15// ~Finalization~
Gentle Hearts (gxg)(poly)
When we woke up the next day after dropping Arabella at home, all we could think about the entire day was what she was thinking, and what would happen tonight at dinner.
She hadn't yet contacted any of us to ask us to aid in explaining what she was reading about in the papers Daniella had handed her. I just hoped we didn't scare her away. I understand that all of this can be a little confusing and seem out of the ordinary, especially for someone as innocent as she is. We really just feel like this would be best for her though, and I know that with the way we treat her she would be exponentially happy.
Morgan planned to make a baked mac and cheese tonight - something warm and comfortable. We agreed. We wanted her to have some ounce of normalcy and comfort in a situation that can otherwise seem very uncertain and possibly scary.
She didn't need to run to the grocery store as she already had all the ingredients needed to make it. So, for the rest of the day we kind of just lounged around, waiting for Arabella to call if she needed us, and waiting to go pick her up for dinner later. Daniella had texted her and told her she would pick her up at 5:30 pm. We planned on eating dinner before we really began getting into everything, that way we could gauge how she was feeling about us and everything else, and to give her a little bit of time to get nice and comfortable being around us again, even though she had just seen us yesterday, and open to talking about things.
Morgan and I stayed home while Daniella goes to pick her up. Morgan finishes making dinner and I set the table for when she's finished and is able to plate it all in the dining room. The room is not connected to the kitchen but are very close and you can see the other through the archway no matter which room you are in.
Once the food is done being cooked, Morgan brings the pan of mac and cheese to the dining room and places it on the middle of the table, on top of a couple of oven cloths underneath as it was still a little bit hot.
Looking at my watch I realize that Ara should be getting her any second with Daniella so we decide to both go more towards the front door so we can see them when they walk in.
A few minutes later we hear her car pulling into the driveway and a minute later the door opens, Daniella walking in first and holding the hand of Ara. I see that in her other hand she's holding the papers she had been given last time. I hope nothing confused her too much and she agrees with everything and wants it too. Obviously if she doesn't want anything to do with it we wouldn't force her to do it, but I can't lie and say I won't be at all disappointed because I feel like she's perfect for us. A part of me thinks that she does at least like the idea of it because she didn't text any of us to cancel the dinner, and she still allowed Dani to pick her up and bring her over here to talk about everything.
As she enters the house she lets go of Dani's hand and runs right over to where me and Morgan were standing, flinging her arms around me and resting her head on my chest. I'm surprised by the excitement and affection she's showing but it doesn't push me back at all considering how tiny she is, especially compared to us.
"Well hello to you to sweetheart." I chuckle and wrap my arms around her as well, one going to the back of her head.
She giggles back at me and pulls away to do the same to Morgan. Once she's done hugging us both she steps back and smiles up at us, rocking back and forth from her toes to her heels. She's only wearing her socks right now so she must have taken off her shoes in the garage before entering.
Looking up at Dani from Ara I see her watching all of us with a smile on her face.
"Hi!" Ara squeaks out, making me look back down at her.
"Hello." Morgan chuckles. "Do you want to go sit down and eat some dinner before we talk?"
Ara nods and her smile falters a little bit, allowing us to see how nervous she really is. Poor thing is trying to put on a brave face for us. It was completely expected for her to be nervous, I think anyone in her situation would be. Luckily we know how to guide her through this safely and keep her comfortable, especially Dani. She has a masters degree in psychology so she's easily able to read Ara's body language and tell how's she's feeling for the most part, even if she doesn't outright tell us.
We make our way over to the table and all sit down in our usual seating arrangement. We seem to have developed a routine in where to sit even though we never discussed it.
"Mac and cheese!" I hear Ara squeal and look over to see her flapping her hands slightly and her legs and kicking back and forth in the chair.
"Ya, I figured we could have a nice comfy meal today cause I know it might be a little bit hard to talk about everything later." Morgan smiles gently at her.
Ara looks up at her and she has her bottom lip bitten by her front teeth and she nods her a head a little bit before she looks back down at the plate.
Dani grabs her plate and scoops on a little bit of the food before placing it back down in front of Ara, and doing the same for herself.
"Thank you!" Ara says.
"You are more than welcome honey."
Dinner goes by pretty fast, proably because someone didn't have to eat any vegetables. We make small talk throughout, mainly just responding to Ara's questions about how we all met and got to be to where we are now and how our work was - stuff like that.
Once I see that Ara is done with her dinner, since she's the slowest eater out of all of her, we stand up and begin clearing the table, all working together to make sure everything is where it should be again, and placing the leftover mac and cheese into the fridge.
After we were all done with that I figured it was time to have that talk now. "Ara, baby, why don't you go back to the dining room and grab those papers you have and we can all go sit down in the living room, does that sound good to you?" I figured forming some things in the phrase of a question might let her know that she can make the decisions right now and decide what she does and doesn't want to do.
She nods her head and runs back into the dining room before joining us again, where we all walk to the living room together and sit down. Dani, Morgan, and I sit down in the same place we were yesterday and Ara decides to sit down in the comfy chair next to the couch, but still facing us slightly so we can all see her.
She holds her papers clutched to her chest and looks around the room, trying to not make eye contact with any of us. "How about we start by asking you if you have any questions for us. You can ask us absolutely everything and anything you want, no judgment at all." Dani says.
"Okay..." Ara says slightly nervous. "So...there are like two different types of relationships within our one relationship? Like one for the, um...bedroom, and then the other one can be for whenever I want it to be kind of?" She blushes.
"Yes, BDSM is the practice that would be used in the bedroom. The rest of the time will be a sort of normal relationship if you will, and you can be little any time we wanted to be. That could mean you are that way almost all of the time or you could only slip a few times a week, it's really all up to you and how you feel." I explain.
"Ok, I think I got that." She nods before looking back down at the paper in front of her. "Um...next I think it says that I need a safe word for in the bedroom. I think I want it to be...bubblegum!" She smiles at us.
"That sounds perfect." Morgan says. "Alright now right make sure to write it down." She hands Ara a pen and she takes it, placing the paper onto her legs and begins writing it down, her tongue poking out the side of her mouth as she does so.
"Done!" She exclaims and looks back up at us once she has it written down. "For the next part I didn't know what a lot of it was..." She pouts slightly.
"That's alright, that's why we are discussing everything now. Do you want one of us to just go down the list and explain them a little bit before you decide." She nods at my question.
I take the paper from her hand once she holds it out to me and I go through the list, giving a brief explanation of each kink, looking up at her occasionally to make sure she's following along with what I'm saying. Once I'm all done I hand the paper back to her and give her a minute to place checks or x's next to what she thinks she wants to try. We know she hasn't done anything like this and she's a virgin so we explained to her that her checks would mean that she was willing to try it and that she thinks she might like it rather than something she is 100% into.
Once she's done with that we move onto the next section - MDLG. Dani takes over mainly for this section and she is the most nurturing and gentle out of all of us. "What about the next section sweetheart, did you have any questions about that or anything you wanted to change?" She asks.
Ara brings her finger up to her chin and taps it a few times while looking down at the paper. I can't...she's just too cute.
"I don't think so, I think I get it. All the rules and everything else seems fair and stuff." She shrugs. "I...I think I w-will like it." She smiles but tries slightly to hide it by biting down on her bottom lip.
"That's good baby, that what's we want. We wouldn't have introduced you to all of this if we thought it wasn't something you were going to enjoy." Dani smiles at her and leans over, placing her hand over Ara's and rubbing her thumb along the back of it. "Okay, I'll take that," Dani holds out her hand for the papers and takes them off of Ara's hands. "and how about you watch some cartoons while we just go put this in my office, alright?"
Ara nods and Dani hands her the remote to put on the tv and we tell her we'll be right back before all heading down the hallway to Dani's office.
Once we enter the the room we leave the door open in case Ara were to need anything. We are planning on just looking over what she wrote down as far as kinks really quickly and then leaving the papers in Dani's office, that way she can make a paper for rules and stuff that can be hung up to remind Ara of them. I'm not sure she'll have a hard time following them at all though, she's a very good girl.
After looking over what she had checked off and what she had put an x on real quick, Dani puts the papers on the desk and we all plan to head back out to the living room. "Wait." Dani says, sounding slightly confused. "What it that?" She points to where Ara had written her safe word, which she had chosen to be bubblegum. Instead what was written on the line was 'duddleyum'.
"Have you noticed anything else that would make you think she has a problem with her letters. I mean...that's pretty bad." Morgan says.
"I guess, ya. Her texts are always spelt wrong but I just figured she was bad at typing or something but it's all making sense now. I mean she was home schooled for most of her schooling experiencing she said, and when she was younger she must have slipped through the cracks or something." Dani says. "Should we talk to her about it?"
"I think we should, hold on I'll go get her." I walk back out to the living room and see her zoned into the tv, her finger in her mouth as she chews on it slightly and she's sitting criss cross in the middle of the couch. "Hey honey, do you mind coming with me for a minute?" She looks away from the tv and looks to me, her eyes widen slightly for a second before she speaks.
"Am I in trouble?" She says nervously and bites down on her fingers more.
"No, no, of course not sweet girl, we just need to ask you something real quick."
She gets off the couch and shuffles up to me. I grab her hand and walk her to the office. Her fingers on her other hand stay in her mouth as she chews down on them. "Let's try not to chew on your fingers honey, we don't want them to get owies on them right?"
She removes her fingers from her mouth. "Sorry." She whispers.
"It's alright, I just don't want you to get hurt." We make it to the office and Dani has her stand next to her and she's sitting down at the desk.
"Hi baby, can you tell me what this says right here." She points to the word.
"Um... b-bubblegum." She says and then looks to Dani, furrowing her eyebrows slightly.
"Alright, do you see anything funny with the word?"
"No, I don't think so." She shakes her head.
"Do you ever have trouble reading or writing sometimes?" Dani continues her questioning.
"Sometimes...it's a little hard, but that's okay cause I try really really hard, I promise!" She smiles slightly at Dani.
"I'm sure you do honey, that's so good!" She smiles at Ara. "The thing is, I think you might have something called dyslexia. It's basically a learning disorder that can make it a little bit harder for people to read and things like that. It doesn't mean you are any less smart at all." Dani grabs Ara's hand and smiles at her from where she's sitting. "I'm going to have someone come maybe in a week or two and do some tests and stuff and they can even if you some tips and tricks to make it a lot easier for you to read, which I know you love doing! Would you be okay with that honey?"
Ara looks down at her feet for a second, taking in the words that Dani's telling her. "It doesn't mean I'm dumb?"
"Oh honey, not at all. You are super smart, your brain just works a little bit differently, but you know what that means?"
"What?" Ara asks, looking at Dani as if she hold the answers to the universe.
"It means you are even more special and unique."
Ara smiles. "Okay, I think I would be okay with that."
"Alright, I'm so proud of you baby. Come here."
Dani wraps her arms around Ara and she snuggles into her chest, smiling as she hugs her back. "Thank you." She says shyly.
When they pull away from each other, Ara looks at me and Morgan who were watching the entire thing, smiling at the site.
"Okay, what do you say we go and chill out and you can sleepover tonight if you want?" Morgan explains.
"Yes!" Ara jumps up and down. "Wait...I don't have tootsie though." She says, with a pout, looking slightly scared. "I can't sleep without tootsie!" She shakes her head.
"Hey, hey, it's okay, I'll go pick up tootsie and get your medicine while you stay here and then when we get back we can get you all ready for bed, okay?" Dani asks.
Ara agrees and I'm kind of happy that Dani offered because it gives me and Morgan a chance to hang out and get close to Ara. I think we've done a decent job at trying to make sure we spend an equal amount of time with her and all make her feel safe with us, but I think she's always going to feel a pull towards Dani, mainly because she met her first and also because she has this motherly aura to her.
We go back to the living room and Dani leaves to go get the stuff Ara needs from her grandmothers house.
We decide to look for a movie to watch while she's gone so that we can start it as soon as she's back. You can never go wrong with a movie night, plus we've noticed Ara has a hard time staying awake during them so it will make it easier for her to fall asleep tonight.
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This is an example of what the papers would sort of look like. (Sorry if something's wrong or it sounds weird, I can change it if anyone wants! ð)
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These papers written and edited by Athena Victoria Powers, Morgan Davi Parker, and Daniella Elaine Lawson, were written for the intent of: Arabella Lacie Carter, and will explain the concept and expectations of a relationship involving: BDMS & MDLG.
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BDSM
BDSM stands for bondage, discipline/domination, sadism/submission, and masochism. It is a sexual practice involving one or more dominant partners, and one or more submissive partners. In this case, Athena, Morgan, and Daniella would be the dominants of Arabella. As dominants it is their responsibility to create safe and consensual scenes/experiences that meet the needs of the submissive.
Safe-word
A safe word will be assigned and used by the submissive (or dominant if they feel it is needed) to stop the scene completely. The dominants will speak with the submissive and agree upon a safe word. When the safe word is spoken, all activities stop and the dominants make sure that submissive is safe, both mentally and physically. The safe word is used most often when the submissive feels they have reached a point mentally or physically where they can no longer participate in the scene. The dominants will ask the submissive for the safe word at the start of every scene to make sure she remembers what it is and is aware she can use it at any point in time during the scene.
Please print safe word after discussion with dominants: duddleyum ð«§
Aftercare
Aftercare takes place after a scene where the dominants create a relaxing environment where the submissive is able to safely reflect and deal with the scene that has just occurred. This can include: making sure the submissive has snacks, and water, cuddling, taking a bath, communicating, taking care of any injuries sustained during the scene (example: applying lotion to buttock if the submissive has been spanked), or watching a movie together.
Kinks
A kink is a sexual interest that lies outside of what most people would consider 'vanilla', 'ordinary', or 'normal'.
Below is a list of kinks, please check off which ones you think you might be interested in and put an x next to ones you do not wish to try, after having a discussion with dominants and fully understanding what each one means.
- Bondage (this can include ropes, handcuffs, or anything dominants see fit)âï¸
- Blindfoldingâï¸
- Choking/Breath playâï¸
- Humiliationâï¸
- Impact playâ
- Masochismâï¸
- Wax playâ
- Praiseâï¸
- Exhibitionismâï¸
- Voyeurismâï¸
- Temperature Playâï¸
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- Somnophiliaâï¸
- Overstimulationâï¸
- Toysâï¸
These are not the only kinks that exist. Some are avoided as the dominants are not comfortable/okay with performing, are not interested in, or is a hard limit.
Limits
There are two different types of limits: a soft limit, and a hard limit. A soft limit means you are open to exploring under certain circumstances. A hard limit means under no circumstances would you engage in this type of play. Remember, no matter what is happening though, the safe word can be used, even if you are experiencing that is not a limit.
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MDLG
MDLG stands for 'mommy dom little girl'. Relationships can be sexual for some people but in our case it would not be. The 'little girl' would be you in this situation. This would involve you regressing to an age younger than what you are biologically. Your mind would regress to an age, most likely anywhere around 0-4 years old, and your actions would be a result of this. You would engage in behaviors such as playing with toys, using a high chair, using a car seat, and anything we (your mommies) see fit in order for you to be safe and comfortable.
Rules
These are the rules we would expect you to follow as our little.
1. Always communicate with us whatever you are feeling, whether that be upset, mad, uncomfortable, scared, etc.
2. Always respect yourself and others.
3. No swearing.
4. Keep good care of your hygiene - showering/bathing, brushing teeth, etc. (we will help with this so don't worry about it too much).
5. No hitting, biting, kicking, or harming others in other ways.
6. Always call us by our respectable names. (Morgan - mum, Athena - mommy, Daniella - mama)
7. Bedtime is 8:00 pm on weekdays, and 9:00 on weekends unless otherwise stated.
8. No lying.
Rules can be added, removed, or changed/altered after a discussion with us.
Punishments
If these rules are broken, we can decide to implement a punishment. These are not meant to make you feel bad, but rather remind you that the way you acted or behaved was not acceptable. After a punishment has occurred, it will be forgiven and forgotten. We will never hold anything against you, we know that it can be difficult, especially when first beginning a relationship like this, and things can feel overwhelming which can cause you to act out in ways you wouldn't normally.
Punishment can include one of the following:
- writing lines
- earlier bedtime
- corner time
- no sweets
- no screen time
Other punishments can be applied if we see fit but these will be the most likely ones used. We will never take away any comfort items such as tootsie or a blanket, and we will never withhold safety or ignore you for any reason. Again, punishments are not meant to be fun but they are also not supposed to be traumatizing or unnecessarily uncomfortable.
Rewards
Rewards are the opposite of punishments. When you follow the rules and behave in a way that we believe is exceptional, we will reward you.
Rewards can include:
- late bed time
- extra screen time
- dessert
- purchase of a toy/stuffed animal
- outing of your choosing
Other rewards can also be applied if we see fit, and believe it would bring you happiness.
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This relationship is meant to bring peace and joy to all parties. If at any time you feel as though this is not what you want, we would like for you to tell us, no matter how hard it might be. We would never want you to stay in something that was making you
unhappy.
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Hopefully you guys enjoyed this chapter!! Let me know if you have any ideas or comments!! Sorry if it's not good, and for making you guys wait so long for this chapter! I was just having a little bit of a difficult time writing it cause I didn't want it to sound weird or anything!
Question for this chapter:
What is/was your favorite subject in school?
Mine would have to be math, which might be weird because I love reading but I feel like English class is kind of boring. Too much analyzing text and not enough actual reading of interesting things lol. I LOVE math though plus I'm pretty good at it so it works out!
Okay that's all, bye-bye
- lauren ð