𝟎𝟏𝟏. 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾

𝟎𝟏𝟏. 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾

💌 𝖿𝗋𝗆 𝗌𝗒𝖽 𝗉𝗈𝗏

monks by frank ocean blasted through out the bathroom as i got ready for paige and i first date.

i was all the emotions nervous, excited, shy, scared i mean all of them. i never really been on a date because brandon and i "dates" always ended with me being pushed to a corner while he got drunk with his boys.

but i was no longer reflecting on the past and only being positive of what the future holds for me and paige as we move forward. "you look so goood", eden squealed as she walked into the bathroom staring at me in the mirror.

i giggle softly as i grab my lipliner and start to line my lips, "she might eat you up after she see you", and I quickly lift my head up giving eden an glare. "shit i would", she say edging it on more.

shaking my head at her antics i finish my lips and turn to face eden so she could check my outfit and tell me what i needed to fix or help me with anything.

"nope, you look perfect", she nodded and pulled out her phone taking an picture of me. "my baby on her first dateee", she spoke like an mom and I rolled my eyes at her. "she's grown up on me yall bless her heart", eden joked as she placed her hand over her heart making me laugh.

i walked out of the bathroom and checked my outfit once more before there was an knock on the door. "ou let me get it", eden shouted running towards the door.

okaaaay she's here girly pops

"hi eden", an familiar voice greeted eden. "hellooo paige", eden greeted back. "she's almost finished, she should be out in a minute", eden reassured her and paige let out an okay.

i didn't want her to wait any longer because there was an risk that eden might start talking her head off before me and that wasn't gonna happen.

walking out my room and into the living room where paige sat on couch with her head stuck in her phone and her other hand occupied with some flowers.

"hi", i spoke catching her attention as she saw me her face immediately turned into a tooth grinning smile. "you look so pretty and beautiful", she complimented me as she walked towards me wrapping her hand around my waist and placing an soft kiss onto my cheek handing me the flowers. "so do you", i compliment back.

"just let me put these flowers in some water and then we can go", i say and she nods sticking her hands into her pocket as she watches me with awe

💌

we were seated outside on an pier close by an lake decorated with fairy lights, retro posters, street signs and license plates kind of giving off that edgy look but it was an comfortable spot.

"so", she smiles up at me as she takes an sip of her shirley temple knowing she'll be high off sugar in the next hour or so. "how's your day been?", she asks and i hum with an smile as i rub my hands up and down my thighs.

"well i was thinking about this date all day so it really nerve wrecking and it took me literally alll morning to find an outfit for this date plus i was overthinking so many ways of how this could go", i rambled and she only smiles as i go on and on about my day.

i let out an dramatic playfully sigh as i finish, "but anyway how was your day love?", i return the question and she cocks her head back and bit playing with her red and white striped straw.

"ouuu nicknames already", she smirked and i roll my eyes. "just answer the question", i nudge her a little by kicking her feet and she laughs.

she goes on to tell me about her classes, practice and how she always prepared for this date. "i was so excited to see you", she says biting the inside of her cheek. "me too", i agree making her smile.

we ate our food and stayed around an bit more getting to know each other before we started walking down the pier feeding the birds that stopped by.

i sat down on one of the benches and she followed behind me sitting beside me. "I haven't talked to my parents since my mother scolded me about breaking up with Brandon nor have they talked me since then... which i knew would happen but it kind of hurts an little", I say as we got on the topic of our families.

she looks at me with an bit of pity but sorrow more than anything, "im sorry that they can't accept the version of you that you want to be and not the version they want you to be and forget them... you don't have be born into a family for them to be family ... you can always find it and im positive eden is your family, im your family and soon my family will yours", she smiles down at me placing an kiss onto my forehead.

she was right

I could create a family of my own with those around me who actually loved me for me and that's what family really is.

"I can't wait to meet your family they seem nice", I comment and she nods, "they are, my little Drew can't wait to meet you", she says and my eyes widened as I look up at her. "you've been talking about me?", I ask and she nods her head. "yeah... is that an bad thing?", I shake my head smiling hard before letting out an no.

we sit in silence for an bit before she places her hand on my chin lifting my head up and placing an peck onto my lips for the first time tonight, "you're so beautiful inside and out", she whispers to me.i smile and place another onto her lips pulling apart as i continued to admire the view.

💌

♥️ 𝐁𝐘 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝗀𝖾𝖻𝗎𝖾𝖼𝗄𝖾𝗋𝗌，𝗀𝖺𝗋𝖽𝖾𝗇𝗈𝖿𝖾𝖽𝖾𝗇 & 𝟖𝟕𝟎 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬

𝐬𝐲𝐝𝐦𝐜𝐜𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐧 +𝟣𝟢𝟢𝟢 𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗌

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗁𝗈𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗆𝗈𝗄𝖾𝗌

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾， 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗌 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗂 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽

𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐟𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐧 𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗉 𝗂𝗆 𝗈𝗏𝖺𝗎𝗅𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗋𝗇

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝖽𝖺𝗆𝗇 𝗂𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝖽𝖾𝖿 𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗇𝖽𝗈𝗇 𝗅

𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐠𝐞𝐛𝐮𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗆𝖺𝗇𝗒 𝖺𝗎𝗋𝖺 𝗉𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗍𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗂 𝗀𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗒𝖽 𝗌𝗁𝖾𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖿𝗎𝗅 𝖯𝖤𝖱𝖲𝖮𝖭 𝗂'𝗏𝖾 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖾𝖾𝗇？？？

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝖶𝖮𝖠𝖧

𝐚𝐳𝐳𝐢𝐟𝐮𝐝𝐝 𝖼𝗎𝗍𝗂𝖾𝖾𝖾

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗌𝗈𝗈𝗈 𝗐𝖾 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝗀𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗌𝗄𝗂𝗉 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝗀𝖾 𝖼𝗈𝗆𝗆𝖾𝗇𝗍

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗂 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉𝗉𝗉 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗉𝖺𝗂𝗀𝖾

𝐤𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝖺𝗋𝗂𝖾𝗅 𝖺𝗂𝗇𝗍 𝗀𝗈𝗍 𝗇𝗎𝗇 𝗈𝗇 𝖸𝖮𝖴

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗌𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗌 𝖿𝖺𝗌𝗍 𝖺𝗌𝖿

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗌𝗈 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍？

𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝗂 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗉𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖻𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗎𝗎

💌

𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝟢𝟣𝟣，

𝖽𝖺𝗍𝖾

𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋 𝗇𝗈𝗍𝖾

idk i feel like im eating rn on this book

if you say otherwise u a hater

but idk if want some freak in here

like yk, lmk