Chapter 212
Accidental Surrogate
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha Chapter 216 Chapter 216 â Silent Treatment 3rd Person As soon as Sinclair left Roger and Cora alone, the human turned towards the door, determined to flee. Theyâd talked about the mating ceremony for the better part of an hour, but as soon as they finished making their plans, Cora made a break for it.
Before her hand could touch the door knob however, Rogerâs voice stopped her in her tracks. âOh so youâre back to ignoring me, are you?â
Cora stiffened, turning back to the newly-minted Beta. âYou got my sympathy when your brother was dead, but now that we know Dominic is alive, I donât see any reason to pretend.â She answered with a shrug, trying to push away the memory of having the huge wolfâs arms around her. Of course, that was much easier said than done â her mind was already carrying her back to that emotional night, and it was nearly impossible to forget the way her heart had raced when he touched her.
Rogerâs tears gradually slowed as Cora held him, breathing in her delicate scent and letting her gentle touch tame his rabid wolf.
Soon his heaving breaths were low and steady, and Coraâs soothing murmurs fell quiet. It shouldnât have been so electrifying â to hold a grieving man this way. But as the worst of the storm passed, the more intimate the embrace seemed, and suddenly Cora was so terribly aware of Rogerâs powerful body flush against hers that she could scarcely breathe.
She felt as though his hands were scalding her through her clothes, and his warm breath fluttering over her neck roused butterflies in her stomach. Gooseflesh rose on her arms as he emitted a soft rumble of appreciation for her comfort, and Cora wondered why her mouth suddenly felt so dry. Even though the big wolf had been vicious and unhinged mere minutes before, Cora felt safe and content in the circle of his arms, and more alarming yet â she realized she didnât want him to let go.
That was the last straw. As a doctor Cora was used to touching people constantly, and in the midst of the refugee crisis sheâd done more than her fair-share of hand holding. But no one had ever blurred the lines of personal and professional this way, evoking deep emotions she should not be feeling â especially not for a man who infuriated her as much as Roger.
Cora extracted herself a bit too abruptly, but she attempted to cover her actions with a hasty cough.âYouâd better let me take a look at your feet.â She suggested, glancing at the debris-strewn floor. The wolfâs blood mingled with the glass and splintered wood and Cora wasnât sure how to even cross the wreckage, but Roger lifted her into his arms and carried her through the worst of it, ignoring her protests.
âWhat are you doing?!â Sheâd exclaimed, wriggling in his strong grip.
âMy feet canât get any more beat up than they already are â yours can.â He explained, hitching her closer.
âIâm wearing shoes!â Cora countered, rolling her eyes.
âWell you canât ever be too careful.â Roger answered easily, though she thought she saw the corner of his mouth twitching. He carried her into the bathroom and reluctantly returned her feet to the ground, but he didnât release her immediately. Instead he leaned her weight against him, as if worried she might not be steady without his support.
Cora pulled away, becoming increasingly flustered. âHave a seat.â She instructed, searching through the cabinets and extracting first aid supplies. Roger settled on the edge of the bath and patiently waited for her to finish her search. If sheâd felt brave enough to look over at the wolf, Cora would have seen the hungry way he followed her with his dark eyes, or noticed the smirk which twisted his lips as he listened to her pounding heart and racing pulse.
Trying to still her shaking hands, Cora sprayed warm water over the wolfâs torn feet, wincing when she saw all the glass shards imbedded in his soles.
âHow were you even standing?â She inquired.
âIt helps that Iâm very drunk.â Roger answered, his eyes locked on her lovely face. He was finding it very difficult to control himself with the beautiful human, especially given the way sheâd stood up to him so courageously. He knew it must not have been easy for her, and though part of him was proud, her skittishness was thoroughly provoking his wolfâs prey drive.
Coraâs knees were weak, but the familiar motions of her work helped keep her on balance. She methodically extracted the glass from Rogerâs feet with sharp tweezers, then cleaned and bound the wounds with careful precision. âThere.â She said, wiping sweat from her brow, even though the temperature in the room was low. âYou should stay off of those for the rest of the night.â
âBut how will I get to my bed?â Roger inquired, arching a brow Cora didnât like the sultry note in his deep voice, and she glanced in the direction of the bedroom. âI think youâll find your bed is in pieces. I think maybe you should sleep in the tub.â
She rose to her feet, cleaning up her supplies, and Rogerâs heart sank. He didnât want her to leave, in part because he enjoyed her company far too much, but also because he simply didnât want to be alone. Roger clamped his eyes shut, not wanting to remember the pain which drove him to wreak so much destruction. âIâm sorry for the way I behaved earlier.â He said, catching Coraâs hand before she could get away.
Cora frowned down at him. âIâve seen worse.â She answered honestly, âBut I think perhaps you shouldnât be alone tonight.â
âIs that an invitation?â Roger questioned hopefully.
âMy medical opinion.â Cora corrected. âThe same I would give anyone in your state.â
âEveryone I care about is in the same condition â or thereabouts.â Roger lamented, feeling very sorry for himself. âThey shouldnât have to deal with me on top of everything else.â
Cora studied him closely. They were in an opulent palace with dozens of servants and guards. Finding someone to stay with the wolf wouldnât be difficult â even arranging a new room for him would take little more than the wave of a hand. So why was she so tempted to offer her own company? Why didnât she want to leave him? Why was she so bloody tempted to feel his touch again.
âI could stay with you.â She blurted, before she could think better of it. âIf you like.â
Roger blinked up at her, surprised but pleased beyond belief. âReally?â
âAs long as you behave yourself and donât get any wise ideas.â Cora answered, notching her chin up.
âI think we have plenty of proof that wise ideas arenât my forte.â Roger replied, gesturing to the demolished suite.
âYou can say that again.â Cora snorted, sweeping her gaze around. âBut Iâll be damned if Iâm going to spend the night in this death trap. Iâll ring downstairs to borrow a wheelchair and then you can come to my room.â
âThank you, Cora.â Roger squeezed her hand, but Cora pulled herself from his grip and crossed her arms over her chest. âYou donât know what this means to me.â
Coraâs cold expression wavered, a flash of genuine empathy bleeding into her features. Still, she didnât let her guard down. âI mean it, Roger. No funny business.â She stalked away before he could reply, giving him a delightful view of her retreating backside.
âAh, so that was just pity, was it?â Roger questioned, calling Cora back to the present.
âThat and my oath as a doctor,â she shrugged. âI couldnât exactly leave you bleeding and practically suicidal.â
âU-huh, and I suppose you hold all your patients that way?â Roger pressed, closing the distance between them. He didnât stop until he was towering over her, and the delectable scent heâd come to love spiked with adrenaline. âAnd let them sleep in your bed even though you insisted they stay on the couch?â
âOnly the ones who are giant cry babies like you.â Cora bit, resting her hands on her hips âCome on, admit it, Cora.â Roger purred, stroking a lock of hair back from her face. âYouâre warming up to me.â
âDonât be ridiculous.â She insisted. âI showed you a bit of compassion in a time of need. That doesnât mean Iâve forgotten your past crimes.â
âYouâre the only one who hasnât.â Roger reminds her, sidling closer. âIâm not saying I deserve it, I just find it curious that you canât move past things that your sister and my brother have forgiven. After all, they were the targets, not you.â
âAll that means is that I hold a higher standard for my sister than she would for herself.â Cora argued, backing away until her shoulder blades collided with the door. She froze when she realized she was cornered, nervously licking her lips as Roger continued to prowl forward.
âI have a different theory.â Roger shared, resting his hands on either side of Coraâs head. âWould you like to hear it?â
Cora shook her head, not able to find her voice.
âYou like me.â Roger declared, enjoying the way her eyes dilated with surprise and anticipation. âYou donât want to, but you canât help it. But instead of dealing with that fact, youâve turned me into a monster.â
Anger and fear warred for dominance in Cora, even as heat pooled in her stomach. âI have news for you.â She hissed, fire blazing in her veins. âI didnât have to turn you into anything. You helped Damon set this war into motion. You targeted my sweet, innocent, pregnant, sister because you couldnât handle coming second to your brother. Youâre trying to rewrite yourself as being deep and complicated and tortured, but all you truly are is a little boy with a fragile ego and major mommy issues.â Cora pushed at his burly shoulder, and Roger took a step back, eyeing her warily. âIf Iâd known you were going to twist things this way I never would have shown you the ounce of humanity I did. But let me be clear, I wonât be making that mistake again.â
Without another word Cora turned on her heel and stormed out. Roger listened to her pounding heart as she retreated down the hall, and though she didnât know it, the sound stayed with him for the rest of the day, and well into the night.
Chapter 212 â Tattletales Ella âFour broken ribs.â The doctor assesses grimly, âand with all the exercise youâve done since the initial brakes, they havenât been able to set or heal. I have an injection I can give you to fuse the bones quickly, but itâs painful, and we still need to set them first.â
âWhat about his other injuries?â Henry inquires anxiously, seated on the other side of me.
âIâll do a scan to assess the exact placement of his ribs, and I can extend it to the rest of his abdomen to rule out internal injuries.
I donât see anything else of concern.â The doctor shares with much more optimism.
âHeâs got a good size lump on the back of his head.â I inform the physician, still running my hands through Sinclairâs hair.
âThen you two will match.â Philippe interjects, reminding us all of the way I headbutted his chin in my attempts to reach Sinclair.
âWhen youâre done with him, you ought to check her for a concussion.â
âI hardly think thatâs necessary.â I complain, reaching back to see if the area is tender, then reflexively wincing when my fingers graze the swollen knot at the back of my skull.
âIt is.â Five dominant voices assert, the loudest and most forceful coming from my lap. I send Roger, Henry, Philippe and Gabriel mutinous glances, much good that it does me.
âI was already planning on examining her.â The doctor relates, having the unbelievable nerve to look at Sinclair now, rather than me. âFrom the sounds of it sheâs been much too active following her collapse.â
âWhat collapse?â Sinclair demands fiercely, his eyes pinning me with a suspicious glare. I turn my indignant gaze on the doctor now, but my mate catches my chin and returns my attention to him. âDonât blame them for telling me what you should have told me yourself.â
âAnd when should I have done that?â I argue, feeling truly overwhelmed now. I canât believe theyâre all ganging up on me when Sinclair is injured and needs our attention most. âYouâve been back ten minutes and youâre in much worse shape than I am. Rafe and I are fine, youâre the one we need to worry about.â
âWhat happened, little wolf?â He asks, his voice gentle, for Iâm sure he can sense my genuine distress.
Taking a deep breath, I force the words out in a rush, speaking as quickly as I can in the futile hope that he might not catch all the details. âIt wasnât a big deal. My blood pressure spiked when Gabrielâs drones found the wreckage from the bomb, thatâs all. I passed out and they sedated me. I slept for three whole days, so Iâm much better rested and healthy than you are.â
Sinclairâs pupils contract, and his irate gaze swings to the King. âYou let her watch you search for the wreckage?â
Gabriel shifts uneasily from foot to foot. âWell, we didnât know what we would find. Besides, Ella is the only reason we knew something had happened.â
âAnd did none of you consider the possibility that you would find us dead?â He sits up, power rolling off of him in heady waves, âIt was sickening for me to see that scene and Iâve been in battle. What the hell were you thinking?â A flash of the gut-wrenching horror Sinclair felt when he woke from the bomb blast slips through our bond, and my wolf whimpers in my head. 1 âDominic, itâs okay, come back to me.â I encourage, trying to guide his shoulders back down. He obeys, but I suspect he only does it to settle my wolf.
âItâs not okay.â Sinclair tells me, his voice like gravel. He reaches up to cup my cheek. âIâm sorry you had to see that.â
âIt might have upset me, but it wasnât enough to convince me you were gone.â I remind him, leaning down to kiss his pillowy lips, âMy faith in our bond kept me from believing the worst.â
âSo much so that she didnât eat or bathe, or sleep again after she woke up.â Philippe offers, his arms crossed over his chest.
âShe just kept trying to escape.â
I tear my attention from Sinclair, truly outraged now. âWould you stop this?!â I exclaim, feeling as though I might scream. Iâm so sick of my pack of overbearing babysitters that I could honestly throttle them. And for once, I donât give a single damn that theyâre tattling on me, I care that they might further upset my mate when heâs already hurt and grieving. âDo you have any idea what heâs been through! He doesnât need to be worrying about me right now. What is wrong with you all!?â
A tender purr begins to vibrate in my lap, and I can feel Sinclairâs wolf reaching out to mine. âDonât be mad at them, baby.â
Sinclair murmurs, sliding his hand to my nape and massaging my tense muscles. âI know you donât like seeing me hurt, but theyâre telling me exactly what I need to know â what I want to know.â
I shake my head defiantly. âNo, you need to come first this time.â I reply thickly, wondering how they can all be so blind. âYou almost died... you lost Hugo and your men.â 3 âAnd if I had died, they would have been doing exactly what I wished â taking care of you and Rafe when I couldnât.â Sinclair croons.
âWhat, by being intrusive, overbearing bullies?â I sniff, hating the very suggestion of him truly being gone.
âIs that so different from me?â Sinclair asks with a crooked smile.
âOf course it is â because youâre my mate.â I reply fervently. âYouâre only do it because you love me.â
âWell why the hell do you think itâs different with us, Ella?â Philippe grouses, pulling my attention away from my mate.
âBecause Dominic would disembowel you if you let anything happen to me.â I answer easily, my wolf feeling a bloodthirsty thrill at the thought of our mateâs prowess.
Roger rolls his eyes, sarcasm heavy on his tongue. âGuess again genius.â
Gabriel clears his throat, diplomatically adding. âI think what Roger means is â why would we have to fear that if Dominic was dead? If thatâs the only reason we were doing it, why did we continue when we thought he was gone?â
I look between them, slowly piecing together the clues. When the realization strikes, I turn to Sinclair for confirmation. Do they mean what I think they mean? I mean I know Henry is fond of me but...
âOf course they love you, Ella.â He says, assuaging my doubts and making me feel extremely guilty for giving them such a hard time.
âWeâve been trying to take care of you because we would be heartbroken if anything happened to you.â Henry contributes, âAnd thatâs why weâre telling Dominic whatâs been going on â because we want whatâs best for you, and heâs the only one to whom youâll truly respond.â
âThat and you wonât tell him yourself.â Roger mutters, but thereâs only humor in his voice.
âRoger.â Henry bites, shooting the wolf a scowl before stealing one of my hands and squeezing it. âIâm sorry we didnât listen to you, Ella. But Iâm not sorry for the rest. We were doing the best with the information we had. But never doubt that we acted from a place of love.â 1 My lower lip quivers, and I stare up at the men apologetically. âI didnât realize... Iâm sorry.â I try to fight back my tears, but my hormones are unrelenting. I swear once this baby comes, I wonât cry again for a year. I vow to myself, wondering if this is a promise I can keep. The tears come all the same, but I try to keep my voice steady, âI mean, not for disobeying you or smashing you in the jaw,â I tell Philippe, who chuckles good-naturedly. â But for misunderstanding... I assumed the worst, and that wasnât fair to you.â It takes a moment to work myself up to the next part, but I manage. âI love you all too.â
One by one, the alphas return the sentiment, and Sinclair sends me a rush of affection which warms me inside and out. âPoor little mate, dealing with all these big mean wolves all on your own. Itâs no wonder youâre in such a state.â I can see Roger, Gabriel and Philippe making exasperated faces out of the corner of my eye, but I donât care.
âItâs okay.â I tell him conspiratorially, not bothering to hide my devious grin. âI still got the better of them.â
âThatâs my girl.â Sinclair praises, pulling my head down for another kiss. Itâs soft and tender, and with his pride and amusement, comes a rush of delicious dominance. âJust as long as you remember that you wonât be getting the better of me â even if I am weak and injured.â
My wolf shudders happily, and I kiss him again. âI still look forward to trying.â
His wolf gleams in his green eyes. âAnd I look forward to catching you.â