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" Mom" Jungkook whispered as his mother busy in preparing dinner. Taking a deep breath, he started to speak " I wanted to tell you something , I'm n-ot your real son . Your son died in a car crash an- before he could finish his sentence, his mother's hands shaken and her eyes widened. Suddenly she clutched her head , a sharp pain causing her to scream .

Jungkook get panicked" Mo-m, what's wrong?" He asked in worry but her mother fell to the ground while crying . He knelt down beside her , pulling her in his arms as she cried out in pain .

" Mom , n-o" he mumbled , as he saw her closing her eyes . But she didn't responded.

" Mommmmm"

He woke up in panic but realized he was in his own room, so it was just a nightmare but enough to make him fear to lose his mother. Even though she wasn't his real mom but he would love her all his life.

He quickly rushed downstairs and saw his mother making breakfast.

" Good morning, Jungkook"  she greeted him with a smile but Jungkook suddenly hugged her "Awww" she giggled and caressed his hairs " I made your breakfast, now go and take a bath then come downstairs, go go !" She said , pushing him towards the stairs. Jungkook nodded leaving before kissing her cheeks.

Week later ~

Jungkook stared himself in the mirror, tears streaming down his cheeks as he couldn't help but feel helpless and scared.

He can't tell his mother. But he really wanted to tell someone.

He can't lose her .

What should he do now?.

"Seo" only name came in his mind because she was only one who could help him.

But it had been week , he didn't saw her .

Where she was ?.

He himself was too lost that he didn't even realized, she was silent. She didn't even called him .

Jungkook quickly started his engine as he rode his bike towards Seo's apartment. He didn't know but he was feeling something wrong with her . As he parked his bike outside her buliding and hurriedly went up upstairs to her room.

When he opened the room, actually he had a spare key with  him . But when he entered , he get shocked to see her sitting down . Jungkook ran towards her but as he noticed she was holding a knife in her hand and was about to cut her wrist .

" SEO!" He yelled , knocking the knife away .

" What are you doing!" He asked ,Seo looked up at him with her red swollen eyes " I can't do this anymore, Jungkook" she mumbled " I can't live like th-is "

Jungkook didn't know what she was saying but sure something bad happened with her .

She wanted to die , why?.

He had never seen her like this before, so broken. She always was so cheerful and happy girl but now .

He felt like crying to see her in pain , " Seo, please tell me what's wrong, why are you saying all this ?. Tell me ,I am here for you .You can tell me anything"

She wiped her eyes , trying to compose herself. " It's pari " he said , her new friend " Her pare-nts forced her to go back to India,and they also arranged a marriage for her , she's gon-e . I've lost her .

I  lov-e her"

Jungkook was shocked , he was processing her words. She love pari so it means " She and I were in a relationship, Jungkook. I'm a lesbian. I always knew from the start that I feel attracted towards girls not boys and when we met, I started liking her and she also felt the same but now she's gone . And married to a m-an she doesn't even love . I can't bear it "

Jungkook was stunned to even speak a single word. But he could feel her pain . They both are in same boat .

She suddenly hugged him " I do-n't wan-t to live in a world where lo-ve is forbidden" she cried .

" Why can't we be happy like everyone else ? Why they hate us ? Why can't they accept us for who we ar-e? " Jungkook felt  his tears falling down , he hugged her back and also cried .

" I understand you , seo" but she suddenly pushed him " I can't live in this world" with taht she ran downstairs. Jungkook rushed behind her to stop her but it was too late she was on the road and a car hit her .

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