RAINEY
After Alex drops me off at my place, I wave them goodbye. I walk up to my front door, but when I turn around, I see their car hasnât moved. Alex is hugging the steering wheel, watching me from the driverâs seat, and Ansel is peering at me from behind his glasses. I wave at them, and they wave back, waiting until Iâm safely inside before they drive off.
My mom and Jeff arenât on the couch tonight. I remember I didnât eat dinner earlier because of the drama at the table. I head to the kitchen to make some cereal, but Jeff is there, washing a cup. I roll my eyes and decide not to eat. I donât want to be in the same room as him. I turn to leave, but then he speaks.
âLittle girls should be little girls.â
I raise an eyebrow and turn to glare at him. âWhat did you say?â
He puts the cup in the dish rack and turns to face me. âItâs not right for a girl your age to bring a boy home.â
I cross my arms and give him a dirty look.
âYouâre not my dad. Remember that. And if you think being with my mom gives you the right to control me, youâre wrong. Itâs not going to happen. Not now, not ever.â
His jaw tightens as I turn to leave. Suddenly, he grabs my elbow, stopping me in my tracks. I spin around to face him, and heâs towering over me.
âDonât you dare walk away from me, or Iâll show you whoâs in control, you hear me?â
His face twitches, and I wince at his painful grip, gritting my teeth.
âLet go of me.â
âShow some respect, or Iâll remind you why you should. Do you need a reminder? Have you forgotten?!â
His grip tightens as he yanks me toward him. His eyes darken as I squirm in his grasp.
âLet go of me!â
âYour father is gone, and Iâm in charge now. Iâve always been in charge, so donât you dare turn your back on me, you little brat.
âYou think because some boys at school flirt with you, you can talk to me however you want? Think again. Iâll set you straight!â
âGet your hands off me!â
âDonât make me teach you a lesson, because you know I will. You know Iâll mess with your head! Donât make me show you whoââ
I knee him in the groin. He doubles over in pain, clutching himself as his eyes go wide. His face turns red, and the veins in his neck bulge.
I step back as he struggles to stay upright.
âAh! You littleâ¦!â
He tries to limp toward me, so I grab the salt shaker from the counter, unscrew the top, and throw the salt in his face. He cries out, clutching his eyes as he stumbles to the sink.
My mom rushes into the kitchen in her nightgown. She looks terrified as she takes in the scene: Jeff with his face under the running water, and me holding the salt shaker, glaring at him.
When she realizes what happened, she goes pale.
âWhatâwhat did you do, Rainey Slate?!â she yells at me.
âTell him to never touch me again!â I shout back. âIâm not a little girl anymore! If he thinks he can do what he did to me years ago, heâs got another thing coming!â
âDo what? What are you talking about? Youâre always making him out to be the bad guy. Whatâs wrong with you?!â
âTouch me again and Iâll kill you!â I warn him.
âGo to your room!â my mom shouts at me. âYou disgust me!â
I look at her. I know she cares more about Jeff than she does about me, but it still hurts every time she takes his side.
I throw the salt shaker on the counter and storm out of the kitchen. I go to my room, slam the door, and lock it. Iâm not taking any chances with that creep tonight.
I wonât let what happened seven years ago happen again.
I sigh and start to undress. I take off my dress shirt, leaving just my tank top. As Iâm about to fold it, a small piece of paper falls out. I pick it up and unfold it.
~Hey, hereâs my number. If anything happens, call me.~
~954 578-4895~
~âAnsel~
Despite everything that just happened, I canât help but smile. When did he slip this into my shirt pocket? Heâs pretty slick.
But why am I surprised? I saw him take down two guys tonight.
I realize Iâm grinning like a silly teenager and quickly wipe the smile off my face. But I canât stop blushing.
I sit on my bed, wondering if I should call him to see if heâs okay. Would that be too forward? I put the note on my bed and decide to take a shower instead.
I spend a long time in the bathtub, thinking about Ansel. After my shower, I get dressed in shorts and a T-shirt. I pull my hair up into a messy bun and crawl into bed. I start watching a mafia series on Netflix, but my mind keeps drifting back to Ansel.
~Iâll just ask if heâs okay. Thatâs all. It doesnât mean anything. Itâs just one classmate checking on another. Totally normal.~
I grab my phone from the bedside table and pick up the note. I dial his number, and my heart does something weirdâit skips a beat.
My legs twitch as the phone rings. Itâs the third ring now, and Iâm about to pull the phone away from my ear, thinking heâs probably asleep. But then his voice cuts through the silence.
âHello?â
My throat feels like a desert, and Iâm suddenly hit with the same nervousness I felt earlier today in math class. I canât remember how to form words.
âHello?â he says again, and I shift my position, pulling my feet under me as I sit up straight.
âUm, hi. Itâsââ
âRainey, is everything okay?â His voice is tinged with worry, and I can hear the rustle of sheets on the other end. He must be in bed.
I blink. âY-yeah. Iâm okay⦠I was just wondering if you were.â
âOh, yeah, I slapped a band-aid on the bruise.â He laughs a little, and I canât help but smile.
âWell, thatâs good to hear.â
Thereâs an awkward silence, and I close my eyes, scratching my forehead. âWell, um, as long as youâre okayâ¦â
I start to pull the phone away, but he speaks again.
âWait, Rain.â
âYeah?â
âLook, itâs not my place to butt into your family stuff, but what your mom said today about you being âhard workâ wasnât right. I hope you didnât believe her,â he says.
I hold the phone tighter and smile a little, dropping my gaze. âYeah. Thanks, Ansel.â
Thereâs another pause, and for some reason, I can almost feel him smiling.
âYeah. Well, see you at school tomorrow,â I say.
âYeah, see you tomorrow. Goodnight, Rainey.â
My smile widens, because the way he says my name is unlike anyone else.
âGoodnight, Ansel.â
We hang up, and I set the phone on my bedside table. I grab the remote, switch off the TV, and snuggle under my covers. I close my eyes and let sleep take me, my thoughts filled with Ansel.
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