âSTOP FIDGETING WITH IT,â Izzy says, slapping my hand away from the front-tie of the jersey. âItâs great.â
âI feel weird,â I grumble.
âWell, feel hot. Because you look hot.â She tilts her McKee baseball cap to me. âSo hot, heâs not going to be able to pay attention to the game.â
âLetâs hope that doesnât happen,â Cooper says dryly. He holds out a McKee cap. âWant it or not?â
I snatch the hat from him and squish it on my head. I canât remember the last time I wore a baseball capâprobably when I was still playing softball, honestly. That was the last time I went to a game, too, although McKeeâs main baseball field is way bigger than anything I played on. Penny gives me a smile, looping her arm through mine as we walk through the gates.
Itâs a hot June night, so Iâm only wearing a bra underneath the jersey, plus jean shorts and sandals. Sebastian managed to hand it to me, neatly folded with a note on top, before I ran out the door this morning.
The note is in my bag now, hidden in my planner. I stared at it at least twenty times throughout the day, even though I didnât have time for daydreaming. I couldnât wait to share the breakthrough I had with Professor Santoro, and she rewarded me with the go-ahead to make the changes to the program, but that means extra crunch time work before the symposium.
Love.
What kind of love is it? Did he think about it before he wrote it? Did he mean it in the casual way people use the word, or did he agonize over it? And when did the word âangelâ become so deeply entrenched in how he thinks of me that he put it in writing? Part of me wants to cling to the note so tightly heâd never be able to pry it from my fingers, and part of me wants to pretend I never saw it.
Still, I put on the jersey when I left the lab to meet everyone at the ballpark. Itâs a McKee home jersey, purple with white lettering over the front, his last name in block letters on the back over the number â17.â It smells clean, but itâs clearly used, and Iâd never admit it, but I sniffed it a couple times to see if I could catch a bit of his scent.
âWhat are you thinking about?â Penny asks.
âHuh?â
âYou seem kind of distracted.â She tugs me to the left. âWeâre sitting on the third base side.â
I follow her through the crowd to our seats. There are more people here than I thought there would be, honestly. With most of the McKee student population still gone for summer break, the town of Moorbridge has stepped up. A couple kids run past, gloves in hand. A group of older men laugh together as they take their seats. A family with matching âPerrinâ jerseysâhe must be on the teamâpass around signs to hold up. Pop music pipes through the speaker system, cutting through everyoneâs chatter.
Sebastian deserves this kind of atmosphere when he plays, and Iâm glad heâs getting it, even if this season has been tough. I should have been here sooner. If I managed to make it to Cooperâs hockey gamesâsupporting Penny, but stillâI should have been here for Seb since the season started. Even just as his friend.
I gaze at the field. The floodlights are on, illuminating the perfectly mowed grass. Beyond the fence, thereâs practically a forest, the summer-bright leaves on the trees rustling in the wind. McKee has nice facilities everywhere, but this ballpark, with its archways leading to the upper deck seats, brick accents, and purple-and-white color scheme, feels extra special.
Both teams are on the field, warming up. Sebastian is playing catch with a guy I think I recognize as Hunter Kirby. Something warm and golden slips through me at the sight of him in his element. Anyone paying attention to Sebastian would know instantly that baseball has always been in his life.
I wonder if heâs actually as nervous as he sounded yesterday about the prospect of playing on a bigger stage. The interview definitely rattled him.
âThis is nice,â I say as we settle into our seats. Weâre in the front row of the lower deck along third base, which gives us a good view of the whole field. Sebastian will be in the outfield not too far from us, and I already know Iâll be looking straight at him every half-inning.
Penny glances over. âYeah. We went to a game a couple weeks ago that was completely sold out, standing room only.â
âWhen?â
âYou guys werenât talking then.â She shrugs. âYou know it doesnât matter now.â
âRight.â I duck my head as I blush.
âI canât believe you didnât pregame with me,â Izzy says on my other side. She elbows me so I look up, then holds out a water bottle. âI had to make do.â
âIs that vodka?â Cooper asks.
âTequila,â Izzy says.
He raises both eyebrows at his sister. âYou brought an entire water bottle full of tequila to your brotherâs game?â
âOh, please. Like we donât drink at all your games.â
âYouâre not old enough to drink.â
âYouâre so funny sometimes, Coop,â she says sweetly. âDo you want a sip or not?â
âFine,â he says, snatching the bottle from her. He grimaces as he takes a gulp.
When it comes to me, I take a sip, ignoring the gasoline-like taste. Itâs cheap as hell, but whatever. Itâll make cheering more fun, and I intend to get as loud as I can for Seb.
After a couple minutes, Iâm starting to feel warm from the booze, and all four of us are talking over each other. I burst out laughing as Izzy needles Cooper into yet another overprotective reaction. Sheâs so good at it, it should be criminal.
âWhatâs so funny?â someone calls.
Sebastian is leaning over the railing a few feet from us, glove tucked under his arm as he runs his hand through his hair. My mouth goes dry at the sight of him in his uniform. The deep purple plays nicely against his light hair. The white pants are tight in all the right places, and his arms look especially muscular with the short sleeves of the uniform top. The eye black on his cheeks and the belt at his waist tie everything together perfectly. Even the elbow guard heâs wearing is making me feel some sort of way, which is ridiculous. And yet right now? I donât give a damn.
I hurry over to him, looping my fingers through the mesh screen separating us. I know itâs for safety, but I wish I could kiss him right now.
âLooking good, gorgeous,â he says. âIâm glad youâre here.â
âI am too.â I glance over my shoulder at Penny and his siblings. Theyâre hanging back, giving us some space, but Izzy waves excitedly at her brother. Sebastian waves back. âIâm sorry I didnât come to any of the earlier ones.â
He shrugs. âJust happy to see you now.â
âCallahan!â someone calls.
âBe there in a second!â he answers. He looks back at us. âEnjoy the game, yeah? Iâll come find you after.â
âGood luck.â
He blows me a kiss as he jogs backwards. âGonna have to keep from staring at you in between pitches, Mia Angel!â
âUgh,â Izzy says. âThat is so cute Iâm going to throw up.â
âPlease donât,â Cooper says, alarm in his tone. âI canât do a repeat of the last time you barfed on me.â
BY THE TIMEÂ the fourth inning rolls around, McKee is leading by two runs. Sebastian hit a double his first at-bat, sending his teammate on third base home for the first run of the game. I didnât realize he batted cleanup until now. No wonder heâs been so stressed about having trouble at the plate.
Itâs fun to see him hitâhe does have a nice swing, the way everyone seemingly canât stop talking aboutâbut the outfield is a whole different game entirely. Heâs incredibly fast out there, and accurate with his throws. In the second inning, when a Binghamton player got greedy on a base hit and tried to slide into second, Sebastianâs lightning-quick throw sent him straight back to the dugout.
When the Binghamton pitcher strikes out the McKee player at the plate, ending the inning, I head to the bathroom with Penny. As Iâm washing my hands, two girls come in, giggling and falling over each other.
âGod,â one of them says as she tries to lock the stall. âHeâs hot, I just want to lick him.â
âI know!â the other says. âWhy wonât this fuckingâthere we go. And heâs a Callahan. Well, kind of. Close enough, right?â
âIf I canât have the dad, Iâll take him.â
Both burst into laughter. Penny raises her eyebrows at me.
âRichard?â she mouths. âOh my God.â
I stride to one of the stalls and bang my fist on it. I donât know what Iâm more pissed aboutâthem talking about Sebastian as if heâs a sex toy, or insinuating that heâs only partly a member of his own family. âYouâre talking about Sebastian while his girlfriend is standing right here. Just so you know.â
âHe has a girlfriend?â one of them says.
âNooo,â says the other. âThis is so tragic.â
âStop talking about my fucking man.â I pause. âAnd his dad. Thatâs extra weird.â
Penny gives me a high-five. âLook at you. Mastering commitment.â
âMastering something,â I say, an edge to my voice. âAnnoyance, maybe.â
âLetâs go,â Penny says. âWe should get popcorn. Or caramel corn? We need to soak up the booze.â
âHeâs a Callahan, by the way,â I call as we leave the bathroom. âNot kind of. Idiots.â
Weâre barely around the corner when someone says, âYouâre Sebastianâs girlfriend?â
A woman, maybe in her early thirties, with dark blonde hair and smooth red lipstick, holds out her hand. Sheâs wearing a navy pantsuit with a silk top, and a truly atrocious necklace hangs around her neck. âZoe Anders, .â
âOh,â I say, taking her hand reluctantly. I hope I donât smell like tequila. Was she lurking outside the bathroom waiting for me? âYouâre the reporter Sebastian spoke with yesterday.â
âYes,â she says. âAnd youâre Mia di Angelo? His girlfriend?â
âShe is,â Penny says warily. âWhat are you doing here?â
âI canât write an article about the future of baseball without seeing him play some games, right?â she says. âWho are you, a friend of Miaâs?â
âMy best friend Penny,â I say. âUmâit was nice to meet you. I hope youâre enjoying the game.â
âI was wondering if I could get your thoughts on Sebastian,â she says before we can escape. âAnd Iâd love to have a picture of you for the article. You mean a lot to him, you know. He was singing your praises yesterday.â
âI donâtâ¦â
âItâll just take a few minutes and itâll be a big help. You want to help him, donât you? This article will solidify his draft capital no matter how McKeeâs season ends.â
I glance at Penny, who is worrying her lip. âIâll be back in a couple minutes.â
âYou sure?â
âYeah. Itâs fine. Send a search-and-rescue if Iâm not back by the seventh inning stretch.â I smile, hoping I sound casual, but Penny frowns before she heads back to the seats.
âYouâre a doll,â Zoe says. âWearing his jersey and everything, itâs adorable. I dated a baseball player in college.â
âAre you still with him?â
âNope,â she says breezily. She pulls her phone out of her pocket. âLet me just text my photographer, one second.â
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