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Jungkook felt his heart pounding in his chest as he stood in hai father's library, the tension thick in the air , but he have to talk to his dad , he can't marry Seo. His father sat on the couch with a book in his hand . When he looked up and saw him there , he raised an eyebrow .

" Dad, I don't want to marry Seo," Jungkook  finally spoke. "And am sure she doesn't want to marry me either. We both are just good friends"

But his father slammed the book down on the table and stood up , his empression unreadable" I already know "  he said quietly, causing Jungkook to feel surprise . How could his father know about this " I know what you're thinking, my lovely son " his father continued, reaching out to touch his son's cheek . But Jungkook pulled away , he was confused and scared.

" I know you love Jimin"

he said ,"Seo's younger brother, who is only 14 years old .And you, Jungkook, are 22" Jungkook's eyes widened in shock . How could his father know about his feelings for Jimin? He had kept his feelings for Jimin a secret, thinking no one would ever find out.

" And he sees you as a big brother, right ? "He continued but suddenly he pulled his son by his neck " HOW SHAMELESS YOU ARE, JUNGKOOK. I THOUGHT YOU WERE ONLY GAY , BUT NOW YOU'VE FALLEN FOR A SMALL BOY WHO IS SO INNOCENT AND UNAWARE OF YOUR TRUE intentions. Tell me , did you touch him or _

"DAD" Jungkook cut him off , his eyes and voice filled with anger . He clench into fists at his sides , the urge to lash out his all anger at his father .

" Mind your language dad .And don't you think I will listen to you all the time , all my life .NO. You can't decide or fixed my marriage with Seo and that is final. Do whatever you want , I don't care nor I'm  scared because now I don't need you and not my mom needs you . I can take care of her " Jungkook said but he didn't get scared when his father give him a death glare " You are my father , but you're acting like a monster "

" JUNGKOOK " his father raised his hand to slap Jungkook, but the younger grabbed his wrist , holding him back . The tension in the room was thick .

" That's how you talk to your father ?" His father growled in anger .

But Jungkook was no longer afraid. He pushed his father away, taking a stop back ," What about you then?" He asked but voice filled with pain and anger " Am I really your so-n. Did you know you've made my life a living hel-l not only mine but my moth-er's life too . I've do-ne everything you wanted me to do . I've hidden who I really am, my feelings, my real self. I've been living a lie , all for you , dad. All for yo-u " he was crying , body shaking with anger and emotion, but he quickly looked away and continued " I know you don't like gays. But I am your son, why can't you support me ? Why do you hate me for who I am ? I can't help who I love dad . I love Jimin and I won't hide it anymore. Why do people hate us , dad ? We're humans too .We can't control who we are , who we love . But why I feel like , you don't see me as your so-n, do you really ha-te me that much?"

" Yes ,because you are not my son"

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