Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio
However, perhaps because of the deep emotional scars, Ye Ling felt that the loofah vine resembled a twisting snake.
During dinner, Min Nan vaguely sensed that Ye Lingâs demeanor was off. Her expression seemed distant, and her complexion was paler than usual.
But apart from that, he didnât detect anything out of the ordinary.
For the following days, Ye Ling went to Auntie Tanâs doorstep every afternoon, accompanying her to the fields and watching her catch snakes.
To avoid Auntie Tanâs disapproval, Ye Ling even sent some fresh vegetables to her. Auntie Tan neither accepted nor declined them, so Ye Ling left the vegetables at Auntie Tanâs kitchen entrance.
During these days, Ye Ling noticed that most of the snakes Auntie Tan caught were nonvenomous. However, occasionally, Auntie Tan would also catch venomous snakes. When dealing with the venomous ones, Auntie Tan became more serious and cautioned Ye Ling to keep her distance.
On this particular day, after capturing a venomous snake, the two of them continued walking ahead. Suddenly, Auntie Tan looked at Ye Ling and inquired, âHave you learned?â
Ye Ling paused, asking, âLearned what?â
Auntie Tanâs impatience was evident as she responded, âYouâve been following me for days. Havenât you grasped how I catch snakes?â
It was only then that Ye Ling realized Auntie Tanâs misconception. She believed Ye Ling wanted to catch snakes for profit.
âAuntie Tan, I donât intend to learn snake catching. Iâm simply afraid of snakes. I thought that by watching you, I might overcome my fear,â Ye Ling clarified.
Upon hearing this, Auntie Tanâs furrowed brows deepened.
While Auntie Tan could understand Ye Lingâs behavior if she thought Ye Ling was following her to make money, it was harder for her to grasp Ye Lingâs pure intention of conquering her fear.
âAfraid of snakes? Whatâs wrong with that? Many people are afraid of snakes.
Why must you overcome your fear? Fear exists to help people avoid danger. Youâre not in a life-threatening situation, so why torment yourself?â Auntie Tan continued walking, expressing her thoughts.
Having spent these days with Ye Ling, Auntie Tanâs opinion of her had improved significantly.
According to Auntie Tan, even though this young girl had some issues, her character was acceptable. She spoke politely and courteously, embodying the qualities of an educated urban youth.
With her improved impression, Auntie Tanâs demeanor had softened. Occasionally, she exchanged words with Ye Ling, and Auntie Tan shared insights about the snakes commonly found in the mountains and fields.
Initially, when Ye Ling heard the names of different snakes, her face would turn pale. Gradually, her reaction became less intense.
Hearing Auntie Tanâs words, Ye Ling smiled helplessly. âI had no choice. Otherwise, I wouldnât be subjecting myself to this torment.â
Though uncertain of Ye Lingâs reasons, Auntie Tan related to her own experiences and began to understand Ye Lingâs choice.
Hadnât Auntie Tan also chosen to learn snake catching out of necessity? Back then, she overcame her fear through sheer willpower, eventually mastering the skill better than many. n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
Suddenly, Auntie Tan halted her steps. Ye Ling hesitated, thinking Auntie Tan had spotted a snake. She tensed up and carefully scanned the surroundings.
However, Auntie Tan had no intention of catching a snake. Instead, she turned to Ye Ling and gestured for her to come closer, saying, âCome here.â
Ye Ling was perplexed, but she approached Auntie Tan.
Auntie Tan handed over the snake fork and pliers, instructing, âYouâll catch the next snake.â
Ye Ling was taken aback, wanting to speak but being interrupted by Auntie Tan.
âI know youâre not here to catch snakes for profit, but if you genuinely want to conquer your fear, you must catch a snake yourself. Otherwise, even if your fear diminishes, it will still linger. Only by catching a snake will you realize that it might be afraid of you.â Auntie Tanâs voice remained composed as she explained.
Ye Ling immediately shook her head and responded anxiously, âI canât!â
âWhat are you afraid of? Iâll find a nonvenomous snake for you. Even if you get bitten, there wonât be any harm. Plus, Iâll be right there beside you. Just grab it confidently.â Auntie Tan sounded relaxed as if discussing todayâs weather.
Ye Ling clutched the snake fork and pliers tightly. Despite her fear and resistance, she acknowledged Auntie Tanâs wisdom. If she didnât catch a snake herself, her fear would continue to linger.
Taking a deep breath, Ye Lingâs voice trembled as she agreed, âAlright⦠Auntie
Tan, please help me find a nonvenomous one.â
Auntie Tan revealed a satisfied smile and nodded approvingly. âThatâs the spirit..â
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