Aakhri lamha

The time haya insulted meesam and pointed question about her existence... It was enough for meerab... She could never bear a single word about her innocent baby meesam....

She took a deep breath... And decided to leave as there was no one she can wait for...or can believe on... She started taking long steps towards door... While tears still flowing through her eyes...

Wiping them by one hand..and caressing meesam's head with one... She left after glaring at murtsim for a last moment....

While murtsim shouted on haya....

" Meri bacchi he vo... Meri he

vo... Me mar kar bhi ni man

sakta ki meerab...."

He shouted out of his lungs... While his eyes... Were fiery red and tears placed at corner of eyes....

As he realised meerab left... His heartbeat got increased.. as out of control... And he direct ran after her....

Its right murtsim pointed on her character many times... But he can never think meerab slept with someone else... Meerab can run away from him... But never throw herself in front of someone else....

Meerab's Pov :

I was leaving from Khan villa... And this time .. i was so sure i will never ever come here again... And my baby .. my meesam will never even glare in this direction...

' Mera ateet meri bacchi ka mustqbil nhi bigadega...

Mene chahe jitna bhi saha ho...

Meri meesam ki taqdeer me ek bhi lamha dardbhara ni aayega ...."

( She reached in loan...and Her thought chain got broke when her arm god grabbed by behind... The touch felt so warm and conserned.....

She thought it must be murtsim...)

I didn't want to turn even but got turned to glare his face only... Only last time...

' Uski bewafai Mene khud dekhi he...

Or kisi gavah ki zrurat nhi..

par ye kambakht dil...

Ise kisi bhi galti ki parvah hi nhi ...

Aaj bhi uske liye zoro se dhadkta he...

Uski ek jhalak ke liye tarasta he...."

But It was not Murtsim... Still my eyes got different peace and sukoon... As they started flowing like there is no end... I wanted to just open out my heart.. hug him.. cry in his embrace... And just wanna die in that moment...

He was my father... His eyes were teary like it was tough to watch his pupils... And a peaceful smile on his lips...

Instant he grabbed me..and hugged us.. while cried out loud... His voice was so so painful...

I couldn't control my inner pain... And got melt down in his embrace...

I hugged him back...He continuesly caressing my and meesam's head...and hugging us more and more...like he couldn't get enough of me....

And may be that was the moment... God wanted to let me experience before my death....

He pulled back.. and looked at my eyes...

Anwar's Pov :

I couldn't believe on my eyes , my daughter was standing in front of me...

" Ek aakhri aarzu thi...

Puri ho gyi ..

meri maut se phle..

Meri rooh mere pas laut gyi....."

We both knew murtsim was standing behind us... But we didn't want to lose this moment... Finally she came back... She standing in front of me...and she accepted me....

( POV ENEDED )

Anwar checked meerab instant like a mom checks her child after losing her only for a hour...

while saying...

" Meerab ... Tumhe.. tumhe kuch hua to nhi na.... Kha thi meri bachhhi itna vakt..... Kese rahi tum .. tumm..Thik hona tum...."

He desperately kissed on her wrists , caressed cheeks.. hugged her again with so much worry...

And meerab just glaring him... Regrating how much time she lose to love her dad , to feel his love....she never forgave him...just to satisfy her anger....

Anwar was cupping her face , while meerab watching into his eyes ...

There was so much love and worry for her...and meerab was realising... She should believe on her dad rather than all these people... At the end of the day.. apna apna hota he....

" Me...Me... Thik hu... Aap.. aap roiye ni..."

She said while whipping his tears with her soft fingers... Her touch was so so gentle.... Her fingers were trembling.....

" Meri bachhi .. Kyon...kyon muje chod ke chali gyi thi... Km se km apne budhe baap ka soch leti... Meri sanse ataki thi tum me.. Ab... Ab sukoon se maut ko gle lga skta hu.. ...."

And he chocked up while crying....

Meerab putted hand on his mouth... And shook head in air in denial... she said in cracking words... As she was sobbing...

" Ab laut .. aayi hu.... Ab kbhi nhi... chodungi aapko... Galti ho gyi...ab kbhi nhi....Mene sabko... Bhot... Bhot yad kiya...."

And she groaned while crying....

Anwar was smiling so peacefully... His smile had another level satisfaction...

While still not leaving her hand... And caressing her cheek... Continuously wiping her tears...

" Aap... Aap .. nhi puchenge... Ye baby..."

Meerab said with teary eyes... And hugging meesam with both hands... Sobbing and trying to catch breath...

But before she complete sentence...

Anwar smiled and said ..

" Ye meri meerab ki bacchi he... Iski shaqal dekhe bina bta sakta hu... Ki murtsim ka khoon he iski rago me..." He said so confidentiality.....

Ans Meerab's eyes got relief... They started flowing more and more.... And she instant hugged anwar... And cried out loud ...

Anwar calmed her caressing her head.. and said " Tumne soch bhi kese liya... Ki me tum par kbhi shaq krunga meri bacchi..."

Meerab forgot about everything... Murtsim standing there or what just happened... Or anything... She was lost in moment...lost in her dad... In his unconditional love... In his care...

While caressing her back he said ,

" Muje apni beti par pura yakin he... Usne mujse khud kaha tha... Ki vo badkirdar ni ho skati... Khuda khud aakar gavahi de... Fir bhi me us bat ko ni bhul sakta .."

Meerab said while sobbing... Just glared upside at him with those big and teary eyes.... without leaving position...Still her head on anwar's chest....

" Par.. sab..."

Anwar said in cracky voice... As his eyes were still teary... While putting hand on her cheek...

" Ye duniya ka dastur he beta , Ek galti... Sirf ek ... Or vo hmari sari achaai bhul jate he... "

His paused for a second... as his lips were trembling... he couldn't utter a word....

" Izzat ho ya kirdar... Lanchan lgane me zra bhi nhi sharmate...."

Meerab digged her face in his embrace... Crying more and more...

While murtsim standing there... clenched his eyes shut... Allowed tears to flow... He holding till the time...

Realised this was the true love... This was the unconditional love... Meerab expected from him.. which he couldn't do .. and he doubted on her character....

His feets clenched straight near legs.... And he recalled all the moments... He questioned on her loyalty... Maa begum spoke worse about her character....and he stood silent....

His lips were dead , couldn't utter word.. like his soul didn't allowing him to speake...

Still he gathered courage... And murmured only word...

In his deep voice.. with teary eyes...

" Meerab......."

And she turned face towards him... Realising he's still standing there...

She instant turned gaze opposite and said...

" Muje tumse koi bat nhi karni... Chale jao yha se...."

" Meerab bas ek bar...."

He said in so low voice... As he was crying ...while his body was losing strength....

Before he completes... Anwar said...

" Ek lafz nhi murtsim... Meri beti ek minute bhi tumhari nazro ke samne ni rhegi... Jao apne nikah ka jashn mnao..."

And he grabbed meerab's hand , and was about to take step...

When murtsim said

" Chacha shahab..."

He turned back with fiery but still tears flowing through it eyes...

" Ab mera naam n lo... Utna hi behtar he murtsim....Ab koi rishta nhi hmara ....."

He paused to take breath... As he was crying and sobbing...

" Jis din tumne haya se nikah ka khayal bhi aaya....samjo usi din me or meri beti mar gye the... tumhare liye...."

Murtsim was looking so helpless... He was ready to beg even... But he couldn't bear to lose her meerab again....

He said gathering his hands... And begging him in cracky voice...

" Aapki har saza manzur he muje... Chahe suli par latka den..."

Anwar turned gaze as it was tough for him to watch murtsim begging... He always had loved him like his own son.... He aaded....

" Bas ek... Ek bar muje meerab se bat krne den... ek aakhri dafa bs... usse milne dijiye...."

His eyes had so much love.. so much pain and guilt... Which were not invisible to anwar...

He begged this kinda first time in his life....

And anwar knew if murtsim is like this... he is hell serious...

Anwar glared at meerab ... She had already turned gaze at door... He knew Meerab still loves him... And its the only reason she can't watch murtsim like this... And trying hard to not melt for him again....

He gulped... And glared at Murtsim's helpless face... And said...

" Bs ek aakhri dfa ... Fir bhul jana... Ki kbhi kisi meerab se mile bhi the...."

And he patted meerab's head and then meesam's....

He was about to leave... When meerab held his hand...

" Nhi please... me ek or lamha nhi guzar sakti yha.... Aap mere sath chalen please......"

Anwar placed hand on her cheek he saw so much pain in her teary eye... while saying in low voice ,

" Vada krta hu beta , ab ek zyatti nhi hone dunga tumhare sath... Bs akhri dafa.. use apni beti ka chehra dekh lene do meerab... Uske liye nhi to meesam ke liye... Zindagi me ek bar use apne baap se mil lene do...."

His voice was full of love and was swallowed....

Meerab couldn't dinied him but she haven't even nodded , she just stood there like staue.. glaring his father with teary eyes....

Anwar said to murstim in firm voice while leaving

" Ye mat samjna , muje apni beti ki fikar nhi... Par tum bhul skte hu purane rishte unki yadeen... "

And last sentence he said while glaring into his eyes.. and left...

" Par me ni bhul sakta ki mene ek vakt pe tumhe apne bete ki trha pala tha..."

Murtsim gulped the pain... And glared meerab with teary eyes..., he still couldn't absorb all of this at once... Meerab came.. he got to knew he has a daughter... And its his last chance to talk meerab... And convince her to stay....

" Meerab...." He said and took steps towards her....

She turned gaze and wiped her tears....

And said in anger tone...

" Dur se baat kro...."

Her words were ripping his heart.. like his meerab told him to stay away...

But he gulped all pain...

And his footsteps stopped there.. just few steps away from her....

" Janta hu... Tum... Gussa ho..."

Meerab took a deep breath.. as she was sobbing a lot....wiped her nose.. and eyes...

" Me tumhari mafi ke qabil nhi... Manta hu..par..Bs ek bar meri taraf dekh lo.. mujse bat krlo..."

Meerab still ignored as she was still looking away....

" Meri maut aasa ho jayegi meerab....Bhot kuch hua hmari zindgi me... Manta hu mene bhot badi galtiya ki... Par ek lamha.. ek lamha .. vo sab bhul jao... Please me taras gya tha... Tumhe dekhne ke liye... Apni baho me lene ke liye ... Tumhari... tumhari.... Aavaz sunne ke liye..."

And he broke down in crying... While saying... His voice was shaking... His hands continuesly shivering... His fingers got numb.. he was hell stressed and out of control....

" Mene tumhe bhot dhundha meerab... Bhot... Kisi bhi kimat par tumhe vapas pana chahta tha... Mera yakin karo... Mene aakhri had tak dhundha tha meerab tumhe...."

He said while crying....

And meerab wiped tear and turned towards him....

Her brows clenched and eyes had pain.. which diluted in anger....

" Bs... Yhi thi tumhari aakhri had...?? Han ??? Do sal... Sirf do sal... Thi tumhari aakhri had....??"

Her voice was firm enough to show her anger and broken soul....

Murrsim was glaring in her eyes... While his teary eyes were Still couldn't get enough of her appearance... He wanna stare her whole Life....

" Muje.....Muje.. lga tum rohail ke sath...."

He said with so much hesitation his lips shaking while saying... as he felt ashamed to tell her....

" Rohail ke sath bhag gyi hena...?? Ise zyada umeed bhi kya kar sakti hu tumse murtsim....?? "

She again got emotional while crying and said in swollen voice...while pointing hand towards him....

" Tumne soch bhi kese liya ke me rohail ke sath bhag sakti hu.... Ha.. ki thi mene galtiya .. par ek lamha btao mene tumse bewafai ki ho...har... Har galti ki bharpai ki thi mene...."

Murtsim just staring her while his hands folded behind and bitting lip in nervousness... his legs were shaking... As he was losing strength totally....

" Or tumne kya sila diya muje..??

Us raat.. us raat me tumse apne pyar ka izhar krne aayi thi..."

She was groaning loudly while saying and crying....

" Tum... Tum mujse pyar ke dave krte the na... Akhri sans tak... Qayamat tak.. Or itni... Itni hi gehrai thi tumhare pyar ki... Mohabbat ki..."

Her lips were trembling while saying....

" Ki ek thappar ... Or tumne... Tumne...meri izzat hi..."

She broke down while crying and putted hand on face... As she couldn't control her cry... She was not able to speak more....

His heart broke into peaces while watching her meerab crying like this... Breaking down in front of him... In his presence... Most painful thing was.. he was the reason...

' Vo ro rahi thi mere samne ..

Uski bebasi muje kat rhi thi...

Uske aansu mano meri rooh ko channi kr rhe the....

Kese rokta use ...

Jab un ansu ki vjah me khud tha...

Use is kadar todne me ek kirdar me khud tha .... '

And without wasting another second... He instant went to her... And took her in embrace... He closed eyes... Tears made path through his cheeks... And he clenched feets to control himself....

She placed her head on his chest... Pulling his kurta in her clenched feets... She groaned loud as she was facing the moment... She was always scared... She was questioning him on his dids...

" Usi ki baho me..

Uski hi shiqayat kar rhi thi...

Jitna use dur jana chahu...

Utna hi nazdik aa rhi thi ...

Kya faisla he Tera E khuda...

Na chahte hue bhi uske samne me apna sog mna rhi thi ... "

She cried continuesly till the time old memories. that night....his those face expressions... All were rotating in her mind... She recalled how she felt helpless that night.. how.. how her own husband.... Raped her....and she couldn't do anything... ANYTHING.....

She said loudly while crying... And looking at him...

" Kyon mene tumse mohhabat ki... Kyon khud ko itna kamzor bnaya... "

While he glaring in her eyes .. and she trying to free herself from his embrace....

With each sentence she slapping on his chest with clenched fits..... Trying to Push him... And he still remaining embrace... And hugging her more and more ..... With closed eyes....

" Tum is layak hi nhi the... Ki me khud ko tumhare tumhe sonpu... Apni zindgi tum pe zaya kru...."

( You can imagine how Preeti crying in kabir singh at last )

She still groaning and crying with open mouth... while placed her head on his chest...

And he calming her by rubbing her back....

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