Chapter 73
Caged Between the beta & alpha
I didnât know what to say ⦠Danteâs birth was the catalyst for Liamâs darkness ? Goddess , I felt devastated for my brother .
We had come to find Mom and Dad , but only Mom was there .
Dad was now the Alpha of the pack again , Mom had filled u s in on everything :
The curse , the card , Liam , the killer , and the truth about Ravenâs past .
Alejandro had called to ask if everything was ok and if he was needed , but I told him we were ok , right now there was nothing more we could do .
â How could you not tell me ! Raven lost her mom and she wasnât allowed to tell m e ? She ⦠How are we making a change if sheâs still being told to keep things on the low ? â I ran my fingers through my hair trying to stay calm , for Mom , I could tell she was distraught .
Liam had marked Raven and that triggered Momâs own trauma of what her biological father had done to her â¦
Raven ⦠Seeing the state she had been in ⦠It broke my heart , and worse , my brother had done it .
Seeing her small figure just lying there ⦠It broke me , I wished I could take away more than her physical pain .
As for the card that Liam pulled , I remembered it too â¦
I just couldnât believe they didnât tell me anything , Raven , too .
I felt like a bad friend for not picking up o n , it but she never shared anything with m e , ever .
Her dad was abusive â¦.
I remember how she used to joke about stuff often â¦
â Dad would throw a slipper at me if I did that ⦠Dad is going to really kill me if Iâm not home ⦠I really donât want to go home â When she used to say it , I would put it down to her wanting to be a little rebellious ⦠I never realised there was more to it .
In I stared at the ground , my mind spinning .
Iâm a bad friend , to Raven , to Damon , and an awful sister to Liam â¦.
â Iâll try to see if I can find anything on the curse .
Maybe I can try finding some answers .
â Delsanra said , frowning slightly .
I nodded .
â Thanks .
â I replied appreciatively before turning to Mom .
â What about the killer ? â â Still uncaught , we have a few clues and have ruled out at least a third of the pack .
â Mom replied .
â Delsanra , is there anything that you can find out ? â I asked .
â Do you have anything that belongs to the killer ? â She said turning to Mom .
Mom shook her head .
â They leave nothing behind .
â She said , her eyes looked blank , I knew the entire situation with Raven and Liam was taking its toll upon her .
â Then unless I probe every mind of everyone in this pack , I donât think I can .
â Delsanra said regretfully .
â Yes , and similar to the Alpha command , we donât want that .
Thereâs already a lot o f tension and doubt going through the pack .
Now with Liam losing control , things will be even harder â¦
People will feel even more worried , doubt and fear from the inside can cause more damage .
â hair .
Mom said running her hand through her Yeah , we knew that ⦠I exchanged looks with Delsanra .
â I understand .
Maybe I can take a look at the bodies , see if thereâs anything I can do .
â Sure , how long are you two here for ? Youâve left the kids as well Kia .
â Mom asked , now looking up .
â The men know we might be a day .
â I replied with a small smile .
â I think theyâll do perfectly well together , Rayhan and Dante get on like a house on fire .
â Delsanra added with a small smile ..
I looked at her , slightly amused despite the situation .
â Oh , they do indeed .
â I replied .
Dante , due to his abilities , could see Delsanraâs true form and his infatuation with her was still there .
â Where is Liam ? â I asked , now glancing at Mom as Azura came into the room , climbing into Momâs lap .
Mom hugged her tightly and I felt that Azura was that comfort and light Mom needed so often lately .
As for Dad , how much more did he have to suffer ? â In the cells .
â Mom replied quietly .
My eyes widened in shock , â But you said heâs injured ! â I shot up .
â He is ⦠but he marked her Kiara ⦠itâs a crime .
â Mom said quietly .
â I could sense her anguish .
Of course , she didnât want him there , but she had to be fair .
I nodded , â I get that , but he is injured , isnât he ? â â Yes , and I hurt him â¦.
â Delsanra looked shocked but said nothing , I simply stared at Mom .
We knew roughly what happened , but I didnât know that Mom had hurt him â¦.
I thought i t was Damon ! I turned and ran from the room , my heart ringing in my ears as I rushed from the house .
The sun was setting , I heard someone shout for me to wait to be escorted but I didnât care .
Liam .
Didnât they get it ? I knew what kind of person Liam was .
He had always put others before him , I get that he had changed , but it was the darkness that made him do it ! I know itâs still wrong , but leaving Liam alone at this time was not the right thing to do ! It would destroy him ! That would only push him further into darkness .
Liam always loved with everything he had , gave willingly , and put himself last .
I often saw so many qualities of Uncle Rafi n him .
But leaving him when he needed help , was the worst thing possible .
Fine , h e made Dad take an oath to not heal him , but I didnât answer to Dad ! I reached the entrance to the pack headquarters , slowing down and stared at the two guards .
â I demand to see my brother .
Open the doors .
â â Yes Luna , we have to ask the Alpha- â
â Boys ⦠Iâm the queen , I answer to no one but my king .
Step .
Aside .
â I said icily , despite both men being in their late twenties at the least .
My eyes flashed and I let my aura roll off .
They exchanged looks and stepped aside , unable to refuse my command and unlocking the entrance .
I also knew they had probably mind linked Dad , but I didnât really care .
No one could stop me from healing him ! I ran down the hall , my heart thudding loudly .
The bond we had was not something small , even if we were miles apart .
Why didnât he tell me what he was going through ? Why hadnât I felt it ? Why was I such a horrible friend and sister ? I tried , I tried to do my best , but it was never enough .
My heart ached at that , as I rushed past some pack members walking around , heading towards the cells .
â Open the door ! â I growled .
One of the men thumbed in the passcode .
I rushed past them and towards the cells , slowing down when I saw a bloody mess laying on one of the beds in a cell .
Liam .
Dad stood outside , his eyes looked empty , like a man who had lost everything .
I walked towards him and he looked at me .
I could smell the blood from him .
My gaze dipping to his waist , I knew that , despite the leather jacket he wore , he was still supporting his own injuries .
â â Kiara .
â â Dad .
â I whispered , wrapping my arms around him tightly , letting my healing flow through us .
â Donât ⦠â He muttered , pulling away .
He was punishing himself too ⦠â Open the door , I need to see him .
â I said .
â You want to heal him , Kia , I took an oath .
# Yeah , Iâm not doing this ⦠Not now .
I simply nodded .
â I do want to heal him .
â â â You canât .
â Dad said firmly .
I looked down at him , placing my hand on his waist , but he jerked away .
â No ..
â So , youâre really not letting yourself get healed because of your son â¦.
My heart ached for my family .
They didnât deserve this .
â Ok , at least let me see him .
I want to talk t o him or at least hold him if I canât heal him .
â I whispered pleadingly , putting on the most innocent expression I could , making sure tears filled my eyes .
It wasnât hard , considering the amount of pain I was feeling .
I may be mated and a mother now , but I will always be daddyâs little girl .
He looked at me , his eyes softening , and he stroked my hair .
â Only to talk .
â He said quietly , placing a soft kiss on my forehead .
I nodded dejectedly , as if I was giving up , and Dad unlocked the door .
I entered the cell , my heart thumping as I rushed to Liam .
His familiar scent and the blood were mixed together , reminding me of what had happened .
He was awake but I wasnât sure if he was fully there .
His usual cerulean eyes were washed out , his skin pale covered in a layer of sweat ⦠â Liam ? â I whispered , brushing his matted locks off his forehead .
â Liam ? â Genuine tears trickled down my cheeks as I felt the pain of seeing him in this condition .
â Liam , can you hear me ? Itâs me , Kia .
â I whispered , kissing his cheek .
His eyes fluttered slightly and I closed my eyes , pressing my forehead to his , my hand still on his cheek as I let my healing flow through me , feeling it spread through him and sensing his pain .
â Kiara ! â Dad said .
My eyes blazed and I allowed my aura to flare around me , raising a barrier of pure power as he ran inside .
Unable to penetrate the barrier , he called out to me , but I was not going to listen to him .
He took an oath , I didnât .
Liam took a deep , shuddering breath , his eyes flying open as he shot up , backing away from me against the wall behind him .
â Itâs ok Liam , Iâm here .
â I said softly , cupping his face as he looked around the cell , his heart pounding .
I sat on the small bed next to him , pulling him into my arms .
â Kia ? â He whispered hoarsely .
â Iâm here .
â I whimpered , trying to fight m y tears that refused to stop falling .
I heard Dad walk out and close the door behind him , walking off .
I knew he was hurting , but as Alpha , he had to uphold his responsibilities too .
â W â what are you doing here ? Raven ⦠Fuck I messed up .
Raven .
She needs you ! â He said , struggling to escape me , but right now I was stronger .
He had lost far too much blood .
â Iâm here for my best friend and my special friend .
â I whispered , referring to what I used to call him as a child .
â For my brother , who always took care of me .
Why didnât you share what was going on , with me ? â
He moved back slowly , looking at me with eyes that were full of sorrow .
â I marked her Kia ⦠I fucking marked her .
â He said , his voice breaking , his eyes full of anguish and glittering with unshed undo that .
â tears .
â Thereâs nothing that can fucking I know , Goddess I know ⦠I cupped his face , tears streaming down m y cheeks .
â I know ⦠but we will get through this .
â [ whispered .
I didnât know how , but we would .
â You shouldnât have healed me .
I didnât deserve it .
â â Are you giving up on life , Liam ? â I asked softly , my chest aching at the pain and turmoil that he was inflicted with .
His eyes met mine , his heart thundering and I realised I had just hit the nail on the head .
Goddess , he was ⦠â Iâm not safe to be around â¦.
You should go .
â He said quietly , his expression going blank .
â No.
Iâm staying right here .
â I said , my eyes flashing purple as I kicked my heels off and crossed my legs .
An emotion â filled his eyes , but before I could make sense of it , it was gone .
11 â She must be devastated or super angry .
â He whispered , looking at his hands .
I tensed ; did he not realise that Raven had almost died ? My heart thundered and he looked at it sharply .
â What is it ? â â Nothing , sheâs ⦠I guess a little angry .
â I said , not knowing what to say .
â Youâre lying .
What are you hiding , Kia ? â He asked , panic filling his eyes .
â I ⦠Sheâs still unconscious .
â I whispered .
â Unconscious ⦠Why ? I ⦠The blood â¦.
The ⦠â The realisation hit him and he looked at me , horrified .
â What did I do , Kia ? Why is she fucking unconscious ?! â â Because you bit her so brutally that she lost a lot of blood , I came to heal her .
â I said quietly , knowing I couldnât keep it from him forever .
He needed to know .
Although I couldnât bring myself to say he almost ripped her entire throat out , he still needed to know .
A single tear escaped his eye as he slowly looked down , and , at that moment , I knew he would never forgive himself .