14|Confession

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HIS POV

Sunaina is now becoming the reason I wake up every morning. She is the first girl ever to have me drawn like that. It won't be wrong if I say she is the only girl to hold me captivated by almost anything she does. Even her bare existence seems to be enough for me to feel happy. Knowing that I share the same roof as hers alone makes me ecstatic.

I could smell her feelings for me which were growing day by day. I wanted to know if she was known to them. She was precious to me, jealous for me, and happy with me. Her body language spoke of trust and ease while being with me. And all of this was subtly hinting that she might be starting to like me.

But I wanted to hear that from her. I wanted her to say what she was feeling. Were her feelings the same as mine? I wanted her to express her inner turmoil. I know I affect her in many ways. But I wished to confront if that was what I was understanding.

And my hopes came crashing when she denied them all. She refused to like me the way I started to feel for her. Her "no" made me realise my expectations were misguided. But I couldn't hold her responsible much. If she didn't like me, then she didn't like me. I could not change that. Maybe I misunderstood her signs. Maybe I didn't think it through.

My heart felt heavy merely because of her single-word rejection. But I couldn't blame her.

Walking back to my room I lay down on the bed thinking what I did and what happened. And a sudden realization hit me. Maybe she couldn't accept her feelings because it was all so sudden for her. Maybe she was overwhelmed with our moment back in her room. Because I can't get her expressions wrong, all these days. Her shyness, her happiness, her nervousness, and her blush all were a clear indication of her liking for me.

Tossing these thoughts away I tried sleeping but a sudden stomach ache hit in. I still managed to spend the night sleeping after so much pain. I woke up early in the morning and realised my stomach was upset. Samrit walked into my room asking me to join him for a factory visit but I denied telling him I wasn't feeling well.

As the pain lessened and weakness crawled up I finally managed to sleep. I was unable to figure out the exact reason for the pain in my heart, there were two. I have started to feel hungry now.

Suddenly I heard a voice. My body was too weak to acknowledge who that was. Again I heard someone calling me out followed by some shuffling near the bed. I opened my eyes and turned to look at who that was.

It was her.

My eyes widened on discovering her in my room. Was it really her?

I found she left food and water on the table and turned to leave. Blood raced within me, and it felt as though neither pain nor weakness had ever touched me.

Before she walked away I held her hand that was full of red bangles I got her and asked her to feed me. Her eyes were slightly red and swollen as if she cried all night. Was it because of me? Was she sad after I left? She looked after me right now, she was caring for me. It was clearly evident that no one asked her to do that. Instead, she willingly came up to check on me.

Her face looked sad and remorseful but every time she looked at my half-naked body a tingle travelled down her spine. I bit my lip realising how easily she gets distracted by my presence. Blush crept on her cheeks whenever she tried to hide her emotions looking at my chest. I loved her reaction. This girl was going to make me fall for her insanely with her bare minimum efforts.

I was so easy for her.

She was worried when she asked me if I was hurt from last night.

"It's okay, I cannot force you into liking me," I said.

It was painful when I came to know we were not in the same boat. I was concerned with the thought of whether we felt the same emotion pull towards each other. Her words did not match the emotions that I could see on her face. I wanted her to say what I was witnessing.

But what could I do, when I didn't interest her in any way?

"But you are not forcing me, I like you already. I'm even falling for-" she blurted out in a hurry and swept the floor underneath us.

Even she was shocked equally as I was. Did I hear that correctly? Did she just confess her feelings for me to me?

She shut her eyes and bit her lips realising what she did and my smile grew wider hearing her and seeing the look of getting caught by me. I was no longer sick.

I cupped her cheek and she immediately felt like melting into my palm. But she tried to hold her guard strongly. I kissed her forehead making her realise that I was gladly welcoming those feelings growing up in her heart. That I was in the same boat as her.

"You're crumbling my walls," she whispered and now knew exactly why she was hesitant to accept her feelings for me.

"And I didn't complain when you did that with me," I said, caressing her cheek with my thumb while her lips were so lustrous that I couldn't help but lean on them.

It was the second time when I was so close to her that we were able to feel each other breaths. Her heart was hammering against her chest like mine did last night. She looked at my lips and then my eyes. She must be weak in her knees by now. Her nervousness and rough heartbeats were clear signs of almost losing her control.

"Why did you cry?" I asked getting closer.

"It hurts me to see you sad and disheartened." She answered even though her voice seemed weak.

She was close to loosing into my touch, but even so, I must still make sure if she was willing to lose her control. Does she consent to what is drawing us closer every second?

"Sunaina, do you want me to stop?" I asked her, barely above a whisper and she instantly placed her palm over my chest and grabbed onto something that almost made me lose my control.

I bit my lip hard to stop myself from moaning and placed my forehead against hers while cupping her cupping her jaw.

"Baby don't, you're making me lose control," my voice came out hoarse and I felt growing harder every second.

And this poor innocent girl had no idea about that. I didn't want to scare her or sabotage her. And at this very moment, I knew that if I lost control now I would totally overpower her, in ways even I'm not aware.

"Aap theek hai?" She asked nervously, still holding onto my chest and pressing over my nipples.

(Are you okay?)

I didn't know how should I tell her.

Suddenly she pulled herself back and brought her palm to my cheek only to check my temperature.

"Aap ki tabiyat theek nahi hai, aapko aaram karna chahiye" she said worriedly and stood up to leave.

(You are not well yet, you should take a rest)

"No I'm okay, please don't go," I said holding her wrist and looking up to her.

"No, you're not. Eat this food and drink this warm water. And by then I'll bring you medicine." She instructed me strictly but I was hesitant to leave her hand.

She sighed looking at me and then me holding her wrist. I shook my head like a little boy not wanting her to leave.

"Hum jayenge nahi to aayenge kaise?" She said placing one hand on her waist and looking me in the eyes after tilting her head.

(How will I come back if I won't leave)

Her sentence did bring a smile to my face and I reluctantly left her hand. She turned on her heels and walked to the door while I looked at her retreating figure. Suddenly she turned around and looked at me.

"Shirt pehen lijiye, thand lag jayegi warna," she said smilingly and left and threw my blanket out of joy.

(Wear your shirt or you'll catch a cold)

I was definitely not sick anymore. Blood was rushing all over my body out of happiness. Things were pretty clear now. She liked me, I liked her. She had feelings for me, I felt the whole world of feelings for her.

I quickly ate what she cooked me and it was delicious. She took care of spices this time. I smile wholeheartedly eating that. Later on, I took a quick bath and put on my clothes.

And followed downstairs to see her and talk. I could not control myself anymore to delay anything now. After all, we still have a lot to talk about ourselves now. I wanted to plan things in my life with her being a part of it.

Reaching downstairs I looked around to find her in the house but she could not be seen anywhere. Suddenly I heard bhabhi-sa.

"Tejas how are you feeling well now?" she asked.

I turned around to look at her. I quickly bent down and touched her feet to seek her blessings.

"Ji bhabhi-sa I'm much better now," I assured her and she smiled.

"If you need anything please let me know," she said and walked away to the living room.

But could I really tell her what I needed right now? Releasing a loud breath I put my hands in my back pocket and looked around. Where had she gone?

I thought of looking for her in the kitchen. Quickly I walked towards the kitchen and stood at the entrance but she wasn't in there either.

"Gunita get me some tomatoes," I heard her bhabhi-sa while working with the helper.

Before I could think any further I heard a male voice and unknowingly it ignited me with fury without even looking at him.

"Sunaina I'm so happy to see you after so long. I missed you so much," he said I turned to look towards the voice.

Anger rushed into my body when I saw a man standing at the door with his hand placed on her shoulder. The scene alone was boiling my blood. I fisted my fingers and my jaw clenched unknowingly.

With long steps, I walked up to the door standing next to her and jerked his hand away from her. And she shivered suddenly upon hearing my voice.

"Keep your hands and touch in control and away from her." I roared at him.

He looked a little tense but not angry. Whereas rage seemed to be bubbling up in my every cell right now. I was furious at him for touching her and throwing out those filthy words out of his mouth. Who the hell does he think he is?

"Kyu? Aap kya pati lagate hain inke?" he asked knitting his eyebrows.

(Why? Are you her husband?)

His attitude was not settling well with me. He peered straight into my eyes while putting his hands in his pant pockets. He must learn his lesson and know his boundaries for my woman.

"Ji... wo-" Sunaina tried to say something but I cut her off looking at his powerful gaze.

(Actually-)

"Ji aisa hi kuch samajh lijiye," he replied.

(Yes, something like that only)

"What?" came her shocking voice.

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