Mera sukoon

So guys , Its epilogue

It was already tough for meerab to leave khan villa...

Because she couldn't watch her husband crying like this... Gazing her and his daughter like this... Craving for them... And stand there helplessly in his guilt....

Meerab was sitting like a statue during whole path....

Anwar gazed her for minitues.. than caressed her head...

She slightly putted her head on his shoulder...

And anwar direct took her in embrace....

Meerab closed eyes... Relising tears through her eyes...

She didn't realise when she got slept...

They reached at karachi on almost mid night....

Vakas and neela was shocked by watching them like this...

Meerab who was lost from years came back... But with anwar... And a baby... Everything was shocking for them....

But still his love for meerab was constant.... Anwar took meesam from her embrace... Meesam was also in sleep.. and vakas gently took up meerab..

Meerab was still that small baby girl for him... He just adoring her daughter... For whom he cried nights to just watch her face again....

Meerab and meesam was sleeping in room peacefully...

While anwar explained everything to vakas and neela....

They were paused for minitues..

Like it was tough for them to absorb everything that happened to their daughter.... After a while vakas said...

" Thik kiya tumne... Meri beti kbhi mere liye boj nhi thi... Or na hi kbhi hogi... Me khush hu ki ab vo mere pas he...."

" Par.. itna sab kuch ho gya meerab ke sath... Vo hmare pas kyon nhi aayi... Hme ek dafa btati.. koi to rishta tha na uska hmare sath...." Neela said while crying....

" Vo dar gyi thi bhabhi... Par ab.. ab me kbhi use vapas us jagah nhi jane dunga... Ab me koi esa lamha nhi chahta ki... Meri beti ki aankho me aansu aaye..."

Anwar replied in warm and firm tone....

" Anwar... Ab kbhi us jagah ka zikar is ghar me nhi hoga... Hmara parivar jesa tha vese hi khush rhega... Or ab to meerab ko dono hi baap ka pyar milega...."

Vakas was really emotional...

" Par meesam.... Vo kese rhegi apne bap ke bina... Hum bacchi ko uske baap se alag nhi kar skate... Hum esa krke dusri meerab ka mustqbil khrab krenge... Jo ese hi bdi ho kar apne baap se nafrat kregi...."

Neela's those sentences made anwar and vakas both speechless....

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It's been a week... Meerab was not eating properly... Not talking with anyone... She was like a dead body who can just walk....

Neela vakas and anwar were trying their best to pamper her... Love her... And give comfort..

But she just became robot... Not reacting on anything....

At one night... Vakas gog tired of it... He cant watch her daughter like this... It was enough for him...

He went to meerab... She was seating on bed... Totally lost in thoughts... Staring at moon through window....

Meesam playing alone near to her on bed...

" Meerab , beta... Ek hafta ho gya he... Humse bat to karo... Kya galti he hamari... Me nhi dekh sakta tumhe is halat me... Na hi meesam ko... Jise na maa ka pyar mil rha he... Na baap ka...."

Meerab stared at him for second... And again turned to moon....

" Meerab mar jaunga me... Tumhe ese dekhta rha to... Beta mera dil bhot seh chuka he .. ab nhi seh payega... Please apni khamoshi tod do...."

Tears popped in his eyes...

And don't know what touched meerab she looked at him and said...

" Kya hojayega baba , mere bol ne se... Kya meesam ko apna baap mil jayega... Kya meri zindagi firse pehle jesi khushnuma ho jayegi... Kya jo dukh mene aap sabko diya he vo aap bhul jayenge...."

She was speaking like a broken soul... Her face had no expressions... Only tears in her eyes... And blank face....

Vakas sat beside her... Cupped her face and said in warm tone...

" Meri bacchi , esi bate kyon kar rhi ho... Tumne koi dukh nhi diya hme... Hum khush he ki tum vaps aagyi ho... Bas itna kafi he hmare liye...."

She became more weak ... Holding his hand... She said in shaking voice ...

" Baba , me tut gyi hu... Kya karu... Samj nhi aa rha... Me ab kbhi murtsim par yakin nhi kar skti vapas.... Or meesam... Use apne baap se dur karke me kese khush reh sakti hu baba ... Me kya kru...."

Vakas wiped her tears...

" Beta , me kbhi is haq me nhi ki tum murtsim ke pas vapas jao... Sach kahu... To mano mere andar ke baap ne ek insan ko mar diya he... Jo itna khudgarz ho gya he ki sirf apni beti ki khushi chahta he.... Par is bacchi ka kya kussor he beta... Kai bar... Hum maa baap bhul jate he.. ki hmare aapsi maslo me.. ek baccha andar hi andar mar jata he...."

Meerab staring at meesam... That how cute and innocent she is... She have to chose between her personal issues and meesam....

" Me murtsim ko hafte me ek do bar meesam se milne ki ijazat de bhi du... Par meesam kbhi vo pyar nhi pa skegi jo har Normal bacche ko milta he... jese... Jese... Aap krte the muje... Jab bhi aate the... Mere liye ice cream late the... Ratko muje sulate the... Shubha itne pyar se uthate the... "

Her lips were shaking while talking....

She was expressing her inner conflict....

" Samjta hu beta , iska or koi upay nhi... Ab tumhe chunna he ki ek or bar us par yakin krna chahti ho... Ya is afsos me rehna chahti ho...."

She was staring at meesam for a while... Than hugged vakas and cried out silently... Vakas was caressing her head almost till midnight and she slept in his lap...

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After three days....

Murtsim was leaving for village...

His eyes had big dark circles... As he haven't slept for nights...

Maa begum was watching him.. as he direct wore coat and haven't even seen in mirror... He was about to leave while ignoring maa begum standing on door ....

" Beta kab tak ese rhoge... Pehle bhi tum itne khoye khoye rehte the uske jane ke bad... Ab to... Ab to mano zinda lash ban gye ho..."

Murtsim only stopped there without even staring at her....

He settling his watch said in low tone...

" Aapko kya fark padta he masa.. aap to khush hena... Meerab chali gayi is ghar se... Yhi chahti thi na aap...."

Maa begum cried out...

" Beta me sirf tumhe khush dekhna chahti thi... Kya galti he meri jo is tarah brtav kr rahe ho mujse..."

" Isiliye muje dusri shadi ke liye majbur kar diya... Bgair meri marzi ya khushi ke...."

He glaring at maa begum....

" Me... Me bas chahti thi ki tumhe shambhalne vala koi ho... Tumhara parivar aage badhe ... Ghar ka varis..."

Before she completes murtsim shouted....

" Varis... Varis... Varis.... Iske siva or kuch dikhta bhi he aapko... Har vakt is bat pe muje tane diye... Meerab ko diye ... Har bat pe... Ise ghar se nikal do... Pregnancy ka juth aapne socha.. meerab ko ghar se nikalo... Mariyam apne aap bhagi... Meerab ko ghar se nikalo... Car accident mene kiya... Meerab ko nikalo....

Are jab itni hi shikayat thi... To kyon kravaya mera nikah usse... Jab use zalil hi krna tha... Ghar se nikalna hi tha.. to itni bdi shazish kyon bnayi... Or muje iska hissa kyon bnaya....???""

She shouted....

" Murtsimmmm........!!"

Her eyes were wide.... Tears popping in it... And anger guilt... Everything was together...

" Tumhe kya lagta he... Meri koi aapsi dusmani thi usse... Muje kya maza aata tha use presan krne me...."

" To or kya samju me ammi... Jab se usne ghar me kadam rkha tha aap uske bartav ke khilaf the... Har din har lamha use tana marti thi ya use badlne ki koshish krti thi... Kya aapko nhi pta tha vo kis culture se he... Kis mahol se he... Fir kyon liya esa fesla...."

She shouted ....

" Fesla mene nhi tumhare Abba ne liye tha.... Me to... Me to bas unki aakhri khwaish puri kar rhi thi... Muje kya pata tha... Ki meerab esi...."

For murtsim it was enough now... He said in low voice....

" Ab bhi.... Ab bhi... Aap meerab ko kusurvar thehra rhi he ammi... Aapko in sab me zra bhi apni ya meri galti nhi dikh rhi... Kya hmari galti nhi thi usko na vakt diya na mahol ki vo apne sath hui zyati ko accept kar ske.. usse move on kr sake... Ammi insan kbhi vo kahani nhi sunata jisme galti uski apni ho...."

He paused for a second and said..

" Aapko samjane ka koi fayda nhi .... Jab aap apni khud ki beti ke jazbat nhi samj payi ... us bin maa ki bacchi ko kya hi smjegi...."

And her hand raised in air... With shout....

" Murtsim...."

It just stopped before his cheek... And he haven't moved little even...

Standing straight there to accept conclusions....

" Ruk kyon gye masa... Mar lijiye... Jab me itne vakt meerab or mariyam par upar uthta hath nhi rok paya... Ab muje koi haq nhi khud par uthe hath ko roku...."

And tears flowing through her eyes... She took her hand back and left with heavy steps in hurry....

Murtsim wiped tears in his eyes... And left for work.....

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At night , murtsim came from work....

He was looking so tired... His shirt was not tucked well ... His eyes so tired and sleepy... And face had same pain as always....

He entered home...

As usual maa begum asked for dinner ... he ignored and took steps at stairs....

He went to his room....

Was about to through coat at bed...

He was tossing over shoulder..

But his hand stopped at middle... And eyes got shocked and instant teared...

Meesam was playing on bed... With holding toy... And giggling by watching murtsim...

Meerab slowly came from balcony... As she was hiding behind curtains....

Her eyes were teary but a bright warm smile placed on her lips...

Murtsim stared at her... With totally shocked eyes... And his lips got parted to speak something... But he couldn't find words....

" Tum .... Tum vapas aagyi....."

He uttered as whisper....

Meerab smiled at said while staring at meesam....

" Ek biwi ke aage maa jit gyi...."

And he smiled like he got heaven.... His smile still had guilt that his wife not wanted to be with him... But atleast she came back... That thought took him at heaven....

He went to meerab and hugged her so tightly.... Meerab melt into hug.... He rubbing her back... And she slightly caressing his head... To calm him... Comfort him....

She pulled back... Wiped his tears with fingers holding his face and thumbs wipping tear...

" Apni beti se to mil lo..."

She said with shiny eyes...

And he nodded as satisfaction covered his face with warm smile....

And went to meesam... He held her... Took in embrace... He was so so happy... He couldn't explain it in words ..  he couldn't believe its for real...

Meesam pulling his hair... To play with it...

Meerab laughed... And by watching her laughing... Murtsim smiled....

She said in calm tone...

" Tumhari beti he... Shararati to hogi na...."

And he nodded with giggle....

He grabbed her hand and made sit beside him....

Meesam was in his lap... Playing with his collar and beard...

Murtsim looked in Meerab's eyes... And there was different kinds peace.... He slowly said ...

" Tumne muje ..  maf kar diya meerab....??"

She paused for a second and took deep breath....

" Ye itna aasan nhi he murtsim.... Par me apni beti ke sath zyati nhi kar sakti thi... Or tumse ... Pyar krti thi me... Kbhi nafrat to kar hi nhi sakti... So.. dost ki trha to reh sakte hena...."

Her eyes were smiling and Murtsim nodded with soft smile....

He was really happy....

" Sach kahun... To itni himmat nhi muj me murtsim ki ab tumse dur reh saku... Pta nhi... Kab... Kab itni mohhabat ho gyi... Ki ab tumhari galti bhi qubul kar sakti hu me... Vo ek lamha... Jab mene tumhe vha khade hokar bas muje or meesam ko niharte dekha..."

She paused for a second... caressed his cheek and added

" Tumhari aankho me bebasi thi... Tum chahte to muje jabarjasti rok lete... Par tumne meri khushi dekhi murtsim... Tumne mere liye... Apni bacchi ko khud se dur krna accept kiya... Or kya chahiye murtsim... Itna pyar kon kr sakta he muje.... "

And he really couldn't believe he is facing this moment....

He always dreamed about this... That his meerab express her love... His meerab comes back... And he can peacefully adore his daughter and wife for whole day....

He laughed out in happiness....

" Meerab muje yakin nhi ho rha... Ye ... Ye sab sach he... Dar lag rha he kahin khwab he... Or tut n jaye...."

Meerab giggles and cupped his face...

" Yakin kr lo... Ab ye khwab he to khwab hi sahi... Puri zindagi yhi rhega... Ab koi musibat nhi... Na koi gila shiqva...."

And he nodded so satisfyingly...

He kissed meerab's forhead....

And caressed her cheek... Adoring her... Watching into her eyes....

Meeraab said " par meri ek shart he...."

His smile direct faded away and eyes got covered with worry....

He replied instant...." Har shart manzoor he... Bas dur jane ko mat kehna...."

Meerab chuckled... And he took breath of relief....

" Sun to lo pehle...."

He raised head in up direction like asking " btao..."

" Tum... Kbhi muje paresan nahi karoge.... "

And he chuckled... As tears still in his eyes... He wiped them while blushing... And nodded with so satisfying and warm smile....

Meerab giggles " Or meri sari bate manoge...."

He nods still with same smile...

" or kuch...."

" Han... Or murtsim par.... Sirf meerab ki marzi chalegi....."

And he laughed on her childish attempt.... He nodded so sweetly....

" Ab me pehle jesa akdu murtsim nhi rha meerab... ab jagdta bhi nhi... Na hi utna gussa krta hu...."

Meerab's eyes were expressing guilt and pain both at same time...

" Ab... Ab na kisi pe itna haq jatata hu... Na marzi btata hu...."

And at moment meerab hugged him.... He melt in hug like kid... And took the happiness of moment as much as possible....

" Halat hi ese the murtsim... Na tumhari galti thi... Na meri... But i promise ab kbhi nhi jaungi...."

And they both hugged more and more....

At midnight.... He was adoring meerab and meesam sleeping next to him....

He couldn't get enough of adoring them... He always dreamt this moment....

He kissed both ... And went to hall... He made sure while leaving that he dont make noice....

He was walking so slowly as he was so tired....

Watched maa begum slept there on dining table while sitting on chair....

He went to her ... Made her awake...

" Aap yha kyon so rhi he... Apne kamre me chale jate..."

She rubbed her eyes...

" Muje pta tha tumhe bhukh lagegi or khana khane aaoge... "

He staring at her... Sighed... And asked....

" Aapko pta tha... Meerab aagyi he...."

" Hnnn... "

" To btaya kyon nhi...."

" Usne mna kiya tha... Kaha tha jese roz bartav krti hu... Vese hi karu... Vo khud btana chahti thi tumhe...."

He sat beside her...

Placing his hand on her knee he said in calm tone...

" Masa... I am sorry... Vo shubha ke liye... Me pta ni... Gusse me...kese..."

Maa begum said before he completes....

" Nhi , tum galat nhi the... Jo bhi kaha sach tha... Bas muj me himmat nhi thi ki use qubul kar pau... Sach hi to tha.. ki mene meerab ko kbhi vo pyar hi nhi diya... Jiski use us vakt zrurat thi... Me... Me hmesha uska guroor todne me hi masroof thi... Mene kbhi koshish nhi ki ... Ki use smju... Ya pyar se smjau...."

He looked at her and said...

" Ho gya so ho gya... Ab bhul jaye masa... Choden sab..."

" Or... Mene to... Mene to tumhare dil mw bhi zehar bhar diya... Tumhe bhi bhadkati rahi uske khilaf... Vo to tumhari mohhabat thi jo tum har bar uske liye mujse ladte rhe... Par aakhir... Aakhir me haya ki shazishein or meri zid ne tumhe tod Diya beta...."

She cried out....

Murtsim calmly wiped her tears and said...

" Ammi kuch nhi tuta he... Dekhen me or meerab sath he... Ab koi hme alag nhi kar skta... Bas me khush hu isi bat se... Or haya ab kbhi apne sasural se vaps nhi aayegi... "

Maa begum nodded and put hand on his head....

After this incidents... Murtsim ordered maa begum to find groom for haya as soon as possible... Or he will leave home and run away...

Maa begum found a boy from family and done his wedding in 3 days....

She was near to Mariyam's city... And in relation mariyam was her greater bhabhi So now mariyam made sure that she never come back to khan villa....

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After two years :

Murtsim got his gaddi back... Which malik zubair snatched... As all villagers and even sarpanch denied to accept malik zubair as their ruler...

Malik zubair tried to threaten them with violence... But there murtsim was for sure to protect themm... Because he just wanted to watch them happy... Gaddi was no more important for him...

At last ... Zubair sent his son to another city... And after sarpanch insisting murtsim so much... He again accepted gaddi... And all celebrated it....

Mariyam was happy at her home.. she has a baby boy.. named ' Sameer...' she often visits khan villa... With nauraiz and sameer...

It was about 7 at morning... Maa begum was sitting on dining table while moving tasbi in her hand....

Until meesam poked on her leg under the dining table...

She looked there ... Meesam was hiding there...

" Dadi.. mumma ko bayana ni.. "

Her cute accent made her smile ... And she nodded with giggle....

In minitues...

Meerab came by running and screaming....

" Meesam ... Aap kaha ho baccha... Please bahar aajao yr... Mera pehla case he aaj... Presan ni karo na baccha...."

She was in white sari... Holding black coat in hand....

Maa begum slightly signed in down direction with eyes...

And meerab got it...

She found out meesam... and grabbed her .....

Both were laughing and meesam poking her nose ....

" Aapko mma ki fikar nhi na... Itna presan kyon karte ho..."

" Me to... Khel lahi thi..."

And meerab kissed her cheek with giggle...

After feeding her breakfast... She told her to play with toys...

" Meerab... Aaj pehla case hena beta... Khayal se jana... Allah tumhe kamyabi den... Or fateh de..."

Meerab smiled and touched her feets....

" Hmesha khush rho meri bacchi..."

She placed both hands on her head....

She got up... While maa begum said...

" Tumne muje maaf kar diya... Is bat ke liye me kbhi shukriya ada nhi kar sakti... Ab bas rat din yhi dua krti hu ki tum murtsim or meesam hmesha khush rho... Ab Allah meri jan le len... Muje koi shikayat nhi ...."

And meerab placed hand near her lips... To stop her saying that....

" Esa ni bole na... Ab me koi dukh nhi chahti... Muje apni family jaan se zyada pyari he... Ab me vapas apni maa nhi kho sakti..."

Maa begum stood up and caressed her head....

" Me murtsim ko utha deti hu..

Aap meesam ka khayal rkhiyega han...."

Maa begum nodded and meerab went to her room...

Murtsim was sleeping on stomach .... only in pants...  covering whole bad ... As he was sleeping in center....Hugging a pillow whivh was almost invisible due to his big biseps ....

She bent little ... And slid hand on his hairs...

" Murtsim... Utho... Vrna late hojaoge gaun jana hena..."

Her voice was so cute... Fulll of love... Full of sweetness... He couldn't ignore and smiled in sleep....

" Hnnnn...." Was all he said in husky voice... Before turning on back... And pulling meerab in his embrace.....

" Murtsim... Muje late ho jayega ... Khud to late uthte ho...."

Before she completes... He placed finger on her lips....

" Shhh... Shubha shubha itni energy kha se aati he meri jaan.."

His voice was husky... And sleepy as he just woke up....

" Kyonki me aapki tarha der tak nhi soti janab..."

He smiled....

" Hnnn... Vhi to dikkat he...."

She slightly slapped on his chest and woke up....

He still sleeping on bed... Rubbing eyes... And staring her beautiful wife....

" Chalo jaldi kro... Muje niklna he .. ache se goodbye kro...."

He raised on elbow... " Oh han.... Aaj tumhara pehla case hena...."

" Seriously murtsim... Tum ye bhi bhul gye...."

" Ye bhi to ese bol rhi ho jese me aadhi se zyada chizw bhul hi jata hu..." . He woke up from bed

Meerab staring him with narrowed eyes...

Turned gaze to mirror... As she was combing hair...

Murtsim hugged her from back. Digging chin on her shoulder.... And hands on waist.. he said with giggle....

" Acha na sorry dear wifey... "

She smiled and slapped his head... Which he placed on her shoulder... And closed eyes....

" Acha na... Jao ready hojao... Me bhi hair set kar leti hu...."

He woke up with annoying face... And made her turn to him...

Pulling her more close .. he said

" Tum kbhi sukoon se nhi reh sakti meri jaan...."

And she teased him while shaking head in denial...

" Ahn... Ni..."

" Allah dekh rha he ki kitni zalim banti ja rhi ho tum...."

She giggled.... Placing both hands on his neck... Gathering them... She said...

" Acha g , or tum kuch kam ho... Jo shubha shubha itni pyari aavaz me bat krte ho ...."

" Tumhe yuhi nihar skta hu pura din alag hi sukoon milta he tumhe dekh ke......"

" Or muje... Tumhe dekh ke... Par me pura din free nhi..."

She laughed and murtsim too...

He kissed her cheek and asked for kiss while tapping front finger on his cheek....

Meerab shyly kissed him... And pushed...

" Jao ab...."

" Haye.... Sukoon...."

He said loudly while going...

And meerab giggling while putting hand on head...

--------------------- THE END

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