What Does it Mean?
The Alpha's Lone Wolf
ALLIE
The next day I find out just how lucky I am that the alpha is letting me stay.
Danielle has discovered that the other five new students have all been told theyâre not welcome in Linton and need to leave immediately.
I feel so sorry for them. This is the best opportunity a lone wolf could get. I donât know what I would have done if the alpha had thrown me out as well.
Iâm surprised he let me stay. It was unlikely that any of the others were as rude to him as I was.
Iâm completely out of danger, thoughâheâs going to keep an eye on me. If he sees something he doesnât like, Iâm sure he wonât hesitate to throw me out as well.
It did make me wonder about Callum. Had the alpha spoken to him and thrown him out too?
I hadnât seen him since I approached him in the bar, and when I mentioned him to Danielle, she didnât know who he was. He seemed to be a total mystery.
Over breakfast, I tell Danielle and Adam what happened.
âWow, he must really like you,â Danielle says.
â~Like~ me? If thatâs how he behaves when he likes someone, I wouldnât want to see what he does to people he hates.â
âYou donât,â Adam says somberly. âHeâs ruthless. When the Savage Wolves attacked his pack and killed his father, the former alpha, he spent a year hunting down each of the wolves involved.
âHe was relentless. When he found them, he killed them, slowly, and he made sure everyone knew what he had done. It was his way of warning his enemies what happened to anyone who attacked his pack.
âThe only wolf he hasnât managed to hunt down and kill is Ryan himself, but I donât think heâs stopped trying.â
I shudder. The new alpha is ferocious, and for all the defiance I had shown toward him during our meeting, Iâm a little scared of him.
A part of me also feels sympathy for this cold alpha. His father had died in the worst way possible.
The role of alpha had been thrust upon him without warning and heâd had to take over the running of his pack when all he must have wanted to do was grieve for the parent he had lost.
âWho knows why he agreed to let you stay. I would stop thinking about it if I were you, and just enjoy being here,â Adam suggests.
âGood advice,â Danielle agrees.
Theyâre right. Iâm going to forget about the alpha.
Besides, I have other, nicer things to concentrate on. Tonight will be my first night working at Raffles.
***
Iâve been working at Raffles for over an hour, and itâs been going great. Thereâs been a steady stream of customers and Iâm busy, but not rushed off my feet.
Thereâs plenty of time to chat with and get to know the regulars who are made up of a mixture of humans and loners. In fact, I recognize several of them from the party we had a few nights ago.
Danielle, Toby, and Adam are sitting at the bar to support me on my first night. I can tell theyâre regulars here from the number of customers who stop to say hi.
âThis place is popular with loners,â Adam tells me. âItâs off the beaten track, and thereâs next to no chance that any pack wolves would come here, which makes it perfect for us.â
âAlso, the humans donât ask any questions,â Toby adds. âThey know thereâs something different about us, but they donât care.â
Danielle laughs. âArchie is the only one who knows our secret, and as long as we buy drinks, heâll take our money and not care about who or what we are.â
âAnd Iâm happy to do so,â Archie says as he moves to stand beside me. âNot to mention the free security you provide for the bar.â
âIf thereâs any trouble while weâre here, we step in and help sort it out,â Adam explains. âWord got around, and troublemakers give the bar a wide berth now.â
Thereâs a bang as the entrance door is thrown open and a group of drunk students walk in.
âWhat are they doing here?â Toby asks quietly.
âI donât know but it canât be for anything good,â Adam mutters.
âWho are they?â I ask.
âThe one in the green T-shirt is David, the brother of the Silver Fang Packâs alpha,â Danielle tells me. âThe other guys are his goons. Heâs trouble. He hates loners just as much as his brother.â
I look over, wondering if there is a resemblance between the two brothers. Theyâre both tall, dark, and muscular, but there is something more boyish and gentle about the younger brother.
He doesnât scare me or excite me the way his brother, the alpha, does.
âDo you think they came here for a fight?â Toby asks.
âWeâll soon find out,â Adam says glumly.
The group of pack wolves stand in the center of the bar and look around, taking in the mix of wolves and humans.
David scans the room for something. Heâs wearing an arrogant, condescending look.
I revise my opinion of him. He might not be as scary as his brother, but he still looks like trouble. He stops when he sees us, and a smile slowly spreads across his face.
He begins to walk toward us, his companions forgotten.
As he moves closer, I can see his eyes are firmly fixed on Danielle. He stops in front of her, but she resolutely avoids meeting his gaze, determined to look at anyone but him.
âHi Danielle,â he says. âI havenât seen much of you this semester.â
âWhy would you? We arenât friends.â She stands and walks away, leaving him staring after her.
âWould you like a drink?â I ask him, in an attempt to stop him from fixating on my friend.
He orders a beer, and after I serve it to him he gives one final glance to Danielle and returns to his friends.
Theyâve pushed two tables together and have stolen chairs from the surrounding tables. They talk loudly to each other, shouting and laughing, ruining the quiet ambiance of the room.
I watch as the werewolves in the bar quietly get up to leave. Even the humans are affected by their dominant display.
âI hope this isnât going to be a regular thing, pack wolves hanging out here. If it is, Iâll regretfully have to find somewhere else to drink,â Toby says.
âNah, it wonât be,â Adam assures him. âTheyâre just slumming it for the night. We wonât see them here again.â
âWe arenât good enough for them,â Danielle says bitterly as she returns to stand next to Toby. âTheyâll soon get bored and head back to their own kind.â
JAMES
I canât stop thinking about the rogue she-wolf, Allie. The one who has pierced my defenses and somehow made me change my mind about banishing all the rogues in Linton, just so I can let her stay.
I had wanted to send a clear message to all the rogues that their time here would soon be over. Instead, Iâd muddied the waters by making an exception for her.
~And I donât know why I did it.~
Inside my head, my wolf snarls at the thought of her leaving here. He wants her. He wants me to go to her and make her ours.
Iâve never known him react to a she-wolf like this before. I find it unsettling. We are normally in complete agreement, but not now, not when it comes to her.
I call for my beta, Chris. Iâve kept him busy implementing the takeover of the Red Moon Pack, but Iâm going to need his help with this.
He knocks on the door before entering my office.
In the Silver Fang Pack, our relationship is informal. Heâs my right hand. I depend on his judgment, I can rely on his loyalty, and he knows that he can speak his mind and Iâll listen.
Taking over this new pack has meant weâve needed to be more formal, though.
Itâs imperative that the Red Moon Pack wolves understand and respect the new pack hierarchy, and in order for us to enforce that discipline we need to be seen following it as well.
âHow is the warrior training going?â I ask Chris.
âGood, Lucy is knocking them into shape. Theyâre finally behaving like warriors.â
âWill they be ready in time?â
âIâm not sure. Iâve been hearing reports of increased rogue sightings on our borders.â
âDo you think theyâre really rogues? Or are they the Savage Wolves Pack?â
âIs there a difference between the two?â
âNo, not much,â I admit. âBut the Savage Wolves are more organized and better trained.â
Iâm not too worried. We were expecting this, even if it is happening sooner than we had anticipated, and weâll be ready for them.
âIncrease the patrols,â I tell Chris. âIf you think itâs necessary, contact Eric and ask him to send more warriors here to strengthen our ranks.â
âWill do. Do you need anything else?â
âYes. I want you to find out all you can about that rogue she-wolf, Allie, the student that came here yesterday.â
âThe one you allowed to stay here even though you hate all rogues?â He smirks, which annoys me.
âYes, that one.â
âWhat do you want to know? Who her friends are? If she has a boyfriend?â
I ignore his last taunt.
âYes. I want to know who her friends are. Also, do a background check. Find out how long she has been a rogue, and why she became one. What reason did her old pack have for banishing her.â
âWill do.â Chris gets up to leave and then pauses. I can see he wants to say something else.
âSpit it out,â I snap. âI can tell youâre dying to say something to me, so just say it.â
âItâs just that Iâve never seen you take an interest in a female like this before. Obviously there have been women, but youâve never really wanted to get to know them.â
âWho says I want to get to know this one? All I want is for you to do a background check on her. Sheâs a rogue. I need to know if she is a threat.â
âWell, thatâs just it. You hate rogues. You take every opportunity to destroy them. You were intent on getting rid of every rogue here, but youâve made an exception for this one. Why is she so special?â
The honest answer to his question is that I donât know why. She just is. But I donât want to think too closely about why sheâs gotten under my skin, never mind discussing it with anyone else.
âShe isnât special. Iâm just not ready to act against the rogues yet. This pack wonât accept me throwing them all out right away, and we need to make this transition as smooth as possible.â
He nods, but I can tell he doesnât believe me. Heâs too good a beta to challenge me on it though.
Iâm going to have to get control of this situation before anyone else suspects there is more to my feelings for Allie than Iâm admitting.
When he leaves, I feel restless. I thought sending him off to investigate Allie would settle me, and I would be able to get back to work without thinking about her.
It hasnât.
I give up on trying to work, and head to Davidâs house. I want to talk to him about the rogues.
One rogue in particular.
When I get there, Iâm relieved to find the house is quiet. David is usually throwing a wild party. But when I knock on the door, I realize no one is home.
I turn back toward my car and notice David making his way down the street. Heâs alone, for once, and sober.
âHey. I was just coming to see you. I figured you must be out partying.â
âThe other guys are. I just didnât feel like it tonight, so I decided to come home early,â he says somberly.
âEverything okay?â I press.
âYes. Itâs fine, for the best.â
I move closer to him. Something has upset him, and I want to help.
Itâs then that I smell it, that scent, ~her~. Rage sparks inside me, and I struggle to control it.
My voice deepens. My wolf is struggling to take over and forces me to ask, âWhere have you been? Who have you been with?â
âWhat? No one, nowhere.â He looks guilty.
I grab his shirt and pull him closer to me. âYouâre lying,â I shout.
What is happening to me?
âI just went to a bar with the guys,â David insists.
âWhat bar?â I demand.
âRaffles, the loner bar.â
âAnd she was there. I can smell her on you. What did you do? Why were you with her?â
âWith ~who~?â A look of bewilderment crosses his face. âI havenât been with a she-wolf. You think Iâve been spending time with a rogue?â
His obvious shock brings me to my senses. Iâm being unreasonable. What must I sound like to David? I push my wolf back, forcing him to allow me to take back control.
âIt doesnât matter. I can just smell she-wolves on you. Rogues.â
âThatâs because I went to their bar, ordered a drink from one, spoke to another. Itâs no big deal. Iâm not socializing with them. They arenât my friends! We just wanted to try somewhere different.â
âOf course.â I change the subject. âI wanted to speak to you about my plans for the pack.â
âOkay, come in,â he says, relieved that Iâve calmed down and moved on.
I know Iâm being irrational. Her scent only clings to him faintly. They have not been together.
And even if they had, why should it bother me?