BY THE TIMEÂ I finally manage to extricate myself from Zoe, itâs the sixth inning. On the way back to the seats, I realize that Sebastianâs about to come up to bat, so I pause where I am, behind the rows in front of home plate, to watch him step into the batterâs box.
Like most baseball players, he takes a moment to settle into his stance. He widens his feet, rotates his waist a few times, and taps the bat on the toes of his cleats before settling it in place over his shoulder. He takes the first pitch, an outside ball, and readjusts for the next one. Another ball.
âThrow a strike!â a guy wearing a Binghamton shirt yells at the pitcher.
I cup my hands around my mouth and shout, âGo Seb!â
He gets another ball. The pitcher isnât giving him anything to hit. Thereâs already a runner on second base, so maybe heâs being cautious, trying to get past Sebastian to an easier batter later in the lineup.
The guy looks back at me. I shrug. âGirlfriend duties.â
âYour boyfriend sucks,â he says.
I give him my best bitch look. âYou want to go there?â
âThere you are,â Penny says, grabbing me by the elbow and dragging me in the direction of our seats. The pitcher throws a fourth ball, and Seb tosses away his shin guard before jogging to first base. âI was getting worried. You left your phone at your seat, and I just saw that Giana called a bunch of times.â
The noise of the game fades away for a moment. âWhat?â
âIâm sure everything is fine.â
âMaybe.â I speed up the pace. Giana wouldnât call more than once unless there was an emergency. âOr maybe itâs not.â
Penny hurries down the steps after me. When I get to the seats, Izzy holds out my phone right away.
âShe started texting,â she says. âBut we didnât see any of them, donât worry.â
I donât bother listening to her messages; I just call her and press the phone to my ear. Sebastianâs team is back on the field for the top of the seventh. I turn away, walking back up the stairs to a quieter spot, as Giana picks up.
âOh, good. Iâve been calling for the past fifteen minutes, you know.â
âWhatâs the matter?â I duck into a little corridor between the lower seats and the stairs to the upper deck. âIs everyone okay?â
âEveryoneâs fine. Didnât you read my messages?â
âIâm at Sebastianâs game. I just saw that youâve been calling, I didnât stop to check the messages.â
âOh, youâre at the game right now.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âRemember my friend April, the one you were going to go to the conference with? You never got in touch with her, by the way.â
âWhat about her?â I say, just barely refraining from snapping.
âShe sent me this picture on Instagram? Or a tweet? Wait, I think it was a tweet. Anyway, itâs of you in a baseball jersey, which is adorable, by the wayââ
âGiana,â I interrupt. âWhat about that made you call me five times in a row?â
âItâs just strange,â she says. âThe caption is talking about how youâre trying to work for NASA.â
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âMia di Angelo, Sebastianâs girlfriend, is as talented in the lab as he is on the field. Sheâs double majoring in astronomy and physics, and aiming to work for NASA one day,â Giana recites.
I drag my hand over my face. I didnât mention that to Zoe when we talked just now, so Sebastian must have said something during the interview. Fuck. I canât even be mad at him, because he doesnât know that Iâve been hiding things from my family, but this could upset the delicate balance Iâve been maintaining. If Giana already started yapping about it to everyone else, Iâm toast. Thereâs no way itâs not getting back to Mom and Dad.
âGiana,â I start.
âThis is whatâs true, right?â she says. âItâs what youâre trying to do? You never planned on becoming a teacher.â
âNo,â I admit.
âI figured something was up when you wouldnât tell me anything about this student teaching you were supposedly doing,â she says. âOr when you didnât get in touch with April.â
I donât say anything. Iâm not sure what to say. I bite my lip, watching as a couple walks by, hand-in-hand.
âThatâs it?â she says eventually. âNo explanation? No apology?â
âI didnât mean to lie,â I say. I swallow the hurt rolling through me. âItâs just⦠you know how impossible it is to do anything Mom doesnât agree with.â
âSo you thought youâd lie to your entire family about something this important? All because you didnât want to upset Mom?â
âI didnât want to disappoint anyone!â I tear the baseball cap off my head and run my hand through my undoubtedly messy hair. âI thought Iâd⦠Iâd go to school and figure it out, and then, once I had something I could show as proof that Iâm cut out for this field, Iâd explain everything.â
âAnd how is that going?â
âIâm working for a professor this summer,â I snap. âAnd itâs hopefully going to get me into a top study abroad program. So Iâd say pretty well.â
âI canât even believe youâre the one getting defensive right now.â She laughs shortly. âYou do realize that our parents help pay for that private university, right? I know you got a scholarship, but itâs not like they contribute nothing. All so you could go to an accelerated teaching program.â
Shit. I forgot that one of my fake selling points for McKee was the ability to fast-track and get the teaching masters you need for certification all in one program, rather than go to a separate graduate school after undergrad. To be honest, I barely thought about it then, and now, Iâve been too busy dreaming about dissertations and NASA projects and coordinating with engineers to give it a thought.
âDo you even hear yourself? You sound just like Mom. She said enough negative things about law school that you gave up and did exactly what she wanted.â
âThis is not about me and my choices.â Her voice is as hard as granite. âThis is about me realizing that my sister is an ungrateful liar.â
Tears burn in my eyes, but Iâm not going to cry. Not here, and not because of my sister. âDid you tell anyone yet?â
âNo. I wanted to hear about it from you first.â She sighs deeply. âBut you have to tell them, Mia. Soon. Tell them at the barbecue.â
âAre you insane?â
âYou never come home otherwise.â I hear the hurt in her voice, and it makes my heart ache, even as I want to rail against her and how unfair sheâs being. âWere you planning on ditching the barbecue, too? Lying about something coming up with your fake job?â
âNo,â I say, fighting to keep my voice unaffected. âNo, Iâll be there.â
âTell Mom and Dad the truth. Iâll keep your secret until the barbecue, but only until then. I have to go.â
âWait, Giââ
She hangs up before I can finish.
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