Agnes said, âNo matter what, you have to tell Ivan, and then the two of you need to figure this out together. Thereâs got to be a way.â
Mamie replied, âI canât tell him. Heâd give up everything for me, everything the Bartleys have worked for. But I donât want Uncle Berlin to win because of this. Thatâs rightfully my brotherâs legacy. Why should they benefit from our troubles? Besides, if they gain more power, our lives will become even harder.â
âBut keeping this secret isnât the solution. Itâll come out eventually. Do you think you can keep it hidden forever? Have you thought about the future?â
Mamie said, âIâve planned to break up with him. Just like you did, I want to go abroad and have the baby. Thatâs why I wanted to talk to you today, Agnes. You vanished overnight years ago, and Jared looked for you for years without any luck. I need your help. I canât let my brother find out, I canât let anyone know, but I canât give up on this child either.â
Mamieâs words shocked Agnes to her core.
âNo, you canât just disappear like that,â Agnes protested.
Mamie continued, âAgnes, you should understand my worries, the moment it becomes known that Iâm pregnant, it will ruin him. I donât want to destroy him. And I know my brother is conflicted right now. His father has found him a very suitable woman, and these past few days, heâs been secretly dating her behind my back.â
Agnes couldnât believe it, âIvan wonât do that to you.â
Mamie laughed weakly, âOf course, I know he loves me. But Agnes, you have no idea how exhausting our love has been these years. I feel like my energy, my soul, every bit of my strength has been drained by this clandestine affair. Weâve fought countless times, broken up just as many, and reconciled over and over. Iâm so tired, so weary. If it werenât for this child, I might have left him already.â
Agnes listened in silence. She recalled a line from a book she once read, In this world, there is no love without its scars.
Agnes always thought Ivan and Mamie were happy. Their love seemed intense, reckless, like moths drawn to a flame. But she never imagined the struggles they faced behind closed doors.
Agnes spoke up, âBut I still donât support you running away. The thing I regret most in my life is leaving without a word. Itâs a kind of irresponsible escape. Mamie, youâve always been the bravest queen in my eyes, and this is not the right way.â
Mamie covered her face and sighed deeply, âBut what am I supposed to do? I feel like Iâm standing on the edge of a cliff, with no way forward or back.
Today at the hospital, seeing those ordinary couples at their prenatal appointments, you canât imagine how envious I was. My love has to hide in the shadows, I canât even dream of marriage. I used to think that being with him was enough, that I didnât care about anything else, that I wouldnât mind Heartstrings on Fire (Agnes and Jared)
ï¤Chapter 903 Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future ï¤Chapter 221 A Second Chance At Forever novel (Eleanor and Bernard)
ï¤Chapter 1515 never getting married. But I realized that I am greedy. I want it all. I covet a marriage where love is open and honest, where one day we can step into the light. But that will never happen. I donât know when I became so fragile. I used to be fearless, able to face public scorn and piercing judgments, but now, the thought of going public terrifies me. Maybe heâs already regretting it...â
Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future
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