THE PAST WEEKÂ has been torture.
Perfect, beautiful torture.
And right now? Watching Mia use that pretty purple toy on her sopping wet pussy? Thatâs the biggest agony so far.
She clicks through the settings as she presses the curved end against her clit. Her voice comes out breathy as she talks. I purposefully stayed away from that spot, so she must be feeling extra-sensitive. âI canât believe you found me another Lucinda.â
I only semi-successfully hold back my snort. I stroke my hand down her thigh. âShe had a name?â
âObviously,â she says. âIâm going to name this one⦠Cleopatra. Cleo for short.â
âNaturally.â
Her grin has an edge to it, even as she gasps. âPay attention.â
I dig my blunt nails into her thigh. âAlways, angel. I havenât finished my meal yet.â
The toy has a rabbit design; a thick, slightly curved part to put inside, plus another part to tease the clit. She circles her hole with the longer end, getting it wet with her own slick. Her breath comes in short bursts as she widens her legs further, putting herself completely on display for me. I grasp my cock again, stroking firmly. My balls are drawn up tight, heavy and aching with the need to come.
I wonât be fucking her. I didnât decide that I wouldnât, exactly, but with things the way they are, it makes sense to keep some semblance of a boundary. I was serious when I told her I donât mind just being friends who fuck too if thatâs all she can give, but until I get my own feelings in check, I need to keep some distance. Even though I want to be inside her desperately, I know it would stir up too many emotions. Itâs better to stick to teasing and toys than to look into her eyes while Iâm buried deep inside her, searching for a hint of true feelings.
Friends I can live with, especially if it involves this: Mia laid out on my bed, fucking herself with her favorite toy, looking like a goddamn masterpiece.
Itâs enough. It to be enough.
She pushes the longer end in, gasping as she does; I squeeze the base of my cock tightly to avoid blowing my load at the delicious rasp in her voice. I watch hungrily as she fucks herself, the rabbit ears of the toy brushing her clit with every thrust. Sheâs shaking with the effort of keeping her legs apart, so I take pity on her and help, spreading her even wider as I stroke my cock.
âHow do you make yourself come?â I ask, my voice low in the room, quiet except for our breathing and the hum of the toy. âDo you keep going until you canât help yourself? What do you imagine, Mia?â
? I want to ask. I donât. Not now, not in this perfect moment. Not when Iâve decided that this is more than enough for me. I might be failing at keeping my head down with baseball, but I can white-knuckle through this.
She just moans, her head falling back as she pushes the toy in all the way. I reach out and wrap my hand over hers, keeping the toy inside. She bucks, but I donât give in. Sheâs especially beautiful like this, her breasts swaying gently with each intake of breath, her hips nearly coming off the bed.
âSebastian,â she whines.
âLook at me, gorgeous girl.â
Her eyes meet mine. I press the toy in further. âTell me.â
Her lips twist before she bursts out, âYou.â
âYou think of me?â I lean down. The motion changes the angle of the toy, and she lets out a high moan. I brush my lips against her breast. Her hand cups the back of my head, nails digging in. I swirl my tongue around her stiff nipple. âIs it like this?â
She pinches my back. âUsually, you let me come.â
I bite down on her nippleâgentlyâin retaliation. Things are never just sweet with Mia. Thereâs always an edge, and I love jabbing her hard enough that she lets me see it. âDetails, angel.â
âI fuck myself so hard, I can pretend itâs you.â She rushes the words, like sheâs hoping I wonât even notice the confession, but she might as well have written them in the air with fire.
My heart thuds as they sink in. The desire to pull out the toy and slide into her velvety core nearly overwhelms me. Sheâd be so fucking tight, Iâd have to work not to come the moment I got inside her. âFucking hell.â
She pinches me again. This time, I drag my lips down her sternum. I dip my tongue into her bellybutton, and like the first time I did it, all those months ago, she huffs out surprised laughter. I settle between her legs once more, easing out the toy and replacing it with two of my fingers. I crook them. As they brush against her g-spot, she squeezes around my fingers. I bring my tongue to her clit and suck on it hard. Her next cry sounds suspiciously close to a sob.
âCome for me,â I whisper against her slick skin. âLet me hear you.â
The toy must have put her so far over the edge that she was barely holding on, because the moment after I give the order, she screams, the sound muffled by the crook of her elbow. She squeezes around my fingers so tightly I couldnât pull them out even if I wanted to. I grab the toy and press the rabbit ears to her clit, coaxing her into another wave.
âBabe,â she says hoarsely. âI canâtâfuckââ
I give her clit another lick before pulling away. âGood fucking girl.â
Her foot digs into my side. âCome on me.â
I let out a low groan. âJesus.â
Her smile turns feline. âLet me help.â
She sits up, taking my cock in hand and giving it a firm pump. My next breath comes out strangled. She runs her nail down the vein running down the length, sending a fiery ache in its wake. I clench my ass to keep from coming, but itâs a losing effort. I drag her closer instead, breathing in the smell of her hair, and help her pump my cock. I canât think of a fucking thing but the urge to mark her; to spill my seed on her and see the evidence that I own some part of her, however small. When she squeezes my balls, I come with a choked-off moan, painting her breasts and belly.
She makes a noise that sounds as starved as I feel, and then weâre kissing, wrapped up in each other so tightly Iâm not sure where I end and she begins. I stroke a rough hand down her back, cupping her ass and squeezing. Her tongue tangles with mine. Despite coming, the ache is still there, deep inside meâan ache to have her just like this, as much as fucking possible. If I try to shove it down, itâll just come back up even stronger, so for a moment, I let myself give in to the fantasy. I work a hand between us, drawing my finger through the mess I made on her skin, and press it against her lips. She sucks my finger into her mouth, humming.
I squeeze my eyes shut briefly, focusing on that delicate jasmine scent of her hair. Mine. My Mia.
âPractice sucked,â I admit quietly. âThis made things better.â
Her brown eyes flick up to mine as my finger slips from her mouth. âWhy did it suck?â
I shake my head. âHow was your day?â
She frowns. âNot great. Professor Santoro was all stressed out about lining up peer reviews for this paper sheâs publishing, and my latest model isnât working right, even with the updated data. Alice is up my ass constantly. Why did it suck, Seb?â
I trace my finger down her soft arm. I feel her shiver. I swallow, but the words donât want to come. It should be easy to explain, itâs not that big a deal, but somehowâdespite being literally naked in bed with her, my come drying on her bodyâit feels too personal.
âIâm going to grab some pasta.â I untangle myself from her, sliding off the bed. I grab a fresh pair of underwear from my dresser and throw them on, along with a pair of sweatpants.
The frown is still on her face. âIf youâre getting food, bring me a plate.â
I catch her chin in my hand and brush my lips against hers. Once more for good measure. âIâll bring the rest of the tray up.â
âShould we watch ?â she asks.
That makes me smile despite myself. âAre you game?â
She pretends to think for a moment, tapping her nail against her chin. âLetâs see. I think I have room in my life for another acceptably hot blond guy.â
âAnd to be clear, who is the first one?â
âWell, Iâve had a Hemsworth-sized hole in my heart ever since I watched .â
âIs it his hammer? You can tell me.â
Her lips twitch, but she holds in her laughter. âHonestly, itâs probably the fact he gets to kiss Natalie Portman.â
âAnd mess around with Einstein-Rosen Bridges.â
She puts her hand over her heart. âSebastian, that was almost sexy.â
I roll my eyes. âBeer, bourbon, or wine?â
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