29|

~Jungkook pov~

Your smile , your eye smile, your  giggles , and cute talks never fail to brighten my day, Jimine. Your  pretty rosy cute chubby cheeks. Small hands , that I wanna kiss them and never let go . You make my heart melt every time I see you .

You are everything to me .

My world.

My heart .

My love.

My soul .

But I also feel scared. You are so small , a baby in my eyes and I am adult whose life is totally mess. And the thought of someone hate you , and what people might think if they knew about my feelings for him made me scared. My own father already hate me and now if he were to find out that I have feelings for Jimin , I can only imagine the anger , the hate he would unleash on both of us . I can't let anything bad happened with my precious baby . He is pure and too innocent to see all this , and I want nothing but to protect my baby at any cost.

I love him so so much but I can't bring myself to tell anyone my feelings . I am coward and weak , I know but I can't risk him getting hurt because of me .

I should stay away from him .

I even tried to stay away from him , but I always find myself drawn to him more and more like a magnet  . His kindness and pureness make my life like a heaven .

And sometimes I even imagine us living together with our child,  but it's also true that for you, I am only a big brother.

~