Uska Deedar

The Rituals for nikah were going on... But it was like murtsim wasn't present there...

He was lost in his own world of Tanhai... And missing his meerab.. like who still admires and miss his first nikah at time of second nikah....

The angry face of meerab at nikah time... Came in front of his eyes... And he smiled..

' Kesi nakchadi thi meri meerab , Nikah ke din bhi jagdi thi....'

Her beauty in that red lehnga... Her expressions.. her demands... That contract.. Her sentences.. everything came across his mind...

He felt like it all just happened minitues ago... With her day passed like seconds...

' Nikah ke din.. usne Mere samne contract rkha tha.. esa kon hi krta he...'

He was smiling in heart by recalling old memories...

He was in stage like he gone mad in love.. he was not sensing that he is marring to another girl...

Or may be it was not mattering for him now... Like life was already hell without her.. whats difference if there he have to suffer lifetime with an another problem...

' Khan ki khani thi vo.. Mujse bhi ni darti thi.. Jitni tez zaban ki thi.. utni hi gehri mohbbat thi uski.. Sabse alag thi Meri meerab...'

He got all flashbacks .. how she used to fight with him... challange him ... And give proud smile when she wins ....

All memories ripped his heart with their burden.....

And a tear popped in his eye... Which was not hidden from haya's glare....

Haya took a deep breath and rolled eyes...She was annoyed like why is he not forgetting her...

And then she recalled Meerab's words...

' Jha meerab hoti he.. vha vahi chamkati he....'

She cursed under breath...

" Tum ni ho ke bhi Meri zindgi tabah kr rhi ho meerab..."

And murtsim instant came out of thoughts... And looked at her with an angry glare... It was like warning to shut the fuck up....

Which haya gulped with her pain.

And next moment qazi said....

" Kya aapko Bint e shahnavaz , Murtsim khan se nikah qubul he...?"

Haya smiled and looked at him...

In moment murtsim screamed in his heart...

' Ya Allah agar zindagi me ek bhi lamha mene meerab se sachhi mohhabat ki he... Muje meri meerab lauta de....'

And as god says...

' Har dua qubul hoti he ..

bs sahi vakt ka intezar hota

he....'

And meerab entered home while thinking...

Aaj Mera dil mano sadiyo bad muskuraya tha... Khul ke sans li thi...khud ko aazad paya tha...

She didn't knew her happiness would be for this short time.....

Haya Opened mouth to say

' qubul he ' ....

And the next moment... Her mouth got paused open....

And maa begum stood up instant.... Because The real khani appeared....

Meerab took steps into hall...

While holding meesam in her embrace... With teary eyes and heavy heart....

Murtsim's POV:

I was just cursing my destiny and still hoping for her come back...

Or agle hi lamhe... Vo shqsh mere samne khda tha... Jiski ek jhalak ke liye meri ankhe taras gyi thi...

Meri sanse mano rasta bhul gyi ..

Muje apni aankho par yakin nhi ho rha tha... Dar tha ki uska deedar kahi khwab to ni...

........

Maa begun stood up instant , and said ... With shocked face...

" Meerab tum...."

Meerab hadn't realised even that someone called her... She was staring in Murtsim's eyes... And that constant eye contact....

Was speaking a lot unspoken things.....

Haya directly looked at murtsim with wide eyes... , as she knew now no one can control him....

And he proved her right , As he had already poured himself into her... He was lost in her eyes....

While meerab's eyes were crying her heart out....

' Na jane kyon ghar me ek ek qadam dil pe kuch boj sa lag rha tha... ankhe jo dekh rhi thi.. vo qubul krna maut se badttar lag rha tha....

Bura khwab tha ya Mere khwabo ka aakhri mukam pta nhi...

Par jis ateet me.. Me zindagi guzar rhi thi... Mehsus hua Vo mano mera tha hi nhi...

........

Haya gazes that Murtsim was lost into her... Just staring her with shocked gazes and eyes filled with tears... Controlling them to nor flow...

He forgot everything... Like what meerab will think by watching him with haya... What would she say .. He just wanted to stare her...

' Jis deedar ke liye aankhe taras gyi thi... Bs vo deedar sukoon se krne do....'

Haya lost her senses... She felt like her world got destroyed...

She sat on sofa.. like she threw herself on it... she was like a dummy now... She had no control on herself further..... .

Maa begum glared haya... But she had also worried face... While staring meerab and murtsim... She knew her son will destroy everything.... If he hadn't get her now.....

While meerab was staring him with tears in eyes..... Confused face ......

' Ya Allah , Ye kis Gunah ka sila de rha he... Konsi ghalti thi meri jiski bharpai tune is trha se ki... Jise mehsoos kar meri rooh jism chod de... Mere haq me tune esi saza likhvai...

Salo bad Meri mohhabat se mili to bhi uske dusre nikah me.... Jiski aavaz sunne ko mera dil tadap gya tha... Me uske nikah ki qubulat sunne to ni aayi thi.... '

Jin yado ke sahare Zinda thi... Mano vo apna vajud mita rhi thi..

Har ek pal jab usne kaha tha haya meri kuch nhi lagti... Jab usne mera har ilzam thukraya tha... Vo sab Mano juth lgne laga...

Uska har bahana Apni asliyat baya kr rha tha... Or mera dil Mujse javab mang rha tha....

Us par lgaya har ilzam apni sachhai sunane laga... Ek nayi dasta bata ne lga .. jisme Me sirf or sirf ek ruqavat thi.... Bs ek mazak thi..

Murtsim tum jeet gye... Tod diya tumne meerab ka gurur... Tut gyi meerab... '

And Next second ... She saw Murtsim taking steps towards her....

" Murtsim...." Maa begum said little loud... But he ignored.....

Uske pair mano apne aap chalne lage... Or vo daud kar meerab ke pas gya...

Vo meerab ke samne khda tha.... Use laga mano qadam thamte hi...uski dhadkan ruk gyi ... Mano ruh sans lena bhul gyi....

He was staring at her with lots of love and warmness in his eyes......

Murtsim ki aankho me aansu the... Chehre par sukoon... Mano aaj dil ne salo bad muskuraya tha... Itne samay se bhara drd aansu ke zariye baya ho rha tha...

Har ek moment he spent with her... Crossed his mind in second... Like there was no years gape... These all happened just seconds ago....

' Uske sath bitaya har pal ek lamha meri ankho ke samne aa gya.. Mano mout se phle kisiko zindagi ka har pal yad aajata he.. ....

Aur meri to maut ke bad firse rooh ne sans li thi... Uske sath hi thi jo zindagi thi.. mano pura vajud samne aa gya....'

He slowly put hand on her cheek... Caressed it... His touch was so gentle...

He was touching her with scared eyes... And like he didn't wanted to touch... It took him hell courage to touch...

Mano use dar tha.. ki ye khwab he... Kahi use chhute hi... Ye tut n jaye... Kahi meri meerab mujse chhin n jaye...

' Agar ye khwab he... E khuda.. yhi sanse rok de... Koi shiqayat nhi .. puri zindagi meri aankhe band krde...'

And with thought he touched her... And then his eyes got new shine... She was there for real...

And next second he grabbed her in his embrace... Holding her with both hands... Like he securing tresure... He hugged her tightly while wrapping his shwoul around her....

" Meerab.. Tum sach me aagyi... Muje yakin tha tum lautogi .. Meri har dua qubool ho gyi... Ye.... Ye.. khwab nhi he...Tum samne ho mere......"

He was Murmuring while digging his face on her shoulder... Trying to hold as tight as he can ... To not let her leave again....

While meerab had no reaction... Her face placed on his chest... Tears flowing through eyes...

The thoughts rolling in her mind...

she had no senses what's happening... She went to zone... Anything murtsim do now... ANYTHING... he can't won her again... .

The thought even to marry haya was enough to brake meerab....

Murtsim realised She's not responding.... He pulled himself back... And stared at her...

' Uski aankho me mano pyar se zyada shiqaayat thi... Aansu the...Saval the.. javab ki mang or beinteha dard tha.. '

Meerab glared him upside down... With confused face and clenched brows .. Like what's this u doing ...

Tum sach me haya se shadi kr rhe ho ....

While he had no clue... He was so happy by her appearance.... He forgot the situation....

So He looked at himself... Being groom and Murtsim realised why the hell meerab was shocked and glaring at him with disbelief...

His mind got blank... He put hand on his head almost hiding eyes...as he realised what's gonna happen...

And how she is feeling... It was one of the worse moments of his life...

Maa begum knew her son loves Meerab... But now... Everything was destroyed... She just wanted to things being as they are... Now there was no need of meerab in their home....

Until he realise more , maa begum said...

" Ab kyon aayi ho yha... Kya kam reh gya he ....."

And Meerab's gaze placed at her...

Tear dropped from her eye...

Before meerab replies maa begum asked another question....

" Ye bachha..."

And murtsim turned gaze towards her.... He had not even realised that she's holding a baby... His eyes were more wide now... Tears holding...

At the same moment... Haya lose her anger and shouted...

" Firse aa gyi tum... Kyon aayi ho... Mar kyon ni jati...."

Meerab's Pov :

I was already not in stage to explain or justify my self... Mere khwab.. mera aitbar.. meri zindagi ujad gyi thi...

I was just staring at maa begum with teary eyes.. as my mouth was not able to utter a single word...

And while i realise what's going on... Haya shouted....

" Firse aa gyi tum... Kyon aayi ho... Mar kyon ni jati...."

I blinked eyes while looking at her.. I was not able to absorb all of this at a time... Like my husband was marring the person who spoiled my life... and now she was saying me to die....

( Pov eneded )

And next second a noise shocked whole hall .. and everyone's eyes got wide....

Murtsim shouted...

" Haya...." And went to her...

And at moment.. His hand was on her cheek...

And slap's sharp voice still sounding in hall....

His eyes were fiery with tears and face showing his out of control anger....

Maa begum's mouth got paused open... And she held murtsim's arm.. in warning like what you did...

Haya standing there with hand on cheek .. wet eyes.. and staring at Murtsim..

While meerab had no reaction... Still same... With teary eyes just staring everything with confused face....

She was in phase.. nothing was affecting her... If the moment haya slaps her or kill her..

She will accept it without uttering a word...

' Jab apno ne hi aitbar toda he.. gairo se kya shiqva krna ...'

Haya lose control and started shouting....

" Tumhari vjah se hua he ye sab... Tumne phle bhi meri zindagi tabah ki thi... Or ab bhi kar rhi ho...."

She shouted at meerab while pointing finger... And she was taking steps towards meerab to slap her...

" Mera nikah tha aaj... Ye lamha mera tha... Sirf mera or murtsim ka... Par tumm...."

Murtsim held her by arm... And said in firm voice...

" Haya chup kr jao... Vrna Mujse bura koi ni hoga ..."

And she chose to cross limits...

She said to convince him.. that meerab is betrayal...

" Murtsim... Murtsim mera yakin kro... Ye baccha bhi kisi or ka he ..."

" Haya......" Murtsim screamed out of lung....

And tadaaaaa.....

Another slap on her face... But the sponsor was maa begum...

" Bhot hua .. Pure khandan ke samne izzat ka jnaza nikal diya aaj tumne... Ab ek lafz mat bolna... Haya..."

Unko izzat se masla tha... Na ki meerab ke character pe lage dag se....

Meerab gazed at them all...

And then at her baby... Innocent meesam.. she thought... Its ok if they insult her... But she willnot bear any single word about her baby....

She wiped her tear and took steps backside....

And with last glare on murtsim....

She turned and took steps towards outside.... With teary eyes.. wiping them with one hand .. and another holding meesam....

Murtsim ran after her....

_______________ To be continued

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