ANDRA
Andra listened to the birdsong, enjoying how the morning sun colored the back of her eyelids golden. She didnât want to open her eyes, afraid that when she did, sheâd be back in Castigoâs manor.
She sighed, summoning the courage to crack them open. Miraculously, she was still in Bellris.
Her room was simply a round space in the center of a tree. She was still amazed that she didnât have to share it with anyone.
The inside had been hollowed out, leaving a smooth floor, curved walls, a window, and a doorway.
She had felt uncomfortable claiming such a large space to herself. Amala practically had to force her to stay in the room at first.
Andra slipped out of bed and dressed, walking out into the crisp morning air. She leaned against the wooden railing of the walkway outside and gazed at the forest floor far beneath her.
She sighed with contentment as she watched some early risers moving along below, fascinated by their morning routines.
There were many women and children in Bellris. Andra couldnât help but wonder what had driven them to cross a desert and join a rebellion.
~âTiri,â~ she tried. ~âAre you awake?â~
The dragon didnât reply. Andra wondered if maybe she was too far away.
She walked along one of the wooden bridges, heading toward her partner. Andra was so caught up in taking in her surroundings that she didnât see the man in front of her until it was too late.
She bumped into him, eliciting an annoyed hiss.
Andra looked up and recognized the Rider who had challenged Kael when theyâd returned.
âWatch where youâre going,â Egan growled.
âSorry,â Andra mumbled, her gaze reflexively going to her feet. His tone immediately brought her back to the Hall, to the moment when sheâd accidentally spilled some wine on a Rider. The quick strike that had followed stung as if it had just happened.
Sheâd spent so much time with Kael that sheâd forgotten how harsh some Riders could be.
âAh, youâre the girl that Kael brought back,â he said. She could feel his gaze crawl over her skin. âAre you his servant?â
âNo.â Andra found herself lifting her head high to stare into Eganâs eyes, unsure of where the sudden well of courage had come from. âIâm not his servant. Iâm ~no oneâs~ servant.â
Egan held his hands up in a gesture of peace. âEasy, girl. Itâs an easy mistake to make, considering theâ¦â He gestured to her collar.
Andra reached up to touch the silver lock around her throat. How she wished she could rip it off and toss it awayâ¦
Covering the collar accomplished nothing. She could still feel the weight of it on her skin, feel the shame and powerlessness that it represented.
Even all the way here in Bellris, the magic of the Judges kept her bound.
âStill,â Egan went on. âYou didnât come to Bellris of your own free will, right? You were forced here. An unfortunate bystander in the wrong place at the wrong time.â
She frowned, thinking on Eganâs words. He was technically right.
Egan stepped closer. âYou arenât a Freeman. You arenât being held here against your will, even if you were brought here. Whatâs keeping you here?â
Andra opened her mouth to reply, but no words came to her.
~Why am I here?~ she thought.
Bellris was beautiful.
The people had been kind to her.
But they were all here for a reason. For a cause.
They wanted to see the Kingsmen destroyed and Paerolia restored.
~Is that what I want too?~
Eganâs bloodshot blue eyes continued to pierce into her, and suddenly Andra was finding it hard to breathe.
âIf-if youâll excuse meâ¦â She pushed past him on the bridge, her mind in disarray.
Maybe Tiriâs wisdom could help her sort out her feelings.
***
~âI have no idea why weâre here,â~ Tiri said.
~âThatâs what I thought.â~ Andra sighed.
They were in a wide meadow, the lush, green grass dotted with the whites and yellows of tiny wildflowers. A small waterfall trickled nearby, the stream flowing into the lake that Tiri was lounging beside.
Amala had told them that the Freemen had cleared this section of the forest for the dragons to rest. The other dragons werenât there, and Andra could only assume they had gone with their Riders to prepare for their fight against the Kingsmen.
Tiri watched Andra, a curious gleam in her eyes. ~âIâm here because you are here,â~ the dragon said simply. ~âWhat is bothering you?â~
Andra thought about it for a moment. ~âEveryone else here has a purpose. Theyâre all rebels, fighting for the good of Paerolia. And Iâm justâ¦here.â~
~âAnd what is wrong with just being here? You like this place, do you not? Is that not reason enough to stay?â~
~âI donât know,â~ Andra admitted.
Andra could feel Tiriâs confusion, and she wished she could convey her feelings to her like true mind mates could.
~âWe may not be truly Paired,â~ Tiri said, sensing her thoughts, ~âbut that doesnât mean we canât try to understand each other.â~
Andra smiled, sitting down beside Tiri and leaning into her leg. ~âWill you tell me what your life was like before you came with us?â~
She felt Tiriâs amusement tickle the back of her mind.
~âWhat would you like to know?â~
~âAnything.â~ Andra shrugged. ~âEverything.â~
Andra settled in next to Tiri as the dragon told her about her life as a wild dragon with Ena. Not only through words, but through images and emotions.
Andra saw the high cliffs of The Howling Wall, felt the heat of the deep, fire-red ravines of the Volcanic Canyon.
Andra cringed at the fierce gales of the Gallanmere Snow Fields and tasted the supple flesh of the arctic hares.
But what gave Andra pause was the memory of a dragon, its scales the color of desert sand. Its sudden attack in the night had Andraâs heart pumping wildly with the fear and adrenaline of a savage battle to the death.
~âDragons fight each other?â~ Andra gasped, breathless.
~âHumans war with each other, do they not?â~ Tiri said, looking in the direction of the rebel city. ~âDragons are no different.â~
Andra frowned as she thought about this new revelation. Working in the Hall, dragons had been nothing but majestic and otherworldly. Noble creatures.
This new vision of dragons as wild beasts disturbed her.
The beating of wings distracted Andra from her thoughts, and she looked up to see Eithne and Kael descending from the sky. He dropped nimbly from Eithneâs back.
Eithne and Tiri took off together, flying deeper into the forest to find some breakfast.
âYouâre up early,â Kael commented, watching the dragons fly away.
âAs are you,â she said. The rising sun cast a golden glow over Kaelâs face, and she could see the dark circles under his eyes.
âThereâs too much to do to permit myself to sleep past sunââKael stifled a yawnâârise.â
âYou look half-dead,â she told him.
âJust half?â
Andra laughed, and Kael eyed her, a twinkle of amusement in his eyes. They seemed to flash silver in the sunlight, and Andra could see the faint line of a scar that ran along his jaw.
âWhat?â Kael asked.
Andra blinked. âHuh?â
âYouâre staring.â
She looked away, the sun feeling suddenly much hotter on her face. âI was just wonderingâ¦â
Kael remained quiet, and she could sense that he was waiting for her to arrange her thoughts.
âWhy did Colmen call you the symbol of the rebellion?â
The Rider sighed in exasperation. âYou know Colmen,â he said, dodging the question. âHe likes to exaggerate things.â
âI saw the way everyone was looking at you,â she insisted. âThereâs got to be a reason.â
Instead of replying, Kael walked over to the lake and sat in front of it, patting the patch of grass next to him. Andra sat next to him. She hugged her knees as if to contain the curiosity bubbling up within her.
KAEL
âThey call me their symbol, Andra, because of who I am,â Kael forced the words from his mouth like he was extracting poison from a snake bite. âNot only the first Rider to abandon the Hall and join them, but the son of a Judge as well.â
Andraâs eyebrows shot up in surprise. âYour father is a Judge?â
âWas,â he corrected. âHe died when I was sixteen, just before I left for the rebellion. They said he fell ill, but he was in perfect health the day before.â
âYou think someone killed him?â
âMy brother,â Kael felt the anger sear through him like dragonâs breath. âCaedo.â
Andra gasped at the name. âIâd see him sometimes at the Hall,â she said.
âI never got along with Caedo. He was always so certain that heâd be a Rider, but he got passed over at the Pairing. When Eithne chose me, he was furious. As if my becoming a Rider was a personal slight to him.â
Kael could still remember the rage in his brotherâs eyes. The pure, unbridled fury.
âHe became obsessed with becoming a Judge after that,â Kael continued. âWith taking my fatherâs seat someday. I think it finally came to a point where he could wait no longer.â
Kael slipped off his boots and dipped his feet in the lake. The cool water did nothing to put out the fire burning inside him.
âSo why did you leave the Hall?â Andra asked.
âI spent a lot of my childhood in the house of a Judge, Andra. I saw the corruption. Saw the bribing and the blackmail, the abuse of the labor contracts to subject entire families to a lifetime of servitude.â
Kael looked at Andra, looked at the collar around her neck. âSomething had to be done.â
âAnd youâd fight the Judgesâ¦even if it meant you had to face your brother?â
Kael thought back to Janisâs report. Rumors that Caedo had joined the Kingsmen.
â~Especially~ if Caedo is a part of it. Itâll give me the perfect excuse.â
The silence between them stretched on. Various scenes played out in Kaelâs mind of how heâd see Caedo again.
~Would it be on the battlefield?~
~At a trial?~
~Would it only end after one of us is dead?~
Kael felt Andraâs hand on his, and he looked down to realize heâd been tearing at the grass underneath them, his knuckles white. He relaxed his hand, letting Andra smooth out his fingers.
He could see that heâd worried her; her emerald eyes were filled with concern. He took a deep breath, willing the anger to bleed out of him.
âBut enough of that,â Kael said, trying to not-so-subtly change the topic of conversation. âYou need to get ready.â
âReady for what?â
Kael slipped on his boots and stood, helping Andra to her feet. He frowned, thinking toward the coming evening.
âSomething Iâd rather not doâ¦but everyone insists itâs necessary.â
Andra went pale. âWeâre notâ¦weâre not going to be fighting or anything like that, right?â
Kael shook his head, his face grim. âOh no, nothing like that.â
She breathed a sigh of relief.
âIâd ~much~ rather be going into battle than this.â
Andra froze, eyes wide.
Kael pulled her along as he made his way back to Bellris. âI know how you feel,â he said. âWeâll suffer through it together.â
âSuffer through ~what~, Kael?â
âA party.â He spoke the words like they were a curse. âA big celebration for all the Freemen.â
âAnyway, I want you to attend with me. It would be good to introduce you to the rest of the Freemen,â Kael said as he turned his sights back to the forest.
Andraâs stomach clenched tight, the thought of so many strangers jostling around her making her feel queasy.
But that wasnât the only thing that made her anxiousâ¦
She thought back to the celebrations at the Hall of Riders.
At those parties, Andra had been just a servant, but for the first time everâ¦
Sheâd be a welcomed guest.
And sheâd be attending on ~Kaelâs~ behest.
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