Chapter 56
Caged Between the beta & alpha
RAVEN Taylor and I watched another movie after , we talked about our sucky situations as we ate all the snacks and even grabbed some beer from the fridge .
Comforting each other when we needed it and laughing at our lame attempts at singing .
Yes , we were both tone â deaf and sounded horrifying , but hey we had fun and lots of giggles .
Taylor was an amazing friend , and although we werenât close as children , it felt like I had known him forever .
I mean , I did , but not like this .
The credits of the second movie had now ended and the TV had switched off , but m e and Taylor were still awake , lying side b y side on the bed , staring at the shadows that were cast across the ceiling thanks to the moonlight shining through the cracks in the curtains and the tree branches .
â Raven ⦠â â Yeah ? â I said , yawning as I rubbed my eyes sleepily .
â You know , when we were little ⦠When I was weird and awkward , that shy kid no one wanted to know or play with , you used to always greet me and talk to me â¦.
â â You were not weird ; you were cute and adorable .
â I said , trying to keep my eyes open .
â Mmm youâd think that ⦠But you were this little , tiny girl , like the smallest one i n the pack , and everyone used to say you had a growth issue ⦠Cause you were like six , wearing two â year â old clothes ⦠â He said drowsily .
â Yeah ⦠I remember ⦠Iâm sure it was three years clothing ⦠He chuckled sleepily .
â You were like a damn little doll ⦠Walking and talking yet so damn doll sized ⦠Well ⦠you always had this big smile on your face and always talked to me , complimenting me on what I was wearing , my hair ⦠saying good morning â¦.
and although it was something small , it made my day ⦠So , thank you ⦠â He yawned , turning on to his side to face me .
â I never even knew your name for many years ⦠â
Hmm ? You didnât ? â I asked , turning my head to look at him .
â No , I used to call you the girl who looks like a doll ⦠until I heard Liam calling you once ⦠Iâm older than you , but I was timid , and back then you were so brave â¦.
You still are ⦠Youâre damn perfect and no matter what you do , Iâm going to support you ok ? â His eyes fluttered shut , and I yawned again .
â Mmm thanks ⦠Iâll always support you too ⦠â I remembered saying before my eyes fluttered shut and sleep welcomed me into its folds â¦
My eyes flew open , my heart pounding .
I sat up , looking around the room , it took m e a moment to realise I had fallen asleep a t Taylorâs .
His back was to me and he was snoring lightly .
I looked around the dark room , brushing my hair off my face .
How had I woken up ? Something didnât feel right ⦠I slowly got off the bed , not wanting to disturb Taylor .
I walked across the floor , careful not to step on the chocolate wrappers and rubbish that we had littered all over the floor , before I tip â toed to the window .
Taylor had left the top one open to air the room that had smelt of take â out , but it was fairly silent outside .
The distant sound of an animal and the rustle of the leaves in the trees were all that I could hear .
I peered out past the tree that stood in the corner of Taylorâs garden and my eyes fell on my old bedroom window that was just across from Taylorâs .
I was about to turn away when my wolfâs uneasiness made m e look back at my old house ⦠Almost as if urging me to pay attention to it .
She wanted me to go there .
Why ? I could feel her restlessness and I frowned , glancing back at Taylor , before I slowly unlocked the window and slid it up silently , flinching when it made a slight squeak .
I paused as Taylor groaned and turned over , falling back to sleep.. I blew out a breath and slowly climbed onto the ledge , lowering the window as much as possible behind me before I jumped to the ground below , landing lithely , I stood up straight , ignoring the sharp poking of the stones beneath my feet , and padded towards my parents â home , jumping over the low fence . Mom lived alone now , was she ok ? Latest Post Update Everyday www.m.techkaushal.com My heart skipped a beat as a horrible thought came to my head .
No ⦠donât think like that , Raven .
I walked around the house , my heart pounding despite trying to push that thought away .
Should I just do the doorbell and see if she was ok ? Wait ⦠itâs night â time , sheâll be asleep ⦠I stared at the dark house , hesitating before I turned away , but once again my wolfâs restlessness made me turn back .
Since returning to the pack she was a little more active and I didnât want to shut her out if she was trying to tell me something .
I needed to respect that .
Ok calm down , Iâll mind link her . â Mom ? â No answer , she was probably asleep â¦..
â Mom ?! â I tried pushing through that block , frowning at the fact I was drawing a blank .
What the heck ? Had she shut me out ? Could she do that so strongly whilst sleeping ? I turned , thinking to go do the doorbell , I was beginning to feel worried , maybe Iâm just overreacting .
No wait , a sudden thought came to me and I padded around the house to the bathroom window , wondering if Dad ever got it fixed .
I smiled when I saw the gap in it . Something that Mom always asked Dad to fix , seems like he never bothered ! Perfect ! I scanned the ground , finding a decent sized branch that I used to slip into the gap and pry up the dodgy handle .
It was a small window but Iâd fit .
Grabbing onto it , I pulled myself onto the ledge and squeezed in , frowning when my ass and thighs got a little stuck .
Just great , seems like the only place I had grown over the years was there . Stupid fat thighs â¦.
I pulled myself through , feeling the window scrape my ass and snag at my pants .
Finally , I managed to get in and blew out a breath .
Yay ! The cool bathroom tiles were pleasant beneath my feet as I made my way to the door , opening it ever so silently . Calming my heartbeat to minimise the sound of it .
One look at Mom and then we were back out of here .
She never needed to know I had been here ! I made my way down the dark hall , the scent of pumpkin spice lingered in the hall and I smiled sadly . It was Momâs favourite smell , year in and year out .
Sheâd stock up on the festive scented candles in the winters and use them throughout the entire year .
I was careful , making sure to stay towards the wall .
The floorboards didnât creak so much where they were hardly stepped on .
Years of sneaking out really does help . I went up the stairs as silently as I could .
Glancing down the hallway , I could see the door to Momâs room was open and I frowned .
Did she leave it open because Dad wasnât here ? Wait , I refused to call him Dad ⦠Latest Post Update Everyday www.m.techkaushal.com The entire house was dark , and it was a little cold too , I felt my stomach twist .
Wasnât she taking care of herself ? I silently made my way down the hall , frowning when I didnât hear a heartbeat .
Wait , had she left the pack or something ?! Was that why my wolf was worried ? After all , it had a link to family .
I rushed to the door , pushing it open , expecting to see a half â empty room .
I froze at the smell of blood that filled my nose .
My eyes snapped to the silhouette of someone under the sheets on the bed .
My heart pounded as fear and panic settled within me .
Alarm bells going off .
No heartbeat ⦠Blood ⦠Was that â¦.
â Mom ? â I asked , my voice shaky as 1 edged closer to the bed .
Please be a prank .
Please tell me Iâm wrong .
â M â mom ?! â I whimpered , sounding terrified .
Stay strong , Raven .
My entire body was shaking involuntarily , I couldnât breathe properly ⦠I reached out with a trembling hand for the sheets .
Momâs scent and the stench of fresh blood now overrode my senses .
I couldnât bring myself to lower the duvet â¦.
My chest was heaving .
Iâm scared ⦠â Liam â¦.
â I whimpered through the link ; h e was probably asleep ⦠â What is it , Love ? Are you ok ? â
Worry and concern were clear in his voice , but the warmth of just hearing him made me feel an inch braver .
It was a struggle to reply , as I yanked the bedding back .
My mouth widened in a silent scream and I stumbled back , my breathing ragged as I stared at the horrifying scene before me .
No please goddess ⦠no ! Fuck â¦.
There lay Mom with blood â stained bedding under her , her empty mouth hanging wide open slit from ear to ear , her teeth were gone and where her eyes should have been were two gaping sockets ..
â
Raven , where the fuck are you ? â Liamâs voice snapped me out of horror my struck state .
â Liam ⦠Mom ⦠â I trailed off when the sudden feeling of being watched overcame me .
The hair at the back of my neck stood up and my heart thundered .
I whipped around , but I was too late .
Something struck my head , a searing pain erupted through it , and before I could even recover or react , I felt a stinging pain in my neck .