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~Jimin pov~

Today was my sister's birthday, and my family had gathered in her home to celebrate. The house was decorated with balloons, and smell of delicious food . My sister, looking so happy, greeted us with a warm smile as we entered. But my attention was immediately fell on Jungkook, who stood beside her holding her waist .

His smile always made my heart go crazy but when my sister also wrapped her arms around him , I couldn't help but feel jealous. But it doesn't mean I hate her or wanted to break her marriage - No . I just love Jungkook but never wanted to tell anyone not even Jungkook. I love him not because I need him to be my side . I wanted him to be happy always even if  his happiness with my sister. But sometimes seeing them close made me feel dying but it's ok . I can bear it . For seo I can do anything, she was like a second mother to me and seeing her happy with Jungkook made me always question I am on right track or should I move on.

But it's not easy for me.

As the evening went on , my family chatted and laughed, remembering their old memories . I found myself lost in my own thoughts not paying any attention to them , playing with my food . It was until my mom asked something to my sister.

" So, when are you two planing on starting a family?" My mom asked. But my heart skipped a beat as I waited for their response.

" We've actually started discussing it again . We think it's about time we added a new member to our little family"

That's what Jungkook said , his words hit my heart like a ton of bricks. Five years of marriage, now they are stepping in next chapter. My chest tightened, and I struggled to hold back my tears.

I knew I have to move on , to let go my feelings for Jungkook, but how could I forget my first love .

Tell me how ?Because I tried so many times but ended up with my feelings for Jungkook. I fucking Falling in love with him more and more deeper.

And now it's killing me .

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