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Murtasim ran outside the haveli to check Meerab ..As mariyam told she she left few minutes ago..

" Kash maine faisla soach samjh ke liya hota ...kisi ke baaton mein ake nahi ..! "

He regretted ..for coming in the talks in maa Begum and haya .he realised haya had played such a evil game ...and was successful in it..

In all this , meerab suffered more.. humiliation from everyone..hate from him ..he wished ..he would have let her talk at that time...

He ran outside the gate and checked her ... neither she was in Haveli..nor here ...She must have left he thought..And there is no way he will let her go...he has to find her soon... murtasim thought in his mind ..

When Waqas and anila stepped out of the car..as they were invited for reception..

A ray of hope arises in his heart.. maybe Meerab will be in the car..so he runs there and without greeting them he checks in the car desperately ... Waqas and anila were confused...

" Meerab ..? "

Murtasim asked seeing towards Waqas..

" Kya matlab... murtasim beta! ?"

He asked in confusion..

" Meerab toh yahi hogi na ...kya hogaya hai tumhe? "

Waqas questions him again..

Murtasim's eyes widened in shock as reality hit him hard ..

" That means ..jab mein choad ke Gaya tha..woh waha gayi hi nahi ...Toh kaha gayi ? "

He murmured himself in worry.. tension was visible on his face..

" Kuch nahi ...app log jaye na....andar"

He said with difficulty as he was finding hard to catch up his breath

Waqas & anila left...but both were worried and confused about his weird behaviour..

" Meerab uss din kaha gayi hogi..? Maine kyu check nhi Kiya uspe ..!? Kyu bhul Gaya tha woh uss Ghar ki dhelez nahi chuegi.."

He sat on the bench catching his head..as bad thoughts started engulfing in his mind .." i should not waste time ..woh yahi kahi ass pass hogi.."

He stood up ..

" Kaha dhundu usse.? Kaha ja sakti hai Meerab"

" Thankyou..! Yaha rukne ke liye... Murtasim! Ek Ajeeb sa sukoon mila ajj mujhe "

Then he remembered her words whenever Meerab is sad she does only one thing that's dua...and she told him that she loved that place so much when they visited for the first time together

When Waqas and anila abandoned her ..she told him that place gave her strength and peace..

Without wasting time..he took his car and drove fastly..

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" Meri bas ek hi dua hai..usse khush rakhna..usse Jo chahiye woh mil Jaye..Aur mujhe taqad Dena ki uske bina je saku..usse bhul saku.."

Meerab prayed..as she has understood now ...There is no way returning to him..she has lost him forever and that was due to her mistake..she agreed ..

Murtasim reached there running...he didn't waste a second and started searching for her..his eyes were dying to see her ...In his lifetime he didn't feel this type of restlessness..this type of pain...the pain of losing her forever..was eating him alive

Seeing the place He remembered the day when they came together

-Falshback -

Meerab was leaning to the wall and seeing towards the sky after praying... Murtasim was watching her from far...and saw her face which depicted hurt , betrayal she got from her family...

Truth to be told he started falling for her when she asked him to take her Karachi..even when her parents left her in this condition without any mercy...

This was the first time he felt something for her ..that this girl is something.. something different..this was attracting him like a magnet

Seeing her lost ..he walked towards her and leaned on the wall on her side ..he saw her face ..her face used to carry sparkle and light...today that was missing he felt..

" Kya soach Rahi ho ? "

He finally asked breaking the silence

This new Meerab doesn't hate him...her hate has vanished when he Said to go with her ..when her parents denied to open the door ...she replied..with heavy low voice

" Soach Rahi thi..ki mai kya itni buri hu ? Jo sab mujhe akhir mai choad dete hai .."

She said seeing his face as if asking him questions..he got straightened..and finally managed to speak

" Aisa nahi hai .."

He haven't thought she would reply him..and talk softly to him..

" Shayad Aisa hi hai.. kyunki pehle meri Maa ne mujhe choda ..

Phir mere baap ne meri khud ki maa ka katil samjh ke choad diya ..aur abb jinhone mujhe bada kiya ..unhone toh ek pal Mai paraya kar diya mujhe..."

She said not looking towards him...as tears were forming in her eyes that she immediately rubbed and took breath... murtasim noticed it..he didn't knew what to say ..how to console her ..but one thing was confirmed to him that he can't see meerab so vulnerable..!

He is not used to this Meerab..he knows the Meerab who always shows attitude..and fights with him..

Murtasim stayed mum...and she smiled because she understood he was showing pity on her..which she hates ..

" Mujhe meri ijjat,mera gurur aur meri azadi bahut pyari hai murtasim...Jo sab ne toad diya hai...yeh bataoo agar Mai tumse nikah bhi karlu toh yeh log Phir bhi meri qadar nahi nahi karenge..nahi mujhe ehmiyat denge ? EK KHILONA HU SABKE LIYE "

She asked ..to confirm herself..to console herself..bcoz the decision she made few minutes ago ..of finally marrying him would be her great one or bad one ..she don't know..

" Nahi ..meri Biwi ka koi kuch nahi bigad payega..uski ehmiyat wahi hogi uss Ghar Mai ...Jo meri hai ...agar woh tum bhi hogi toh koi fark nahi padega..Woh koi bhi ho ...Sabke liye KHANNAM hogi..! unhe woh darja Dena padega.. "

Murtasim said calmly and gave her the reality check of his life . In one of the corners of her heart was satisfied..he will stand for her when she fails to stand for herself..

some relief and ray of hope was seen in her eyes

- - Flashback ends - -

Murtasim remembered every words he said and tear escaped from his eyes that even by his saying no one gave her that respect..

" Sorry meerab.."

He said and prayed...

" Allah tere dargah pe jab hum aye the ek sath..tab hume mile the ..iss baar bhi Mila de hume..! Mujhe pata hai yahi kahi hai woh..Ya Allah please! "

Murtasim prayed seeing towards the sky...as his heart was breaking at the thought Meerab would be separated from him forever...

He remembered when mariyam informed what meerab said before leaving..

" Meri..galti hai sab... mariyam..Main bhut dur challi jaungi...Kisiko chehra nahi dikhaungi...Bas murtasim ko sari khushiyan mile ..yahi dua karungi "

"Murtasim?"

Someone called and he turned expecting it to be meerab but it was haya who followed him..

Meerab who was passing from there..saw haya and murtasim together . seeing meerab looking at them haya immediately took his hands..in her's which broke her more..and she left fastly as she could..not able to handle more..

Murtasim jerked his hands and said angrily..

" Tumhari himmat kaise hui mera peecha karne ki..jaoo yaha se ..i swear haya Jo takleef tumne meerab ko di hai na ..agar meerab ajj nahi mili toh tumhara kal ka sawera accha nahi hoga ! "

It didn't effect her...bcoz she had done already...that to successfully...Haya remembered meeting her few minutes ago..

" Tum yaha?"

Meerab asked which haya smirked and blushed

" Haan woh Mai aur murtasim aye hai..apni Khushal zindagi ki dua mangne.."

Meerab's hands fisted and a tear escaped from her eyes.. as it was the death of her little hope in her heart..and she smiled sadly...

" Acchi baat hai..bas abb koi khel maat khelna"

She said and left from there..

Murtasim insulted her in front of people...and haya got scared left from there but she was satisfied as she did what she wanted to..

Murtasim kept searching her for almost 3 hours...but was heartbroken not finding her ...

" Shayad woh yaha ayi hi nahi ..Meerab.. please aajo mere pass.."

He said his eyes welled up And fear engulfed in him.. whether she will be safe or not ? Where would she be ? how she is managing her things..To calm his heart..so decided to put a Mannat ka dhaga...for her ..Who has become his life in few days..

Closing his eyes he started tying the thread ...

" Allah ! usse mehfuz rakhna...Jaha kahi bhi ho.. please jaldi Mila Dena ! Nahi reh sakta..! Iss baar meri chahat ko dur na karna ! "

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AFTER SIX MONTHS

In Dubai

Meerab returned to home getting tired..It was hectic day... she loses her body freely & falls on bed ...

She was tired not physically but mentally...Yes she shifted Dubai 5 months ago... Taking the loan from the bank...and Saba too helped her ...but surviving here was so challenging that she started working for 14 hours ..loan helped her to settle here ..but she wanted to study and for that she has to work ..

In Hyderabad She was finding it difficult to even breathe there and as no one cares she hadn't kept any expectations from anyone ...Hyderabad and Karachi were just making here old wounds fresh..And his memories were making her difficult to live..

Now finally she managed money and took the admission of her dream...THE SAME DREAM Which everybody was ready to break into the pieces..

Looking towards the ceiling , meerab was engrossed in her thoughts..

" 🥀Khud hi roye !!

Khud hi chup hogaye!!

Yeh soach kar agar koi apna hota toh rone na deta !!

Tumhari yaad ati hai..!

Tumahari yaad satati hai!

Tere Ishq ke Bina mai rukhi

si hu yeh meri jindagi batati hai! 🥀"

even getting admission..she was not getting happiness she was looking in her life...it seemed the old meerab is somewhere lost and It's impossible to smile ...Due to the absence of her love.. murtasim.. but she was trying to be happy..but Feeling of losing him was eating her alive ...him being married was so hard to believe..

she sent the divorce papers as per his wish ...she signed it for his happiness..she is ready to do anything for his happiness..this was nothing she did..what he did was more than this ..it was the toughest part of her life ..

She was feeling so weak form few days due to skipping her meals and improper routine..so decided to take good meal and sleep .

On the other side murtasim reached Dubai...after so much difficulty he found saba..who was shifted to new york ..after so much requests..after so many efforts Saba told about his Meerab...bcoz Saba thought his family will again do the same thing with her ..

She was a innocent soul and a Fierce independent Bird..but since that incident she was not the same..Saba informed..to bring motive..to cheer her up she had send her Dubai to stand on her legs...and due to this she refrained herself to spill the beans of her location

The murtasim was not at the same ...this new murtasim doesn't get angry.. doesn't smile even...Because every shade has faded away since he lost the colour of his life ..

The moment he got her information..he cried that night with sobbing, hiccup and no one was near him to console him...He cry was of satisfaction...he removed every information about her ..and she was there..yes he found her after damn 6 months

He was totally broken by now... Everyone in hyderabad was living happily... Only him and her were suffering...Her parents Waqas and anila stopped talking to him..they told unless and until he brings her safety to them..they won't.

He had bags under his eyes..which were due to lack of sleep..and today he was standing in front of the door...

The same door which was closed for him a few months ago ...THE DOOR OF MEERAB'S HEART..Now his heart was beating loudly and was so nervous.. he didn't had guts to knock on the door too.

Anyhow gathering courage he knocked on the door ..his palms were sweating..he wished she should be there ..

No answer came ..when he knocked again...and rang the bell..

He was able to listen the sounds of anklets..his hope increased more ..

Meerab opened the door ... and saw the person in front of her ...she froze at the place...and her eyes didn't blink.

Murtasim kept looking at her ...sharing an intense eye lock..both shared the happiness of being together and the pain of being away from each other these days..their eyes showed everything..he found his peace and she found her happiness..His eyes welled up ..

Suddenly the moments they spend came accross their eyes...

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" 🥀Mai baarish ki boli samajhta nahi tha ..!"

Seeing her after months he couldn't help but tears flowed from his eyes...and he took slow steps towards her ...but Meerab stood Frozen on her place ..

" Hawayon se mai yu ..ulajzta nahi tha ! 🥀"

Murtasim closed the distance between them and cupped her cheek..and a tear escaped from her eyes when he touched her ...and murtasim finally got peace feeling her ... the moments he spent was again finding life ..

" 🥀Hai sene mai Dil bhi..

kaha thi mujhe yeh khabar..! 🥀"

" Kya haal hogaya..

Yeh Mera ? 🥀"

Murtasim smiled...and moved him face towards her face... Meerab couldn't say a word ..she was dying to see him..and he was finally here .. today in front of her..

" Aakhein meri haar jagah ..

Dhoondhe tujhe...

Bewajah..🥀"

His happiness had no bounds.and he touched her another cheek And cupped her face by his both hands ..and touched his forehead to her's..

" Yeh mein hu ya ?

Koi aur hai...... ?

Meri tarah...? 🥀 "

He missed her smile..he missed her antics..he missed her cuteness..he missed her anger..he missed everything..That was the reason of his survival since the day she entered his life...

" 🥀Kaise hua ..kaise hua ?

Tu itna jaruri kaise hua ?! "

Murtasim smiled painfully still touching her forehead to his...his fingers were caressing her soft cheeks..and saw in her eyes.. departing from her he slowly ..moved his lips to her forehead and kissed her forehead softly..

He poured everything in the kiss..her need in his life ...her importance...how much he missed ..and kept his lips on her forehead for a minute..and took her in a bone crushing hug and said crying silently..

" I missed you..."

Meerab was still in shock...That she didn't move a little bit too..but tears were flowing from her eyes continuously..

Coming out from the shock she realised he was hugging her ...she suddenly separated him pushing him away.

" Meerab..!? "

He saw her face

She backed taking slow steps away from himand was about to close the door when he entered her house.. blocking the door by his leg..making her shocked..

There was mere silence for a minute...He kept staring at her and she was busy analysing what was happening...and Why was he here after all this?

" kya batamezzi hai? App...App kaun hai ? Kya chahiye apko ? "

She asked Avoiding his gazes . murtasim understood her anger and that was justified...

" Mera ek kemti Hira 💎 kho gaya tha...Wahi lene aya hu ..! "

He said sadly coming closer to her ...when she stopped him by showing her hands..as she understood his meaning behind the sentence.

" Yaha kuch nahi hai ..koi Hira wira ..app Jaa sakte hai ! Mujhe pareshan na kare "

She said showing him the door to go . murtasim got hurt.. avoiding his gazes..this her behaviour hurted him..

" Meri jaan basti hai usme.."

He said pulling her that she came closer to him..

Meerab's eyes welled up bcoz she couldn't hold it anymore

" Kyu aye ho ? Abb kyu aye ho murtasim ? "

He saw in her eyes.. they were broken..he immediately cupped her cheek and said...

" Mai tumhare pass aya hu Meerab.. Tum mera Noor ho ! "

Meerab for a second softened..by his touch but him being married to haya strikes her and she jerks his hands from her cheeks..And suddenly she feels she will be called as a cheater again..Haya will not like it ..and how can she after all he is her husband.. jealousy insecurities travelled in her veins..ahe shattered again

" Nahi hu..jaoo meri nazron se murtasim.."

She yelled loudly..and murtasim was shocked by the way she shouted...he had never seen meerab like this ..

" Itne dino ke baad mile hai hum Meerab..kyu..dur__ "

He was about to speak when meerab suddenly holds her head and stomach..As usual her stomach was hurting like everyday..And it increased due to the pain she was experiencing now seeing him...that she shouted slowly.

" Ahh.."

Murtasim got scared ..she was about to fall ..due to imbalance...he immediately made her sit on the chair...

" Meerab ...? MEERAB? Kya hua ? "

He asked .. worriedly and he scanned her from top to the bottom..she looked weak and pale to him...

" Kuch nahi.. please jaoo ..tum.."

She said holding her head and stomach again... jerking his hands from her

" Dimagh kharab hai tumhara..tum taqleef mai ho aur mai jauu .? Bilkul nahi "

He said catching her hands..

" Maine apna khayal khud rakha hai..aur rakh lungi... please go .."

She said stubbornly..

Murtasim thought she would never let him stay... if he continues to argue with her like this ...and now it's not the time to argue..

" Dekho raat ho gayi hai Meerab..Koi chance nahi hai...aur mujhe Dubai ata pata bhi nahi pata...kaha jaunga... agar kuch hogaya toh..? "

He said looking innocently...and Meerab saw him with an irritated and shocked gaze..

" Tum koi ladki nahi ho...Aur kuch nahi hoga..jaoo mai address deti hu..JAOOO"

She said getting irritated..and frustrated

" Mujhe yaha pe kisi pe bhi bharosa nahi hai ...sivay tumhare "

He said taking her hands and both started arguing badly .. Meerab's pain was increasing.. that she gave up and started to get up..

Murtasim immediately picked her up ...and saw around where the bedroom would be and picked her up in his arms..placed softly and sat besides her... meanwhile meerab Kept staring him...

" Tum hall main so jaoo.. ajj ek din hi..izajat hai tumhe.. please akela choad do mujhe...koi behas nahi karna ... "

She Said struggling on the bed ...her back was also paining badly

" Meerab hospital chale? Mujhe fikar horahi hai"

He asked worriedly

And she was tired and exhausted feeling immense pain in lower abdomen region...so said in meekly slow voice

" Nahi raat ke 12:30 baje hai ...mai manage kar lungi..Tum jao mujhe fresh hona hai "

She said ...and understanding her he leaves the bedroom and stands outside..

After 15 mins when he feels she was out he walks in ...and sees her struggling to take the medicine he rushes to her and gives her medicine...

He sits besides her and starts to caress her hairs ...But with small force jerks him...and tells

" K..oi jarur..at nahi hai...tum bahar so jaoo.."

" Zidd karna bandh Karo meerab...Mujhse bura koi nahi hoga "

He said in little raised tone ..and Meerab sighed and in few minutes she feel asleep...He was not able to understand what's wrong with her health so checked the medicine label and goggled it ..

He understood she was struggling due to her periods..And not wasting time he called bakhtu..who came along with him but stood down ..

" Bakhtu Abhi ke abhi mall Mai jao.. arrange hot water bag and bring bunch of dark chocolates.. Mujhe 20 min mai chahiye.."

He ordered...And bakhtu nodded and left .. murtasim saw her face ... again...and again sat on the bed on her side and touched her cheeks..

little moving back he adjusted himself... taking her head...he lifted her slowly and adjusted her on his lap ...

He was so worried for her ..he so he started massaging her scalp.. meerab felt so good that he snuggled on him more and cuddled on his lap...like a cute cat... murtasim smiled seeing her ..this is what he missed ...

He kept cushion behind her back..so that it won't pain...and again started massaging...when bakhtu called him...to take the things he ordered... pecking her slightly on her forehead he went to recieve the things...

Taking the things from bakhtu..he closed the door and went in the kitchen...And checked whether something was prepared...Or no ... finding nothing..he made the fried rice ..and served it on a plate he walks in the room...and calls her .. softly..

" Meerab..get up ..."

After Calling her multiple times ..she opens her eyes and sees her surroundings..and when she sees him...she gets shocked.. and gets up so fastly..due to which she again experiences abdomen pain... seeing him in her house she was shocked because she totally forgot about what happened a few hours ago

Murtasim gets scared...and makes her sit comfortably adjusting pillows on her back...

" Dheere..shock maat ho...! "

He said ..

Taking the plate again he says ..

" Yeh lo kha lo kuch...Dard kaam hoga..jab paith Khali hota hai toh jyada taqleef hoti hai "

He said.. forwarding a spoon to her ...

" Tumhe kaise pata ? "

She asked in little voice ...

" Meerab..meri ek behen hai ..Aur jinki behen hoti hai unko sab pata hota hai "

Meerab didn't say anything..to this

" Maine khana kha liya hai "

She said

" Dekha hai Maine kitchen Mai ...sab khana waisa ka waisa hai ...ek do bite se kuch nahi hota.."

He said and forcefully made her eat ...and Meerab was happy getting his care again...she was not able to believe it ..

Her eyes were welling up slowly thinking about him...

After getting done he made her drink water ..both were sitting silently near each other..he was feeling so good..

After sometime he forwarded the hot water bag ..

" Isse Rahat milegi..! "

Meerab's heart filled with happiness..when he said this...

And she couldn't hold her tears back..when he forwarded her the bunch of dark chocolates..

Tearing the wrapper he forwarded to her mouth...

" It's good for your health..."

And that was it..tears flowed like river from her eyes..she cried silently bowing her head down.. closing her face by her hands ...

Murtasim understood her ..he was also feeling the same ...he couldn't see her crying anymore so he hugged her immediately...and crying she said ..

" Kyu kar rahe ho yeh sab ? "

Her tears soaked his kurta..and he rubbed her back when she sobbed more ..

" Fikr hai tumhari..meri jaan basti hai tumne Meerab.."

He said

" Maat Karo please.."

She requested crying still

" Shh.. meerab don't cry..hum kal baat karenge..abhi tum so jao.."

He said and made her see towards him... rubbing her tears away ..he made her eat the chocolate and made her sleep...and slept outside checking once she was comfortable and was having peaceful sleep ..

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Meerab left in the morning for her work as usual..the pain was still there but she can't avoid her work ..but without informing him..she left ..as she remembered how close were they yesterday night and she felt that was not good ...

Murtasim was awake when meerab left..but he didn't stop her ..he wanted to know the reason behind her behaviour...why was making herself away from him..was his question..he removed every detail of her, about company etc.that she works for hours and earn a good salary..

He followed her and saw her .. entering office..he got angry here her health was not good and she was working.. Getting angry he directly entered into the manager office...and just one call from the person the manager agreed to grant a leave for Meerab.. manager called meerab ..and she was shocked seeing murtasim here ...

Murtasim picked her up in his arms

" Chup ! Bilkul chup ! "

He warned and made her shut nd meerab got angry..but stayed quiet seeing all her staff members gazes on her and him...

Murtasim without caring walked from there bcoz only she mattered for him ...at this time ...

Making her sit on the passenger seat ... Meerab was about to shout out loudly when murtasim removed his handkerchief and tied her mouth...and drove the car...meerab was shocked...and angry by his behaviour..

" Ziddi logo ko acchi tarah se sidha karna atta Mai mujhe Meerab..chup chap baitho "

He took her to the doctor...the same one where meerab visits .. yesterday he checked her bag and got the details of the doctor by her visiting card..

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" Mr khan , maine unhe pehle bhi kaha tha ..Dyaan rakhe ..stress , emotionally weak, improper routine And low HB ke karan ..unhe yeh sab face karna pad Raha hai..but woh ..sunti kaha hai ..She needs proper care and diet..yeh sab Mai apko bata Rahi hu .. kyunki unhe bata ka mai thak chuki hu ..! "

Dr said to murtasim..while Meerab sat outside the cabin as per dr's instructions..

" Ji Dr .. thankyou! Main khyal rakhunga"

Murtasim replied

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" Maine kaha tha .. Murtasim..! "

" Mai romi ki tarah sher karungi !

Qalandar ki tarah dhamaal dalungi..!

Aur

Mansoor ki tarah suli Chad jaungi ..!

Wahi Kiya Maine ! "

Murtasim's eyes widened..Did she confess her feelings indirectly..!?

that means she loves him...!

A love confession near Burj Khalifa, Meerasim parenthood funny moments 😇

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