I wasnât used to being angry. Not this type of angry, anyway. I was pissed when Momâs cancer came back. I got mad whenever Olivia finished the milk but put the container back in the fridge. And more than once, Iâd cursed Tannerâs name for not changing the toilet paper roll. Those were all Past Thea problems. Past Thea scraped together rent, held down two jobs, and went to school. In every way, Past Thea had it worse than me.
Except one.
Past Thea didnât know about vampires. She never worried about blood-lust or ceremonial rites or how to walk in five-inch heels. And she definitely wasnât in love with her temporary vampire boyfriend.
I kept hearing Jacquelineâs musical voice, a trace of a French accent wrapping around her words, as she asked me that question.
Are you in love with him?
Never mind that I hadnât answered her. Never mind that it was apparently just to provoke a reaction. Never mind that I told myself I didnât know yet.
Because it didnât matter.
We couldnât be together. I knew that now. There was no way I was enslaving myself to him for the rest of my lifeâeven if mine would feel short in comparison. And there was no way I was staying a virgin and settling for only part of Julian.
Not that it was up to me anyway.
He needed to marry and produce baby vampires with some beautiful familiar. He might not want to, but sooner or later, heâd meet someone who held his attention. Heâd find a woman to make his wife.
Would it be next week? Next month? Could he resist the Council for a whole year like he planned? And what the hell was I supposed to do? Staying meant falling harder for him. Part of meâthe deluded partâhoped maybe I could catch myself before I tumbled head over heels. But going now was impossible. Iâd taken a leave of absence from school. My mother would barely speak to me. Iâd lost any chance at the Reed Fellowship. Carmen had even texted that the quartet had found a new cellist. Julian was the one who asked me to leave my life behind, but I was the one who lit it on fire in my hurry to join him.
That should have been a red flag.
I dabbed the corners of my eyes, trying to stop my tears before they fell. There was no way I was going to face Sabine Rousseaux with mascara running down my cheeks. I might have made a mistake coming here, but I didnât for one second believe what she thought about me. I slipped my velvet opera gloves back on. Not being a vampire or a familiar, I didnât need to wear them, but tonight I wanted to make something clear.
I had every right to be there.
Julian had chosen me, and I wouldnât cower to Sabine or any other vampire that tried to intimidate me.
âMademoiselle,â Philippe said from the front seat. âWeâve arrived.â
Peering out the window, I tried to get my bearings, but it was difficult because night had fallen. A limestone wall with a large iron gate blocked me from seeing where the driver was taking me. I didnât honestly know what to expect. Jacqueline had given me more details about this evening while we picked my gown, but I hadnât really heard a word sheâd said. Iâd been too preoccupied with the question she asked over tea.
Philippe opened my door and hovered nearby. Clearly, he didnât want to risk Julianâs blood-rage by giving me his hand. I passed my Chanel clutch to him so I wouldnât lose my balance as I stood. The shoes Jacqueline advised me to wear were dangerous. On the plus side, I could probably use one of the stilettos to stake a vampire if I needed to.
He passed my evening bag back to me when I was on my feet. âI will be nearby waiting.â
âYou donât have to do that,â I said with a frown. âI have no idea how long Iâll be.â
âOrders,â he explained.
Of course my overbearing boyfriend would demand he wait.
âI insist,â I said.
âMonsieur Rousseaux made things quite clear,â he said meaningfully.
Heâd compelled him. Why didnât that surprise me?
âAt least eat something,â I muttered. Another car arrived and a few women spilled out from the back seat, dressed in red. Jacqueline told me I was expected to wear red this evening. I tried to convince her to let me pick another color, just to annoy Sabine, but she was firm on the matter.
The group made their way to the iron gate, and I followed at a close distance. In the end Iâd asked Jacqueline not to come with me. I wanted to do this on my own. But I realized now Iâd been too distracted to pay enough attention to her directions, I listened as one of the women spoke to an attendant waiting past the gate.
Unfortunately, she spoke in French.
Tonight was already off to a great start. I hurried behind them when the gate opened, but before I made it past, the attendant stopped me.
He asked me something in French, and I shook my head.
âSorry,â I said apologetically. He narrowed his eyes.
âFamily name?â he said in a thick accent.
I swallowed. âMelbourne.â
He studied his list. âI donât have a Melbourne.â
âIâm a guest of Julian Rousseaux.â
His eyes flashed up. âI will need to check.â
âSabine invited me,â I added.
âI see.â He flipped through his pages and paused to read something scrolled across the bottom in flawless calligraphy. âThere you are.â
Something about the way he said it told me that whatever was written on that paper was far from pleasant.
âPlease enjoy your evening,â he continued, his eyes scouring me like he was taking notes. âThey will announce you at the entrance. You may wish to give the Rousseaux name.â
Because I was a nobodyâby their standards.
I strolled through the brick courtyard. Part of me didnât want to go in. The rest of me was learning how freaking hard it was to walk in heels on uneven ground. By the time I reached the front door, I knew what I had to do.
Another attendant dressed in a simple black gown greeted me. She was friendlier than the man at the gate, but probably only because Iâd made it past the gate in the first place. âName?â
I took a deep breath. âThea Melbourne.â
âAnd you are a familiar?â she asked gently. âIs that your family name?â
âYes, it is my family name, but no. Iâm not a familiar. Iâm a guest.â
She waited as if expecting me to say who my hostess was, but I simply smiled. She turned and called to the attendees visiting in the lounge. âMademoiselle Thea Melbourne.â
Heads turned in my direction, but I kept my own high, looking over the tops of them. I didnât need to know if they were gossiping or leering. Julian thought I was a queen? Acting like one couldnât hurt. Not amongst this crowd.
âThanks,â I said quietly, taking a step inside.
âGood luck,â she whispered.
When I made it past the entrance, I looked around. Nearly everyone had returned to their own conversations. Half of the women present wore red, and the other half wore white. The massive hall opened on either side into larger rooms. As my heels clicked against the black marble floor, I realized there were dozens of people presentâif not hundreds. Crimson peonies were artfully arranged in silver vases and urns everywhere I looked. Their petals spilled open in lush, exotic blossoms that filled the air with their sweet fragrance.
âThea!â A friendly voice called, and I turned, almost tripping over my own feet, to find Quinn Porter, the kind familiar from the night of the Blood Orgy, approaching me. Like me she was dressed in red, but sheâd opted for a fitted pantsuit. Its jacket was buttoned at her waist. She wore nothing underneath. The effect was breathtaking.
âQuinn! You look gorgeous,â I said as she greeted me with a hug.
âYou do, too. I love your dress.â She grabbed my hands and smiled. âAnd gloves, I see.â
âIâm trying to blend in,â I muttered.
âAs if Julian Rousseauxâs girlfriend blends in,â she said with a laugh. We looped our arms together, and she steered me toward an empty corner. âYou are the talk of the night.â
âWhat? Me?â My stomach flipped over. I could only imagine what Sabine had been telling people.
âSomeone let it slip that the eldest Rousseaux was off the market. There are a lot of broken hearts here tonight. Iâd watch your back,â she advised.
âHeâs hardly off the market,â I said with a frown. Not that I wanted to advertise that either.
âBut youâre here,â she said.
âYes, I am. So?â
âHumans arenât invited to the Salon du Rouge,â she whispered, looking around as if she was worried sheâd been caught sharing secrets with me.
âYouâre a human,â I pointed out.
âIâm a witch. Trust me, to them itâs not the same thing.â She shook her head. âThe only time a human attended the Salonââ
But before she could finish, a gong rang out. Conversation instantly died, and everyone turned toward the sound.
Naturally, Sabine was the one standing there, a mallet in her hands. She placed it on a silver tray, which was immediately whisked out of sight along with the antique brass gong. Did they have a gong for everything? Her black hair was swept into a tight bun at the top of her head. Black liner curved into dangerous points at the corner of her eyes. But it was the white silk gown she wore that demanded attention. It left nothing to the imagination.
âVampires must have good genetics,â I muttered. Quinn giggled next to me.
âMost of them. Why do you think so many of us want to be turned?â she said softly.
I remembered what Jacqueline had said about marriages between vampires and familiars. It seemed Quinn hoped to be made into a vampire if she took a husband of her own.
Before I could ask her about it, Sabine began to speak.
âWelcome to the Salon du Rouge,â she said. Excitement rippled through the room at her announcement.
âTonight, you will learn exactly what is required of each of you to serve as a proper vampire wife.â
âThis ought to be good.â A few women nearby glared at me, and I fell silent.
âThe Salon is one of our most ancient traditions, and attending it is a privilege.â
I barely stifled a laugh. She made it sound like we were joining a sorority.
âFor most of our familiar friends, this is your first Salon. You must understand that what happens here is not spoken of outside these walls. The secrets you learn here must never be divulged.â
Butterfly wings fluttered in my stomach as she spoke. I glanced around and discovered I wasnât the only one who looked nervous. Several familiars, in their red outfits, were eyeing the door.
âTonight, we share freely with each other so that each of youâvampire or familiarâwill be prepared to take the remaining Rites.â
People began to whisper around me. I turned to Quinn, whose eyes had widened. âRemaining?â
âTonight, you will be tested,â Sabine said over the murmurs of the crowd. Turning back, I found her eyes watching me as she announced, âWelcome to the first Rite.â
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