Chapter 38
The Exhausting Reality of Novel Transmigration
âEver since then, I had developed a deep apprehension for stairs. I was alright when going up, but itâs hard whenever I go down the steps. I always needed to be close to the railing when descending. My eyes would spin and the steps would look like theyâre overlapping, so I often needed to stop in place and catch my breath.â
Despite how calmly he spoke, the words he said didnât match his tone. Rosetta listened wordlessly as Cassion continued to speak.
âIf someone were to pass by me, I got so frightened to the point of death, so Iâd embrace the railing as though itâs a lifeline and wait until that person would pass by. Butâ¦â
Rosetta could guess what his intention was.
What heâs doing right now was to console her indirectly.
âBut now, I can go down the stairs just fine. To be honest, I still feel like a newborn fawn needing to hang onto its mother whenever I look down, but at least I donât need to cling onto the balusters anymore. Iâm satisfied enough with that.â
He ended the story somewhat awkwardly.
âThatâs why youâll also be able to forget your bad memories of her.â
These words were left unsaid.
More than that, the story he spoke of was not far from what Rosetta had guessed.
It wasnât even because of Katie that Rosettaâs complexion had turned pale.
Even so, in spite of this.
Rosetta felt a strange warmth filling one corner of her heart.
The corners of her lips tugged up slightly.
The lampâs illumination was still shining on her face, but the sense of danger it brought had somehow disappeared.
âThank you. What you said brings me comfort.â
No matter how much she thought about it, he wasnât suited for the role of a villain.
The words that her red lips murmured under her breath were too faint for Cassion to hear.
âHuh? What did you say just now?â
Cassion asked back, but Rosetta just shrugged as though she didnât have an idea.
He clearly heard something at that moment, but without prying further, the man simply nodded.
He asked something else instead.
âThen, what brings you here at this hour?â
To be exact, between during the day and their meeting now, what reason was there for her to visit him twice?
A while ago as he recalled, Rosetta went to talk to the Young Duke of Valentine before she had visited Cassion here the first time.
Not much time elapsed, so he surmised that she had come here to see him right after their conversation.
If thatâs the case, then was she here to talk about something regarding the young duke?
While thinking so, Cassion felt a little nervous.
The reason Rosetta had gone with Damian to talk to him was because she said, âI want Maxwell to be my escort knight.â
Naturally, itâs clear that she had talked to the Young Duke about Maxwell.
Rosetta had been looking at Cassion at this time, but she slowly turned away. She stared at nothing in particular for a moment.
Then, her red lips gently moved.
âAh, right. Iâm here for something.â
Her tone was so casual that the tension in the air was overshadowed.
âWhat?â
âI forgot for a bit while we talked. Right, I forgot, I came here because thereâs something I need to do.â
The voice that asked was incredulous, and the voice that answered back was nonchalant.
It seemed like Rosetta took a moment to organize her thoughts, pressing one fingernail against another finger. Then, she nodded and opened her lips to speak.
âJust as was planned, I told my brother about youâabout Maxwell. After talking about our shared past, I asked him if we can take you in as my escort knight.â
âThen?â
âHe gave me permission. Youâll be my escort knight.â
ââ¦Truly? He allowed it?â
At Cassionâs question thatâs filled with suspicion, Rosetta nodded.
âHowever, thereâs a condition attached to it. I came to tell you about that condition.â
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The man let out a small sigh. Rather than an expression of dismay, it was more like him saying, âI knew it.â
âWhatâs the condition?â
At first glance, it seemed as though resolution overflowed his eyes that were the color of the night sky.
At the satisfactory reaction, Rosetta smiled smoothly.
Right. If youâre determined, naturally, you should be like that.
That kind of determination to overcome everything shouldnât be swayed by any kind of condition.
âThere will be a testâitâs to prove that youâre at least someone whoâs capable of protecting me.
What Damian demanded was âproofâ.
As Rosetta asked, Damian would allow Cassion to be her âescort knightâ, but he wouldnât accept everything about him just like that.
First of all, the duty of an âescort knightâ was just one thingâto protect their master.
And while protecting their master, this wouldnât be limited to just the act of falling down a set of stairs for the master.
He would need to defend against any sudden attacks and protect his master during any sudden threat.
It wasnât enough to just have the will to protectâa certain degree of âcompetenceâ was needed.
If the escort knight was someone who didnât have even the basics of combat, then rather than an escort, heâd just be more like a companion.
Of course, Cassion knew that he was competent enough to be Rosettaâs escort knight. But even if Damian were to give up everything else, he wouldnât be able to consider Rosettaâs âsafetyâ as something trivial.
âYouâll be put to test in two months, after your body recovers. Youâll have a match against another knight, and of course, you have to win to pass this test.â
âA match against a knightâ¦â
It felt as though his lips had gone dry.
With one index finger, Cassion rubbed his lower lip.
It was decided this action would be one of Maxwellâs habits that he usually did whenever he was nervous, so he constantly practiced this over the past two days.
This habit had settled on him faster than expected, and right now, he was rubbing his lower lip purely as an unconscious gesture.
Acknowledging this, Rosetta raised her brows eagerly.
âSince youâre a commoner, theyâre going to select an easy opponent for you. Itâll be a knight whoâs been appointed only two years ago.â
That was all she could tell him about this condition.
As soon as Rosetta stopped the explanation there, Cassion nodded as though he noticed.
The heavy movement seemed stiff as he nodded, but that was all.
There was no sign of any complaint, dissatisfaction, or any other negative emotion pointing to grievance on his countenance at allâexcept that he was staring intently at something.
Rosetta glanced over to the spot where that dark gaze was fixed.
But there was nothing there.
Just the wall with one painting on it.
In a situation like this, he wouldnât just be looking at a painting so intently, so rather than that, it seemed like he was picking up his resolve as he stared into the air.
After lingering on that spot, Rosetta turned back, her gaze passing through Cassion and now settling out the window.
The unusually bright moonlight made her eyes shine.
As Rosetta stared at the quiet moonlight, an indirect question flowed out of her lips.
âYouâre much humbler than I thought, arenât you? You donât have even a single complaint.â
He had still been staring into the air at that point, but only then did his gaze finally come upon Rosetta. At this moment, her eyes were intent on the moon, and so Cassion turned his head and also stared at the same moon.
âJust because I donât like something means that it will change. And frankly, Iâm already surprised enough that Iâve been allowed to be an escort knight, even a âconditionalâ one. Back in the hotel, when I heard the plan about me becoming an escort knight, I thought it was complete nonsense.â
Rosetta blinked for a moment. No, was it like that?
She didnât notice at all.
No wonder. When he listened to Rosettaâs plan the first time, his expression was stiff.
She thought he had frozen up because he was nervous, but in fact, he actually thought that it was all ridiculous.
With disbelief painted on her face, Rosetta looked at Cassion and smiled in vain.
âNo⦠You really believe so?â
âYeah, I did. If Iâm having second thoughts like this, then it must not have been an easy decision for your older brother. He was convinced probably because of your efforts. So Iâm not going to complain, Iâll just do what Iâm supposed to do.â
In his calm declaration, his sincere determination could be felt.
Although the clenched fist he had there made him look as though he was making a terrible pledge.
Rosetta looked at that hateful fist, she held her hand up wordlessly.
They were both still facing out the window, so her movement was something he didnât see.
Whoosh. A small gust of air blew towards his neck.
Under the pressure that came in an instant, like a broken machine, Cassion moved his head.
As his head turned to her, Rosetta looked sideways and made eye contact with him.
Even in the darkness, those widened pupils could be seen.
With her eyes slowly curving, Rosetta relaxed her hand. The drooping fingers tapped on the middle of Cassionâs neck.
âFrom now on, with these things that cause the blockageâIâll help you with them as well.â
The hard tips of her fingernails could be felt on his skin.
Startled, his eyes turned towards her haphazardly as he grabbed her wrist.
âIf you donât do it to this extent, will it still feel like thorns breaking out?â
âYes, it will. Thatâs why you have to get used to it. If you donât, let alone winning the spar, youâd only be humiliated.â
At the rather straightforward statement, Cassion sighed.
It was sad, but he couldnât refute her.
Even Rosetta in front of him right now was much stronger than he was.
Was it because she was a daughter of a knightâs family, or was it because sheâs a special case?
She was a woman who talked about the future as well.
Even if she were to do something strange, well, itâs just like that.
There were many times when Cassion wanted to ask her, âWhat are you?â but he never did.
Because regardless of what answers come out of her lips, nothing would changeâin the end, they would both still be on the same boat.
âWill you keep holding on?â
âHuh?â
As Cassion was lost in thought, he replied foolishly. At that, Rosetta pointed a finger.
âYour hand, I mean. This.â
The finger brushed past the manâs wrist. Startled, Cassion flinched back as though he had gotten burned.
Rosetta rose from the bed right then, shrugging her shoulders with a playful expression on her face.
âAh, this should be obvious, but donât get caught wielding magic by others. Maxwell doesnât even know anything about magic. And donât leave this room for about a week. Try not to run into other people for as long as possible.â
âBut wonât that delay my training?â
There were only two months, so wouldnât that just be a waste of time?
However, Rosetta just shook her head firmly.
âThis room is spacious enough if thereâs something you want to do. Iâm sure your brotherâs still looking around for you anxiously. Thereâs nothing bad about being more careful.â
At the mention of Leo, Cassion quickly closed his mouth.
Just as Rosetta said, the Leo who Cassion knew very well would be quite persistent in trying to find any trace of him.
When it came to Leo, heâs the kind of person whoâd be more restless when heâd fail to get rid of something that annoyed him.
âThat too, is that a future that youâve foreseen?â
To answer Cassionâs question, Rosetta nodded.
âMm. Thatâs why just lay low and stay inside the room.â
âAlright.â
Him being obedient like this made him look like a big puppy.
While thinking that she might not be weak against ârepentantâ characters, Rosetta reached up to get something from her bosom.
As she searched through, her hand soon took out some frayed, folded pieces of paper, which she handed to Cassion.
âHere, take this.â
âWhatâs this?â
âWell, what else could it be?â
Answering his question with another question, Rosetta turned away from him.
She walked towards the door without hesitation. She didnât forget to bring with her the cloak and the lamp.
âRead it when youâre alone later. And hide it well so that no one can find those. Then, good night.â
After saying so, Rosetta went out the door.
Thud.
The sound of the door closing quietly echoed inside the room.
For a long time, Cassion looked towards the direction where Rosetta disappeared. Then slowly, he unfolded the papers in his hand.
âHa.â
A smirk lightly crossed his lips.
At the top of the paper, he unfolded were these words:
ã Practical Magic Spells to Use During an Actual Fight That No One Would Notice ã
Laughter rang out in that empty room.
Head tilted to the side while he looked at the notes, Cassion chuckled heartily as he wiped off the few tears that escaped his eyes.
And within the gaze that read through the notes, a pleasant light and a serious glimmer could be seen together.