: Chapter 5
That Sik Luv
My boss is in his office when I approach the room, the smell of expensive cigars and Bourbon already lingering in the dimly lit space.
âIs it done yet?â he asks, not even looking up from his stack of papers.
A dry laugh leaves my throat as I approach the desk, excitement stirring beneath my flesh. I sit back in the large leather wing-backed chair facing his desk, throwing both of my leather combat boots on top of it, tossing his pictures and papers across the surface.
âThereâs an art to this, Al, but I bet you hear those words more often than not.â
He scowls, grabbing a fallen frame. âThat thereâs an art to being as unhinged and disrespectful as you?â
âNo.â I rest both my hands behind my head, tossing him a demonic smirk. âIs it done yet?â
âAero, I didnât assign you to this so you could fuck around. Thereâs a check waitingââ
âDo I look like a guy who gets off on money?â I snap, standing abruptly.
He swallows, sitting back in his seat, knowing my temperament well enough.
âJust because you let money bend your morality doesnât mean it affects mine,â I retort.
âYou dislike money?â He scoffs. âThis is the first Iâve heard. I pay you an arm and a leg for the work you do.â
âDonât act like youâre not happy to have someone willing to do your dirty work. Gotta keep those politiciansâ hands clean, am I right?â
Iâm the only one with dirty hands here.
Alastor Abbott was scouring the prison system for a criminal to his liking. One who wasnât only heartless, but intelligent and ruthless. He found me, knowing I was the bastard child of one of the richest men in town, using this alliance, and paying off the system to release me for his own personal use. Like his own secret weapon to be used as needed, in exchange for my freedom from the life sentence I was given for the crimes they say Iâve committed. No one knows Iâve been released, few even know I exist. Cal made sure of that.
âYou know Iâm thankful for your service,â he says in all seriousness.
I roll my eyes.
âEspecially considering the client.â
âTaking lives is as easy as it sounds. Itâs dealing with the weight of that conscience that seeps deep into the bones of the weak thatâs difficult to conquer.â
âWe all have our talents, our chess moves that put us in a position to win.â He shrugs. âYours has always been the lack of a soul.â
âHappy to be of service.â I smile, eyeing my ring. Religion. A joke.
âYou have a week,â he says with a heated tone, collecting the papers scattered across his desk. âYour father wants this taken care of.â
âThat man is not my father,â I seethe, slamming my fist onto his desk.
âDonât raise your voice at me because you were born a bastard,â Alastor replies. âSay what you want, but you still have his name, and that well-known bone structure. A week.â
I place both of my hands on the edge of the desk, leaning forward, causing his eyes to widen and his breath to catch. I love the fear I produce from him. As bad of a man as he is, heâs still scared of me and I get off on that. I grin at him through the black hair thatâs fallen into my eyes.
âThen I shall take my sweet, sweet time with this one.â
The possibilities are endless. Iâll have her screaming for her God, begging him for redemption, not knowing itâs me there to save her.
âDo what you need to, Aero. Just finish her. I need the contributions before the next election. Cal Westwood is paying a pretty penny to have her vanish without a trace now that the church dropped the ball.â
I grind my back teeth at the mention. Iâd assumed correctly.
Alastor tips his head at my expression, assuming I donât know what happened.
âHe thinks his own son messed that up by attempting to ruin the Induct ceremony himself, not realizing his father had already paid off the deacon to end her.â
I love it. They put the blame for the fire that started on poor little Saint. What a fucking mess theyâve created just to off this chick. A mess thatâs becoming my new favorite obsession, and my new course for vengeance against the men who ruined me.
âWhat did this bitch do to have all these men losing their shit, anyway?â I ask, already knowing.
âA woman advancing in the religious world?â Alastor cocks his brow. âWhatâs next, Aero? Politics? I think not.â He laughs at the absurdity. âEnd her, and do it cleanly. Iâd hate to pay the police off again if I donât have to.â
âI thought you knew?â I cock my head before pulling a bloodied switchblade from my pocket and tossing it on his desk. He backs away abruptly, complete and utter disgust slapped across his old, wrinkled face. âI donât do anything clean.â
He glares up at me from his chair.
I place my hand in the other pocket, making him cower. Chuckling, I pull out a box of matches and take one out, placing it in my teeth. Toying with the tip, I make the sign of the cross with it as I step backwards until Iâm out the door.
A week. So much fun can happen in a week.
Sheâs wearing that goddamn crucifix again.
How badly I want to rip that from her delicate little neck, cutting into her flesh in the process, just to see the bright red blood leak from her perfect porcelain skin.
My beautiful little doll.
I canât wait to watch her break beneath me.
Running my fingers along the skin of her soft arm, I watch as the hairs rise in reaction to the sensation. Thereâs nothing like enjoying the fact that her body reacts to mine, even when unconscious. Sheâs so unaware of the signals her body is throwing at me. Leading her down to the devilâs lair by breaking her pure and innocent way of life will be my ultimate delight.
I stand straight again above her sleeping body curled on her side of the bed. Iâve become slightly obsessed with her purity since the weeks Iâve been stalking and studying her. Wanting to coat that clean face with a beautiful mixture of cum and tears is my mission. I want her to get off on her fears until she becomes a dark and twisted creature like me. Sheâs not like them. She canât be. She has a real potential for vengeance. I just need to open her mind to the possibility.
Her hair is sprawled along the pillowcase above her, black as the color of my soul. Grabbing the knife in my back pocket, I flip it up with my thumb. Taking some of her hair between my fingers, I slide the blade, slicing a good three inches off the end. I bring it to my nose, feeling high off the smell of her. She awakens that primal beast within me with her scent, and immediately I need it covering me.
In due time.
I rub the cut hair down my neck and over my Adamâs apple, contemplating keeping it before I dig into my pocket and pull out a ripped page. Laying it on her dresser, I place the hair on top of it.
Gazing at her supple breasts that rise and fall beneath her flimsy tank top with every deep breath she takes, I see the outline of her perfect pink nipples that lie beneath it, untouched. My jaw tightens as my nostrils flare with the utmost restraint. Not until she begs.
Toying with the end of the match that stays between my teeth, I toss the freshly cut rosebud into her trash can. My calling card of sorts; a poetic message of death before the awakening. I take the knife and stab it through the cut hair, through the page, and into the wood of her nightstand. Her lashes flutter open at the sound, but before she can orient herself, Iâm already on my way out.
Weâre very alike, the two of us. Calculated, intelligent, aware. What I canât seem to understand is why sheâs playing the role when, deep down, she must know itâs all a lie.
Her curiosities are pushing her towards me. I just need to wait until theyâre eating her alive.