Accidental Surrogate For Alpha Novel Free -Chapter 102
Accidental Surrogate for Alpha
Ella
Sinclair calls soon after the news about the Princess breaks, explaining that heâll probably be stuck at
the office until late this evening as a result. He was relieved to hear that Henry and Roger were at the
house with me, and made me promise to call him if I need anything.
The three of us spent the afternoon discussing ideal qualities to look for in a potential second-chance
mate for Sinclair, which proved surprisingly difficult. Apparently Sinclair had a few serious girlfriends in
high school before Lydia came along, then a few more who were more akin to distractions while she
continued to date Roger. There hasnât been anyone since they divorced, which is why he apparently
always got photographed with different women â because he never wanted to lead anyone on with
second dates when he knew it wasnât going to go anywhere.
Combined, this meant that his only serious interests amounted to boyhood daliances, his evil fated
mate, and me â a human he canât ever be with. Try making a dating profile out of that.
I wish there was some way I could just become a wolf. I think, standing in front of the bathroom mirror
and staring at my reflection, just because itâs an excuse to be on my feet. In horror movies all
werewolves have to do is bite a human, then theyâre changed forever. I know all that isnât real, but part
of me still wishes it could be.
Iâd love to transform. My inner voice agrees wistfully. To be free to lope through the forest under the full
moon.
Can you imagine what it would feel like to be so powerful? I reply, relieved that weâre on the same page
for once. Iâve never felt powerful in my life. It would be nice to know what thatâs like⦠at least once.
Weâre powerful in at least one way. My conscience proclaims, ever the optimist when Iâm trying to feel
down on myself. We made a baby. Weâre growing Sinclairâs pup. If thatâs not power, what is?
âYou okay Ella?â Rogerâs voice floats through the door, and I push away my thoughts.
Pulling my gaze from my reflection, I swing the door open, eyeing the waiting wolf indignantly. âYou
know just because Iâm on bed rest, it doesnât mean I canât stand up every now and then.â
âAnd if I know my brother, his response would be that stalling and making up reasons to stay upright
every time you have an excuse to be on your feet is cheating.â Roger replies, flashing me a grin.
I narrow my eyes at him. Thatâs exactly what Sinclair would say, but whereas Sinclairâs scolding has the
power to make me shake in my boots, Rogerâs just irks me. âWell, Dominic isnât here.â I remind him,
turning my nose up.
âOh really?â A deep voice sounds from the doorway, and I jolt slightly, turning to find Sinclair watching
us with raised brows.
âYouâre home!â I exclaim, glancing at the clock. Itâs already ten PM, but I barely noticed how quickly the
night passed.
âI am.â Sinclair confirms, prowling forward with lethal grace. âAnd from the sounds of it, not a moment
too soon.â
I willingly melt into his arms when he reaches for me, lifting my feet off the ground as Iâm enveloped in
a warm hug. âI was only up for a minute.â I tell him, breathing in his scent.
Sinclair trails kisses over my hair, âNow why donât I believe you?â He inquires, his amused voice a low
rumble in my ear.
âBecause youâre a suspicious ogre who assumes the worst of people?â I suggest, batting my lashes at
him and adopting an innocent tone as I add, âeven the mother of your child.â
The big Alpha chuckles, âOf course, it has nothing to do with the fact that youâre a bundle of pure
mischief.â
Before I can respond, weâre given a much-needed reminder that we arenât alone. âI think itâs time for us
to go, Roger.â Henry observes, eyeing us with a guarded expression. âDominic, walk us out?â
âOf course.â He deposits me on the couch with a warning to stay put until he returns. I know I should do
as he says, but at the same time, Iâm impossibly curious about what Henry might have to say to Sinclair
after our visit today. Is this something about the Princessâs death? Is he angry with us for keeping the
secret about my identity for so long? Was he merely being kind when he told me he didnât care if I was
human?
As stealthily as I can, I rise from the couch and tiptoe to the door, pressing my ear against the wood
and straining to hear the hushed conversation in the entryway.
âWhat news about the Princess?â Roger asks, his voice slightly muffled by the distance and the
shuffling of donning shoes and coats.
âNothing yet, but I donât think this was some accident. The timing is too suspicious.â Sinclair replies
grimly.
âYou donât think the Prince would have hurt her to help his campaign, surely?â Henry inquires, sounding
aghast.
âI wouldnât put anything past him, Goddess knows heâs beaten her bloody more than a few times over
the years⦠but I donât know. It feels awfully cunning for his miniscule brains.â Sinclair assesses.
âI agree.â Roger confirms. âSo far I havenât seen him come up with anything more creative than hiring
thugs to try to take out the competition.â
âWell, weâll see what the autopsy says, and Iâll try to get some of my own investigators to look into it as
well.â Sinclair shares. âHow were things here?â
Thereâs a tense silence, and then Henryâs voice rises, sounding more authoritative than Iâve ever heard
it. âWell you have much bigger problems than the Prince.â He bites, âDo you have any idea what this
game of yours is doing to that poor girl?â
âOf course I do.â Sinclair replies sharply, his own voice growing harsh. âAnd it upsets me more than you
could imagine.â
âWhat were you thinking, asking her to get involved in our politics?â Henry scolds, sounding furious.
âAnd donât you tell me it was her idea, she thought she was going to lose her baby. Besides, you knew
how dangerous this was going to be from the beginning â she didnât!â
âI also know that without her, I would lose the election.â Sinclair growls back. âI know I donât need to
remind you what the Prince will do to her if he wins â heâs already trying to kill them and heâs come
damn close a few times without an army behind him. Besides, youâre the one who taught me my duty
comes first. I couldnât very well put one person over the well-being of the entire realm, no matter how
much I care about her.â
âIf youâd told me the truth we could have found another way â a she-wolf who could fake a relationship
and a pregnancy so Ella could stay hidden.â Henry combats, and Iâm amazed to realize that heâs taking
my side over his own sonâs. Heâs defending me, even though Iâm just some random human. As touched
as I am, I also feel a nearly irresistible compulsion to defend Sinclair. I donât like the fact that Henry is
blaming him for all our problems, he already blames himself enough.
Without thinking, I push through the door and join them in the entryway. Henry and Roger blink in
surprise, but Sinclair narrows his eyes at me. âYouâre getting stealthier by the day, little one.â
I ignore him, defiantly crossing to stand between him and his father. âI appreciate you standing up for
me Henry, but this isnât all Dominicâs fault. It was my idea, and I wouldnât take no for an answer. I put
myself in this situation with full agency and I donât regret it.â I continue, looking up at the hulking Alpha
behind me. âYes, Iâm stressed and overwhelmed and hormonal, but Iâve survived much worse than this.
You have no idea what my life has been, and this is the safest and most secure Iâve ever felt.â
âElla, you donât have to do this,â Sinclair tries to say.
âI know that.â I assure him. âAnd Iâm not saying any of this for your sake â Iâm saying it because itâs
true. Iâm an adult, I made my own decision. I know itâs hard to remember that when Iâm crying like a
baby, but you have to understand that even being free to cry is something Iâve never had before. Iâve
always had to do everything myself, I never had the luxury of falling to pieces, I never had anyone to
comfort me. It sounds backwards, but the fact that Iâm a mess rather than just repressing everything is
progress. Itâs a good thing, and thatâs all down to you, Dominic.â
I can see that heâs recalling my behavior after the attacks at the club and the Wild Hunt, that he can
sense the truth in my words. He softens slightly, and I hear Henry sigh behind us. âIâm happy to hear
that, Ella.â The elder man begins carefully. âYouâre right, I didnât know. But I still donât like this.â
âNone of us like it, Dad.â This time itâs Roger whoâs speaking. âBut we all have to make the best with
what we have, and we canât go back now. Thereâs no space for couldâve, shouldâve, wouldâves. We just
have to keep moving forward together.â
Henry nods. âYouâre right. Iâm sorry I gave you a hard time, Dominic. I know you wouldnât do anything to
hurt Ella or the baby.â
âThanks Dad.â Dominic leans down to hug him. âIâll call you tomorrow. For now, my little human and I
need to have a talk about the meaning of bed rest.â
âGood luck Ella.â Henry and Roger laugh, exiting the house and leaving me with one very large, very
unamused wolf.
âWell, trouble?â Sinclair asks, crossing his arms over his chest. âWhat do you have to say for yourself?â