57; Fears

LILLY

As soon as the words left my mouth, I was being spun around in circles, before I was placed down on the floor, looking into the blue eyes I fell in love with.

The eyes that showed me everything, but nothing to anybody else. Eyes that was full of love and happiness. "We're having a baby" He whispered as he wiped away the tears that was falling down my cheeks.

I didn't know what to say, I couldn't talk. I was speechless. So instead I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him into a kiss.

As we pulled away, we were surrounded by the whole family. "I'm gonna be the best Uncle, ever" Henrik told me, but before I could say anything, Kol started arguing with him. "I'll be the best Uncle"

"No, I'll be the best Uncle" Henrik argued back. I flicked my eyes over to Nik, who looked amused by the boys' argument.

"Alr-" I got cut off by Phoebe. "Yeah, well I'll be the best big sister" She smiled widely, making my smile grow.

"Okay. You win" Kol grumbled with a smile on his face. I looked around at everyone, smiling widely. I looked behind Nik, noticing Elijah and Finn was stood against the wall with wide smiles on their faces.

"Congratulation" Bekah smiled before pulling me into a hug. "Thank you" I thanked her receiving another small smile, before she looked over at Nik. "Don't screw up, Niklaus" She warned him before walking upstairs and into her room.

"Congratulations, Lilly" Henrik smiled at me, pulling me into a hug. "I'll be the best Uncle. I promise" He whispered before he pulled away, and surprisingly hugged Nik. "You've got a good one here, big brother" He smiled at him before going upstairs himself.

Next it was Kol's turn, pulling me into a hug. "Congratulation" He smiled, pulling away. "I guess this means no more crazy antics, for you now Mrs Mikaelson" He winked at me before nodding at Nik and going upstairs aswel.

I looked over at Finn and Elijah. "Let me guess you're going to say congratulation, hug me and go upstairs" I asked raising my eyebrows.

They both laughed. "Congratulation. The both of you" Finn congratulated us before going upstairs himself.

Elijah looked at myself, Nik, Phoebe and Leon – who I forgot was still here - smiling. "I will be heading to bed for the night. Congratulations. Brother, please... Just, look after her. This is a miracle that's being given to you both" He told us before going up to his bedroom.

Me and Nik both looked over at Phoebe who looked so happy. Before either of us could say anything, she rushed over to us both with her arms wrapped around our necks, pulling us both into a hug.

"I'm so happy. I'm going to be a big sister" She cried making me and Nik laugh at her. "You know being a big sister has a lot of responsibilities, princess. Are you ready for that?" Nik asked her.

"Of course" She smiled, kissing us both on the cheek before grabbing Leon's hand and walking upstairs.

"Leon stays in one of the spare rooms, Phoebe" Nik reminded her. She stopped at the top of the stairs smiling down at us both. "Sure thing. Night mum. Night dad" She called before they rushed away, leaving me and Nik in a state of shock.

She called him dad.

"Did she just...?" I asked still staring at the now empty grand staircase. "Hmmmhmmm" Nik mumbled nodding his head.

I laughed. I full on belly laughed. This night was just turning out to be crazy. "What in the bloody hell are you laughing at?" Nik asked looking at me like I was crazy.

"Tonight has being nothing but crazy. My own brothers tortured our daughter, I took away the Bennett witches' magic, Phoebe called you dad, and I'm pregnant" I smiled at him, with nothing but love in my eyes.

"God, I love you" He whispered before picking me up, making me wrap my legs around his waist. "I love you too" I told him before pressing my lips against his.

As he pulled away he wiped his thumb over my cheek. "You have no idea how happy you've made me" He whispered staring at me in admiration. "I think I have a little idea" I smiled at him, making him laugh.

"Lilly Marie Mikaelson, the Queen of jokesters" He laughed shaking his head, as he walked up the stairs towards our bedroom, turning the lights off as we went past.

"I'm amazing" I laughed. "That you are, love" He winked at me as he placed me down onto our bed, before he laid down next to me, on his side, facing me.

"How do you feel?" He asked me, as I turned over onto my side facing him. "Honestly? I don't know. A bit overwhelmed, happy... scared" I admitted as I looked into his eyes. I can never hide anything from him.

"Why are you scared, love?" He asked as he pushed the piece of hair that fell onto my face away.

"When I was pregnant with Phoebe, it was horrible. I always knew she was being taken from me the moment I gave birth to her. George, didn't even want to know anything. I just feel like this is going to end up the same way" I admitted as I looked down at our now entwined hands.

Nik grabbed my chin, making me look up at him. "I promise you, love, I will do everything in my power to make sure you and our two children are safe. And I will never leave any of you, and nobody will take and of you from me, ever again" He promised, making me smile. He classed Phoebe as his own.

"Don't think I'm not happy about this Nik, I really am. I'm just worried" I told him. "I know you are sweetheart, I can see it in your eyes, but I also know you have fears. I have fears" He admitted looking at me in the eyes.

"About what?" I asked him softly. "The only fatherly model I had growing up was Mikael, I was shown nothing but pain. What if I turn out like Mikael? What if I'm not a good farther?" He ranted, making me roll over so I was straddling his hips, looking down at him.

"Listen to me, Niklaus Mikaelson. You are nothing like Mikael, and you never will be. Mikael was an abusive man, who cared about nothing but his vendetta against you. You are nothing like him, Nik. And you'll be the best father, ever. Want to know how I know?" I asked him quirking my eyebrow.

"How?" Nik asked softly, staring at me with tears in his eyes. "I see it every-single-day, the way you are with Phoebe. You treat her like she's your own daughter. Like she's a princess. Our princess. You're already a brilliant father, Nik. Don't ever think differently" I told him honestly.

"How did I get so lucky?" He asked as he cupped my cheeks with his hands. "Well it helps that you're insanely hot" I smirked down at him.

"Is that right?" Nik asked smirking at me, raising his eyebrows. "Yep" I nodded my head, but before I could move I was flipped over with Nik on top, tickling me.

"N-Nik s-stop please" I laughed, but he wouldn't give up. "Ahh" I screamed as he carried on. I hated it. And he knew it.

But before I could do anything to stop him, our bedroom door was booted down with the whole family stood in the doorway staring at us both.

Thankfully Nik stopped tickling me as we stared at them all confused. "What the hell has that door done to any of you?" I asked looking from them to the door, and back to them.

"We heard you scream, so we obviously thought the worst" Finn explained. "I told you it was nothing. Do you really think Nik would let anything happen to her?" Bekah asked her siblings.

"Thanks for your concern, but I'm fine" I told them, before looking back down at the door. "One of you can put us a new door on. Tonight" I told them.

"It's past midnight Lilly. No shops are open" Kol laughed shaking his head. "Actually, there's some down in the basement. Ever since Lilly got her magic back, I stocked up on them since she destroyed a couple" Nik smirked down at me.

I glared at him. "Excuse me, Mr almighty hybrid, a bunch of witches sent me flying into it one time, and the second time, you kicked it down because you over-reacted" I retorted.

"I didn't over-react, love. You was a mess, before you blacked out" He reminded me. "I was fine, wasn't I?" I smirked at him.

He sighed shaking his head, knowing he wasn't going to win with me. "You all go to bed, I'll fix the door" Nik told them, before standing up off of the bed.

"Night" I called as they all left. "Night" They all called back.

I looked over at Nik and smirked. "Now, I'll just lay in bed as my baby daddy fixes the door. But you have to do it naked"