Part 18

#Attention# only two more part to end tho . Part20

Warning alert: I don't know if this ff will have a happy ending

War POV

It's been a month since p'yin confess to me.

#Flashback#

"War" yin suddenly talk. "Be my boyfriend na?"

"Hey phi" war stand up. "It's getting cold now,let's go home" war look like avoiding yin face and walk to the car.

"War...war" yin walk to war.

"War ,listen me" yin grab war's wrist. "I'm serious" yin face to war.

"Phi but I'm straight." War still avoid yin's eyes

"I know,I'm straight too.But what can I do ? I just like you." Yin hold war's shoulders.

*war still silent and keep his head down*

"Did you get back together with love?" Yin no longer hold war's shoulders.

"How did you know love?" War look at yin.he was suprise by yin know that love is his ex-gf.

"I heard prem and yacht talk about her"

"So you are back together with her?" Yin asked against.

"No,she just come to talk why she suddenly breakup with me" *sigh* "her dad want her to married to his friend's son"

"War I really like you.be my boyfriend na?" Yin grab war's hands.

*war is still silent *

"Hey at least talk to me" yin begged him

"Phi" war raise his face to meet yin. "Give me a month."

"Huh?"

"Give me a month.I will answer your question."

"Ok I respect your opinion" *grin*

#end flashback#

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I used to tell prem that p'yin confess to me.he was suprise but he said do as your heart tell.

you know my heart is like p'yin too but there are ton of reasons why I shouldn't in relationship again.I don't want to get hurt,don't want to be fool,I want a freedom life.my past love life is hard to being freedom.I want to focus on my career.but still I don't want to lose p'yin,like he's always so good to me since I know him .even sometimes he's so tough but he's a sweet person for me.

"Hey what are you thinking?" Win asked

"Oww p'win,you scared me."

"What's on your mind? You look like not in your body." Win asked.

"Nothing phi*smile*"

"Let's prepare the ingredients cause it's almost time to close the store" win walk to changing room

"Yes phi" start to prepare everything around him.

*ting* war get a text.

Yin : when can I meet you?

War : maybe 8pm .

Yin : location?

War : let's meet at riverside,at the same bench.

Yin : should I pick you up?

War : no need phi. I can take the taxi.

Yin: okay see you soon .

War : yes phi .

War just sigh cause he didn't know how to respond to yin's confess yet , his mind is mix.

#At Riverside#

Yin came here early cause he didn't want to let war wait for him.he is nervous and worried. those past a month,yin live like in a real war .

Yin try to clam his mind and think positive about everything.but still, blue is his biggest problem since he didn't abandon war yet.

Time has pass,finally war is here.

"Sorry phi.did you wait long ?"

"No,I'm just here too" tap on the bench "have a seat"

"Yes phi"

"Have you eat?" Yin asked

"Not yet and you?"

"Same"

"Phi,it's been a month since you confess to me" war silent a bit and keep touching his nails. "I don't know how to say it"

"Just say it out*smile* I'm okay even if you reject me"

"It's not like that, I'm emmm don't know how to date a man. It's very hard for me, I don't know if I love you but I don't want to lose you,I want to see you everyday like nowadays, I want to talk to you , eat with you So I decided  to not lose you.I think I like you, no I do like you *grin*"

"Really?" Yin jump to hug war like a kid.

"Real phi" war keep smiling

*yin hug war harder* "arghh argh phi I can't breathe"

"Oh sorry" yin just so happy.

"Hey phi" yin sniff war's cheek. "What if people see?" War look around.

"Let's them see and let's them know that I'm your boyfriend *grin*"

"Oh so you reject blue? After a day I confess to you last month he said he'll confess to you!" Yin asked.

"For blue I just like him as lil brother so I turn him down but he said he still want to be my lil brother so I let him be" *shrugged*

"Ohh I see" "oh let's go to eat,I'm hungry now" stand up and grab war's wrist to stand up too

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14/nov/2020