Chapter 97
The Villainess Is Shy In Receiving Affection
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Melody cried her heart out for several more minutes before she gradually began to calm down, although she still sniffled periodically and shivered with both shoulders.
âIâm, Iâm sorry. Iâ¦â
Melody apologized while pressing her eyes with the back of her hand, sitting slumped in front of the half-open door.
âItâs okay.â
Loretta gently stroked Melodyâs hair and smiled at her.
âMelody, youâre still a child, after all.â@@novelbin@@
But Melody vigorously shook her head.
âI may play the role of a child when weâre playing house, but thatâs not really the case.â
Melody knew all too well how futile it was to simply cry and throw tantrums.
So, she thought that it wasnât right for her to be crying so hard just because she was a little upset.
âStill.â
Loretta took Melodyâs cheeks in her small hands.
âLoretta will say itâs okay to cry.â
Those generous words made Melody feel a surge of emotions, and she ended up shedding a few more tears.
The warm tears soon seeped through Lorettaâs fingers.
âLoretta will take care of everything.â
âHuhâ¦â
It was a phrase Melody had heard many times before, but it still resonated deeply in her heart, as comforting as ever.
And it was nice that Lorettaâs pronunciation had become more accurate than before. Didnât our Loretta seem even more admirable?
âThank you for always saying that. You donât know how much comfortâ¦â
Those words were drowned out by her sobbing.
âNo.â
âHuh?â
âIâm not trying to comfort Melody.â
ââ¦?â
What did she mean by that?
If the touch on her cheeks and the tender words werenât meant for comfort, then what were they for?
As Melody looked on in confusion, Loretta pressed her lips to Melodyâs forehead and answered with a serious face.
âI want to make Melody happy.â
Surprised by the unexpected words, Melodyâs tears receded.
âBut thatâs my job! I, I really want to make Loretta happyâ¦!â
âMelodyâs job?â
Melody nodded vigorously.
âThen, canât Loretta make Melody happy?â
ââ¦What?â
The question posed with a slight tilt of her small head was not easy to answer lightly.
After all, Melody had read the original story, so she could work towards Lorettaâs happiness, but Lorettaâ¦
âWait?â
Upon reflection, making someone happy didnât require knowledge of the original work.
âI also think on my own accord that I want to make Mel happy. Isnât that normal for everyone?â
Isaiah had said as much.
So, it was possible for Loretta to want to make Melody happy too.
It was somewhat surprising, now that she thought about it.
âSee, when Melody smiles really wide, it tickles the ends of my lips. I end up laughing too. It makes me very happy.â
Loretta clasped her hands together, a slightly earnest expression on her face.
âSo, I really, really want to make Melody very happy. Is that okay?â
Looking at her face, asking with slightly pursed lips, it felt as though Melodyâs heart was being squeezed.
Melody shook her head, barely managing to move her trembling lips.
âI, Iâm already so happy just being hereâ¦â
âReally?â
Then Loretta smiled broadly and hugged Melody tightly.
âIâm also so happy being with Melody like this!â
The child rubbed her face against Melodyâs cheek several times, laughing.
âWe will always, always be together! And weâll become even happier!â
Hearing that dreamlike promise, Melody ended up crying again.
To want to make her even happier here. She had never even wished for such a thingâ¦
Loretta had already given so much to Melody.
She had provided a purpose in a life that had known only surrender and resignation and had made it possible for Melody to live in the Dukeâs mansion.
Thus, Melody received kind care from the Duke and the Higgins couple and found a birthday to celebrate with Claude.
She became friends with Ronny, a noble young master, and had the chance to witness Jeremiahâs magic firsthand.
Not only that, but everyone at the mansion, from the staff to the occasional visiting postman, had been nothing but kind people to her.
âCome to think of it.â
Melody remembered saying not long ago that Loretta was the only precious person to her. But now, she realized that wasnât the case.
Somewhere along the line, Melodyâs world had expanded far beyond what it had been before.
Without her even noticing.
âYou know, Loretta, youâve already made meâ¦Â sniffle, so happy.â
Melody managed a smile while continuously wiping her reddened eyes.
âNo, thatâs not it.â
But Loretta still seemed unsatisfied, shaking her head.
âYou know, Melody. You can be happier. This muuuch more!â
The child stood up, making the biggest circle she could with her arms, and then slightly tilted her head back in front of Melody.
âLoretta is smart. I know.â
ââ¦But now I.â
Melodyâs gaze drifted to the documents given by the Duke.
They had fallen to the floor during her earlier tears, now spread out wide.
The documents contained not only introductions to various families but also detailed their advantages and points of caution.
The Duke and Butler Higgins had spent a long time organizing them.
The busy individuals had gone to such lengths likely out of concern for Melody.
She hastily gathered the thick documents.
Previously, she had thought that the Duke wanted her out of the house as much as the thickness of these documents.
But now, she realized that wasnât the case.
The documents were so thorough because their concern for her was so deep.
She couldnât ignore that concern.
After clutching the documents tightly, Melody looked back at Loretta.
It was then she realized something.
ââ¦I see.â
âHuh?â
âI think something remained.â
âWhat?â
Melody smiled bashfully with her eyes still brimming with tears.
âThe real way for me to be happy.â
***
The next day, Melodyâs work assisting Butler Higgins continued.
She wanted to help him in the mansion, which was as quiet as possible.
However, Higgins, who valued the cultivation of knowledge, did not want to spend his rare day off buried in piles of paperwork at the mansion.
Thus, Melody found herself going out with him again today.
This time too, Melody aimed for a modest appearance as much as possible.
But the maids of the Dukeâs household would not allow Melody to go out looking unnoticeable.
They even added this comment.
âMiss Melody needs to take a little more responsibility for her cuteness.â
Of course, Melody protested vigorously.
âItâs not me whoâs cute, itâs Miss Loretta.â
At that, the maids clasped each otherâs hands and squealed.
âThatâs why, when the two of you stand together, the cuteness is multiplied by ten!â
That conclusion felt mathematically flawed even at first glance.
Even if Melody conceded to the idea that she was cute, the noble cuteness of Loretta would not mix and multiply into some miracle.
In any case, while having such conversations, the maids ended up making Melody look dazzling again.
Melody sighed as she looked down at her curls that ended in twists and turns.
âI donât think itâs a picture worth sighing over so despairingly.â
Startled by Higginsâ comment from behind, Melody turned around in surprise.
âThat, thatâs!â
Her voice came out louder than she intended, and she quickly covered her mouth with both hands.
They were in an art gallery at the academy. It was a place where silence was a virtue.
ââ¦Iâm sorry.â
Melody whispered her apology.
âIt wasnât the painting I sighed over. I swear.â
âI actually knew that. Itâs difficult attending the same exhibition, isnât it?â
As Higgins mentioned, this was Melodyâs second visit to the exhibition. Last time, she was with the Duke and Loretta.
âI heard you enjoyed it very much then.â
âI like it now too.â
Melody answered with a bright smile. It was sincere.
Even though she had heard some unpleasant comments at this exhibition, the time spent appreciating the paintings remained a good memory.
âThatâs good to hear.â
The two of them moved on to the next painting. It happened to be a picture of yellow flowers that Melody particularly liked.
âUm.â
Melody, while looking at the painting, suddenly turned around to Higgins, who was standing behind her.
âHmm?â
Seeing his curious look, Melody quickly clasped her hands together.
There was something she wanted to say to him.
She hadnât dared to voice it, wondering if it was okay to say such a thing.
âI⦠I need to desperately hold onto the way for me to be happy.â
As long as her smile was also tied to Lorettaâs happiness, it was necessary.
Above all, she felt that she couldnât be happy anywhere other than in the Dukeâs household.
âSo, I want to stay at the Dukeâs house.â