chapter 21
I wish that was me!
This chapter will be in narrative style.âIâm an idiot, seriously who does that??? Iâm mad crazy fellow who took the bottle and spun it and guess what it landed on Angel and that uggghhhh jerk I hate him I will always hate himâ¦â¦ I canât believe he would ask her to kiss him. I get it he is her boyfriend but I canât see it. I canât see them together anymore. Havenât I already had enough of all this. He has been the perfect guy to her which I wanted but guess what I canât be with her because of him and also because of my crazy fear. Ugggh Iâm so going to go crazy. Luckily I came out of that place if I would have stayed any longer I would have surely either hit him or made a fool of myself.â While talking and mumbling and clenching his fist Ryan kept walking unknowingly and reached near the pool.The night and pool reflected each other very well. He gave a deep sigh and sat down near the pool and continued to speak and mumble for few minutes and then continued his anger and frustration in his thoughts.Meanwhile at the terrace, âOhâ said Angel and gets up and storms off from there. Angel had walked off and went and stood at the balcony. Everyone was surprised and sad at the moment. Once she reached, al her emotions poured out and she started crying. She was thinking how Zach could do this. Why didnât Ryan tell her? Why did Zach take gifts from Ryan? How did he forget her birthday? Why did Ryan paint her? Why was Ryan mad and he left? Why Zach didnât remember her favorite things? Why does Ryan remember and not Zach? She starts crying loudly and cursing.Zach comes from behind and tries to hug her. Angel moves his hand, turns around and pushed him away. She screams âGET AWAY FROM ME!â Zach was scared at the moment. He asks with a concern look on his face âListen Angel, I know what we did was wrong but please forgive me and Ryan. It was only one time.âAngel comes towards Zach and slaps him hard. Zach didnât say anything and just stood there.She screams âWAS IT JUST ONCE OR MANY TIMES?âZach says with sad tone âListen Angel, I know what we did was wrong, please donât blame Ryan for this. I only told him to keep it secret. If you want to put blame then blame me completely. And it was one time only.âShe screams âWHY DID YOU DO THIS? WHY DID YOU TAKE RYANâS HELP? AND HE TOO WAS HELPING YOU!âZach didnât know what to answer. He puts his head down again. Angel wipes her tears and says âDo you even love me?âZach looks at her with question mark on his face and instantly says âOf course love, why did you ask that?âAngel screams âTHEN WHY DONâT YOU REMEMBER EVEN THE SMALLEST THING I LIKE AND WHY DID YOU PRETENDED TO KNOW?âZach was quiet. He couldnât answer her. She continues âI FUCKING HAD DOUBTED YOU WHEN YOU GAVE ME THE PAINTING AND YOU SAID YOU DID IT. I KNEW YOU DIDNâT KNOW HOW TO PAINT AND ONLY RYAN KNOWS HOW TO PAINT AND DRAW IN THE WHOLE GROUP. BUT I THOUGHT MAYBE YOU MUST HAVE LEARNED FOR ME! BUT NOPE, YOU FUCKING TOOK THE GIFT FROM RYAN AND GAVE IT TO ME. I EVEN WONDER IF YOU EVEN CARE FOR ME OR NO.âZach says with stern voice âI DO care for you Angel. I swear this was only one time.ââThis happened always AngelâShe heard the voice. They both turned to the voice and saw it was Max and Lucas standing along with Rhea. Leo and Leah too were standing with annoyed look on their faces.Max said âThis happened always and I even told Ryan to tell you but he thought you would get hurt so he couldnât tell. He only wanted you to be happy.âLucas sighed âI told you Zach she would find out. Truth does come out no matter how much you hide them.âAngel was annoyed and looks at Zach with her red watery eyes and hisses âIS MAX SAYING THE TRUTH?âZach looks down and mutters âYesssâ¦âAngel scoffs âWOW ANOTHER FUCKING LIE! ANOTHER LIE? CAN YOU NOT LIE FOR ONCE ZACH? DO I EVEN KNOW YOU? HAVE YOU EVER SAID ANYTHING TRUTHFUL TO ME EVER?âZach says with sorrow look âLook Angel I am sorry. I love you and I really do. Please forgive me and Ryan. Remove all your anger on me and not on Ryan. He doesnât even know that you have found out. Please forgive me.âAngel seethes âI will deal with Ryan later. Right now I am talking to you! I cannot believe you did this Zach. After so many years we have dated. I loved you so much and you come and do this to me? Do you even love me?âZach says with sorrow face âYes I do love you Angel.âAngel screams âTHEN WHY?âZach puts his head down not knowing what to answer. Rhea comes and hugs Angel. Angel starts crying more. Rhea says âAngel come let us drop you home Leah and I will stay with you okay?âAngel sniffs âO-okay thanks.â And they walk away with Max to the car.Leah comes and smacks Zachâs arm and shouts âI DIDNâT EXPECT THIS FROM YOU ZACH! WHY DID YOU DO THAT? THIS IS REALLY A BAD STUNT YOU PULLED. AND YOU EVEN INVOLVED RYAN IN THIS.âZach almost starts crying and says âI-I am sorry Leah. I didnât know what to do. I know I shouldnât have brought Ryan in middle and I regret doing it. Please forgive me.âLeah screams âI WILL FORGIVE WHEN ANGEL FORGIVES YOU. LEO LETS GO! DROP ME TO ANGELâS PLACE.âLeo shakes his head with disappointment and says âBro, not cool man. You shouldnât have done it.âLeo holds Leahâs hand and walks off with her.Lucas comes and says âBro want me to stay?âZach says âYes bro. I-I am sorry bro.âLucas says âI am disappointed in you bro. Why did you even pull a stunt like this even after knowing the outcome?âZach puts his head down and mutters âI-I didnât know what to do.âLucas sighs and says âLetâs go in and sleep.â Zach nodded and they went to the room.Meanwhile, Ryan was at the pool looking at the water. He was thinking. He was replaying in his mind about Zach and Angel kissing. He couldnât take it anymore. He tried all his ways to get to Angel but it just goes in vain. He sighs and says to himself âAngel I want you to be mine but you are going further away from me. I guess I should move on. Itâs no use. Angel will never be mine. I only prayed and prayed for a miracle but it just doesnât seem to be right. Maybe if I move on Iâll be better.âBy that time Mia comes and sits down with him and asks âHey, are you okay?âRyan looks at her and smiles and says âYea I am fine.âMia asks âThen why did you leave and come here?âRyan sighs and says âNothing just⦠I wanted some fresh air.â Mia nods and says âOkay.âRyan and Mia sit there with silence dominating the night. They both looked at each other many times then look at the water in the pool. Ryan then asks âSo⦠well how were the tests?âMia says âIt went good thanks.âRyan says âOkay thatâs nice.â This was awkward for the both of them. After 3 minutes of eerie silence Ryan gets up and says âLet me drop you home. It is late anyways.âMia nods and gets up. Ryan gives his hand for her to hold and she blushes. She holds his hand and they walk towards Ryanâs car. They were walking like a couple walking.They reached and Ryan opened the door for her like a gentleman. He says âAfter you my lady.â Mia giggles and sits down. By this Ryan smiles and closes the door. He walks towards the driving seat and sits down. He starts the engine and drove off to Miaâs house.Unknown to them Angel came down and saw them walking handâinâ hand together and going towards Ryanâs car. Seeing them like this she gets furious and irritated and clenches her fist. Rhea had gone to collect her car keys and came a few minutes later.After 20 minutes they reach at Miaâs house. Mia says âBye Ryan. See you tomorrow.âRyan asks âBefore you go I wanted to ask you something.âMia says âSure ask away.âRyan âRemember when you asked me if we can hang out sometime. I would want to take you out for lunch. If you donât mind.âMia blushes and hugs him âSure Iâd love to. See you soon.âRyan hugs her back and says âBye Mia. Take care.âMia then gets out of car and closes the door. Ryan waits till she gets home. She closes her house door and Ryan then drives towards his home. Ryan says to himself âMaybe I should give Mia a chance. Maybe I should move on. I love Angel and will always will. But the best solution now is to move on and I have decided it.âRyan smiles at himself and drives. He sings happy songs while driving. Once he reached home he went up to his room and starts thinking of times with Angel. He sighs and says âWill she ever be mine? Will it be okay if I move on? Mia actually likes me. I can understand her feelings as they are just like mine⦠One sided feelings so maybe I should give her chance shouldnât I? But my feelings are strong for Angel. I donât want to hurt Mia. I canât escape the feelings I have for Angel. God these emotions are driving me crazy. I guess I should give Mia a chance and that will be the best for all four of us, Zach and Angel and Mia and me.âHe continues âMia is sweet girl, so is Angel. Will I be able to give her love like how I give Angel secretly? I hope I try to move on and give the love Mia deserves.â He sighs and falls asleep.Meanwhile at Angelâs houseAngel is crying. Rhea and Leah were comforting her.Leah says with a disappointment look âI didnât know Zach would do such a thing. And that he would bring Ryan in middle.âRhea sighed and said âI told Ryan not to be so naïve. I told him she will find out. But he only sees Angelâs happiness and nothing else.âLeah said âBut why Ryan didnât tell us? Why you didnât tell us Rhea?âRhea sighed and said âHe didnât want to hurt Angel and lose her as his best-friend. Plus he was told to keep quiet about this.âAngel was confused as in what Rhea said. She thinks. Does Ryan really like her? Did he actually go through this for her? Why did Zach take all credit while Ryan did all the work? Why Ryan didnât tell her? So many questions in her mind.She was snapped from her zone when Leah shakes her and asks âHey are you okay?âAngel sniffs âI-I-I donât know what to say.âLeah hugs her and says âItâs okay now donât cry. We wouldnât want to see you crying.âAngel hugs back and Rhea joins in too. They were silent for a while then Leah pulls away and throws a pillow. Leah smirks while Angel and Rhea look at each other. Angel wipes off her tears and smirks too and says âOh pillow fight eh? Letâs see what you got?âThey all started a pillow fight and they giggled and played for 1 hour. After an hour the girls fell down laughing. Angel then says âI love you two so much. You both know how much this means to me. Thanks for being there for me.âLeah and Rhea said âWe are your sisters. We are here for you always.âAll the three girls hug each other and then took some selfies. They were gossiping and laughing and taking pictures. After 30 minutes they were tired and went off to sleep.Next day.Ryan woke up. He was smiling today. He smiles and says âToday is a new day.â He gets up and goes for bath. He dresses up and goes down to eat breakfast. He then gets ready for goes to school. He was thinking about last night. He kept replaying the kiss Zach and Angel shared in his mind. His smile fades away but then tells himself that âItâs okay Ryan. You got this. You can move on. But I wish Angel was mine.âHe reaches school and walks towards his locker. He took out his books and he noticed Angel shouting at Zach while he was holding flowers in his hand. He wondered whatâs wrong and tries to go towards them but he was stopped with a hand on his shoulder. He noticed the hand and saw it was his sister Rhea. She looked disappointed. Ryan looks at her with his eyebrow raised and asked âSis whatâs wrong?âRhea sighs and says âI told you bro she will find out. She found out while we were playing and she is mad at you and Zach.âRyan got tensed and he stuttered âS-s-she found out? OMG I canât take it. She will hate me even more.â He was almost in tears when Rhea hugged him. Rhea says âShe is more mad at Zach than you bro. Itâs okay she will forgive you.âRyan smiles and he walks towards Angel. Angle looks at him with annoyed face and slaps Ryan. Ryan didnât say anything as he knew he deserved it. Angel shouts âRyan what is the meaning of this? WHY DIDNâT YOU TELL ME? WHY WERE YOU HELPING ZACH? WHY DID YOU HIDE THIS FROM ME?âRyan said slowly âI just wanted to see you happy.â He knew she wonât kiss him by saying that but he said it since she is his best-friend and lover (secret).Zach looks at both of them and says with concern tone âHoney, please forgive us. I promise you I will do my best to keep you happy. Please baby. Please I beg of you.âRyan also says âI-I am sorry Angel. I couldnât help it.âAngel hisses âI need to think about it.â And she walks off.Ryan looks at Zach and says âI told you this will happen. Now look what you gotten us into.âZach looks at him and says âAs if I care. Anyway I will try my best to get her to forgive me.âRyan was shocked as in what Zach said. He started thinking. Why did Zach say that? Does he really love her? If he doesnât then why is he with her? He shouldnât have said that. He sighs as he also needed to convince Angel. Luckily he brought her favorite hand-made chocolates. Oh do you know that Ryan makes chocolates and Angel loves them. He smirks in his mind and says she wonât resist this. He walks off to his class.The rest of the day goes when it is break time. Everyone rushed to the cafeteria and Angel packs her bag. She was still angry as in what Zach and Ryan did. She was thinking that what kind of boyfriend is this who forgets to give his girlfriend gift. Why did her best-friend do this? She sighs and walks towards the cafeteria. Once she reached she sat next to Leah ignoring Zach.Zach sighs and he gets her favorite food. Angel looks at the food and sighs. She says âSo you think by doing this I will forgive you?âZach says âI will do anything for your forgiveness. I am really sorry baby.â He looks at her with puppy eyes.Angel couldnât resist this any longer. She was upset but she did love him. She finally gives up and says âFine I forgive you. But remember you do something like this again I will never talk to you or forgive you.â She pouts and crosses her arms. Zach was happy and he hugs her. She smiles and hugs him back and says âI love you baby. Please donât do this next time.âZach says âI promise you baby.âLeah sighs and says âI guess I can forgive you too Zach. But I am keeping my eyes on you.âZach says âPlease forgive Ryan too. He wasnât at fault actually. I dragged him into this. Please forgive him too.âAngel smirks and says âNope, let me be angry at him for a while just for fun. Let me see what he does.âZach smiles and says âOkay baby.âThey all eat their lunch and walk off to their lockers. Angel went to remove her books while Ryan approaches to her. He was tensed as he wanted her to forgive him badly. He looks at her with sad eyes and says âHey I am sorry. I shouldnât have done that. Please forgive me.âAngel hisses âWhy should I? After what you did, you think Iâd forgive you?âRyan then smirks and shows her favorite chocolates. He smirks and says âI know you cannot resist these.âAngel looks at chocolates and squeals âEEEEEEEE my favorite.â She snatches them and eats them. Ryan laughs at her childlike behavior. âYou and your foodâ said Ryan.He watches her devour all the chocolates. He smiles as she finishes the chocolates. She looks at him and sighs âGod why canât I get angry?âRyan smirks and says âI knew you like my home-made chocolates.âShe pouts and says âYea yeah I forgive you.â Ryan jumps and hugs her. Angel smiles at him and hugs back. She says âDonât do this next time please.âRyan pulls away and looks in her eyes and says âI promise I wonât.âAngel smiles and Ryan too smiles back. They walked towards their classes.Hey guys hope you liked the chapter. Will Ryan move on or continue to love Angel? Do like, comment and vote.