Chapter 104
Caged Between the beta & alpha
It was a few days since everything had gone down . Me and Liam were in Ninaâs room , that had been cleared out . We hadnât found anything more from her room , which was so damn clean you could smell it . The room had been emptied , giving her stuff to her grandmother if she wanted them . She refused and said to get rid of them , although I knew that was more her respect towards the pack because she was devastated at her granddaughterâs truth and death .
To think she was living here with so much hatred in her life ⦠I walked over to the window . It looked out towards the training grounds , and I wondered how much time she spent here watching us , or Liam .
Even in such a place , behind such an innocent mask , there was a killer , burning from within with hatred and vengeance â¦
There are all types of masks that those around us wear ; masked by our fake smiles and passive expressions , the lies hidden inside , the pain we hide to pretend we are normal ⦠the jealousy , the bitterness , the sadness ⦠We all wear them ⦠I did too . Lately though , Iâve talked about how I felt .
Maybe it took Liam marking Raven to make me snap , but it worked . It had been a turning point that perhaps I needed , I just wished it hadnât been something so horrible as that to finally make me step up.
Liam crouched down by the skirting board and I glanced over at him . â What is it ? â He stood up again , holding a small photograph . â Who would have thought that piece of scum had a child . â â I know ⦠â I said , glancing at the picture for a moment . â If only she actually asked someone the truth , rather than just wrap herself up in lies and her assumptions . â Iâve assumed stuff , so I can see it happening . â He said , sighing as he opened his hand , his aura surging around it .
I watched in shock as the photograph began to shrivel up as if it was burned by the blue flame â like aura . â Whoa ⦠â He gave me a small smile . â I guess I have some similarities to Kiara . â How did you hone it on just your hand .. He shrugged , dropping the burned paper t o the ground . â Iâve always been more in control than Kia , besides , she carries the Asheton power whilst I think Iâm definitely more Deimos . â â
You are the Deimos prince .
â I said , crossing my arms . O â I donât like that title ; I think Iâve used titles enough to last me a fucking lifetime . â He said , sighing as he crushed the remnants of the picture beneath his boot . â You are an incredible Beta Damon ⦠One who has stepped up to the job the moment your father passed away , but I know if I just say I donât think of you as anything less than me , itâs worth nothing .
So ⦠I want to show you something . â He jerked his head towards the door and I raised an eyebrow as we both left the room and packhouse , heading towards the north side of the pack into the trees . It was nice to see the children playing around the pack again . â Is this like a surprise set up in the middle of a forest , where you are going to confess your undying love ? â I joked . â Not exactly . â He smirked , as he headed towards the river . I frowned as he crossed the bridge and kept walking .
â Ok , are you planning on killing me in the middle of nowhere ? â I asked . â Definitely not . â He replied as we walked through the trees , not stopping for a good ten minutes until he suddenly slowed down . I raised an eyebrow , looking around , we were on pack grounds that were only really used for running , â
What are we looking at ?
â I said , glancing around . â We are looking at the future home of the Blue Moon Pack . â He said . I frowned ; this was Blood Moon territory www . â Are you changing the pack name ? â I asked , looking around . This location was big , but Iâm sure our current location was larger . Why would h e move this way ? He chuckled â No , The Blue Moon is going to be the Blood Moonâs sub pack , led by its own Alpha ⦠Alpha Damon Nicholson , my brother .
â Liam said quietly , my eyes snapped up to his . His words resonated in my head and I was shocked to see the glitter of emotions in his eyes . My heart raced as I stared at him . There was no guilt in his eyes , simply sadness and sincerity . â I wish I could keep being selfish and keep you by my side forever , to have you a s my Beta , but you are worth far more ⦠and the packâs growing too large . To start with , it was two packs combined .
With what happened , itâs clear a pack of this size is far too great to be run by one Alpha and so I thought who more fitting than you ⦠You have always been loyal to me , come whatever , but I donât want you bound by my side when you are worth so much more ⦠So ⦠this is going to be our sub pack . We will break the far wall and you will take two â fifths of the territory , Iâve discussed with Dad about buying the land around to the west , so we can spread both packs over more ground .
You can start planning what you want and how you want the pack arranged . Once we decide how we split the pack , with the members approval of course , we will get two â fifths of the pack moved here under your command . â It was too much to take in , me as an Alpha ? I never ⦠considered that ⦠I ran m y hand through my hair , staring at the land .
The vision of a packhouse and how Iâd set it out already filled my mind . I looked at Liam , who was watching me with a small smile on his face . I knew he probably knew it was hard for me to see them together , but I also knew he was doing this for me and not to get rid of me . He made mistakes , but it was like everyone kept telling me that I was more than I felt , Liam included â¦
I had always been second to him , and here he was giving me the rank of Alpha , telling me w e were equal ⦠brothers ⦠We made mistakes , we hurt each other .. But was one woman enough to destroy it all ? I knew the answer to that . No , and I knew with time ; things would get better . â I donât know what to say â¦
â You donât need to say anything , maybe this way the packhouse rooms can have their own bathrooms .
Do you know thereâs one pack member who has anonymously left a long essay explaining why the packhouse needed renovating ⦠Damn it was long ⦠â â Robyn , guaranteed , only she would take the time to write an essay to argue her point â¦
â He chuckled . â When I saw how neat and professional the letter was , I had a feeling it might be her . â
â Thatâs Robyn for you . I guess I have a lot of work to do then . â And something to keep my mind busy , perfect . â Yeah , you do . â Liam said , â So tell me , Alpha Damon , whatâs the first step ? â â Getting an assessment and some building plans in place , man , you know I hate paperwork . Wait , as Alpha , that means a shit â tonne of paperwork .
â Yeah , it does , but Iâm here to help you each step of the way . If you donât like the legal work , I can help with that . â He said shrugging . â Thanks ⦠But who will you have as Beta then ? â I asked , frowning . Damn that was my title ⦠Liam shrugged , â I was thinking Zack , and then maybe make Robyn as Delta ? The girlâs smart , unless you want her ⦠â He said , now sounding awkward as if he just realised what he had said . â Shit , I didnât mean to take ⦠Forget me .
â I smiled at that . â Didnât mean to take all my women ? â I joked . â Well , me and Robyn are over , Raven was never really mine , I think I realise that now . But sheâs still my friend so ⦠you ainât taking anyone from me . Robyn is a good option , I guess that means Iâll have to choose a Beta and Delta too â¦
â Yeah , we could do an assessment and see what everyoneâs stats are . â Liam said as we both began walking along , taking in the terrain as we discussed this . I nodded . â Thatâs an idea . â I said , giving him a genuine smile . â Thanks , Liam . â â No need to thank me . â He replied smiling . The Liam I knew . â
Race you to the bridge ? â I suggested . â Game on ! â He said , readying himself . â Oh , and one more thing , donât let me win . â I said , making his dazzling blue eyes widen in shock .
â You ⦠â â Yeah , I knew ⦠You let me win , Liam , all those times ⦠â I said quietly . He looked up at the shining sun and smiled . â Actually Damon ⦠I donât need to let you win , because , with everything weâve been through , it shows as a person , you are the true winner . â His words were sincere , and this time I didnât deny them or shake them off .
â You are so much more ⦠â Those words echoed in my mind as I looked at Liam . O â We both are . â I said , â Go ! â We broke into a run and although I said to him not to let me win ⦠It was ok to play dirty right ? I elbowed him hard , barrelling past him a s he stumbled , both of us laughing as we ran towards the bridge . I was right , things were definitely going to get better.