Chapter 61

Bella’s POV I walked out of the cafe and burst into tears. This time, I tried my best to look up at the sky, trying to make my tears flow back. But this move had no effect at the moment, and my tears could not help but flow down. Although Caroline looked weak on the outside, every word she said poked the soft spot in my heart From the very beginning, I was doomed to lose.

I walked under the sun in a daze, and soon there was a lot of sweat. I couldn’t bear the pain in my chest This intense pain reminded me of one thing.

I’ve fallen in love with Herbert. Although I didn’t want to admit it rationally, But at this moment, the feeling of pain was real This time, it made me even more uncomfortable than my ex-boyfriend cheating on me.

But this love was destined to have no result since the beginning. I was just a tool for giving birth.

After I gave birth to this child, Herbert and I were destined to be strangers.

I was in extreme pain until Joey called me. When I heard the voice of my good friend, I couldn’t help but burst into tears.

Joey said anxiously. “Oh my dear. What happened?”

“Send me your location and I’ll come to you immediately.”

Joey soon came to me, and then I followed her to a hotel.

I was in such a sorry state right now. I really didn’t want to be seen by Miranda at home.

After arriving at the hotel, I realized that I suffered from sunburn. My heart was in such a pain before that I completely ignored the pain on my body. Joey complained as she applied some medicine to my sunburnt skin. “You made me worry. I’ve known you for so many years. It’s the first time I’ve seen you crying so sadly. What’s going on? Did Boss bully you? Tell me, I’m going to make trouble for him!”

At this moment, my tears had dried.

I did not control my emotions when I walked out of the cafe.

But I’ve always been strong. I won’t let myself stay in that depressed and tearful mood.

“I can’t blame him. Maybe I was too stupid this time,” I replied. “What’s going on?” Joey asked. Then I told everything to Joey. Hearing this, Joey was very angry. “Who the hell is that Caroline? You and Herbert are a legal couple now She is at most a third party. If she dares to come to you, you should give her two slaps directly!

“She’s very beautiful, and she has the temperament of a socialite. She grew up with Herbert She’s the one he really loves – Bella smiled bitterly “So what? You are now Mrs Wharton. Joey said The title of ‘Mrs Wharton’ is just to give the child in my belly a legal identity Do you think that after I give birth to the child, Herbert will continue to treat me as Mrs Wharton?” I asked Joey couldn’t answer al once, so she sat down At this moment. I thought, “ll’s better to divorce now than to wait to divorce after giving birth to the child Now if I divorce when I am pregnant, the child will still have a legal identity.”

If I didn’t get divorced, he and I would continue to live together for more than five months. At the thought that my husband loved another women, I would be sad.

What’s more… in another five months, I would love him even more, and I would be even more reluctant to part with him.

What should I do?

Therefore, it would be better to divorce now rather than suffer more in the future!

Then what are you going to do? Do you want to divorce Herbert now? That third party is too much!” Joey shouted.

I pursed my lips and said, “Maybe I am the third party between them.”

“Well, since he doesn’t love you, you don’t have to spend more time with him. But if you want to get a divorce, you must strive for the legitimate interest for you and your child. Get more money, Otherwise, it will be difficult for you to live with your child in the future.”

I knew that Joey was thinking for me, but I didn’t want to talk anymore.

I was afraid that my tears would flow down again as soon as I opened my mouth.

Joey stayed with me until it was dark. When I got home, it was already nine o’clock in the evening Miranda sensed something. “Madam, you’re finally back. Where have you been all day? I called you more than ten times, but you didn’t answer. I’m very worried about you!” “Oh, I had an appointment with a friend 10 go shopping. My phone ran out of battery.” I said perfunctorily “By the way. Sir, call me.” Just as I was about to go upstairs, Miranda, who was behind me. suddenly said I stopped but did not turn around, “What did he say?” I asked.

“He just asked where you were and where you have gone. He also asked me take good care of you Madam, Sir usually looks very cold, but he’s actually very warm inside and very concerned about youl Miranda said with a smile.

I pursed my lips and sneered, “He is concerned about the baby in my belly, isn’t he?

“I’m tired I’m going upstairs for a rest,” I said and went upstairs.

I was about to push the door open and enter the bedroom when I caught a glimpse of the study next door hesitated for a moment before walking towards the study Alter entering the study. I looked around and then began to rummage the bookcase, drawer, and rack If that woman was really very important to Herbert, then it was impossible that there was no trace left I casually rummaged through it and suddenly found a photo in a collection of poems. My hand froze The background of the photo was a vast blue sea and white clouds. There was a young girl who opened her arms. Her short hair was full of youthful atmosphere. Her skin was white and red. Her smile was brilliant and she looked like me. My hand trembled and the photo fell from my fingertips to the floor, and I sat down in a chair.

There was a line of words on the back of the photo. “The image of your 22nd birthday, your forever love, Herbert.”

What Caroline said was true. There was indeed an unforgettable love between her and Herbert, and the love had never ended. The girlfriend, whom Herbert could not let go of, was her. And I was just an accident in Herbert’s life. He was just trying to give our baby a legal identity. Our marriage has nothing to do with love. That’s the truth.

I slowly stood up, walked to the window, and stared at the night scene outside. The last drop of tears came out of the corner of my eyes. At this time, I made up my mind.

Since he never belonged to me, and he would never belong to me in the future, why not give up now? If I got used to having him in the future, I am afraid I would be more sad.

It’s just that… regardless of whether I admit it or not, I still love Herbert in my heart. It was not easy to let go of this relationship Since that was the case, I would keep it in my heart for the time being. It was just a joke and would be annoying if I said it out.