chapter 37

Angel’s POVI was standing alone…It was so weird and embarrassing, I don’t know what I did wrong with Hanna for which she behaved like that today.I was in my thoughts when suddenly someone tapped on my shoulder, I turned to look it was Ryan.I don’t know what happens to me, I instantly smile and forget everything that happened.He had this magic on his face… his warm smile…He had this before too but I started to notice now…He smiles and asks, “Hey! Are you okay?”“Yeah, I’m fine. I don’t know what came over me, it’s just I hate seeing anyone being bullied by Viki… ugh anyways forget it, let’s enjoy that party.” I replied feeling better now that he was here.“Hmm, yeah.” He said and then we both went towards our group.When we saw Mia and Lucas being together…First it was a shock for all of us, but not to Ryan…He said about them to all of us…I don’t know why but I was just mesmerized by him. His each expressions was captured by me.I understood him very well… in fact we both did… but I never realized until now…I was so happy for Mia and Lucas.Although Zach felt a bit irritated as Lucas didn’t tell him first.But I wasn’t just happy for Mia and Lucas but a strange feeling crept inside me too which made me happy, yet a bit sad…I had initially felt that, and thought that Mia is the one… Mia is the one who could make Ryan happier than I could… but it isn’t like that… I know it was wrong of me to think like that, but it was just a feeling that I couldn’t control myself from.Now Mia and Lucas are together and I’m truly happy for them but… I still can’t be with Ryan… wait… I can’t believe I just said that….I seriously need a drink… I go towards the counter set and take a punch, when I see Ryan go towards some place and I sigh.Zach is still my partner but I wish things would have been different you know…When suddenly, “Hey babe!! I have been searching for you everywhere…” said Ryan.I rubbed my eyes and saw clearly… huh it was just Zach and a felt irritated.He saw me and said, “Come on babe! Let’s dance…”I said ok and went with Zach and danced along with other couples…I was just in my thoughts, imagining Ryan dancing with me and enjoying with me.    I being smitten by his love and he sweeps me off my feet and all the romantic stuff… but I still was with Zach and Zach was good too… but he wasn’t Ryan…That didn’t mean that I should treat Zach badly…I tried dancing with him and I suddenly remembered about our date night and what had gotten into him.Ryan was concerned too and Zach had no way to do that… to make me uncomfortable… so I decided to ask him about it.“Babe! The other night when we had gone to our double date... I mean on our date and it was a disaster and then that night you tried to… you know… I felt uncomfortable…” I said.“Oh, I’m so sorry babe, I never realized that… I thought we were ready for it…” Zach said.“Hmm it’s okay… but I’m not ready for it yet…” I said.“I get it, we will do when you’re ready.” He said.I smile as he gave me an assured look.I was tired and needed some time alone and also wanted to go to the washroom.So I excused myself from Zach and went towards a passage.I walk towards it, it seemed pretty and well decorated.I turn to go inside the passage towards the room.And… it felt as if my whole Earth had shattered. I guess that’s how it feels… huh… I was boiling inside…. I would have said something at the couple but I had no right.I decided to close my mouth tightly so that my emotions don’t come out pouring.I ran towards the exit and went and stood outside at the garden area.I couldn’t control anymore and I started crying loudly.The scene kept repeating again and again.The couple was none other than… none other than, RYAN AND HANNA….I cried and cried.How could this happen… I thought… ugh I thought wrong…I was jealous again, and this time it wasn’t just that it was more… it was pain… I was hurt.“Ryan, I’m jealous of everybody who is with you when I’m not with you…. I so wish you were mine… I so badly wish that…”I cried till my tears weren’t dried enough for me to go back in. it was so difficult for me to do this.I wipe my tears and go in.When I walk in… I see the new couple announcing and then music playing and they both being smitten by each other and dancing.She tells him to grab her around her waist and ask her to dance all night.He smiles and then says, “With my pleasure!”The dance was so hot and sensous…Zach came to me and pulled me to the dance floor and we too danced, but it wasn’t anyway like Ryan and Hanna.It made everyone go crazy. Suddenly Zach and my chemistry, started to fade away.We were still dancing…I couldn’t control it any further, and I said to Zach, “I’m going home”“Wait see your best friend has a girlfriend and they are dancing, don’t you wanna wish them?” Zach said.“NO, my head is paining, and I’m going home” I said.He said, “Okay wait let the dance finish then I will drop you home.”I nodded.I turn to look Hanna was gonna back away when Ryan suddenly grabbed her waist before she could back away, and pulled her into his arms and carried her. She smiled and they looked happy.I couldn’t hold any longer and I just walked away from it and Zach followed.Zach later dropped me at home. The entire car ride was in silence.I breathed a sigh of relief after reaching home and said goodbye to Zach and ran towards my room even before Zach could return my goodbye.The journey from his car to my room was so dangerous as I couldn’t see anything as my eyes were puffed and blurry because I was crying.After that I went and slept but it didn’t help.The entire scene of today from how Hanna behaved to how Ryan grabbed Hanna and sweeped her off her feet kept repeating.I cried myself to sleep, in a hope that it was just a dare or a bad dream and that tomorrow would be new and fresh.Next day. Monday.I get up with my puffy eyes and try and just get ready.I hardly wore any good dress or any make up.Last night was hard and I couldn’t deal with it anymore.I go and have my breakfast, luckily no one was there as everyone were busy and then leave for school.At school.I walked in and everyone were discussing about last night and how they enjoyed and about 2 new couples.I was irritated so I decided to leave for class.When Leah, Rhea and Mia come and stop me from behind.“You know how crazy the party was and you know, we don’t just have 1 stoic but 2… One here you can see is blushing and other you know turned out to be Ryan. They both met each other and are dating too” said Leah.Making my heart feel more worse and in pain. I tried ignoring and I just nodded and turn to go towards my class when Ryan and Hanna walk and stand in front of me.I see them and give a gloomy smile.Hanna smiles happily and also has a weird smirk or evil grin.“Hey Angel! Sorry I spoke to you like that yesterday. I was just angry at Ryan, but now I’m fine. Oh wait you left the party early yesterday right so you don’t know that Ryan and I are a couple now.” Said Hanna.I look towards Ryan who just had a warm smile, just like always. I guess he really was happy.“Yea, well that’s okay but congratutions to you too” I said.They both said in unison, “Thank you.”“You know last night was so amazing you should have been there. Right babe!” She said to me while looking at Ryan and winking at him and he said while smiling at her and at us, “Yup! You should have been there Angel.”I just smile.Before anything else happens luckily the bell rang for class and I went for my class.  Hey guys!!!How was the chapter?Ryan and Hanna??? Oh my gosh that was such a good twist right???Do comment about it!Angel is in the dilemma and pain, that once Ryan used to be in…. I guess that’s how you realize the pain one feels and maybe the destiny has some other plans for you…Stay tuned for more crazy twist and turns my lovelies….