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Y/n PoV :

Few months later ;

I indulged myself in studies to distract my mind from taehyung and I guess it's working .

I m not seeing taehyung much in the college . Sometimes I see him in cafeteria with the girl I saw him hugging . Whenever I see him he is always with her .

She is really beautiful . I am jealous of her but I shouldn't be . It hurt me a lot whenever I see him with that girl laughing and smiling . How I wish that girl was me . How I wish I could make him laugh like that . But I know my future . And that future says me and taehyung will never be together .

So I shouldn't have any hopes . I avoid going to the cafeteria in order not to see him . I don't even go near his block because I m afraid that I may come across him .

I am preparing my heart to forget him . It's hard to forget him because I have loved him for 7yrs . But I m trying my best to forget him . That's why I am avoiding all the possible ways that will make me come across him .

Yoongi and leyda tried to set me up on blind dates . They wanted me to forget taehyung and move on . I also wanted that so I went on blind dates . But no one reached my standards . Everytime I go on a blind date I see myself comparing the guy to taehyung.

Taehyung is just perfect and no one can beat him . So it's hard for me to chose any guy other than taehyung. Why do I even compare them to taehyung when I want to move on from him . I can't understand myself . I hate myself so much . I m being very weak and I hate it .

I totally indulged myself in my studies since the blind date thing is not working . I also started enjoying my life . Before I never drank alcohol and I never went to pubs. I used to rarely go shopping. But now I always find myself going to shopping whenever I m bored .

Me and leyda go to pubs once in a month and we drink . We enjoy ourselves and that's helping me a lot to get off my mind from taehyung.

Before I was not good at studies but now I m on top 5 students in my class . I am getting good grades and I am very satisfied with myself . Soon I have my finals coming . I am aiming for the first place . I hope I get it .

Time skip ;

My final results came out and I came in the second place . I aimed for the first place but I couldn't . But still it was fine . I am happy . Back in school I used to top the class from the last but now I became a topper . And it's all because of taehyung. I wanted to distract my mind from him and I m succeeding .

I will just keep myself busy in other things so that I will forget about him completely . My parents and yoongi were so happy about my results .

I want a party .

Leyda asked wrapping her arm around my shoulder . I raised my eyebrow at her playfully .

Chose a place .

I smirked . Her eyes widened in excitement.

Really ? I get to chose the place . Wow . So there's this place that has opened recently and I heard that they have a special drink which tastes like heaven .

Perfect . Let's go there .

But y/n there is one problem .

What is it ?

I heard that the place is expensive.

No problem leyda . Let's enjoy tonight . I have worked so hard and I want to party hard .

Time skip ;

Me and leyda did some shopping . We reached home and took baths . We wore the dresses we bought for ourselves.

I wore a red crop top with a black leather skirt while leyda wore a black polka dot dress . We both wore a matching boots .

Let's go .

Me and leyda were so excited . We arrived the club and looked around the place . Wow it's so good . So big . There were so many people .

Alcohol hit my nostrils and the smell was so strong . But this is a pub what can I expect . I looked and saw people dance floor enjoying themselves . And there were people who were dancing so sexually . Few people were making out on the couches and I just wished I won't get wasted and do stupid things which I might regret later .

Me and leyda both went to the bar section and ordered their special drink . It was blue colour . It looked exactly like a blue mojito . But when we tasted it my eyes enlarged . The taste is so good and as leyda said it definitely feels heavenly .

Y/n let's dance .

I nodded my head and went with her to the dance floor . I made sure we won't bump into drunken guys . Me and leyda started dancing and then a boy came to leyda asking her permission to dance . He looked so damn handsome and hot . He was totally leyda type .

I saw leyda cheeks getting pink . She looked at me for permission and I nodded my head . I don't want her to miss the chance because of me . I can stay alone . That's no problem for me . I went back to the bar section and sat on a stool with the drink in my hand .

I looked at leyda making sure she is comfortable with that guy and she looked so happy . He was making her laugh . I automatically smiled seeing her smile . My mind wandered to taehyung and how I wished me and taehyung would be in leyda and the guys position . I quickly shook my head and scolded myself .

Wtf y/n . You are here to enjoy yourself . Not to think about taehyung.

What's a pretty girl like you doing alone ?

A boy who looked like 2/3 years older than me came and sat on the stool which was beside me . I looked at him up and down and his style was good . He was good looking .

I m not alone . I came with my friend .

I pointed at leyda .

Myself Christian .

I m y/n . Nice to meet you .

You are so pretty y/n .

He commented making me blush . Why am I blushing over a simple compliment? Maybe be because I don't receive many compliments from boys or maybe because of the alcohol effect in my body .

Thank you .

I gave him and shy smile . He signalled the bartender something and the bartender bought me a drink .

My treat .

Christian said handing me the drink .

I took the drink and drank it . The alcohol first burnt down my throat but later it was good .

You want another one ?

He asked and I shook my head as no . I don't want to get drunk as I m not a heavy drinker . I get drunk very easily . I already took 3 glasses of alcohol . And if I take one more I m sure I will lose my senses .

Just another one please .

I tried to reject but he was insisting a lot . I finally gave in and took the shot . Final shot .

Will you dance with me ?

He asked keeping his hand forward .

I thought for a while and kept my hand in his . One dance won't hurt right .

We went on the dance floor and I saw leyda seeing me and getting surprised . I mean I never danced with a guy so I guess that's why she is surprised .

Enjoy .

She mouthed to me and I smiled . Enjoy. Yes I will do that .

My head started feeling heavy slowly and I feel tension in my body . I guess the alcohol is affecting me now . Christian kept his hands around my waist and pulled me close which made my hands to rest on his chest .

I looked up at him and saw him smirking . My vision wasn't blurry but  my head was spinning . He turned me around and wrapped his hands around me . My breath hitched the was he was touching me . His hands roamed around my body and my breath became uneven . I feel butterflies in my stomach .

This is the first time I m being touched by a boy like this . And my body is loving it but not my mind . My mind was telling me that this wrong and I shouldn't allow this . I will sure regret this later . But my body is betraying me . He pulled me towards his body and I can feel his body on my back .

I can feel something hard on my ass and my eyes widened realising what that is . I wanted to pull away but my body isn't letting me to . His hands were doing magic to my body .

His hands caressed my stomach giving me tingling sensation down there . Then his hands went or breasts cupping then . I let out a shaky moan and I was shocked by myself .

Wtf am I doing ? Why am I allowing him to touch me like this ? Why my body is loving it ?

Christian s-stop .

My voice came out as a whisper but I m sure he heard it . But he didn't let me go . So I removed his hands from my body and pulled myself away but he wrapped them around my stomach and pulled me close to him .

Christian p-please I don't w-want this .

A shaky moan left my mouth again when he bit my ear lobe .

He wrapped his hands tight around me and I could feel the warmth from his body . I feel goosebumps on my skin . He went to my neck and removed my hair . My lips were trembling because of his actions . He kissed my neck and my breath stopped . My throat went dry . No I don't want this but at the same time I want to feel this .

I closed my eyes tightly to suppress the needy feeling and I felt myself being pulled away from his grip and landed on someone's chest . Their hands were securely wrapped around my waist .

Don't touch her .

The person spoke in his deep voice and I felt a shiver down my spine . I looked up to see a familiar face and my eyes widened.

T-taehyung ?