28 | perfect

"this is so crazy," i told billie as we walked in our villa.

"no for real," she said in agreement. "this is so beautiful."

billie and i are currently in bora bora for our anniversary. it is truly the most beautiful thing ever. and it's just us here, our kids are with my family back home.

this was a really good idea billie had because we haven't been away from the kids for consecutive days ever. so this'll be a good break for us.

"this is the most exotic place i've ever been," i smiled in disbelief.

"same," she said. "i wouldn't mind living here," she chuckled.

i sat down on the bed and let out a sigh.

"what?" b sat next to me. "you miss the kids?"

"i miss you."

she furrowed her eyebrows in confusion. "but im right here- oh," her eyes slightly got wide.

i just chuckled.

"we've been here for like an hour," billie laughed.

"sorry," i laughed.

"why are you apologizing?" she looked at me with her eyebrows raised. "i wasn't complaining."

i looked at her and licked my lips.

billie then leaned in a little closer to me and spoke lowly. "you know every time you want me to fuck you, you have this look in your eye?"

"yeah?" i smirked. "do you like it?"

"mhm," she bit her lip. "i love it," she said slowly as she slid the spaghetti strap of my top off my shoulder.

"why do you love it?" i tilted my head.

"because their begging," she whispered in my ear as she slid the other strap down, causing my top to fall, revealing my boobs.

i closed my eyes, trying not to give in at the feeling of her breath on my ear. "you like that?" i whispered to her.

"you know i do."

billie then began licking my neck, going from each end, making my breath hitch at the feeling. i ran my fingers through her hair before gripping it and pushing her head down to my breast.

she then licked each of my nipples before sucking them, leaving hickies all around both of them.

she rose up and told me to lay back. i did so and scooted back so that i was fully on the bed. billie went ahead and took her shirt off.

i then pulled my top off over my head and threw it to the side before taking my skirt off and throwing it too.

there i laid completely naked in front of billie. and no matter how long we've been together, she still looks at my body like it's the best thing she's ever laid eyes on.

she then took the rest of her clothes off before pulling me closer to her by my legs. she leaned down and came face to face with me once again before kissing me.

we made out for so long, i wouldn't let her out of my grip as i had my arms thrown around her shoulders.

as we were still kissing, she slipped two fingers into my entrance, causing me to slightly gasp.

billie then put her focus into fucking me as she completely started pumping quickly into me, hitting my spot.

"fuck, baby," i moaned, holding my legs up.

"mmm, you like that?"

"mhm," i nodded.

"that feel good?"

"mhm," i moaned, keeping eye contact.

"tell me then," billie said. "tell me how good it feels."

"it feels s- so good baby," i struggled to get out.

"yeah?" billie slightly smiled/ smirked, still fucking me. "you like the way i fuck you?"

"yes baby," i bit my lip.

she then pulled her fingers out and quickly flipped me over before putting her fingers back in. "then say it."

"i love the way you fuck me baby," i moaned loudly as billie railed me from the back.

"say it louder leilani," she demanded as she kept going harder and harder.

"you fuck me so good billie! fuck!" i moaned even louder.

"good girl," she said softly. "now take it."

i could then feel her go deeper and deeper into me, making it harder to stay arched. but every time i got out of my arch, billie would gently push my back down and say "nuh uh, stay down."

but after her going deeper, i couldn't hold my arch anymore as i started to get weak.

"babygirl," she said before pulling my hair. "fine, come here."

she now had my hair in one hand, pulling it back as she fucked me loose with the other hand.

i started groaning at this point. "yes! fuck!"

"take that shit," she told me.

"baby," i whimpered.

"hmm?" she responded.

"baby," i continued.

"what is it mama?" she asked softly, though still fucking me.

but i said nothing as i just bit my lip, trying not to fucking scream.

"you wanna cum, baby?" billie asked me as she let go of my hair.

"mhm," i whimpered.

"huh?" she asked.

"mhm," i moaned again.

"use your words sweet girl," she said softly.

"i need to cum billie," i struggled to say.

"can you hold it for a couple seconds?" she asked.

she then pulled out of me and laid next to me on the bed. "come here," she pointed to her face. "cum in my mouth."

i rose my eyebrows before quickly getting on top of her and sitting on her face. she immediately started guiding my hips so that i was riding her tongue.

this sent me into a trance as i was already weak. i felt my entire lower half go numb as my body began trembling.

i soon felt myself cumming, making me throw my head back in even more pleasure than i was already feeling.

i got off of billie and immediately leaned down to kiss her. she slipped her tongue in my mouth, allowing me to taste my cum that she was holding.

after kissing, i whispered in her ear "swallow it."

she did exactly that and bit her lip. i then went to her lower half and lifted her legs, putting them on my shoulders.

i pulled her closer to me by her waist and got to work as it was now my turn.

-

it was later in the night and billie and i were at this really nice restaurant having a special dinner for the special occasion.

there was a point where i was kind of zoned out, in my thoughts and i think billie noticed.

"whatchu thinking?" billie chuckled at me.

i sighed. "do you ever like think about all the shit that we've been through?" i looked at her. "like how did you stick with me through everything?"

she tilted her head. "how could i not stick with you?"

"im like a shit show," i joked. "i got pregnant by your ex, i was terminally ill, i kept secrets from you, i literally murdered someone," i whispered.

billie laughed. "okay wait wait," she stopped me. "half of those situations weren't your fault."

i just nodded.

"well except for the pregnancy," she added. "you did that shit all on your own," she chuckled.

"oh it's funny?" i rose my eyebrows, grinning.

"i mean i hate how it ended," bil started. "but just thinking back, yeah it is kinda funny that you two fucked."

"im glad you can laugh about it now eilish," i threw a piece of my food at her.

her mouth dropped. "fuck off," she laughed as she threw it back. "you know i love you, i could never leave."

i just poked my lip out in aw.

"lani, despite everything that we have been through," she started. "you are such an amazing person and i wish you could see it as clear as i do."

"oh baby," i grabbed her hand and held it. "you are literally the best thing to ever happen to me and i hope you know that."

she just blushed. "i don't know, sometimes it feels so unreal knowing that i now have a whole family with the girl i fell for on a vacation."

i giggled. "i will never not be grateful that you guys came to hawaii. who knows how shit would be if you didn't."

then our waiter came. "can i get you two anything else?"

"um can we get a dessert," billie smiled.

"special occasion?" the waiter smiled.

"yes it's our anniversary," i cheesed.

"oh congratulations!" he told us. "how long?"

"ten years," billie nodded.

"a decade," the man nodded. "now that's love."

we both smiled at each other and then at him.

"i'll go get you guys a dessert," he started. "but first i must ask where'd you get that bracelet ma'am? it's so beautiful," he looked at me.

"oh we made it," i told the waiter, referring to billie and i. "our brand is called Rosonelle to combine both our maiden names."

"that's marvelous," he said. "i must order something like that for my wife."

"oh it's not out yet," billie said. "the release date is going to be this fall, on our deceased daughter's birthday."

the waiter nodded. "i love that, and i'll make sure to be on the lookout. okay, i'll be back with those desserts."

he walked away and i looked at billie. "i love you."

"i love you more sweet girl."

"thank you for being everything that you are," i told her.

"thank you for being a perfect partner," she told me.

"billie, i am not perfect."

"no, but you're perfect for me."

- the end -