I HAVENâT BEENÂ to New York City since Sandraâs Callahan Family Foundation gala a few months ago, so when the car pulls to the curb and I climb out alongside Cooper and Richard, I need to blink as I acclimate to the energy. It smells faintly of garbage, even though itâs not that warm out yet, but if I concentrate, I can smell freshly roasted coffee as well. I sidestep a puddle as I take in the tall buildings, hiding a yawn behind my hand. Richard showed up in the SUV at half past six, and now itâs eight. I need a coffee if Iâm going to manage to keep my eyes open.
âItâs just a breakfast meeting. We wonât be too long,â Richard tells the driver as he glances at his watch. âIâll call for pickup.â
âYes, sir,â the driver says. âHave a nice meal, Mr. Callahan.â
As we cross the street to the restaurantâthe source of the coffee smell, fortunatelyâCooper tries to meet my eyes. I ignore him. The past few days have been full of awkward torture, but he hasnât tried to apologize for how he treated Mia, and until he does, Iâm not interested in chatting. I didnât expect him to want to come to this meeting, but just before the car left the driveway, he slid into the backseat next to me. We tried to be cordial in front of Richard; he asked Cooper a bunch of questions about the road trip and wanted to know how my Albany trip went, but I doubt he bought it. Heâs always been able to see through our shit with remarkable accuracy.
As we settle into a booth by the window, I adjust my shirt. Iâm wearing slacks and a button-downâMia and I decided that light blue was formal without trying too hardâand I slicked my hair back with gel. My jaw is smooth, too, thanks to a fresh shave. I tuck my dadâs necklace underneath my collar. When Cooper sits next to me, I shift a few inches closer to the window.
He rolls his eyes. âSeriously?â
âI donât recall inviting you.â
âItâs good for him to hear these conversations,â Richard says. He fusses with Cooperâs collar. âWas this shirt in the bottom of your closet?â
âHeâs here for Seb, not me,â Cooper says, even though he stays still until Richard, apparently satisfied, leans back.
âStill. Youâre here, weâre sending a united front. You might learn something.â
âNot that he would listen,â I mutter.
Richard checks his watch with a deliberate air. âWe have some time before Andy will be here. Whatâs the matter with the two of you?â
âNothing,â we say at the same time.
âYouâve been glaring at each other all morning.â
The server walks over and says hello. I manage a smile as I order a coffee and an omelet. The moment she leaves, though, I scowl. âIt doesnât have anything to do with baseball. Donât worry about it.â
âSebby has a girlfriend,â Cooper says. âJust so you know.â
Richard raises an eyebrow. âCongratulations, Sebastian. Whatâs the problem?â
âThere isnât one,â I say before Cooper can reply. âItâsâdonât worry about it.â
âWell, I want to meet this young woman,â Richard says. âWhatâs her name?â
âItâs Mia, Dad,â says Cooper. âYouâve met her.â
Naturally, that doesnât do a thing but confuse Richard. He clasps his hands together, settling them atop the table. âPennyâs friend Mia? I donât see the issue. Did they have a falling out?â
âNo.â I swipe my hand through my hair, grimacing when the gel sticks to my fingers. I feel way too dressed up; the collar is practically choking me.
Iâd have preferred to have this meetingâa chat with an agent about my draft prospectsâon the baseball field, or at least a regular diner, but Richard wanted to maintain a level of formality. Since this contact is his agent Jessicaâs colleague, Andy Ross, I couldnât object.
Still, I feel like a show dog, which I suppose is part of the point. NCAA rules dictate that draft-eligible players canât have agents negotiate on their behalf, but itâs completely fine to ask them for advice about navigating the draft. The last time we had this kind of meeting, Iâd just graduated high school, and we decided that Iâd decline MLBâs first attempt at drafting me and attend McKee instead, making my next period of eligibility after my junior year.
Now thatâs here, and I canât settle the jitters in my stomach. I wish I could dig my elbow right into Cooperâs ribs for bringing up Mia before the meeting, but that wouldnât fly with Richard. This is, after all, a nice restaurant, with fancily dressed Manhattanites sipping on coffee all around us.
âEverything is good with Penny, right, son?â Richard asks.
âYeah,â Cooper says. âSheâs great.â
âSo whyââ
I canât help myself. âIf you would just apologize for acting like an asshat to Mia, I wouldnât have an issue. You forced her into a cornerââ
âThat ended with you dating, so youâre welcome,â he interrupts.
I snort in disbelief. âYou donât like her anyway.â
âI hated how she was treating you, which is completely different.â The server comes back with our coffees. If she notices the tension, she doesnât let on. He waits for her to leave before adding, âBut now youâre dating, right? No issue.â
âIf thereâs no issue, why havenât you apologized?â
âItâs not that I havenâtââ
âBoys,â Richard says warningly.
He stands, a smile on his face as he holds out his hand. âAndy. Nice to meet you in person.â
The man who must be Andy gives it a shake. Heâs tall and broadâan ex-athlete himself, Iâd bet anythingâand looks like the kind of guy who would be an agent, down to the slick black suit paired with pristine basketball sneakers. Thereâs an AirPod in his ear, but he slips it out as he smiles at us. I donât know much about how agenting works, but I would guess it involves a lot of smooth talking. Cooper and I get out of the booth too, shaking his hand in turn.
âOf course,â he says. âIâm thrilled to make time for you. I think Iâve seen every available piece of film, Sebastian. Your swing is classic. Beautiful. An imprint of your fatherâs.â
I swallow down a little spike of anxiety and smile. âThank you.â
âYou must be getting excited,â he says as he sits next to Richard. âJuly is going to be here before you know it.â
âIâm just focusing on getting through the rest of this season.â
âItâs been a tough stretch,â he says. âThereâs still a chance youâll make the playoffs, though, right?â
âThatâs what weâre aiming for, always,â I say. Privately, Iâm not sure weâve done enough to earn that spot, but thereâs still time for the rankings to shake out.
Cooper surprises me by adding, âI think theyâll make it. Sebastian is one of the leaders of the team. He knows how to rally.â
I wish it was a direct apology, but I hear some of it in his words. My heart clenches. Iâm thrilled that Mia finally agreed to give us a shot, but I donât want it to come at the cost of my relationship with my brother and best friend.
âIâm not the biggest hockey expert,â Andy says, âbut I know talent when I see it in any sport. Congratulations on the Frozen Four win, man.â
Cooper dips his chin. âThank you.â
Andy shakes his head, huffing out a little laugh.
âThis family,â he says. âManning-level talent and charisma. Richard, youâll have to gather your sons together for endorsements once theyâre in the pros. Sebastian, too.â
I feel Cooper tense next to me. My heart skips a beat. Andy isnât the first person to insinuate that Iâm not part of my family because I donât share their blood, and he wonât be the last, but that doesnât mean it feels good to hear.
Richard and Sandra tried, from the very beginning, to bring me completely into the Callahan family fold, but it wasnât seamless. I had my own life in Cincinnati, my friends, my baseball team, and of course my mom and dad, and when the accident ripped that away all at once, I felt unmoored.
They were patient; they put me into a new baseball program right away, they made sure I had access to grief counseling, they treated me the same as their other children. Still, I got into way too many fights. My grades were shit, and so was my play on the field. I didnât feel like I belonged until nearly a year in, when the worst of the heartbreak faded. Still, people acted like I was just some kid that Richard and Sandra were babysitting instead of their child, so I changed the name on the back of my uniform to match the rest of my family.
My adoptive parents worked hard from day one to make sure I belonged, and the least I can do is repay them by fulfilling my fatherâs dream for me.
âSebastian is my son,â Richard says. His tone is mild, but I donât miss the way his eyes flash. âI have three sons.â
âHe wears our name on the back of his jersey,â Cooper adds.
âOf course,â Andy says, seemingly unfazed by the rebuke. He gives us a grin. âEven better. Think about the advertising potential.â
âIâve heard plenty about it, over the years,â Richard says. He keeps his voice light, but I know him well enough to say with confidence that he wonât want me signing with Andy when it comes time to work with an agent. âSandra and I didnât want to subject the boys to that sort of publicity. But once itâs professional, thatâll be a different story.â
âI know that Jessicaâs been working on some monster possibilities for James.â He thanks the server when she brings him a cup of coffee, taking a quick sip before setting it back down. âAnyway, I brought along some projections, so we can discuss the baseball particulars. Iâd say that the current line of thought is accurate. Top ten for sure, but the slot depends upon last minute trades and if some teams decide to chase the high school prospects. Of course, I canât communicate with any clubs on your behalf, but Iâve been listening to the chatter, and the reception is excellent.â
He takes out a tablet and pulls up a spreadsheet. Seeing my slash lineâbatting average, on-base percentage, and sluggingâwritten out in black and white is strange. Iâm aware of the numbers when I play, but theyâre not the focus. When it comes to scouts for major league clubs, however, itâs the language they speak. Thatâs what the Rangers and the Marlins and the Reds are considering, all of them, as they decide how theyâre going to make a play for me and everyone else thatâs eligible.
âThese are the most recent numbers?â Richard asks. âSebastian?â
âI think so,â I say. I try for a smile, although my face doesnât want to cooperate. âPretty good, I guess.â
âHeâs being modest,â Andy says. He reaches over and claps me on the shoulder. âWith these numbers, not to mention your pedigreeâseems like all anyone can talk about is how much you remind them of your old man, which is good, you need to milk itâI see no issue with it pushing you up into the top five by draft day. The slot value at the fifth pick, for example, is just over six mil.â
âDamn,â Cooper says with a whistle. âThatâs sweet.â
Andy keeps going, talking about how much wiggle room Iâll want to give teams when they call me. I try to pay attention, but honestly, itâs hard to wrap my mind around the specifics. The server stops by with our food, but my omelet doesnât seem appealing anymore. I push the potatoes around my plate, listening to Richard ask Andy questions. My muscles tense.
Itâs not just nerves. Thereâs something deeper there, scratching beneath the surface. This should be an exciting moment. Who doesnât want to talk about signing a contract worth millions to play a sport for a living?
âExcuse me,â I say. âIâI need a moment.â
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