Chapter 18

Chapter 18 I was lying on my bed, and sadness brimmed in my heart, making it heavy. The tears in my eyes kept rolling down both sides of my face, wetting my pillow It was a miracle that I was happy, and it was even more awesome that I was being treated so well by Lucian mother, but one thing that was so important to me was amiss, and I found myself somehow wishing that I died.

In my head, I kept seeing his face with that hateful gaze and eyes glinting with sheer irritation when he looked at me. He called me a manipulator unapologetically, sounding so sure of himself. That care and love I had seen in his eyes when we were together that night had vanished and left no trace.

He doesn’t like me. When he first saw me, he was just surprised and confused as to how I got here, but after that, his emotion drifted into a really indignant one, and the only reason he was going to allow me in here was his mother.

He had sternly warned me to stay away from him.

But why won’t he tell me where I offended him? Why does he want to take my virginity and dump me? What did I do in my sleep that sparked such hatred from him? He clearly doesn’t want to set his eyes on me.

He hadn’t rejected me, but I could feel rejected already, and my stay here didn’t seem like it was going to be fun. I recall how I was being glared at by everyone when they saw me with Lucian’s mother.

They were obviously jealous, but the reason was something that must not just be because I was led by Lucian mother. The girls seemed to have something else that made them abhor me at first sight.

I just hope I won’t be bullied to death because Lucian’s mother won’t be with me everywhere, and Lucian, who should help me out by at least giving orders that I shouldn’t be harmed, is the one who won’t hesitate to hurt me himself.

I lay on the bed, my face up to the ceiling, staring at the light bulbs, drowning in my thoughts of what life would be like in this kingdom and what would be going on in the mind of my father.

Would he even be regretting it?

Would he miss me?

Will he send men to go, search, and bring me back from the forest?

Oh, s h i t!

1 curse d at myself, remembering that the whole essence of banishing me was to get rid of me. Only a few survive as s l a v e s when banned, so he would be sure I was dead, and here I was asking myself if he had sent me to go bring me back.

I hissed loudly, my heart feeling like the whole world was pressing down on it. I was so hurt that I had to fight back my Tears The love of my life, or rather, the one I thought was my man, is in the next room and obviously enjoying his sleep or might even be with another woman.

He doesn’t even care about me, and I was here having a sleepless night, Just as I shut my eyes to sleep, a knock came to my door, and I jumped out of bed, happiness hitting me like a hurricane, sweeping through my entire body as I thought of nothing else than Lucian.

It was so bad to see myself becoming more obsessed and falling deeper in love with a man who doesn’t love me. He clearly doesn’t want me anymore, and he has made his intention clear.

Yet, I just can’t stop my heart. I want to do anything he wants. I want to make him happy and make his life better. He seemed to have a cruel past, and I just want to be the one to make him return to his former self.

Dreame O 17.54 Mon, 29 Apr Chapter Is 1 I rushed to the door, convinced that it was him. I was sure he might have also been restless and couldn’t help coming over to check up on me. He must be here to talk with me, so I thought until I unlocked the door and is faced with a stranger I had never met this tall, beautiful girl in my life, but I knew from her scent that she was a Lycan. She was dressed in he might robe, which was really pretty and sophisticated. She has that nice blonde hair, with a pin dipped beside it “Good evening “ Lgreeted with a smile, but her facial expression was far from friendly, and my smile was like a s t u p i d one as the girl wasn’t here to chitchat or joke with me. Her eyes were full of venom, and the way she stood with her hands on her waist was like she was here for a fight against her biggest enemy.

What is good about this evening, pig?” She sneered, walking in and pushing me away from the way that I almost hit my head on the wall She bumped in Who are you, and what are you doing in this kingdom?” She seethed, her eyes so menacing s taken in by Clara, Lucian’s mother. I replied, and she scoffed.

“Why are you in this room? Who are you to Lucian? Answer quick before I kick you!” She growled, her tone sounding really threatening, like she would crush me in the next minute.

I don’t even know who she was in this kingdom, but one thing was sure for me: she was madly in love with Lucian “Are you Lucuns girlfriend? If yes, you don’t have to worry at all. You don’t have to be jealous, because we have nothing in common. We aren’t friends or anything” I replied under my breath, feeling like my heart was stabbed by my own words.

lying. I wish all I was saying here were not true, but it was. Lucian doesn’t like me anymore, even when he has take my virginity and I have his baby.

I dont care whatever you’re saying If it’s true or a he, that’s none of my business. Listen attentively because I left my sleep to sell this to you now, so you won’t say you weren’t warned.”

I sat on my bed, staring at her There is no need to tell you my name, but I want you to know that me and Lucian have been together since I was a kid, and be personally invited me to come to this castle to be with him. You are still a newbie here, so you won’t know. That man is usband to me, so any hope you are having because of his mother should get flushed from your head” She scoffed.

“I don’t even know why you were brought here. Tell me why his mother brought and kept you in this room beside him.” She eseed, her sonce sounding angrier as her hands clenched into fists like she was going to punch me to death.

“Is that a question I can answer? I am not in her mind to know her reason. I will just say I am lucky”

T a s s e n The luckiness should not include getting close to Lucian I am here to warn you ahead. Stay away from Lucia entury. Even if he comes close to you, run, because if you don’t. I will make you regret ever being alive. I promise you with mycide” line threatened and hussed long and loudly before stomping out I weak laid on the bed, and shut my eyes, her words replaying in my head I don’t even know what to do, but there thing I realized Everyone believed I had something with Lucian when it was no more, and now I might be suffering Sue sorting Was