My Mate

ALLIE

All my doubts and hesitation have disappeared. The only thing I want, the only thing that matters, is him. I don’t want to wait any longer.

I need to finally become his.

His kiss is passionate and demanding, and I can feel something awaken inside me for the first time. Desire overwhelms me, a white heat in my sex. I need to have him inside me.

I return his kiss, my tongue exploring his mouth and tangling with his.

He growls and deepens the kiss. I’m lost in these intense feelings of pleasure. I don’t want it to stop.

But then he moves his mouth away, and I whimper at the loss.

His eyes glimmer with amusement as he trails gentle kisses down my neck. He stops at the point where I know he will mark me and begins to suck and gently bite. Waves of pleasure flow through me.

Keeping his mouth fastened on my neck, he unbuttons my shirt. In his haste to remove the material and get to my body, he tears off the buttons and tosses them aside.

He rips my bra away then stops and stares at my naked breasts.

“You’re so beautiful. I don’t think I’ll ever get tired of looking at you. I can’t believe you’re mine.”

His mouth latches onto my left breast and a wave of pleasure rocks through my body as he sucks and then lightly bites on my nipple.

At the same time, his hand moves to massage my right breast. I’m consumed by pleasure. I want this to last forever.

All too soon he lifts his head and says, “As much as I’m loving this, if we don’t stop now, I’ll take you here in the hall where any of our packmates can walk in and find us.

“That’s not what I want for our first time together. Let’s go upstairs to my room, where we can take our time and I can give you the loving you deserve.”

I nod, unable to speak.

He grabs my hand and moves us toward the staircase. He pulls me to him to gently kiss my lips before he leads me up the stairs.

When we reach his room, I hesitate.

I want this, but this will be my first time, and I feel the nerves building.

He looks at me with understanding. “I know this is your first time, and I’ll do everything I can to make sure that you enjoy it. We will take our time. I’m in no rush.

“I’ve waited weeks for you to realize that you’re mine, and I won’t do anything now to jeopardize what we have.”

A warm rush of emotion washes over me at the thought of this wolf, my mate.

I feel love for this man, that our souls are truly united, and I know there is nothing I want more than for my body to be connected with his.

“I don’t want you to go slow,” I tell him. “I want you.”

His mouth claims mine. The contours of his muscles press against me and I feel his hard length against my stomach. Heat rushes to my core.

In the bedroom we hastily undress, desperate to remove the remaining clothes that separate our bodies.

He lowers me down onto the bed, and my legs wrap around him. He rubs himself up and down me.

I moan with desire as I feel myself getting wetter.

His fingers move down to my sex where his thumb rubs my clitoris and his finger gently enters me thrusting in and out. I gasp when he adds a second finger.

His thumb never stops circling around and around. Pressure rises and heat builds in me. I’m so close to orgasm, so very close, and then he removes his fingers.

I growl with frustration.

He smiles and kisses me gently on the lips.

“Patience, my love. We have all night. As I told you, I’m going to take my time. Savor every moment with you. And I promise I won’t take you until I’m sure you’re ready for me.”

“I’m ready for you now. I’m desperate to have you,” I plead.

“Not desperate enough.”

He moves down my body, his mouth leaves kisses down my stomach, slowly going lower. His fingers gently pry my thighs open and his mouth turns its attention to my sex.

He applies his tongue, sucking and gently flicking it against my clit.

I feel my orgasm building, and this time he doesn’t stop. With his tongue licking and sucking he thrusts two fingers inside me.

My orgasm crashes over me, my walls tremble, tightening around his fingers, and I cry out. I’ve never felt pleasure like this.

He chuckles, as he sits up, removing his finger.

“You’re so responsive. I can’t wait to be inside you.”

“So don’t wait.”

He nods and takes his cock into his hand and begins stroking himself.

He’s so big. I start to have second thoughts. Will he fit inside me?

He senses my fear. “I told you we will take it slow. If it gets too much for you, you only have to say and I’ll stop.”

I smile at him, reassured.

He positions himself at my entrance and slowly, gently pushes inside me.

I gasp, feeling pain at the intrusion.

He pauses. “Do you want me to stop?”

“No, keep going.”

He pushes deeper inside me. He’s so big. I feel so full. It’s painful, but I want this. I want ~him~.

“Are you all right, my love?” he asks again.

I take a moment to adjust to the feel of him. “Yes,” I gasp.

“I’m going to go slow. If it gets to be too much, let me know and I’ll stop.”

I nod with a small smile.

He starts to move slowly, pulling out before sliding back in again. He picks up a gentle rhythm. His eyes never leave my face.

Slowly the pain is replaced by pleasure. I moan, and James begins to move faster, thrusting deeper inside me.

The heat begins to rise inside me again. My orgasm is so close. Waves of ecstasy carry me away as I cry out and convulse around him.

He shouts as his orgasm hits, and I feel him cum inside me.

He kisses me gently on the lips as he gently pulls out of me and wraps his arms around me. “I love you so much. This was perfect.”

We lie like that, content. Happy just to be in each other’s arms.

***

When I wake up the next morning, I sigh with satisfaction. Last night was amazing. I didn’t believe I could feel like that with anyone. I feel complete.

We made love three more times last night, and although I’m tired and sore, desire pools inside me again when I gaze at my mate sleeping beside me.

He opens his eyes and grins at me. “Morning, my love. I could get used to this. Waking up and seeing you lying here beside me.”

I lean over and kiss him, softly at first, but as the passion builds inside me I deepen the kiss, wanting to repeat what we did last night.

He groans and gently pulls away. “There is nothing I want more than to take you again, but you must be feeling sore after what we did last night.”

I shrug noncommittally.

He laughs at me. “We will have plenty of time later to continue what we started. I do need to have a serious conversation with you, though, about what happens next.

“Now that you have accepted what we are to each other, it’s time for you to officially join the pack.

“I don’t expect you to take on the luna’s duties straight away, but there are commitments all pack members need to fulfill.”

“Such as?”

“Training, for a start. I know you’re a fierce fighter, but all wolves are expected to train and be ready to defend the pack.”

“That sounds fair.”

“Good. I’ll let Lucy know that you’ll be joining her warrior training today.

“I’ll also speak to the previous luna and ask her to mentor you. You need to learn about our ways and what will be expected of you. The luna plays an important role in ensuring the welfare of a pack.”

I nod. I’m nervous about being his luna—I know nothing about what they do—but I accept that if I’m going to be with James, and to be a good mate to him, I need to be a good luna to his pack.

I’m finally prepared to commit to him and take on the role he has been wanting me to fulfill since he accepted me as his mate.