Chapter 12
Hard To Love
Ky's POV
I woke up in a bright white room to some girl crying next to me.
"My head fuckin hurts" I said rubbing it while opening my eyes.
I could barely see, everything was blurry. I started touching my face and I felt it bumpy and most of it hurt really bad. I instantly remembered I wasn't at dees anymore. I got up quickly.
"She's .. up" Blu said to Jay causing her to look up.
"Fuck baby look at you" jay came closer pulling me into a hug.
"Jay?" I said with tears coming to my eyes.
She just pulled me into a hug. I was tense at first.
"It's okay baby I'm here. We here" she said holding me.
I started to cry, it's been so long I can't believe I'm here. I couldn't say anything I was just letting everything out balking my eyes out.
She held me there, I felt so safe.
"Imma be in the waiting room if y'all need me Ight? Love you homies" Ri said and Blu followed her, she couldn't say anything she just looked angry and sad.
"It took us to fucking long to find her" Blu pased back and forth.
"Aye" Ri said. "This shit not yo fault Ight, we spent every day looking for her and we got her now, now we just gotta take care of her and her girl make sure they straight and get her healed up. Don't worry bout the past nomo we got her now" Ri said putting her hand on her shoulder.
"Dont fucking touch me" Blu pushed her off. She had this look in her eyes.
"Yo" Ri pinned her to the wall. "We just got her back don't you go fucking acting up right now, imma let that shit slide for now but you better chill the fuck out" she said continuing.
Blu slid down the wall and put her head down curling into a little ball. She started balling her eyes out. Ri leaned down to her hugging her.
"Aye look at me" Ri said.
Blu wiped her tears and looked up.
"Everything gon be alright. You comin home with me tonight Ight ion want you going no where alone." Ri said helping her up.
Blu just nodded and sat down again.
"DOCTOR DOCTOR" Jay came out screaming.
"SHES HAVING A SEIZURE HELP" she continued.
The doctor ran in along with Blu and Ri.
"I'm gonna need all of you to clear out of the room we need to take her into run tests, it's best if you all go home tonight and come back here tomorrow morning." He said.
"Na fuck that we ain't leaving" jay said glaring at him.
"Aye common they finna help her Ight let's go"
Ri said to her pulling her out.
Jay looked through the big glass window as they shut the curtains and took her to another room.
She walked away following Ri and Blu.
They all walked to the parking lot.
"Why we the only ones here?" Jay asked.
"She neva told you?" Ri asked.
"Tell me what?" Jay said confused.
"She don't fuck with her fam, they all did fucked up shit to her and she disappeared on them once she turned legal, she been with us since then. It's not for me to tell you what happened exactly so imma leave that to her" Ri said while driving.
Blu still has a blank expression on her face.
Jay sat there just thinking.
"So we really all she got?" Jay asked.
"Pretty much but we enough fa her" Ri smiled but it quickly went away.
Damn.. jay thought to herself.
Jay's POV
WE finally reached Ri's big ass condo, Ri got out of the car going to the passenger side getting Blu out, she looked so fucked up.
She ended up having to carry her in.
We walked in and Ri layed Blu on the couch gently.
"There's a room upstairs to the far left that you can sleep in, there's a bed and shower all that, we prolly gon kick it down here a while so lemme kno if you need anything" she said going to grab a beer as she sparked up her blunt.
I nodded at her "thank you" I said to her sincerely.
She just nodded back assuringly.
I walked upstairs and I instantly got in the shower.
I slid my hands through my curls as I sat down on the shower floor. I started to silently cry there. "Fuck" I said whispering. "She gon be so fucked up" I shook my head crying more.
I was so worried about my baby, I can't
imagine all the shit she's been through and now this bullshit.
I'm glad that Dee bitch dead.
Blu's POV.
I couldn't say nothing, seeing Ky like that all bruised up, she got a broken leg a broken arms and bruises everywhere on her body. What typa devil could ever do this shit to a female like her.
"Aye" Ri said passing me her blunt. "Watchu thinkin bout?" She asked.
I kept going in and out of my mind, a bunch of thoughts from my past was popping up.
"No no no please I didn't mean to"Â little me said as a big ass fist hit my head.
I popped back into reality.
"Yo wtf you good? You were screaming." Ri said to me. "And the blunt burning yo hand Blu how tf you ain't feel that" she said flicking the roach off.
I just looked down again crying.
"Yo.. yo commere" she said laying me onto her lap as I cried.
"We all going thru shit blu, you got me you know don't forget that shit" she said rubbing my back. Without thinking I just sat up and looked her in her eyes. I leaned in and kissed her.
"Holdup Blu" she said trying to hide her little smirk.
"Huh" I said plainly still staring at her lips.
She just kissed me again and we got deeper and deeper into it.
"I been wanting to do this fa so long" Blu said whispering into her ear. "You kno Ri you the only one that make me feel good" i said looking up at her.
"Yea I kno" Ri said obnoxiously sticking her tung out smiling a little.
I looked at her shaking my head smiling at her.