Chapter 384

Belia’s POV “Actually…” Connor still wanted to say something However, Herbert interrupted him.” feel that I’m in a good state. Even if I don’t get married, my children and I are still a happy family Hearing this, I felt a little uncomfortable.

Because I wanted to marry him again, Love was the business of two people, and so was marriage.

This time, he was the same as before.

He made up his mind without even asking me a question.

I really didn‘t like this feeling.

“Mom ” At this time, Lucky, who was in my arms, suddenly opened her mouth I reached out and covered her mouth Then I turned around and quickly went downstairs, When I got downstairs, my mind went blank and I was a little flustered.

I saw Gary, who was busy in the kitchen, and walked in with Lucky in my arms, “Gary, Herbert and Connor have something to discuss. I‘ll take Lucky to play in the park for a while.” ||

said this to Gary and then quickly walked out of the door As soon as I got out of the door, my tears could not help falling I was afraid that Miranda, who would pick up Lucas later, would see me, so I walked quickly to the park not far away I always thought that he would marry me, give me a wedding and let me wear the wedding dress that I dreamt of Lucas and Lucky could be our pageboy and flower girl.

I had thought about my wedding dress style I had practiced everything about the wedding many times in my mind, But he made the decision without asking me.

This made me so sad.

I sat in the park for a long time and finally burst into tears uncontrollably I felt very uncomfortable, and I wanted to ask him what he was thinking. But in the end, I didn‘t do that.

How should I ask? Should I ask directly. “Herbert, why aren‘t you willing to marry me?” In fact, such a question was equivalent to forcing him to marry me. If he refused me, would I continue to beg him to marry me? My self-esteem didn‘t allow me to beg him to give me a wedding like a beggar. I was tired, so I sat on a row chair in the park for people to rest with Lucky in my arms.

Lucky reached out to wipe away my tears. “Mommy, don‘t... cry!”

Seeing a pair of round eyes staring at me timidly. I felt even more upset.

For a moment, I blamed myself for not controlling my emotions in front of the child.

Then, I quickly wiped away my tears and patiently said to Lucky. “Good girl, I‘m not crying.”

This time, Lucky was very obedient. She accompanied me to sit on the row chair and look at the scenery in the distance She didn‘t make a fuss about going to the slide or running around. Instead, she accompanied me obediently.

Looking at the setting sun in the distance, I had an indescribable feeling in my heart.

*Daddy‘ Daddy!”

At this time, Lucky suddenly reached out and pointed to the distance, shouting I looked up and saw a man in a black suit walking towards me.

I quickly touched my eyes, hoping that he wouldn‘t be able to tell that I had just cried.

As he approached, I stood up.

Herbert walked straight to the row chair, picked Lucky up, and then looked at me.

“Are you and the children okay?”

Hearing this, I nodded. “Yes.”

He looked at me carefully and went forward to touch my cheek. Frowning, he asked, “Why are your eyes red?”

“Oh, there was sand in it just now,” I said “The wind is a little strong these two days,” said Herbert. Then he put his arm around my shoulder and said, “Lucas is back. Let‘s go back for dinner.”

“Okay.” I felt a little depressed and followed his footsteps back home.

In the evening, after taking a shower, Herbert came to bed and put his arms around my waist.

With my back to him, I pretended to be asleep.

“Still pretending to be asleep? I‘ve been away for a week. Don‘t you miss me?” He leaned closer to me and talked beside my ear.

Knowing that I couldn‘t pretend anymore, I pursed my lips and said, “Of course I do.”

Seeing that I was not in a good mood, he turned over and pressed me under his body. He looked down at her under the dim wall lamp and asked, “Are you uncomfortable? Why were you so unhappy when you were eating?”

“No, maybe I was just stressed with work.” I avoided his eyes and lied casually Hearing this, Herbert said with a distressed look in his eyes, “Then I‘ll let you have a good rest today.

Tomorrow, I‘ll ask Miranda to stew some healthy soup for you. I‘ll give you three days to recover quickly, and then we‘ll have another three hundred rounds.”

“You‘re so annoying!” I blushed and pushed him down. Then I turned my back to him.

Seeing that I was shy, Herbert grinned, then lay on the pillow and closed his eyes, but he kept grabbing my hand. Maybe because he was a little tired from running around today. I soon heard his even breathing.

I turned to look at his well-defined face, stared at it for a long time, and sighed softly...

Chante 38 I loved him, and he loved me too.

Even if he didn‘t give me a wedding. I was still willing to be with him.

However, I still felt very sad that I couldn’t marry the person I loved.

A few days later, on the afternoon of a weekend, I asked Joey out for a talk “Why did you come out at noon? Don‘t you need to take care of your children at home?” Joey put down her bag and asked.

I pursed my lips and revealed a helpless smile. “I came out to buy something and felt bored, so I invited you out for a cup of coffee.”

Hearing this, Joey was amused. “Are you bored? You‘re living a happy life now. How can you be bored?

“I miss you so much. Can‘t you talk to me?” I stirred the coffee in the cup with a spoon.

“What‘s wrong? Do you have something on your mind?” Joey looked at me.

“No, I just don‘t feel energetic recently.” I replied.

At this time, with sharp eyes, Joey suddenly saw a box of pills exposed in my bag, so she reached out and took it. Looking down, she couldn‘t help frowning Contraception...”

“Give it back to me.” I reached out and grabbed the box of pills. Then I opened the package and put the two rows of pills into my bag “Are you on a birth control?” Joey asked. “Yes.” I nodded.

“Are you saying that you don‘t want it, or Herbert doesn‘t want it?‘ Joey asked again.

“I don‘t know what he thinks, but I don‘t want it. I don‘t want to have a baby anymore,” I replied.

“Bella, have you discussed with Herbert whether to have a child or not? If this is the idea of the two of you, of course, it‘s okay. But I feel that it‘s your own idea “You like children so much. Didn‘t you want to have two more children in the past?”

I was a little helpless. “I don‘t want to have a child before I get married.” Joey frowned and asked, “Does Herbert not want to marry you?”

I shook my head Joey stood up and asked impatiently, “What does he want to do? Why doesn‘t he want to marry you?”

“The most important thing is that you obviously want to get married. He also loves you. Why can‘t you get married?”