MY FEELINGS

I can't seem take what happened the other night out from my mind. When I woke up, I thought I was having yet another dream.

That person has become my wet dream, her tortures me in my dream with her beauty and love. The type of love I have always wanted only to be disappointed when I weak up.

The person has clouded my mind with her thought, mother is the one who has shown me such love and care. So having another person showing you such love, you are bound to appreciate the person. In my own case I don't know what I feel,  i always carry the phone given to my by this person and anxiously waiting for a call or message, always going through my phone contacts to see if  our see if maybe there is a hidden number somewhere I don't know why I do that, maybe out of curiosity or due the new feelings deep down my heart for my unknown love.

Few nights back, while sleeping, someone came into my room and knowing my friends very well i know it was not any of them, I could not open my eyes, it was due to the noise from the door that I know someone entered my room. My eyes still shot, i felt my bed sunk down, that alone brought the thought that the person might be harmful, thereby forcing myself to open my eyes. the moon light coming in through my slightly open curtains, helped me make out the features of the person, it was that like that of a man, his jawline, his Adam's apple, the length of his hair, although I couldn't see his full face, imagine how stupid I felt have mistaken him to be female, I tried to get up so as turn on the light but he immediately held my face in place with his both palms, making me feel the emotions emanating from the both of us. I wasn't able to hold it anymore, the chemistry was so strong, as I gave in to his touch. He caressed me face with his fingers, then he want to my lips and stroke it. I watch him as he gently drew closer, I knew what was to come, but I didn't stop him for my body was betraying me by yarning for his kiss.

He gave me a chaste kiss, I was disappointed for I wanted more. As if hearing my thoughts he me again but this time a more passionate kiss, nothing else existed, we were in our own world. He told me how he felt about me by just that simple kiss. That very simple kiss made me fall for him, the kiss completed every empty feelings I had in me.

I requested to hear his voice, I requested for him to stay for the night, to lie beside me but I watch him go without granting any of my requests, my heart felt empty and broken. I never knew I was crying until my check felt itchy.

I fall in love with just a simple kiss. I now yearn for him more than ever.

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