her eyes widened in shock.
He was unbuttoning his shirt.
Her breath hitched, and her body stiffened as her face heated up. Without a second thought, she clamped her left hand over her eyes, shutting them tightly.
The stitches on her left shoulder healed and she was now able to move and use her left hand.
Her heart pounded, a flustered mess of thoughts rushing through her mind.
But then, a small, barely audible groan reached her ears. Her brows knitted together in confusion.
She hesitated, peeking slightly through her fingers, and her breath caught in her throat. Her heart clenched at the sight before her.
Aarush sat on his bed, his back slightly hunched, his fingers working to untie the bandage around his torso.
His jaw was clenched, his brows furrowed in concentration as he slowly peeled away the layers of white medical gauze.
The moment the last strip came off, Mahira's eyes widened in horror.
The angry red gashes crisscrossing his skin, the deep bruises that painted his torso in shades of purple and blueâit all hit her like a punch to the gut.
She hadnât known.
No one had told her.
Her lips parted slightly, but no sound came out. She wanted to say something, wanted to ask how and whenâbut all she could do was sit there, frozen, watching as he reached for the ointment with shaky fingers.
Then, he pressed it against one of the deeper wounds.
A sharp, strangled groan left his lips as his entire body tensed in pain. His grip on the small tube tightened as he screwed his eyes shut, his breathing uneven.
He paused for a moment before forcing himself to continue, his expression filled with barely contained agony.
Mahiraâs throat burned.
She felt her chest tighten. She could see itâhow he was pushing through the pain, how he refused to let it show any more than he already had. His movements were slow, controlled, as if he was used to this.
As if he had done this too many times before.
Her eyes filled with tears.
She wanted to look away, but she couldnât.
She had been drowning in her own pain for so long that she never even thought to look at his.
She had assumed he was fineâAarush always carried himself with a quiet, unshakable strength. He never showed vulnerability. Never let people see him hurt.
But nowâ¦
Now, she was seeing it all.
The way his fingers trembled. The way his chest rose and fell unevenly. The way his lips parted ever so slightly as he tried to suppress another groan.
And she hated it.
A tear rolled down her cheek before she could stop it.
She quickly wiped it away, sniffing softly.
Her gaze flickered back to him just in time to see him pulling his shirt back over his shoulders.
Panic shot through her veins as she realized what was happeningâhe was finishing up. He would turn around any second.
Her heart pounded as she quickly squeezed her eyes shut and adjusted her position, pretending to be asleep.
She listened, every sound heightened.
The faint rustling of fabric as he buttoned up his shirt. The slow, deliberate movements of his fingers. The quiet exhale he let out as he finished.
Thenâ
Footsteps.
Her pulse quickened.
The soft, steady steps moved toward her, growing closer with each second.
Mahira held her breath, forcing herself to stay still.
But something was different this time.
She wasnât afraid.
Not even a little.
For the first time in her life, she didnât feel the usual fear that clawed at her every time a man got too close. She didnât feel the instinct to recoil, to brace herself for the worst.
And she didnât know why.
She heard him sit beside her.
He sat down, close but not too close.
His presence was warm, steady.
Mahiraâs fingers twitched slightly, her mind racing.
She could feel him there.
Not speaking.
Not moving.
Just there.
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The room was silent except for the rhythmic beeping of the monitor and the faint rustling of the curtains as a breeze slipped in through the slightly open window.
Mahira lay still, her breaths slow and measured, pretending to be asleep.
She could still feel the weight of his presence beside her, unmoving.
Thenâ
A sound.
Soft, broken.
A whimper.
Mahiraâs brows furrowed ever so slightly.
She heard it againâthis time clearer. A quiet, choked sound, almost like a muffled sob.
Her heart clenched.
Slowly, cautiously, she cracked her eyes open, just a sliver, peeking through her lashes.
Her breath hitched.
Aarush sat with his head bowed, his forearms resting on the edge of her bed, fingers gripping the fabric as if holding on for dear life.
His shoulders trembled slightly, and the dim glow of the night lamp cast soft shadows on his face.
Was he⦠crying?
Mahiraâs chest tightened painfully.
She had never seen him like this.
Aarush was always strong. Always calm. Always the one holding everything together.
Yet, here he was.
Breaking.
Her fingers twitched, an instinct to reach out. To touch him. To ask what was wrong.
But thenâ
His voice, low and broken, shattered the silence.
âPleaseâ¦â
Mahira froze.
His voiceâhoarse, pleadingâsounded like a man on the verge of losing himself.
âPlease talk to meâ¦â he whispered, his grip on the sheets tightening. âItâs so hard⦠not listening to you talk to meâ¦â
Mahiraâs throat burned, her eyes stinging.
His words were raw, filled with desperation.
âIâll do anything you say⦠just⦠just please talk to meâ¦â
Her breath hitched as she saw the way his fingers curled, how his knuckles turned white from the force of his grip.
âI canât take it anymore,â he murmured, his head lowering further as he let out a shaky breath. âYou donât even have to forgive me. I wonât ask for that. I donât deserve that. Just⦠say something. Anything.â
A single tear slipped down his cheek, landing on the sheets.
Mahira felt her fingers dig into her palm, her nails pressing against her skin.
Aarushâwho had always been composed, who had always been the strongest among themâwas now breaking apart in front of her.
And the worst part?
He thought she was asleep.
He was saying these things, believing she couldnât hear him.
Believing she wouldnât respond.
Mahiraâs breath came out uneven, her mind whirling.
Aarush had always confused her.
His presence terrified her, yet it never truly felt dangerous. He had always kept his distance, never once stepping over a line.
But nowâ
She was seeing something else entirely.
Something real.
Something broken.
Because of her.
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Mahiraâs fingers twitched, the weight of his words pressing down on her chest like an unbearable burden.
A lone tear slipped from the corner of her eye, trailing down her cheek as she inhaled shakily.
Without thinking, without even realizing what she was doing, she sat up.
Her legs folded beneath her, the sheets crumpling as she moved.
The rustle of fabric was enough to make Aarush jerk his head up, his teary, bloodshot eyes widening in shock.
âMahiraâ¦â he whispered, almost disbelieving.
His voice was raw, hoarse from emotion. He had thought she was asleepâthought his desperate pleas had fallen on deaf ears.
But she had heard.
And now, she was looking right at him.
Aarushâs gaze locked onto the tears in her eyes, and before he could stop himself, his hand instinctively lifted to wipe them away.
His fingers barely brushed the air between them before he froze, hesitating.
No.
He couldnât.
He had no right to touch her.
Aarush clenched his jaw and quickly stood up, his head turning toward the door.
âIâll call Daisy,â he muttered, his voice tight, his throat burning.
He needed to get away.
He needed to pull himself together before he made things worse.
But thenâ
He froze.
Something warm. Soft. Delicate.
Fingers wrapping around his wrist.
Mahira had caught his hand.
She was touching him.
Aarushâs breath faltered, his entire body stiffening.
Slowly, hesitantly, he turned back to her.
Their eyes met.
Mahiraâs grip wasnât tight, but it was firm. Purposeful.
His heart pounded so hard he could hear it in his ears.
She was touching him.
Not out of fear.
Not out of pain.
But to stop him from leaving.
Aarush swallowed hard, afraid to move, afraid to breathe.
And then, the moment he had been desperately longing forâ
The moment he had begged for in his broken whispers just seconds agoâ
She finally spoke.
ââ¦Donât go.â
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Aarushâs entire body froze.
Had he just imagined it?
Her voice?
That soft, fragile whisper, laced with something he couldnât quite graspâwas it real? Or was his mind playing cruel tricks on him?
His eyes snapped to hers, searchingâdesperate to confirm.
But thenâ
She smiled.
A gentle, trembling smile, glistening with unshed tears.
Aarush felt his heart stutter.
His breath hitched.
His stomach twisted, flipped, tangled in knots.
He had begged for this. Pleaded for just one word, one responseâhe hadnât even dared to hope for a smile.
Yet here she was.
Smiling. At him.
And she was still holding his hand.
Her fingers, small and warm, wrapped around his wrist with the faintest pressure.
And thenâ
She tugged.
Aarush barely had time to react before his balance gave out, and he tumbled forward.
âMahiraââ
Thud.
His hands barely caught him from fully falling onto her, his palms sinking into the mattress, his face just inches from hers.
His breath fanned over her skin, his heart hammering against his ribs.
She was still smiling.
Through her tears, through everything she had been throughâshe was smiling at him.
Aarush couldnât think.
Couldnât breathe.
He swallowed thickly, his mind spinning, trying to comprehend the warmth radiating from her, the way her presence wrapped around him like something dangerously intoxicating.
And thenâ
She moved.
So suddenly, so effortlessly, he didnât have time to react.
Her arms lifted.
Reached for him.
And wrapped around him.
A hug.
A hug.
Aarush went rigid, his breath catching in his throat.
Her hands clutched the fabric of his shirt, her face buried against his shoulder.
She was hugging him.
Mahira was hugging him.
His mind blanked.
His hands trembled at his sides, unsure, hesitant.
He should say something. Should ask if she was okay, should pull away before this became too muchâ
But he couldnât.
Because right now, at this moment, she was the one holding him.
And for the first time in what felt like forever, she wasnât afraid of him.
Aarush swallowed, his heart racing, warmth blooming in his chest like wildfire.
Slowly, carefully, he let his hands lift.
And he hugged her back.
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They stayed like that, lost in the warmth of each other, as if time had paused just for them.
Neither of them moved, neither of them spoke.
Just silenceâsoft, heavy, and full.
Aarush could feel the faint tremble in her arms, could feel the way her fingers clung to him like she was scared he would disappear.
And maybeâjust maybeâhe was holding onto her the same way.
Finally, slowly, Mahira pulled back.
Their eyes met, and neither of them looked away.
She blinked, her eyes glassy yet gentle. Then, as if it were the most natural thing in the world, she reached out with her left hand.
Aarush didn't move.
Her fingers, soft and hesitant, touched his cheek, tracing the trail of dried tears.
Gently, she wiped them away.
Aarush closed his eyes at the touch.
It was so light, so carefulâso unlike what he had ever expected.
A small, breathy chuckle escaped him, and a smile tugged at his lips before he even realized it.
She was wiping his tears.
After everythingâafter all the pain, after all the distanceâshe was comforting him.
His heart swelled, something deep and warm spreading through him.
For the first time in a long, long whileâ¦
He felt at peace.
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Mahira's fingers lingered on his cheek, her touch featherlight. She took a shaky breath, her lips parting as she whispered, "Sorryâ¦"
Aarushâs eyes fluttered open, and for a moment, he just stared at her. His expression froze, like he wasnât sure if he had heard her right.
Mahira swallowed, her throat tightening. âI⦠I donât know what else to say,â she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper. âI justââ She exhaled shakily. âIâm sorry, Aarush.â
Aarush let out a small, breathless chuckle, shaking his head. âYou donât have to be,â he said, his voice hoarse, yet filled with so much relief that it made her heart clench.
âI do,â she insisted, her fingers curling slightly against his cheek before she dropped her hand. âIâI pushed you away when all you ever did was care. Iââ Her voice cracked, and she bit her lip. âI was scared.â
His smile faded, replaced by something softer. âI know.â
Mahira looked down, gripping the blanket in her lap. âBut you still stayed.â
Aarush let out a humorless chuckle, rubbing the back of his neck. âLike hell I was going to leave.â
His voice was firm, filled with a quiet determination. âYou think I could just walk away from you?â
Mahiraâs eyes softened.
âI donât deserve you,â she whispered.
Aarush stiffened, his jaw tightening. âDonât,â he said, shaking his head. âDonât say that.â
She looked up at him.
âYou deserve everything, Mahira,â he continued, his voice gentler now. âI donât care what you think. Youââ He exhaled, running a hand through his hair.
âYouâve been through so much. And yeah, maybe you push people away, maybe you think you have to fight alone⦠but you donât.â
Mahira blinked rapidly, tears welling up again.
Aarush hesitated before carefully reaching out. He didnât touch her, just let his hand hover over hers, waiting.
She didnât move away.
Slowly, she turned her palm up, letting his fingers graze against hers.
He intertwined them, giving a small squeeze.
âYou donât have to do this alone,â he murmured.
Mahira sucked in a breath, her grip tightening around his hand.
For the first time in forever, she let herself believe him.
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