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Jungkook sat at his desk , the moonlight streaming down on his face and on the paper in front of him .He gripped his pen tightly, as his hands shaking with emotions as he began to write down his feelings again .

His emotions on white paper.

As he poured out his love and emotions onto the paper, he couldn't help but think back to his old days when he was so happy and carefree. He was just a 10-year-old boy when.

Flashback ~

A boy named Jeon Jungkook,  10-year-old boy lived in Busan with his family . He was always full of joy, excitement and energy ,Energetic boy .

As he went downstairs with his school bag , his long black bangs flopping in front of his eyes . He sure was a bright kid but also lazy one , who wake up late  but on time in school. That's his Speciality, we could say .

As his mother saw him coming, she smiled but giggled to see him stuffing food in his mouth like a squirrel " Slow down , my boy "  he was again late .

" Bye mom " he said , running towards the main door.

As he came outside where his father was already waiting for him in the car .

At school ~

The teacher entered the classroom with a new student . He was small as his height was small as compared to others. The boy looked shy as he stood behind the teacher and as soon as Jungkook laid eyes on him, his heart skipped a beat.

The new boy had big eyes and his gentle smile that made him feel something. He didn't know why, but he was drawn to the new boy in a way he had never felt before. He wanted to be his friend.

As the days turned into weeks and months, Jungkook and the new boy whose name was Minho...they grew closer and closer. As one day , as they were saying goodbye at the end of the school day , the new boy surprised him with by kissing his cheek softly before running off to catch the bus . Jungkook stood there in shock , his face turning bright red.

When he arrived back home , his mother noticed his flushed cheeks and asked him what had happened. Jungkook looked at his mother in hesitation but finally mumbled " Mama, if I say I like someone ".

" Ohhh, who is this Lucky person that has stolen my little son's heart ? Am sure she would be very beautiful"  his mother chuckled.

But Jungkook shook his head "No , mom, I liked a boy, he is new in our school and I will marry him " he giggled causing his mother to gasp in shock .

Before she could respond, Jungkook's father appeared in the doorway, his expression dark as he rushed towards his son , grabbing his hand roughly and dragged him to the bathroom, ignoring his cries of protest. "Appa, ple-ase sto-p" Jungkook pleaded , tears falling down his cheeks but his father ignored him and his tears. Began scrubbing his skin with soap , harsh " You can't like a boy , FEED IN YOUR LITTLE HEAD, I CAN'T LET YOU RUIN OUR REPUTATION" he shouted, feeling disgusting by his own son .

Jungkook cried out in pain as his father continued to scrub at his skin, leaving red makes in his skin . His mother tried to stop but her husband pushed her and also shouted her , blaming her as well.

As the days passed , Jungkook's father turned into a monster , both Jungkook and his mother couldn't believe he was the same who loved them but now he started beating Jungkook's mother even Jungkook. He hated gays and he couldn't bear the thought of his son turning into a gay .

Jungkook watched in horror as his family fell apart because of him, because he liked a boy , he blamed himself for his mother's pain . He thought liking someone was a sin and a bad thing .

Poor boy lot his light.

His innocence .

His smile .

His happiness.

His family.

Days turned into years ,and Jungkook grew but stopped smiling, not even for his mother , who desperately tried to bring back her old happy and carefree son back but she lost not his smile but also him.

When Jungkook turned 16, his father decided it was time for him to go to Seoul for his studies. Feeling alone and lost in Seoul, rarely speaking to anyone. That is until he met Seo , Park Seo. She was a ray of sunshine and a beautiful, cute girl who made Jungkook feel less lonely . They become bestfriend's and Jungkook started to open up once again . But his smile still somewhere lost.

But one day he found his smile.

" Guggkie~"

A/n: Don't hate Jungkook, he faced too much ;(.

So from this chapter we will see his past . Flashback ".❤️

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