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Taehyung PoV :

I sobbed very hard seeing y/n lying there lifeless . It's all my mistake . I hate myself . She can't die like this . I should be the one in her place . I buried myself in my hands and cried realising she is no longer there .

Then suddenly I heard a beep sound . I looked up and saw the heartbeat monitor and I saw the electric signals of her heartbeat . I quickly stood up and went there . Her heart beat is coming back . My hands were trembling . Am I dreaming ? Is this real ?

Taehyung stay outside I will take over .

My colleague said grabbing my shoulders .

B-but I w-want to do her surgery.

Taehyung you are still in shock and you are not in your right senses . Please cooperate and stay outside . You need to calm down . Trust me and wait outside .

I nodded my head weakly and went outside of the ER waiting nervously and tensed . My colleague is a specialised surgeon so I trust him .

Time skip ;

It's been two hours and these two hours were hell like me . I couldn't think of anything but praying to god to make y/n better .

She is out of danger . But we don't know when she will come to conscious . Her blood pressure is not constant yet . So we have to make sure it's constant . She will be under observation until she wakes up .

The doctor said and I released a breath I was holding in . Somehow I am relaxed because she is out of danger . But the problem is with her blood pressure . If it falls down then again she will be in danger . So I have to take care of her and monitor her every minute .

2 days later ;

It's been two days and she didn't open her eyes yet . I didn't go to home these two days . I was so worried for her and afraid something may happen to her . I didn't get proper sleep because I have been observing her every moment .

Taehyung you should go home .

My colleague who is also my friend said entering the room . I shook my head as no weakly .

Look at yourself taehyung, your eyes are swollen and you have eye bags . You need sleep .

I am totally fine .

You haven't eaten properly and your grandma is very worried . Atleast go home for her . Fresh up eat something and sleep . Until then I am here to take care of y/n .

But-

No buts taehyung. Listen to me and go home . Don't make it worse for yourself. It's not your mistake that she is in this situation . Don't blame yourself . Go home and take rest .

Time skip ;

I came home and met my grandma . She was so worried for me and I apologised to her for making her worry . I took a bath and came down . My grandma made dinner for me . I sat on the dining table to have dinner but the food wasn't going down my throat . Tears filled my eyes thinking about y/n . I have made her suffer so much for so many years and she is in this situation only because of me .

My grandma saw my disheartened state .

Tae what happened ? You know you can talk to me right .

I couldn't control myself and burst out in tears . I told my grandma everything . Everything since we were 13 . How I treated her and how much she was hurt because of me .

She is an angel the god sent for you to save you .

Yes she is really an angel .

Taehyung you need to understand that love always doesn't give pain . You are in trauma because of your family . But try to think outside of your family . There are many couples who are happy with each other .

I looked at her listening to her carefully . My grandma knows why I don't believe in love .

Look at me and your grandpa Tae . We have been together for 45 years and loved each other immensely but the god has took him . But still I love him and I also know he loves me from up there . Our love didn't die even when one of us died .

Your sister couldn't take the heartbreak . If only she could take it she would have found her soulmate and would have started a family with him.  And about your parents they fell out of love and they divorced each other in a mutual understanding. Maybe they aren't meant for each other that's why they got divorced .

Y/n loves you since the past 14 years taehyung despite of you insulting her and hurting her . She never stopped loving you . Her love only increased but never faded . Even when you rejected her harshly , told her to move on she still couldn't stop loving you or hating you . Do you still think she will break your heart one day ?

I shook my head as no . My grandma caressed my hair and patted my cheek softly .

She loves you so much taehyung and I have never seen you crying for some girl . You also love her and you know that .

I am afraid grandma .

Don't be my honey bear . From what I listened from you I believe that she loves you truly and will never do something to hurt you . And I know about you too . You will never hurt your loved ones . So what's the problem . Just go for it . Don't miss her . She is your happiness and you are her happiness . Maybe you were meant to be together that's why even after these many years and so many struggles fate has bought you both at one place .

I hugged my grandma and buried my head in her embrace . She caressed my hair and I thought about us . Me and y/n . Yes , I love her so much and I am ready to take this risk . She broke my fear of loving someone . I have fallen in love with her and I believe we are meant for each other .

My eyelids felt heavy and I slept on my grandmas lap .

Next morning ;

I woke up in the couch and smelled something delicious from the kitchen . I stretched my body and went to see my grandma making my favourite dish .

Go brush your teeth . You need to eat .

Time skip ;

I went to the hospital with fresh flowers from my garden . Tulip flowers . My favourite . They are sweet smelling . I saw y/n still unconscious. I sat beside her and laid the flowers beside her . I caressed her hair .

Her vitals are stable . We are hoping she will wake up soon .

My friend said entering the room . I took a deep breath in relief .

Its been few hours . I held her hand in my hands and caressed it . It's the first time I am holding her hand and it's so soft and perfectly fit in my hands . I kissed her hand and looked at her .

Y/n I am so sorry , please forgive me .

I have something important to tell you , something you have been wanting to hear from me . I promised you that I will give us a chance if we meet again . So you have to wake up y/n . Don't you need that chance . Don't you want to be my girlfriend?

We have to date . I want to date you . I love you y/n .

My voice cracked and my heart felt heavy . I never imagined to see her in this situation.

Wake up y/n . I love you . Where is my reply ? I thought you will be so happy when I confess my feelings . Then why aren't you waking up yet . I have wasted so many of years . If only I didn't be an coward and accepted you before we could have spend so many years with each other happily .

I am a fool . I am a coward . I know I don't deserve you but I also know that you are the only one for me . You made me feel love . Now I want to make you feel loved . Please open your eyes and get well soon . I don't want to waste any other minute with us being like this .

You are so near to me yet So far .

A tear flowed down from my eye . I chuckled to myself seeming myself talking like a lovesick person . What did you turn me into y/n ?

I wiped my tears and went out of the room . I saw leyda coming .

How is she ? Where is she ?

She asked me . I contacted her today morning  to inform her about y/n . Her family needed to know about y/n condition but her phone was broken . So I couldn't contact her family . Since leyda also studied in the same class and college with me it was easy for me to get her number .

She is fine but she is still under observation.

Leyda stayed with y/n for few hours . I went and sat beside her .

Did you tell her family ?

No . Yoongi is on honeymoon vacation with his wife . Y/n family is busy with their business . So I didn't tell them yet . I will inform them as soon as y/n comes back to stable condition. For now I told them that me and y/n came here to visit some of our friends .

I nodded my head understanding her .

Time skip ;

Leyda was still here so I gave her space with y/n and I stayed outside of the room . Suddenly leyda came out looking tensed .

Her fingers are moving .

She said . I rushed in and checked her vitals . They were normal . Her blood pressure is also normal . Y/n slowly opened her eyes and my heart stopped seeing this moment . She finally opened her eyes . She first looked at leyda and then at me . Her eyes slightly widened seeing me .

I signalled her not to speak anything . She needs rest . Leyda contacted her parents and they came . No one said anything to yoongi yet because they didn't wanted to disturb his vacation .

Time skip ;

Y/n got shifted to normal room . Leyda stayed her for two days but she had to go back because of family reasons . Y/n parents still stayed here but I assured them that I will take care of y/n and they can go back to their work . They contemplated a lot and went . They said that they will come by in 2-3 days again .

Seeing them worried for y/n reminded me of my parents . They were also worried about me a lot of years back when I was a kid . But after my sister died they never cared about me .

It took 10 days for y/n to discharge . These all 10 days I stayed with her and took care of her . She tried to speak to me but I only had normal conversations with her . She is in weak state and I didn't wanted to put her under stress .

Her parents came to take her home . Seeing her leaving bought tears to my eyes . But I can't stop her .

I m happy you are finally recovered .

I spoke to y/n. She looked at me .

I am going to leave now . Don't you have anything to say ?

Here is my number . Please contact me after you get a new phone . I want to tell you something important.

I said handing her my number .

What is it ?

Should I tell her now or should I wait ?

Don't keep any secrets with me taehyung.

She said in a pleading tone and my heart clenched seeing her like that . Am I hurting her again ?

Do you remember my promise 5 years ago ?

Y/n PoV :

My breath got stuck in my throat when he talked about the promise . All these days I tried to talk to him about us but he always skipped the topic which made me sad . But seeing him taking care of me made me so happy . It bought hopes inside me .

I promised to give us a chance if we meet again . So I want to fulfil it . But I can't do it until you are fully recovered .

What ????

I can't believe what I am hearing ? Is he serious ?

I need you to fully recover before I take any step . So please contact me after you get fully recovered .

T-taehyung are you r-really going to give us a c-chance .

Y-yeah .

He looked down scratching his nape . Wait ? Is he blushing ? Does he love me ?

My parents called me saying it's time to go . Unfortunately I had to bid goodbye to him . Before I left the room he called me . He came to me and stood infront of me .

C-can I h-hug you ?

I was stunned listening to him . Is he really the taehyung I knew before ? Hearing nothing from me he backed away but I opened my arms and his widened .

Are you s-sure ?

I am more than sure .

And there he goes , he hugged me . My heart did flips and butterflies danced non stop in my stomach . His hug is so warm and his embrace is so comfortable I want to stay there forever but my parents disturbed us again .

I will be waiting for your call .

He said before I got into the car .

Time skip ;

A week later ;

He asked me to text him when I get better and I texted him . I got healed so quickly . But I received no response from him . He saw my message but no reply . It's been say . I got worried . Why isn't he texting me back ? Why didn't he call me ? What's happening ?

Y/n someone is here for you .

My mom said and I went down to see taehyung. He was dressed in a grey suit looking stunning . Happy tears formed in my eyes seeing him . He asked me to get ready because he wanted to take me somewhere. I went and got ready in a white floral dress getting so excited . I went in his car and he drove to the beach . My heart was thumping the whole time . I still can't believe if this is real or dream . But if it's dream then I never want to wake up .

I was dumbstruck seeing the view infront of me . There was a small lake and a there were two chairs with a mat underneath and some food . There were birds flying and the sound of water flowing was so soothing to hear . I looked around and admired the view . It was fantastic . I closed my eyes inhaling the smell of the water and trees .

Y/n .

I heard taehyung calling my name and he was on his knees with a flower beautiful flower bouquet in his hands . I covered my mouth seeing him in this position .

Thank you for coming into my life y/n , thank you for not giving up on me , thank you for loving me , thank you for making me feel what true love is . Forgive me for all the times I have hurt you . I know a small apology isn't worth it . So instead of that I want to make you happy . I want to show you how much you changed me . I want to give all my love to you . So y/n will you be my girlfriend? Please don't say no because I don't think I am as strong person as you .

The last line made me chuckle while tears were flowing down from my eyes . I accepted his proposal and I still can't believe this is happening . The day has finally come which I was waiting since Years . He hugged me tightly making my feet lift from the ground . He kissed me on the cheek .

I promise to never make you cry again .

I love you taehyung.

He wiped my tears and cupped my cheeks .

I love you y/n .

We both stared into each other's eyes and he asked me the permission to kiss me . Obviously I said yes and that's how we shared our first kiss and there will be many more coming in the future .