Chapter 59
Caged Between the beta & alpha
LIAM I tried to tell myself that he was just holding her hand out of concern , that he was her friend too ⦠But I couldnât deny the irritation that was flaring up inside of me ⦠That anger threatening to lash out .
I tried to focus on Raven , letting the tingles that coursed through me at our touch calm me .
â You deserve this ? â He repeated , frowning .
Yeah , so , the three notes ⦠The first said ; â Whoâs next ? â The second ; â Two down , I wonder how many more to go ? â And now this .
Thereâs nothing really in them .
â I said , pausing .
â You deserved this , is probably the most to go on .
â True , but who do they mean ? Her mom ? Raven ? Do they have an issue with Raven ? Damon mused .
â I frowned , clenching my jaw .
â These murders started when Raven came back to town â¦
There may be a connection there .
â I said , suddenly thinking he had a point .
Damon looked surprised at that , before becoming thoughtful .
â Good point .
Do you think we should track down those who would have issues with Raven , I mean , her dad wouldnât kill his mate and heâs in the cells , so heâs ruled out as the killer .
â Hmm , yeah , I think we need to list anyone who : may have any sort of link to Raven .
â I said quietly , just as the door opened and Dad stepped in .
He glanced at us , I didnât miss the way his gaze flickered to both Damon and I holding Ravenâs hands .
I swear if we werenât fucking mated no one would have ever even thought anything of us holding her hand .
So fucking annoying .
â I think you need to make a list a lot broader than that .
â Dad said , checking the machine that Raven was hooked up to before frowning and sitting at the edge of the bed .
She was so tiny , there was a good gap from the bottom and her feet .
â What do you mean ? Weâre thinking of may have anything against her .
â Damon said .
But I think I understood what Dad meant .
â You mean , people who may have issues against Damon and I ⦠her parents ⦠anyone who is somehow even linked to Raven , an indirect grudge , right ?
â I said sharply .
Dad smirked humourlessly and nodded .
â Yeah , exactly .
â He said , â You two boys look exhausted .
Head to bed , Iâll stay with her .
â No thanks .
â I said coldly .
â If it was Mom , you wouldnât have left .
â He sighed , once again I had to try to fucking calm down .
â No , I wouldnât have , but you look a fucking mess .
â Donât really care , you two can leave , Iâm staying .
â I said icily .
I could feel my anger flaring up and that bitterness towards everything beginning t o flare inside .
â Letâs go uncle .
â Damon said and I was glad at least one of them understood .
Dad shook his head but stood up , Damon placed a quick kiss on Ravenâs forehead before he walked to the door .
Dad caressed her head before he too turned .
Pausing at the door he glanced back at m e , almost as if he wanted to say something but decided against it and closed the door behind him .
I didnât move .
Even as the sun began to rise in the sky , I sat there waiting for her t o wake up , but she remained asleep .
The doctor came in around seven in the morning to do some checks , asking if I wanted to rest or have something to eat .
I refused .
All I wanted was for her to wake u P.
Come on love , wake up ⦠RAVEN My eyes fluttered open , and I stared at the sun that was shining brightly through the blinds .
Liamâs scent filled my nose , I looked down to see his head of strawberry locks resting on the bed near my arm .
His hand was holding mine .
I frowned , seeing the catheter in my hand , pulling it out irritated and confused .
What happened to me ? Where am I ? I rubbed my head , feeling the bandages when I froze .
My heart began to race as Momâs face returned to me .
No ⦠Was it a dream ? Fuck it wasnât ⦠I was in a hospital room ⦠I looked around .
Mom was dead .
There was someone in that house ⦠My heart was banging against my ribs painfully and Liam sat up suddenly , instantly getting up from the chair and sitting down next to me on the bed .
â Hey , hey , baby girl itâs going to be ok .
â His voice , huskier with sleep , came as he cupped my face , pressing his forehead to mine .
â Mom ! Sheâs dead .
Someone was there Liam , I felt it , but I didnât hear a heartbe- â He pressed his lips to mine , sending a wave of calmness and pleasure through m e .
His lips grazed against mine sensually and I slowly calmed down .
My rapid breathing calmed down and I slowly kissed him back , his hand moved from my face , tangling into my hair at the nape of my neck , his tongue slipping into my mouth .
I sucked on it letting him explore my mouth , moaning against him .
His heart was beating fast and I could sense his emotions .
â Iâm ok .
â I said through the link , pushing the blanket off me and getting onto my knees .
His arms locked around my waist , lifting me into his lap .
I gripped his shoulders , blushing when I felt him throb against my core as I straddled him , kissing him harder .
He broke away when I needed air , burying his head in my chest .
I blushed even more , but wrapped my arms around his neck , brushing my fingers through his hair , feeling so safe here in his arms .
â Iâm ok .
â I repeated kissing the top of his head ..
â Iâm not letting you out of my sight from here on out .
â He said with such conviction that I was worried he meant it .
â You donât mean that , do you ? â I asked suspiciously .
He smiled and my heart skipped a beat .
The sun shining on this handsome face of his .
â I do actually .
â Hell no .
â I said pouting , before hugging him tightly .
â You must have felt the link with your mother , right ? â He asked softly .
I tensed before moving back and looking down at his glorious bare chest .
â I felt something , but I was asleep ⦠My wolf was restless and she must have felt the link break with Momâs wolf .
â I whispered .
He nodded .
your loss , even if she â Iâm sorry for : wasnât the best mother .
â He said quietly .
I nodded , yeah , she wasnât but I still loved her .
I pressed my lips together and looked into his eyes , feeling that prickle in my own that I did not want to feel .
He looked down at me , one hand going around my bare waist .
I realised I was still in my clothes from last night , minus the cardigan .
His other hand cupped the back of my head as he pulled me into his embrace once more .
I clung to him , wrapping my legs around his waist like a monkey , feeling the sadness well up inside of me as I hugged him tightly .
I remembered my last words to her ⦠Wishing things had gone differently ⦠Our relationship had been strange .
Her passing was strange ⦠but I would not cry ⦠After a good few moments , I moved back , my gaze falling to his bulky arms as I tried to change the topic .
â Your biceps are thicker than my waist .
â I said , running my hand over one of his arms slowly .
â Are we going to compare body sizes now ? He asked huskily , I stopped moving my hand up and down his arm .
â What else do you want to compare , our height ? â I said frowning .
â No , if weâre doing comparisons I would say thereâs a certain part of me that is definitely thicker than your forearm .
â He smirked and I froze , it took me a second t o realise what he meant as I stared at my arm .
If sex seemed appealing a while ago ⦠it was terrifying now â¦.
That would damage my insides ! â Raven ⦠â I blinked and looked at him .
â You ok ? â â Of course Iâm ok ! â I said , quickly climbing out of his lap and away from that very scary , forearm sized thing .
I couldnât help but stare at his crotch .
Goddess â¦.
Liam looked rather amused , I quickly looked away .
Just when Liam was about to speak , the door opened and Aunty Red stepped inside , her hair up in a high bun with a few strands out .
Even at this age she looked like she was a model in her twenties , she had Azura in her arms and the little girl was holding a gift bag and flowers .
â Raven baby girl , thank the goddess your ok .
â She said coming over and giving me a tight hug .
I hugged her back before giving Azura a kiss on the cheek .
Aunty Red glanced at Liam when she moved back from me and cocked a brow .
â Do I seriously need to have to see your morning wood every time .
â She asked , feeling my forehead .
â F â Then donât come at the wrong time .
Liam growled before getting up and walking off to the adjoining bathroom .
Aunty Red shook her head , before taking a seat on the bed .
â I heard about Kim .
â She said softly , placing her hand on my knee .
I nodded , sighing deeply .
â What happened to your head , Waven ? â Azura asked , looking at my bandages .
â I bumped it .
â I said .
â Oh no , let me kiss it better .
â She said crawling off Aunty Redâs lap and giving me a hug then a big kiss on top of my forehead .
â Aww ! I already feel better , Zuzu ! â I said , hugging her tightly .
She giggled and moved back .
â Mama ! Gift ! â She said , holding her hands out to Aunty Red , who smiled at her and passed her the gift bag and the flowers .
Just as Liam stepped out of the bathroom , I couldnât resist smiling at the fact he no longer had a hard â
on .
â Wiyam ! Look I got Waven bownies and a teddy ! â She pulled out an adorable teddy bear and gave it to me .
I took it and gave her a big smile â Thank you ! â â Have you two had breakfast ? â Aunty Red asked .
We shook our heads and I realised Liam was frowning .
Azura was busy wrestling open the lid to the tub of brownies before taking one out and holding it to my mouth .
â I got to go .
Theyâve done some analysis o n the footprint and found another not far from it .
â He said , making my heart skip a beat .
Me and Aunty Red exchanged looks looking back at him .
â Really ? â I said trying to swallow the brownies .
â Yeah , weâll see if itâs anything , but there was a scuff of blood , so it may be something .
â He said , coming over he kissed Aunty Red on the forehead before ruffling Azuraâs hair and kissed her cheek before turning to me .
â Get the rest you need .
â He said , â Oh and I wouldnât trust anything from Azuraâs hands .
She picks her nose ⦠â He added through the link , making me smile before he took hold of my chin and tilted my face up to his .
His lips met mine in a sizzling deep kiss that made everything fade away .
We parted after a few moments and Liam moved back .
My eyes fell on Damon , standing there with a bouquet of flowers and a brown bag that I could smell contained breakfast â¦
Guilt rushed through me as our eyes met , and I felt my heart completely crumble the moment that warm smile crossed his face ⦠Moonlight Muse Author Thank you for reading..