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Y/n PoV :

What the !!!!!!! What is taehyung doing here ?

Am I dreaming ? He is so hot and handsome .

Standing infront of me was a taehyung in a denim jacket and tight jeans . This is the first time I m seeing him in three months and I don't know how to react .

I m definitely dreaming because why would taehyung be here ? And why would I bump into him .

Even if it's a dream let me just  admire him because he looks so handsome . I can't take my eyes off .

I came out of my dreamland and realised that I m not imagining anything when taehyung spoke angrily .

What the hell are you doing here ?

His voice bought me out of my trance . My eyes widened realising i m not dreaming . So it's real . Taehyung is here standing infront of me . I felt so happy . I m seeing him after 3 months and suddenly my gloomy mood went happy .

But soon my happiness and excitement went all down as he spoke further .

Seriously ? Are you stalking me now ?

He scoffed and crossed his arms over his chest . My jaw dropped when he used the word stalking . Stalking ????? I never did that . It's very creepy and how can he say that I m stalking him . Sure I did follow him sometimes wherever he went but I never invaded his privacy . I only watched him from afar and to make sure he is alright .

And about the present situation I have the same question . What is he doing here ? Don't tell me he is also studying the same college . Should I be happy that I can get to see him daily again or should I be hurt that he loathes me .

I m n-not stalking you .

I couldn't meet his piercing gaze . It was so intense .

Don't lie . Do you think I didn't know what you did from the past 6 years . Even in school you used to always follow me . But I didn't say anything hoping that one day you will get bored of me and leave me alone . But seriously , I didn't think you would follow me to the college too .

But I didn't know you were studying here .

Stop y/n . Stop with your lies . Once a stalker always a stalker . You are a creepy one . I didn't expect you to act like this .

He shook his head in disappointment and left . Tears flowed down my eyes by his hurtful words . He thinks I m stalking him and he thinks I m creepy . But I swear I didn't know he got admission in this college .

I thought I could start a new life and get over him but the fate has decided the other thing . Leyda stroked my back .

I m sorry for not defending you . It's just that he looked so serious that I got scared of him and couldn't open my mouth .

I can't blame her tho . Taehyung really looks so scary when he is angry .

Leyda wiped my tears and tried to comfort me . After some time we reached our class . I took a deep breath and released it . Today is my first day and I shouldn't spoil it .

We went into the class and the teacher has arrived .

Time skip ;

I couldn't concentrate on anything . I couldn't concentrate on what was going on . Many people came and introduced themselves but I don't remember any of their names . My mind is full of taehyung and his words again .

Why does he think of me like that ? I never did something bad . Did he feel uncomfortable whenever I followed him ? Maybe he is right . I m a creepy stalker . I mean , who will like it when someone constantly crushes over you for years and follow you everywhere . No one will like it . Maybe that's why he hates me so much .

I should be far from him from now on . If he doesn't like me around and feels suffocated then I won't disturb him anymore . When he said I m creepy it broke my heart . He thinks I m creepy . I just wanted to lock myself in my room and cry my heart out because he thinks very bad about me . My crush hates me .

Y/n , y/n ?

Leyda shook me and bought me out of my thoughts . She sighed looking at my state .

Y/n do you want to go home ?

She asked and I really wanted to be at home right now .

I nodded my head as yes .

Okay then let's go .

She stood up and held her hand out .

What about other classes ? You will miss them because of me .

I don't care y/n . I can't leave you alone . I will come with you .

I smiled and hugged her . She is the bestest friend .

We both got out of our building. I didn't see taehyung since the morning incident. Honestly I wanted to see him again . I really missed him these three months . But again knowing that he loathes my presence wants me to dig the ground and bury myself .

Next day ;

I came to know that taehyung got a seat in medical department. Me and leyda are studying in fashion department while him in medical department and his block is adjacent to ours . So there's a chance of seeing him often . I m happy that I can get to see him . But I just don't want him to see me .

Me and leyda made ourselves to college . And as we reached college I saw a very familiar figure standing . It was taehyung . Looks like he was waiting for someone . I halted on my steps . I didn't want him to see me . I didn't want to make his day bad .

Then I saw a girl running and hugging taehyung tightly while taehyung hugged her back with a big smile plastered on his face .

My already tender heart shattered into million pieces . I resisted the urge to think about the girl and taehyung relationship. But I couldn't help myself and thought of all the possibilities of them together.

I never ever saw him with a girl . I have known him since the past 7 yrs and I never saw him talking to a girl unless it's important. He never smiled at a girl . But now he is hugging her and is smiling . He was looking very happy . Genuinely happy .

Who is she ? How does he know her ? Why I didn't know about her before ? Are they together ? Does he like her ? Does she like him ?

I felt like a million shape knives stabbing my heart . My legs felt weak . My heart felt very heavy and painful . Leyda noticed my weakness and supported me . My throat went dry and tears glistened my eyes .

L-leyda I can't go to college today .

Y/n I understand . Let's get home .

N-no leyda . I don't want you to m-miss classes because of me .

But y/n I don't want to leave you alone .

It's fine leyda . Just leave me and go to classes .

But y/n -

I will be totally fine . I just need some time alone . Please .

She hugged me .

I will try to come home soon . Don't think about bad things . He doesn't deserve you y/n . He doesn't deserve your love .

Time skip :

As soon as I reached home my legs gave up and I fell on the ground crying . Why ? Why is this happening to me ? Why is it so painful to see him with other girl ? She may or may not be his girlfriend. I can't jump into conclusions. But still it hurts seeing him smiling and hugging other girl .

It's not like he can't hug other girls . It's just that he always stayed away from girls . He never touched a girl before . But now he is totally different with her . What if she is the one for him ?

I guess I should accept the reality and face it . If he is happy with her then I should also be happy for him . I shouldn't think much about them . I shouldn't be bothered by them . It's not like we both are in relationship . There's not even a little bit change that taehyung will like me back . So I should stop thinking about him .

Few hours passed;

I didn't realise that I fell asleep . My eyes felt heavy . I rubbed my eyes and woke up . I looked at the time and leyda must be home at by now . I got up from my bed and went out of the room . I saw a male figure sitting on the couch .

As I went closer I saw the face and it was yoongi .

Yoongi ? What are you doing here ?

When he heart my voice his head was snapped towards mine and he quickly stood up hugging me tightly .

Yah you are holding me tight . I can't breath .

I slapped his arm and he made his grip lose .

God I was so worried for you y/n .

I furrowed my eyebrows . Why is he worried so suddenly ?

He pulled away from the hug and looked at my face .

Y/n it's not too late yet . We can cancel the admission in this college and we can apply somewhere else .

So yoongi knows about taehyung. I looked at leyda with a glaring eyes and she gave me apologetic look . Why did she tell yoongi ? Now he came all the way here from our home . And I m sure he won't return until he makes sure I m perfectly fine .

No yoongi . I don't want to run away like this . I should accept the reality . Though it hurts I should accept the fact that I and taehyung doesn't have a chance together .

My lips trembled when I said that . Though how many times I tell myself that we can't be together it still hurts a lot whenever I remember it .

Don't cry my little dumpling. You are a very strong girl . And strong girls don't cry for boys . They make the boys cry .

He said making me chuckle .

Two days later ;

Yoongi was going back to home now . I didn't go to college because I was not ready yet . I wanted to some time to make myself strong . Yoongi was with me these two days and tried his best to get my thoughts off taehyung and he almost succeeded. Yoongi may seem as a cold guy to others but he has a very soft side .

He is very calm , sweet and kind . He always has a soft side for me and I adore that side of him .

If you think you can't make it then you can drop out of the college y/n . We can think of other ways too .

Okay yoongi .

Don't forget to call me everyday .

Okay .

Don't forget to eat and take care of your health .

Okay .

Don't forget to call me or text me if you need someone . I m always here .

Okay .

Forget that bastard . He doesn't deserve your love . Don't cry for a guy like him .

Okay .

Take care .

Argh yoongi this is the 100 th time you are saying these words to me . I know everything okay . No need to repeat them .

What can I do ? I just don't want my sister to cry over some useless fellow .

Yoongi .....

Okay okay I m sorry . I won't talk bad about him .

Good . Now go . Or else you will be late .

Bye dumpling .

He ruffled my hair making it dirty . I punched his arm making him let of my hair . He always makes my hair dirty .

He bid goodbye and left back .

I sighed coming back to my house . I slumped down on the sofa and closed my eyes .

Yoongi is right . I shouldn't waste my time crying for something which doesn't give a shit about me . I may spoil my future because of this . I should stop thinking about him and move on . It's time for me to concentrate on my career . I should achieve my goals . I will start going to college from tomorrow and indulge myself in the studies so that I can forget about him .