I SLIPÂ my hand into Sebastianâs, squeezing it as we walk across the parking lot to the bowling alley. When he told me that Cooper wanted us to go on a double date, I figured weâd just hang out at Redâs, or maybe go to the movies. I havenât been bowling in ages, even though the one in town is popular with the McKee crowd, thanks to the beer pitchers and themed nights.
Itâs ridiculous to be nervousâitâs just a couple beers and bowlingâbut I canât ignore the butterfly explosion in my belly. When I went out in the past, it was always a prelude to a hookup. Iâve never been on an old-fashioned date, complete with an .
One thing Iâve got up my sleeve, though? I rock at bowling. Sebastian might be the athlete in the relationship, but I can hold my own where bowling is concerned. Nonno enjoyed bowling, and he made sure that I knew how to throw a strike. By the way Penny smiles at me as we walk into the building, I know she remembers. Something tells me that this idea was hers, even though Cooper is the one who presented it to Sebastian.
Itâs not crowded; aside from a group of teenagers at one of the lanes at the far end, we have the place to ourselves. Thereâs a mini arcade next to the bar, the lights flashing, and a mural over the counter that seems to be showing Sasquatch juggling bowling balls, for whatever reason. The smell of popcorn and cheese sauce, the outdated pop playlist blaring through the speakers, and rows of blue and red shoes behind the counter bring back a rush of memories. I had a birthday party at a bowling alley when I was little; I remember the ice cream cake that dripped on the pink dress that Mom insisted I wear.
Sebastian squeezes my hand in return. âMia, why are you holding on like weâre about to go into a haunted house?â
Penny tries and fails to hold back a smile.
I scowl, trying to snatch my hand back. âWhat?â
He holds on tightly enough I canât break away unless I want to smack into the glass case filled with bowling trophies. âJust teasing. You okay?â
âIâve neverâ¦â I swallow. âIâve never been on a date before.â
âI know,â he says easily. âWhich is why we kept the training wheels on for you, di Angelo. Cooper wanted to throw you into mini golf right away, but I didnât want to scare you off. Us Callahans donât fuck around where mini golf is concerned.â
âAll games, really,â Cooper says. He winds his arm around Penny, tugging on her braid. She pokes him hard in the ribs. âMonopoly is the most cutthroat. Tag always ends in at least one broken window, so weâre limited to once a year. Bowling is less intense than pool but more intense than darts.â
I raise my eyebrows at Penny. She just shrugs. âIâm waiting for the Monopoly invite, honestly.â
âI need the alliance, Red,â Cooper says, his voice practically a growl. âJames and Bex teaming up completely ruined the strategy.â
âYou still owe me dinner at Vesuvioâs,â Sebastian adds, leading the way to the counter. The teenager sitting behind it glances up from his phone, sighs, and ambles in our direction. âBut Iâll accept this for now.â
âIf it makes you feel any better,â Cooper adds, sounding a little calmer, âIâd never been on a date before Pen.â
âI brought you a list of conversation topics,â Penny says with a sly smile. âMake sure you ask about his interests.â
âIâm going to smack you,â I warn.
She just laughs. âYou get the shoes. Weâll get the beer and nachos.â
The moment Iâm alone with Sebastian, I feel awkward, which is ridiculous because Iâve been alone with him so often over the past few weeks. Whenever I think about the labelâheâs my boyfriend, and Iâm his girlfriendâI feel warm enough to start a fire with my bare hands and more than a little turned on, which I think is a good sign, but still, itâs different. Thereâs a hint of commitment there, and Iâve never had that before.
As if he can tell what Iâm thinking, he pulls me into a kiss, his palm pressing against my lower back.
âYou look gorgeous,â he murmurs.
I smooth down my blouse. When Penny and I went to lunch, she convinced me to play hooky after and go to the mall. I splurged on a new top, midnight blue with tank top-style straps and embroidery on the hem. Paired with black jeans and my leather jacketâthe new one that he bought meâI knew I looked good when we left the house, but hearing the compliment makes me blush.
I lean in so I can whisper against his ear, âYou should see the lingerie.â
His hand circles my wrist, thumb stroking softly over my skin. âAny chance I can get a sneak peek?â
That citrus-edged scent of his settles some of the nerves jumping through me. Itâs a double date with our best friends, after all. I just need to relax and have fun. I kiss him, shivering as he settles his hands low on my hips.
âNo chance,â I murmur. âBut if youâre good, Iâll put on a show later.â
âLetâs make things interesting,â he says. âWhoever ends up with the most points after we finish gets to be in charge tonight.â
âIn charge how?â
He strokes one finger up my spine. âIf I win, I get a good girl in my bed. But if you winâ¦â
âI get to have my way with you?â
He grins. âSomething like that.â
He doesnât know how good I am at bowling. I almost smirk and give the whole thing away, but I manage to rein it in. âDeal.â
âThink you can keep up with me, sweetheart?â
I press another kiss to his lips. Heâs especially handsome tonight; his t-shirt and jeans are fitted, so they show off his physique, and his jaw is sharp and clean. I watched him shave in the bathroom before we left for the bowling alley, swinging my legs on the counter as I brushed my teeth. I already know what Iâll do for him when I win. I have the perfect song to dance to, and a new pair of suede boots to try out. âIâll try my best.â
âHey,â the kid behind the counter says. âYou gonna rent shoes or what?â
HALF AN HOUR LATER, I do a little dance as I step up to the line. âThink I can get six in a row?â
âHell yeah,â Cooper calls. Sebastian punches him in the shoulder. I laugh as I widen my stance. The pins gleam in front of me, perfectly placed and ready to go crashing down yet again. Two nasty-tasting beers in, Iâm starting to feel looseâand Sebastian is realizing that Iâm absolutely winning our bet.
The first two strikes, he put down to luck. The third, he started to look a little worried. The fourth, he started scowling, and his expression has been stuck that way since. Iâm wiping the floor with all three of them. Cooper is decent, but his ball constantly hooks to the left. Penny is terrible, but cares more about the nachos anyway. Sebastian is good at it, but his last two turns, he went into the gutter. With each frame, heâs acting more and more like a paranoid pitcher trying to pick off the runner at first instead of focusing on getting the next batter out.
I close my eyes, wind my arm back, and let go. The ball rockets down the alley, completely straight, and crashes into the pins. All ten crash to the floor. I turn, bowing, as Penny whoops. Sebastian groans, tipping his head back.
When I get back to our seats, I lean down far enough that the ends of my hair brush against his face. âNervous yet? Those gutter balls are costing you, and Iâm here with triple points.â
He presses a fast kiss to my lips. âNot a chance.â
âWe could put up the guards,â Penny says, stealing another nacho from the basket. âAs someone who has gone into the gutter nearly every frame so far, I am officially advocating for the guardrails.â
âAbsolutely not,â Sebastian says. He sounds so offended that I start giggling. âGive me a ball.â
âTry the green one,â I say slyly. âI think itâs weighted better.â
âSabotage!â Cooper says with delight. âMia, youâre starting to understand how things work.â
Penny pushes the nacho basket in my direction. I sit next to her and pick up my beer. Itâs warm, but I down the rest anyway. âAre these any good?â
âNope,â Penny says. âAnd yet I canât stop eating them.â
I grab a particularly cheesy chip and pop it into my mouth. Sheâs right, itâs terrible, but itâs the kind of food you want when youâre drinking from a beer pitcher. I watch as Sebastian grabs a ballânot the one I suggested, naturallyâand sets up.
âPoint your feet,â I call.
âYou point your feet,â he grumbles.
I cup my ear. âWhat was that?â
âDamn,â Cooper says. âMia di Angelo, secret cutthroat bowler.â
âI know,â Penny says fondly. âWhy do you think I turned down every other double date idea?â
âHuh,â Cooper says. âI did think it was weird that you didnât want to see the special screening at the movie theater.â
âThereâs plenty of time,â Penny says. âWeâre doing this again, right, Mia?â
I watch as Sebastianâs ball spirals out of control, landing in the gutter right before the pins. âOh, definitely.â
âWhatâs the bet?â Penny says. âThere has to be a bet involved.â
I pour myself another beer. âItâs a secret.â
She gasps. âThat means itâs naughty. Mia, Iâm so proud.â
âNo wonder Sebâs being such a sore loser,â Cooper says. He flops over at least three of the tiny plastic seats like a tired puppy. Penny rolls her eyes, but sheâs smiling.
When Sebastian comes back to the sitting area, Cooper holds out his hand for a high-five. Sebastian gives him the finger instead. I grin into my beer, watching them bicker about technique. It must be weird for them both, not being good at something that involves a degree of athleticism. Sebastian mentioned the other day that even though his sport is baseball, he knows how to shoot a puck properly, and his football throw has a nice spiral.
I wonder what heâd say to football on the lawn with Dad and Anthony. If he comes to the barbecue, heâll be strong-armed into it, thatâs for sure. And if Dad finds out his brother is the quarterback of his favorite team? Heâll spend the whole afternoon talking about Jamesâ stats. I might not be able to grab a second with Sebastian to introduce him to Giana or the rest of the family.
Itâs weird to think about him in my parentsâ backyard, laughing with my cousins and chatting with my parents. Gianaâs right, theyâll probably love him. But heâs easy to love, with that handsome smile and quiet intensity. Heâs the kind of guy theyâve always wanted for me, minus the fact heâs not Italian. I might actually win a smidge of my motherâs approval if I show up with him in tow.
Penny clinks her beer against mine. âThis is nice.â
âYeah,â I say. I wash down the emotion thatâs threatening to show on my face with a gulp of my drink. âGood choice, Pen.â
âAnything for you,â she says. We watch as Sebastian gets Cooper into a headlock. âShould we break them up?â
I lift one shoulder in a shrug. âEh. Something tells me itâs better to just let them go.â
At the end of the game, Iâm just shy of a perfect score; Sebastian distracted me during the two last frames with kisses. A completely blatant attempt at gaining the upper hand, but itâs all too fun to kiss him when he clearly has to keep reminding himself not to get too handsy in front of the old guys playing two lanes over.
I grin at him over my shoulder as I start the next game. âReady for what I have planned?â
âWait, wait,â Penny says. She waves the empty beer pitcher. âIf Iâm forced to play another game without the gutter guards, I demand refreshments. Seb, come get another round with me.â
Sebastian unwinds himself from me, his eyebrows raised. âYou good?â
âI think Iâll survive,â I say dryly.
Cooper raises his hand in a wave. This is Pennyâs doing, clearly, but I donât mind if it means clearing the air with her boyfriend. Heâs my roommate right now, on top of everything else. Over the past few days, heâs been polite about knocking. I think seeing my boobs scarred him a little, which is hilarious considering the reputation he had before Penny. Not that Iâm judging him; Sebastian had a similar reputation, and so did I. Thereâs nothing wrong with wanting casual connections in bed, no matter who you are, but being in a relationship is a lot different.
I guess things change when the right person comes into your life. Iâm still scared shitless that itâll all go up in flames, but if Iâm trying this relationship thing with anyone, itâs Sebastian.
Penny drags him away to the bar. I sit down next to Cooper, stretching my arm over the back of the seat. He scrubs his hand over his neatly trimmed beard as he grimaces.
âLook,â he says. âIâm sorry about the way I acted. I was rude to you, and you didnât deserve that. You and Sebastian have your own relationship and Iâm not part of it. Itâs justâIâm always going to protect him. Probably more than he needs, but I canât help it. Heâs my brother for life.â
I duck my head, feeling my face redden. âThank you, but you were right. I wasnât being fair to him.â
âStill. Iâm sorry for goading you into something you maybe werenât ready for.â
I huff out a laugh. Itâs still strange to think that Sebastian likes me back; that heâs liked me since he saw me outside the movie theater last fall.
I remember that night. It was cold, so I broke out my favorite black scarf. Cooper and Penny were hooking up then, and dancing around each other. The dildo that Penny accidentally hit me with had met an untimely demise earlier in the day. And a guy with the greenest eyes Iâd ever seen and a smile like a crescent moon couldnât stop looking at me.
âIâm scared,â I admit.
âBecause it matters.â He leans forward, squeezing my shoulder. âItâs always scary when it matters.â
I muster a smile. âYeah.â
âI think youâre good together, for the record. I know how much you mean to Penny, and Sebastian deserves to be with someone like you. Youâre whip-smart and funny, and heâs never let himself have someone in his life like this.â
I tuck my hair behind my ears. âThanks, Coop. I like you and Penny together, too.â
By the way he smiles, heâs thinking about her. I send another thank you to the universe for giving Penny this. She deserves it, completely and wholeheartedly. Sheâs changed so much since last year, and itâs all for the better.
He settles back, downing the rest of his beer. âJust donât break his heart.â
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